Hey All [09 May 2006|08:19pm] xxanarchygirlxx [ mood | blank ] [ music | breaking benjamin-forget it ] I just wanted to drop in and say hi to everyone...i've been doing okay i guess a couple bumps here and there but i'll be good...isn't this just an awesome community? Well imma go just wanted to write a little something..i like ya.. bye... Bound Yourself

Hey [30 Apr 2006|08:32pm] xxanarchygirlxx [ mood | calm ] [ music | Breaking Benjamin Forget it ] I just wanted to write something on here to let ppl know im here lol im really bored and i wanna know how to fix my blogger up better so if anyone has any ideas just let me know i'm open to good/inteligent ideas no stupid ass ideas please.. i'll try and write in here later if i have time!! 3 bounded | Bound Yourself

Emo Poem/Lyrics [22 Apr 2006|09:52pm] arreis_evol_i [ mood | devious ] [ music | Schism Tool ] I dream and i scream, I say things that i don't mean, I hold in my pain, By cutting through my vein, I let my hair fall over my eyes, I don't cry on the inside, My hair is coal black, I let things hold me back, I dream and i scream, I say things that i don't mean, I let things get to me, I cry over losing something, I want everything, to go my way, to have a better day, I feel nothing is right, That i wont make it through the night, I've lost everything i own, My emotions are all i've shown, I dream and i scream, I say things that i don't mean, I don't move when i go to a show, because I'm emo, Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:49pm] arreis_evol_i [ mood | devious ] [ music | Blue and yellow The Used ] I called it in the air like I was the only one who could understand the way the cards fall My expression plays a great false hand, It's not what I'm about but I'm done and out and I know I can't see past this broken dream Though we all know, things aren't always what they seem And I'll try my best to stay on top of this situation. I'm all tied in knots. I'm on the outside of this party thrown for two, I'm on the downside, I'm on the wrong side of this team, I knew would lose, I'm on the down side I called it in the air like I was the only one who could understand the cards fall Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:43pm] arreis_evol_i [ mood | devious ] [ music | Hard to say The Used ] when my time has come i won't put up a fight i'll hold my breath and let it wash over me and all the words we said have a way of rubbing off but i said them so your courage could come back when i am, i can they're all waiting for me these eyes, these hands let them wash over me and all the words we said have a way of rubbing off but i said them so your courage could come back and run to your room, while you're weeping i'll see you in your bed, while you're sleeping well, farewell i won't hold you down no, i'll heal the cracks in your head stay back Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|09:39pm] arreis_evol_i [ mood | devious ] [ music | Rain Trivium ] oh mother, can you hear me did you die alone and afraid that no one knew the pain that still remained inside your heart this night can you hear hear me now as I call I'm calling you here I can't explain explosions and the wound in my heart today I'm killing myself with drink I'm killing myself to think I didn't tell you I cared can you hear I needed to say to let you know I felt your pain I'm calling your name to let you know that I'm sorry for the shame disguised as blame and the hurt and pain and the love I couldn't say that I want to say now let there be peace it's beautiful here there is safety in my ears it's wonderful to be with you Bound Yourself

Hate [22 Apr 2006|09:13pm] arreis_evol_i [ mood | devious ] [ music | Dying in your arms Trivium ] Live in darkest dreams, drugs roam in my head Nothing's like it seems, still the blood is red Myself is what I hate, my living and my lie I blow to my fate, never try I hate myself, don't call my name Hate is strong, hate is black, Kills the light, no way back Don't go my way Don't go this way Oh God help me Here's the road that leads to hate The shit of all the years, it lies upon my soul Depressions and my fears, things I can't control The days are painted grey, I never see the light I throw myself away, give up, never fight The sun somtimes shines, upon my wretched mind But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find Hope is what I need, despair is what I find Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live Bound Yourself

[22 Apr 2006|07:08am] arreis_evol_i [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | I Constantly Thank God For Esterban-P!ATD ] Words falling around, Everything keeping me down, Words full of hate, Love yet to forsake, Dreaming in this world, In a place so cruel, Never want to, Open my eyes, Inside I know, I'll die. Holding onto your hand, Giving it all to get nothing, This wasn't the plan, But i'd give up everything, Just to do this all over, To let this all out, This smile is not a cover, This scream is not a shout, I'm falling down, While no one else is around. Bound Yourself

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