Ambien makes me do this

Shadowpeople!

2008-08-29T14:46:28Z

So, does everybody hallucinate the shadow-form people in the walls on Ambien? They're kind of over there, in the corner, moving around... and you know, they're perfectly normal.

Hi Shadowpeople!

They are friends of the Zolpidem, si?

I'm all out. :-(

2008-08-29T07:24:04Z

Has anyone ordered Ambien from an overseas pharmacy before? I'm worried about not getting the real stuff.

Feel free to e-mail me if you'd rather not post here.

Thanks!

So....

2008-08-28T22:15:25Z

Hey, there. I'm new to this community (and livejournal in general), and I just wondered: how much Ambien do you take on average?

It's fun stuff. I took some when I was visiting Florida and broke some of my pens, coated pieces of paper with ink, and wrote how my suitcase was watching me.

taken from my Autumn 2006 archive..

2008-07-28T23:58:05Z

I just went outside for a minute to stare up at the starry night sky for awhile..

I saw a gigantic lavender-colored unicorn floating next to Saturn and nibbling on its rings.

..It paused from its little snack for a moment and somehow knew it was being looked at, thankfully i managed to run back inside the house before it could see me (i hope)..

But why is this room i'm sitting in suddenly being bathed in a warm glowing purple light right now??

..Oh my god, no...

HELP!!

ambiemrambling @ 2008-07-19T22:02:00

2008-07-20T05:04:08Z

Oh my goodness! My mom is watching Drive ins, Diners, and Dives and I tried to tell her that I love that show but I can't even say all of that. "Driver, Dives in... Oh..." hahahah

yes its is me again where are my lovers lovers covers

2008-07-16T04:34:44Z

Something casual that could easily augment your beauty's natural allure and efface the thought of a woman being unable to resist those lips and eyes and thighs

you promised. keep that promise and the world of our friendship is more than before it could have been ever further ever the bond and the rabbit lover makes the day make sense to those who know

ambiemrambling @ 2008-07-13T12:32:00

2008-07-13T16:32:56Z

has ambien ever fucked up the way you smell things? i took a couple last night and didn't notice the weird smell in my apartment i've noticed last night and this morning. it smells weird and slightly garbagey, but i don't have any garbage laying around. what the hell, i'd like to believe it's the ambien.

ambiemrambling @ 2008-06-18T17:34:00

2008-06-18T21:43:02Z

hand on the sword that the problem
for tehelly fish
the purple color is fake
it was for south
wjy were wer feeling them theyfelt grss
ut feels to real today
the fabric against my skin ican feel it is it valuse/
a sneeze is ral I can feel it up but the lights don't blink that ay
it's an umpopular party tghe man says
wantering around the room
who is he/?
nho i thin ofoward inside out
i feel the things i fel thiem them must be ral and yet flearly they are not
they are in my deram and yet i feel them
I can try on the screen an de feel it ibut it is not real
you are not rabi the doll at all
fry as frisbees
river nancys
they're all tojn gawaygoing away
the owrs nake uobinjk balls pop up on the sreetn
fairises singling about oppsesoom in a kichn
i 'm giong to sleeo
goonight

Last night

2008-05-29T19:58:04Z

waters apples to see to arket in the rainbowb asket itis a game
to the righ are the hills, the mist rises above, a stream is below
our airships can fly pver the cavern
there is somethingreting o n my head
it i sittin gon my had
I feel it on my head
it'sgoig to suk out y brainas
the crstal blue wman speak we can't
we can't see saids
the pathways will all be assignmed, don't wory about it, just let it flow have some cofee ok thankyou
we weill all work it out
it was already dead when it arrived, he said
men in suits they are concerned
I will isten in and report
ripping of the gold hreads and seams for revenge
the dress is torn
nothing ever gets done down there
we wil prove the wrong
we need to wash the dishes
there was an altnative
the tunnel drop
it could fix you, or so they said
if you wer crazy, just through thme in and if they survive the'yre ok
but who lives through that
this is what they want to do to her
violent shadows on the left
to arch bteween, or over
the spiritus are here they're right here
they whisper that they're hungry
and want a sandwich
and I say stfu ghost
you 're not getting sandwich but here in sn apple
stupi d ghosts
the chat isbeing eaten by fish, wash out
fk=lat bklack cirlc suddenly stuck down'
circus tents, color spirals
the ohotso are a meter two wide
to fit in the church window
when one iof the other
we find to be nimble
an awokeb
hello hello like birds
he ditched the gloves at the scene
toughest day dyriubg tge week
I'm closing my eyes and listening to you talk
blue, you know
waiting for the cystal
smallest time to ,share cars,to share fro mafrica he says
to share the cards
we have to do it quick
bird in the room water over bird
the pill was offered tom enad her i didnt know i have a twin but there she is
they made circles they helped them up
the russian man needs moer space
the music stopped so go tothe sea
iyou may find hte ring s are alreadt here

Chat room fun

2008-05-21T22:17:08Z

My IMs in a chat room. I was pretty much just talking to myself so it makes sense (or rather, doesn't make sense...) even without any context.

