I didn't really sleep last night, I was so miserable.  I finally dozed a bit this morning, but then Sean woke me up around 11 and said I had to pick him up at the office by noon.

Okay...SICK woman here!  I should not be allowed to operate heavy machinery when I'm sick. >_>

So after taking a bath I somehow survived the drive up to the office to pick Sean up and he drove us both home.  I was pretty comatose in the passenger seat by then, but we did stop at Everest to grab some lunch.

Oooohhhh yay...fuel.  If only it made me feel better. -_-

So now I'm back to laying sick in bed and trying to convince myself to work, because I have a lot of work I should be doing.

Heh...

So I really like this Blog from Flock bit, but it needs some improving.  I can't change my avatar, or put in my current mood or currently listening to bit with their form.  Let's hope for improvements.

haha, i finally had time to post again..XD it's been.. uhm, year/s(?) since my last post..
how absurd, i've always thought that blogs and diaries help ease pains... but then again, i confine myself in darkness and suffer for nothing..
but anyway, that chapter of my life ended.. uhm, a while ago.. i'm happy to be myself again...^^

ARGH! I've been trying all day to get the stupid program working so I can get started on the HxH vid and my comp. does not want to work with me. Very, very frustrated here. Why did my old laptop with the programs from Dyess have to break!

The torrent on Godzilla VS Mechagodzilla finished... only to lead me to find... that it was DUBBED in english. XO. The HORROR! But at least.... the song, King Caesar's song was intact. And it seemed that now since I had learnt a bit of Japanese I can actually catch the lyrics! XO. Well some... since the audio was like not that clear in some parts. But then... it made me want the King Caesar song again!!! XOOOOOOO

Please don't let the song bug my head to the point that I might try to figure out the lyrics. XO

And I found out the Gotham Knight Raw I dl-ed was the Japanese dub version XD. And the initial Bruce Wayne voice (with the exception of GAR Bruce in dead shot) sounded like Miki Shinichiro. XO. And considering the Shota Bruce did looked a bit like Asato Tsuzuki... you'd be seeing me serong a bit there... XD

Kiva net movie 1 was... funny. I love the little bit of Wataru-Otoya interaction there. It's like... he's comfortable to the fact that Wataru was his son. XD. And thre's a bt of hintage on what King of Hell-Castle would me. Aaaaa August~

Later going to watch Mebius Movie on GSC MV. XDDDDDD Hehe... not like I hadn't wacth it yet--I had like watched it tons of times. XDDDDD But to watch it on cinema.... XD. And I wonder if they really gonna drag a suit actor in. XD Cos they say on sat you can meet Mebius. Hahaha... Yeah... hoping for Shinji Igurashi to appear was like... IMPOSSIBLE! Hahaha.

Edward: “You’re awfully small to be so hugely irritating.”

Edward: "Sei terribilmente piccola per essere così estremamente irritante

 You know, its weird. With the stuff we're doing now, I feel as if we're the only humans left and everyone is just replaced with maniac mtv/project robots. 

How did they do this without turning into these robots?

:|

TegakiE. Chrome. 'Nuff said. Except that i did her eye patch wrong..... *CRIES*
OTLOTLOTL

...That means this one will be overloaded.

i. The reason I have been withholding from posting is because I was insistent that I would finish off my memes without falling behind in comments.a ;ldjaslkdfjalsjdf AND HAY. I DID IT. And for your prizes... Here are links. :D