eroot
]erooot
it is the call
they will findme i wont be left here
wals closein in ho else is here
crystal, coffin for me
mhhy laptop stcreen is a pierc f paper
i a m but the leters mover around becae they are cracfyy'thi s
this is atree house with tchat int he nddle
the words wrap around it'
the chat ttee i s amasing
there's a slall water cloning righ over htehre
it's stiarting to get mjisty'
you might want to leafve beicoei if gets too wet
it well be beaufl paper pond
this will be beauiful
i se you screen names as all sigttingin char
sitting in chairs
I road for the clams at night in an inderifistic spot
no he wold not help me
but I just had to collect them all
tosugh they did gloqw'
it awas hard worj
if's a beac fhere are clasm''
you using ht eworn oaoer, but new paper in'
andyou're tlaking to me
paaaaaaaaper cscreeeb
no /i can hear ou
you're all around
/i'll try to rip it i just stratched the screenm, are you cree?
cae on the screen?
there's anobject like the sice of marker stickingup i keep opking uit
it' sweir
I can wear you wispering
a low make voice
tkaing to some felames
I 'CA?N HEAR YOU
more whisbers!
and now church singing!'l
liggle girls and boys
singing
what hapenned to the shio
and who are thiesepeopel
I keep hearing a owman sayin "hungy"
and a guy saying andm thngs
'zzglljbj'
ghfxfr thfyuvvvxxdxdrtr'../'/
griss
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fgf hbh jkj k kuujjn f h gh u yu iio jjj
goodnigh

ambiemrambling @ 2008-05-15T16:33:00

2008-05-15T20:36:01Z

whoa trippi crazy not what?
featherlegs
there are feathers on this problem
it's cold in this box, the secnd will be opened now
it is white
lts colder in thes econd bow, I go bac to the first but now it is red
and it's scary
this game is hard
where is the food?
I know what must be done
being told to pack and go asap which wont be hard I have no things but
nowhere to go
grandy slashy time stamps stickers
they're around here somewere
a pink shield, a sheer cloth
why am I remembering a funeral that never happened?
I see the ground the flower, west and around and she is there
but it's all a lie

Um, have you guys heard about this?

2008-05-14T01:19:51Z

From Wikipedia's page on Zolpidem (Ambien):

A recent extensive analysis of FDA data and clinical trials has demonstrated that nonbenzodiazepine Z-drugs cause cancer in humans. The data shows that trial subjects receiving hypnotic drugs had an increased the risk of developing cancer and malignancies. There have been 15 epidemiologic studies which have shown that hypnotic drugs cause increased mortality, mainly due to increased cancer deaths. The cancers included cancer of the brain, lung, bowel, breast, and bladder, and neoplasms. Initially FDA reviewers did not want to approve the drugs due to concerns of cancer but ultimately changed their mind and approved the drugs despite the concerns. FDA data has shown that zolpidem, zaleplon and eszopiclone are clastogenic and cause cancer in rodents. Benzodiazepine agonists are associated with an increased risk of ovarian cancer in humans. Zopiclone was reportedly refused a product license by the FDA due to indications that zopiclone caused cancer. Development of a malignant neoplasm has been associated with zolpidem usage but the rate of incidence of neoplasm in zolpidem users is as yet unknown. The rates, in clinical trials for the nonbenzodiazepine Z drugs, of malignancies and neoplasms are significantly higher in hypnotic groups than in placebo groups. Also the analysis of clinical trials and FDA data showed that eszopiclone, zaleplon, and zolpidem appeared to have an adverse effect on the immune system causing an increased rate of infections and colds in hypnotic users. Suppression of immune function might be the cause of the increased rate of cancer in nonbenzodiazepine hypnotic users. Indiplon has also shown an increased rate of cancers in clinical trials. The review author concluded saying; "the likelihood of cancer causation is sufficiently strong now that physicians and patients should be warned that hypnotics possibly place patients at higher risk for cancer".^[34]

ambiemrambling @ 2008-04-17T21:56:00

2008-04-18T05:36:17Z

i want to play an dtype. i want to i am not that tired. something is wrong with my brain oh is that your sweater*that really random stupid ssssssshit i think aboutl it;s juwt dum. but it might make sense.

i like the trees, they mean no mo to me now
i've lost the show
and we care about things, or ma

and this song is in my brain. i am

i wanna save the earth
jordan cmere i love you

and then i forgo

i am crazing things away
emptin thoughts from my head.
it hurts a bit, as i remove this drese
sniff; scraaaape off her scales and feathers

father, we need a house, a wonderful house with chickens and a lava lamp
a lava lamp would help us
but i don't even not nothing
i'm not sure if i mean much
with my

empt. i open.
things

I AM

ambiemrambling @ 2008-04-09T00:26:00

2008-04-09T04:27:09Z

i did it i did it bt did i really do irt

aim chat? anyoen?

ambiemrambling @ 2008-04-05T02:59:00

2008-04-05T09:59:21Z

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ambiemrambling @ 2008-04-03T02:25:00