AU Meme: (FINALLY FUCKING DONE)
- NewS as Pirates for blood_opal
- NewS in High School for blood_opal
- Ohkura, Shige, and Taguchi at a maid cafe for boycottbananas
- Yamapi turns into Takki's cat for procreational
- NewS as doctors for wanderingreen
- Tegoshi and Massu are love rain Gods, matchmaking Jin and Rina (mildly het, I guess) for cynicalism
- JE!Emelan, Part 2, Attempt at Happy to make up for Angst in the first two for acchikocchi
- Yamapi and Jin as Leaders of Rival Gangs (Except not really) for kuroiusagi93
- KAT-TUN as Knights Protecting Princess Pi for maya_morning
- My own AU - Yamapi is still a Johnny, Jin is an Office Worker for shatteredinu
- Tegoshi is Harry Potter. Enough said. forcyncialism
- College AU, one established by Cyn and I - KAT-TUN and NewS get together and get wasted for cynicalism
- NewS never existed, a sad thought, I know for cynicalism (You know who to blame for this)
- Prompt was someone getting wet, I made that into NewS owns a fair for quinnsan
- Ryo/Tego in Attention Please for takenoko
- Oh god, JE!Sailor Scouts - Yamapi is Sailor Moon, go from there for 4_03_am
- Yamapi and Shige go undercover as Shigeko and Pinku-kun for 4_03_am
- Yamapi is Iron Chef for 4_03_am
- Jin is Yamapi's six-year-old son's piano teacher where the son's a bit of a brat for 4_03_am
- FULL version of Maki as a runaway bride, Massu is a waiter in the cafe she enters for cynicalism
At this point, I'm just so so SO glad to have this finished. a;sdlfkjaslkdfj Other than the Massu/Maki being finished, expect love!rain!Gods!Tegomass to be finished because Cyn insists. And probably more of Shigeko and Pinku-san, because I'm just totally amused by them. XP

And my 100 Word Meme:
- Ryopi, off the beaten path for sanctified_x
- Shigepi, Pi wants to celebrate Shige's birthday, but can't get away from the Code Blue set for xarwenz
- Koki/Kame, based on a picture for maya_morning
- Tego/Shige, math for mintchoc
- Ohkura/Shige/Taguchi, strawberry ice cream and/or pool parties for boycottbananas
- ...Jin and Kame, totally not Akame (ihu Nikki), prompt was mangos (Cyn's fault) for anamuan
- Koyashige, j-web confessions for kisekiga
- MatsuJun/Inoue Mao/Oguri Shun, sensibility for procreational
- Shuuji/Akira, swimming and Ryoda, beach for partypaprika
- Koyashige, swings and no shoes forquinnsan
- Jin/Ohkura, forget gravity for purebloodqueen
- Ryo/Lindsay - do ignore this one, Ryo/Shige, Kurosaki/Tsurara, it's the little things that mean the most for bitofpixiedust
They should all be 100 words (except for one that I already know I cheated through), however if any aren't... Do blame the word count website, because lol, I don't actually... count the words. XP Otherwise, enjoy~


ii. ( Just some real life stuff, boring boring. Quotes, recaps, I HAD MY FIRST JE DREAM - it was lame, a strange voicemail. ...I don't think there's much left. )


iii. Memes!
Post a screencap of your desktop and tag five other people to do the same.
Just snagged this from various people.
( I like showing off my wallpapers. They're so pretty. )

♥ People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

♥ Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
I don't care enough to tag people. Was tagged by cynicalism who did it just so I'd post. She be so devious. XP

( Questions and my answers~ )


iv. Like I said before, lately I've been reading manga and well...
- @jadedfrenzy. I hate you for reccing me an ongoing manga. asldfkjaslkdruaisodfjlk;j (Also, way to rub it in that you live in Europe. T.T Although, man, that postcard was pretty. *_____________________*) But um, for all those not in the know, I have been obsessed over Gakuen Alice for the past couple of days, going through the entire manga - that which I could - and spazzing when I realized that SHIT, it's still ongoing and asldkfjalksjdflk I actually have to wait for this stuff. That said, I kinda all sorts of love it, and can't wait for more. My shipper's hat goes crazy when I read it though. lolol and when it comes to the two main characters, I have to stop and go as;dkjflkasur;dlkj THEY'RE SO YOUNG. Then realize that, ugh, it just can't be helped sometimes. I think Natsume is the most jackass-y kid ever. And would like to smack him senseless. XP Except for some reason, he's somehow endearing in his jackassiness. I don't know how the kid manages, but he does. DAMN him. XPPP
- And cynicalism has been dying to get me into Shaman King (even though I've read it about two or three times before, but never finished). And I've had that thing sitting in my hard drive for like ages, until I started reading it after finishing Gakuen Alice. (I was itching for another manga to read.) And um, just know that in one day, I went from volume 11 to volume 25. al;skjdrioasdflkj ADDICTING. I couldn't stop reading. Except, lol, I was like, people just keep dying and coming back like nothing. It's like Dragonball Z all over again! XP That said, I really like it and the characters and constantly making fun of useless!Manta. I love the boy, but towards the end, you're like, oh! Manta was there. Huh. To be fair, I'm not done yet but as;lkdjfalksrulkdsjf Almost. ALMOST. saf;kduj (Also, because Cyn's funny like that, lol, she totally was telling me how JE!Shaman King would go, and that it should totally be written. And I agreed. And it is now a prompt at the Massu-thon which means someone should go write it so I don't have to. XP)


v. Last night, I started to get this really sharp pain in my wrist that made it really hard to sleep. I had hoped that sleeping it off, it'd go away, except it didn't because as we speak, I still have that annoying sharp pain. :\\\\ Ugh. No likie. :\\\\\

I think this term I am going to crack/crash and burn/whatever

buti nalang...

kaso argh...

pili? ayoko..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMLADRA-CHAN!

I kinda suck at the whole figuring out timezones thing, so since i know you're in the western hemisphere, i'm posting this a day later. ^^

i wanted to write you byachiru fic in time for your birthday, but i couldn't come up with anything worth reading.

 I COMPLETELY BLAME PHYSICS. IT HAS SUCKED OUT MY BRAINS AND CHEWED IT UP.

Many happy returns of the day!

So I'm still not over my Fahrenheit high. Still not over what happened last Sunday. I get all giggly when I remember, lol. Some-- well, most of my classmates were all OMGOMGOMG when they found out. I think we had to repeat the same story over 9000 ten times to different people, haha.

Anyway, um, I've realized that most of my old and dead fandoms have been revived. I thought I had gotten over Fahrenheit and Jiro Wang, but apparently, I have not. Now, I listen to more Chinese music than ever, wtf. And everytime me or one of my friends start singing a song, most everyone starts singing along too. We're like a friggin' High School Musical group, what the hell.
Also, I have rekindled my fangirly love for Gokudera and Hibari from KHR! c:

As for life, well, nothing ever happens.
Um, that's actually an understatement, because I had blood drawn from me today. D: It was very do not want, but the nurse was nice. Now how am I going to learn how to be a surgeon if I cower at the sight of a huge needle? D8 *fails*

School is okay. Teachers are a bit fail though. Especially my English teacher, wtf.
Oh, and I cracked a joke which almost made everyone die from laughter. *is proud of this!*


We're holding a surprise party for Jerica tomorrow. I'm so excited~ >w<

[EDIT] Now I'm even moar excited! We're going to watch the Dark Knight this weekend~! \8D/

My obsession for Summer 2008 anime is obvious now xD:

I am loving it because:
(Bias Reasons) I liked its manga version; Natsume's freakin' good-looking; Madara is freakin' cool but also amusing; I love spirit stuff; Animation studio and director is same as Baccano's; I love the voice actors of the two main characters
(Non-bias reasons) Good story telling. It has improved the manga a lot; Animation is just beautiful; Seems boring but actually pretty entertaining.
(Overall) I was impressed and entertained xD I love it!!!!



Oh man, Natsume Yuujinchou has entertained me a lot xD This is definitely included in my watchlist xD I'm glad its subs are released pretty fast ^_^

Time... went somewhere, lol. I was packing up one of the boxes and decided to pull out the manga because I hadn't read a bunch of them even though I've been collecting it. So, I ended up reading v.8-13 of B.O.D.Y. Then I packed up another box. The box at the bottom of that particular pile has too many things, I kind of lost the willpower to log it down and then pack it up... OTL;

So, I thought I'd try catching up a little on the shows. Itazura na Kiss ep.14-15, LOL. I think I'll watch Special A ep.14-15, and then call it a night.

I'm supposed to be in Ogaki at 11am tomorrow to pass on the floor chair to the Chinese girl...