2008-04-03T06:29:48Z

so mnay keys on the laptop
how iql i press them all they will not die
i dont WANt to kill them btu i must type why is ti red???
snail on my desl is pissing me offf. he better movce if he knows whats good for him. i wokr in a restarnt with lots of satl fucking snail

ambiemrambling @ 2008-03-29T05:20:00

2008-03-29T21:21:00Z

so quiet for so long but let me assure you that we are here we are watching we are always watching what is going on we are sure this is real we know what's going on don't think we don't even if you pretend we can't see we do see we watchwe will always be a part of you we will always be a part of the world we will never leave this is who we are this is who you are but do no be afraid we are here and we love you we are a family this is good we mean no harm i am sure you know all this already we work together to fight this we will get better we will be free we will break out of this and be our own selves
that's not how houses are made slow kick you don't wan to kick slow that's not how houses are made baby that's not house dark spaces please keep me away from the dark space please it's there i can always see the dark space because it is always there please protect me from it i will protect you always i will you will be safepalms getting warmer itch started painting must moove must return them to before the warm will glow and sooth the numbess this will pass its part of us now we control this body this is ours not
it wasn't even sing that bad mama mia in the darkness here voices songs are numb and dry nearby breething that is the cat breathes like a human watching text appear on the screen popping up like a typwrtiter but without the clicks click click it looks the same save for the sceen. watching it appear the words that come up i `control these are the words that i put up these are the wordes from my hands that control that are put up on this pageta

I wrote this last night. I think it sounds poetic XD

ambiemrambling @ 2008-02-29T11:50:00

2008-02-29T16:53:35Z

Hi I'm new here and am going to talk to my Dr. about getting switched to Ambien bc my Lunesta has stopped working (been on it for about a year now and it just stopped...wtf?)

anyway anyone know roughly how much generic ambien costs? I have Anthem insurance.

Edited// it costs $10 for #30.

Just took one 10mg about a half hour ago, so we'll see when or if it kicks in. I've only taken ambien once when I was the hospital a few years ago and I don't remember anything from taking it then.

Ambien

2008-02-29T01:47:06Z

Hahahaha....I made this when I was on Ambien the other night. I always get really focused on the weirdest shit when I'm on Ambien. It usually involves something creative. This image gives me a headache to look at though. what the fuck was I thinking? bwahahahah

Veris leta facies

2008-02-28T15:25:48Z

He killed 'em all
He killed 'em all
He killed 'em all with his Indian seeds

Those Indian seeds
Those Indian seeds
His Indian seeds from Indian soil

They kill for the kill for the
Kill for the kill for the
Kill for the Indian soil

He killed 'em all with his Indian seeds
He seeded sadists, needed nuns and burning bushes
He needed fun and a seed and a mirror to watch

drugbuyers.com

2008-02-16T10:36:00Z

Ive been to drugbuyers.com and for some reason it just doesnt do much for me. My question is; does anyone know of a livejournal community that is for reviewing stores/mailorder for medicines (ostensibly legal). When I say that I mean like an online pharmacy or entheogen supply, not "Bubba on the corner sells good crack".

I have a good trustworthy mailorder place but its prices are going up and im looking at some others but its a gamble to be giving them credit card numbers.

If there is not, would anyone be interested?

I'm going to cross post this to one or two other lists, sorry for tinyspam.

ambiemrambling @ 2008-02-08T01:43:00

2008-02-08T09:48:06Z

This whole Heath Ledger thing is sad... I was watching 10 Things I Hate About You the other day and was like, "Awwwwwwwwe Heath!" He's so hot in that movie.

Anyway...

Maybe he's with the Ambien God now. Swimming in pools filled with Ambien!
hahahaha that'd be legit

Ambien god? Idk, it just came to me.

i just need an excuse to use the word SKRILLA

i wanna laugh at things right now but i'm way too relaxed... i'm in the zone! it's crazy. it's like my face is monotone. hah it's cool. hmmm.................. or maybe my face would just be considered blank

WHOAWHOAWHOA

okay i'm done

Prescription drugs found in Ledger's room!

2008-01-27T03:58:21Z

The anti-anxiety and insomnia prescription drugs found were named as Ambien, Xanax, Valium, Ativan, Lunesta, Restoril, Donormyl and Zopiclone.

Screen legend Jack Nicholson said he warned Ledger, 28, about using Ambien.

"I warned him. I took Ambien once. I fell asleep and then got a call and almost drove off a cliff 50 yards from my house," he said.

-- SOURCE: http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,23104711-661,00.html

I've taken at least six out of all of those for my sleeping/anxiety issues. The article also says a rolled up $20 note next to his bed was tested negative for drugs.

ambiemrambling @ 2008-01-23T10:23:00

2008-01-23T15:23:54Z

Heath Ledger 'had dangerous drug

I've been worried for awhile that it's only a matter of time before Ambien gets illegalized. :-(

w00t!

2008-01-22T02:19:07Z

I'm so glad I found this community. My days of drunk-dialing have given way to nights of Ambien-journaling. Ambien makes me REALLY high, especially if taken on a very empty stomach. Maybe now, I can keep my wacko posts here instead of in my main journal.

Dave :-)