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I took a picture of a bunch of baby swallows, though they look like they're almost big enough to leave their nest. I also got a video of the parent flying in to feed them. =D And because I had my camera out, some of the 2nd year boys called out and made peace signs. Lol, so, yeah, of course I took their picture, too. XD;

Change by Angela Manalang Gloria

I have outgrown them all, and one by one,
These loves I took so mightily to heart
Before you came: the dolls that overran
My childhood hours and taught me fairy art;
The books I ravished by the censored score;
Music that like delirium burned my days;
The golden calf I fashioned to adore
When lately I forsook the golden phrase.

And thus I shall outgrow this love for you.
Sooner or later I shall put away
This jewelled ecstasy for something new.
Brand me not fickle on that fatal day:
Bereft of change that is my drink and bread,
I would not love you now. I would be dead.

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no electricity tomorrow, from 9am to 3pm. boo.

You tell him, C.C.

My Geass e-magazine came~

First things first, here's the R2 DVD 1 cover:


It looks like the picture drama this time will be about the Cool Beauties of the OoBK, Kallen and C.C. There was an image about it in my new issue of Animedia (speaking of which, I have the new Newtype and Animage too since I found a place that sells them about ten miles away). Expect a large image post on the comm. soon!

And now for what could be considered spoilers: The e-magazine's Turn 15 preview shows new images of the episode. Well three new (small) ones.

( They actually don't reveal anything, but whatever. )

The preview for Turn 15 doesn't say anything new, but it does hint, like in other magazines, that the truth of Geass shall be revealed! It's about time >_>


This time's Room of R2 is about CLAMP and Taniguchi. The rough concept for the ending images was the "Wing and the Chain" (CLAMP came up with this). The interesting part is that they consulted each other on the images, before CLAMP drew them. Taniguchi influence? Also, from what I can gather, all of the ending images (for ED1 and ED2) were drawn at the same time. The image of Shirley, wingless and unchained, seemed like to much of a hint for some of the developments ahead, so it was relegated to the second ending. And this led to CLAMP drawing the Gino/Anya image in its place.

( Also, new spoken line for Turn 18 behind the cut. )

Now, to go exercise--!

They owe me a lot of banners... ^^;

Don't have time to participate any icon tests now! T_T

( Awards under here! )

Practice makes perfect! ^-^

Food should be listed as an anti-depressant. And nothing works better than a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup to lift one's spirit up.

"Two great tastes that taste great together."

Ai wo Utau Yori Ore ni Oborero!

Definitely one of the strangest mangas I've read so far.  I had a really hard time getting over the guy looking like a girl and the girl looking like a guy.

I don't really like Mizuki all that much after the first couple of chapters she did this character switch and got all needy and whiny. >_>

Overall though (so far) the story is pretty interesting, I do like the guy, Akira, he's an interesting character. Heh...and I'm looking forward to reading more of it.  It seems that there are 5 volumes and I've read the first two.

Seriously, ga pernah seumur2 gue ngerasa bahwa menyandang umur 20++ itu susah!
Well, at least itu yang sekarang lagi gue rasain di diri gue yang berumur 23 taon ini...

Semuanya berawal dari kejadian di jumat minggu lalu, tgl 11 juli 2008. Gue kedatangan "tamu agung" dari state laen, yang merupakan temen kecil gue waktu jaman SD. Nggak tanggung2, ni orang *sebut aja Allen* merupakan gebetan gue jaman SD selama 3 taon. Tapi yah, dulu sukanya sih on-off gitu hahahaha...
Dan, kita lost kontek selama 10 TAHUN!!!! baru kontek2an lagi akhir taon 2006, itupun gara2 gue nemu profilenya via FS, yang berlanjut ke cetting and akhirnya telpon walopun ga sering2 banget.
eniwei, mundur ke beberapa bulan sebelomnya. 1 day di bulan Mei *kalo gue ga salah inget*, dia tau2 bilank ke gue, kalo he might transit di SF, dalam perjalanannya pulank Indo buat liburan summer ini *which harinya passss banget euy sama bday gue! hahaha :p*
and dia pengen ketemuan sama gue, secara kita emank udah lamaaaa banget banget ga ketemu kan *total sih 12 taon hahahaha*
Jadilah gue made an arrangement sama dia buat ketemuan waktu dia transit itu...tapi in a way waktu itu dia belom pasti sih, ada waktu apa nggak.
singkat cerita, a few days before hari Hnya, he confirmed kalo uda pasti bisa ketemuan, and of course, gue menyambut dengan senang hati. Siapa sih yang ga hepi mo ketemu temen lama gitu???
Trus, 2 days sebelom dia terbang, entah kenapa tau2 gue jadi males ketemu. Diserang sindrom nggak pede kayaknya gue hahahaha LOL.
secara nih ya, dari poto2nya, he's grown up into a fine man, sedangkan gue...masih belom kurus!!!! Padahal uda janji mo diet dari kapan taon, biar pas ketemuan bisa pangling, ehhhhhh lemak di badan ga lumer2 juga..haih, capek deh :|
So, dengan berpikiran bahwa ini jalan yang terbaik, jadilah gue telpon dia n batalin janji ketemuan, dengan alasan gue ada workshop gambar hari ini *which is bener lho, gue ga boong :p*
Tapi entah kenapa, hati gue ga tenang waktu abis ngebatalin gitu..kayaknya salah aja kalo gue ga jadi ketemuan. Trus jadilah gue tanya ke Tuhan, "Tuhan, kalo ketemuan, ntar si Allen mo dibawa kemana? Dia nyampe SF jem 1/2 8, kluar dari erpot sampe ke donton bisa jem 9. Donton tutup jem 9 dan gue ga ada mobil..masa mo nongkrong di erpot? basi pisan!"
dan jujur, gue bergumul untuk hal itu. Eh, ternyata, besokannya donk...temen FA gue telpon, ngajakin kumpul2 di rumahnya untuk masak shabu2!!! Bener2 bisa passsss banget!!! Pada waktu itulah, i knew for sure kalo gue harus ketemuan sama si Allen n ngajakin dia buat hang out di rumah temen gue sekalian makan2.
Lebih pasnya lagi, rumahnya temen gue itu ada di deket BART station *salah satu transport di SF*, yang cuma beda 10 menit dari erpot!
the whole nite was awesome, we got to meet and hang out, and for me, it was perfectly planned out by God. Sampe ke detail2nya semuanya passssss! I still dunno thou, maksudnya Tuhan apa dalam hal ini...
cuma 1 thing for sure, him being back in my life for that short period of time really changed me A LOT!
Gue jadi sadar diri kalo gue harus brubah :p gue ga bisa stuck terus2an jadi mutia yang sekarang. People do change, and so do I. Obviously, changesnya ke arah yang lebih baek donk...
Waktu ketemu dia ya, gue teh malu pisannnnn!!!! Pengen kabur aja rasanya! Kalo ga, tukeran badan sama temen gue yang langsingan gitu...abisnya waktu jemput dia di BART, he was so...good looking n well-built and everything, dan gue masih tetep aja g.e.n.d.u.t...
sounds so shallow ya, tapi welll...itu yang gue rasain. Dan seumur2, belom pernah gue ngerasa malu segininya dengan kondisi badan n penampilan gue!!! Gara2 itu, gue jadi bertekad buat bener2 diet..I really need a change!!!
Ga cuma badan, tapi juga dalam sikap n kelakuan.
Dulu, mana pernah gue ribut mikirin n ngerenungin ini? Before, I thought being who I am is enough, dengan segala embel2 yang ada.
Tapi sekarang, I want to be a better me.
Gue mau jadi mutia yang tetep fun, adventurous, apa adanya, bubbly, real, dengan kadar hyper, loudness dan ketawa yang lebih terkontrol, omongan yang dipikir sebelom keluar dari mulut, dan cara bawa diri yang jauh lebih baik lagi.
And honestly, gue pengen bikin si Allen bener2 literally pangling kalo ntar ketemu lagi sama gue :)
despite gue clbk lagi sama dia or apalah, yang penting pertemuan sama dia bener2 membawa dampak besar buat gue ^^

Eniwei, inilah susahnya jadi cewek...Harus punya image yang bagus sekaligus "real" at the same time.
I've been thinking about it a lot, apa gara2 gue tambah dewasa juga ya? :p coba kalo masih belasan taun..who cares? hahahaha...
bener sih kata nyokap gue, "cowok tuh ga jatuh dari langit, non. Kamu juga musti usaha!!!! yah cowok mana tertarik kalo kamu masih begini? dan mau sampe kapan? waktu tuh ga nunggu kamu, it keeps on ticking. jangan jadi orang umur 23 dengan mindset umur 19 deh, ga pantes!!"

Oh well, mungkin emank uda waktunya gue brubah sih..going into a whole new level and phase, jadi ga stuck di situ2 aja :)
I might not be able to do it overnight, tapi yah...over the time pasti bisalah! :D apalagi Tuhan udah kasih mandat juga ke gue buat brubah, so yea...tunggu apa lagi? :p
eniwei, besok gue mo fitness, 1st step neh wooo hoooo!!!! :p


PS. si Allen beneran good looking lho...temen2 gue juga pada bilank HAHAHAHAHA! :p

Shit Lit and Fil were both nakakagago. But they were easy... in a way. :p

And Chorale was fun! <3 I hope I get in. The people were smiling. I think that's a good sign? I wanna get in. I super wanna get in. I fucked up vocalization. But I wanna get in. randomsheets  was super good. Her voice is so ENVY :| :)) And so is the girl whose name I don't remember. The girl who sang last in our chorus line. Yeah. She was like, SORRY NA. Hahahahhaa.

Sabaw entry. charmedothfan , you had fun daw in Forensics? Kwento! What were your topics?!?!?!

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Edited, because the last entry was so sabog:

So I woke up today without studying for Filipino -- at all. Which sucks. I went to school then I was so sleepy. Keisha bought me coffee which ended up having me palpitating and shaking the whole day. :P Damn you Keisha. But thanks! Muchly appreciated. Without it I think I would've failed Fil.

Lit... was fun. I don't get it; it wasn't that hard, just confusing! (Very confusing) but the poem was AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL :"> and the essays were fun to write. Whoo! I love Lit. Forever and ever and ever.

Chorale... was fun nga. :)) I sang Seasons of Love from Rent tapos On My Own from Les Miserables. I think I did my best. :D Which is a good thing. The members were nice. :"> I hope I get in! :D

I heard PEP was brutal today. :)) They made Bettina cry.

I did see The Dark Knight (the only time I've left the house after my surgery besides going to the doctors), and it was beyond amazing. It blew out all my expectations. Best Batman movie ever. 

Perfect cast.

The writers did a surpreme job--they did things I didn't think they would do, and I was glad to see them do it.

I pray that Christopher Nolan doesn't let anyone else direct a Batman movie, and I hope Christian Bale doesn't retire from being Batman/Bruce Wayne, like Michael Keaton did. And the same goes for the Joker. To say Heath Ledger did an outstanding job, is an understatement. I would be outraged to see the Joker re-casted.

Anyways, I hope you get a chance to see it.

-Sly-

Note to self: get a trashcan for the bedroom. -_-;

Well, it's almost 1 AM and I still have a ton of orders to process.  I'm still laid up sick in bed. ;_;

But...my new laptop is love. ♥

Seriously, this little baby just might be the best computer I've owned yet. w00t.

Sean and I have been watching Gakuen Alice like a couple of fiends.  It really is an awesome anime, I'm enjoying it even more than I thought I would, which is saying something since I had high expectations for it.

We're caught up with Special A, which is still airing and at episode 14 right now, as well as Naruto Shippuden (of course) and we're starting on a few other animes right now too.  Heh...so much anime to watch, so little time.

We're in the middle of SuperS in our Sailor Moon 1-200 marathon and still loving every episode.

I"m really enjoying this Flock feature that let's me add a quick blog blurb here in my LJ.  Maybe I'll finally get better about updating my blog?

And with that, it's more work for me.