The only AFI slash communtiy!

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 07:17:38 GMT

Hey everyone!

For those of you who may get stuck on a story, I've set up a community with writing prompts to help get the juices flowing.
Any fandom is allowed.
Any pairing is allowed.
Any rating is allowed.

Come on over and check it out!!

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Sat, 07 Jun 2008 19:41:27 GMT

SO! i made this little thing...

it's called Slash Support. it is for those who need to rant about thing that have happened in their fandom.

SS includes support for both Fictional Person Slash (FPS) and Real Person Slash (RPS). Warning it is a message board.

We also take fanfics.

Hello There!

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 20:15:31 GMT

Hi, I've written some Avenged Sevenfold Slash, and I found this community, and I was like, I like AFI! And I think Davey and Jade are hot. ^_^ Well, I'll post here soon. (:

In search of photo

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 21:19:41 GMT

I'm desperately trying to find a photo of Davey Havok and another man, shirtless, embracing. Davey's face is turned towards the other man, and the other man's looking at the camera.

I have googled this within an inch of my life. Please help! For that matter, if you can point me in the direction of any other slashy photos of him I'd be very happy for that too!

Body Language and Bad Habits [Standalone]

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:56:35 GMT

Title: Body Language and Bad Habits [Standalone]
Author: the_glory_days
Pairing: Gerard Way [My Chemical Romance] /Davey Havok [AFI]
Rating: NC-17
POV: Third
Summary: Gerard always has the upper hand, or so he thought.
Beta: immortal_lights
Dedication: For blaqk_wings because he asked for a Gerard/Davey story.
Disclaimer: Though based on stage personas, this is fictional.

( Body Language and Bad Habits )

New-ish Community

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:22:35 GMT

it just resently started accepting AFI, so it has no stories.

it also accepts MCR, HIM, A7X, Bam Margera, and cKy crew fics.

hot_rock_fandom

:)

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 00:48:19 GMT

i was wondering if anyone had any good pictures of smith?

for some reason the only good pictures i have of AFI are basicly Davey/Nils

Little One-Shot

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 18:59:49 GMT

Title: Untitled
Pairing: Smavey(ish)
Rating:PG
Disclaimer: I own nothing. At all.
A/N:none. Complete fluff

I sneak glances when they’re both engrossed in the T.V. They’re curled up together, like the couple I wish they weren’t. My brother, and my best friend.
'You wish he was yours…'
No, I don’t.
'You do. You wish Davey would curl up in your arms like that…'
Shut up! I get plenty of hugs from Davey. And Smith, come to think of it.
'Stop lying to yourself, Jade…'
Okay, I do wish Davey was mine. I wish Smith wasn’t my brother, so I wouldn’t feel so guilty. I wish Davey wasn’t so kind to me, it’s not like I deserve it. A million ‘I wish…’ thoughts fly through my brain. One sticks in my head:
I wish they weren’t in love…
But they are. And it hurts.

Dear Diary

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 13:44:09 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Seven
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: NC-15/NC-17
Disclaimer: Fake never happened please don’t sue
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his fiancé Julie, while Davey is trying desperately to bottle up his feelings and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author’s Notes: Swearing. Boysex. This is the last chapter.
Dedications: havok_of_jade, kiendra77

Part Seven
Dear Diary,
Jade really isn’t taking the ‘Julie’ thing well. He has barely said anything to anyone all day. He’s not usually like this. I’m really worried about him. I wonder if this is how Julie felt when she thought there was someone else… For once I am actually working on some lyrics for our new album. The title is still up in the air, but I quite like ‘Sing The Sorrow’ I’ve mentioned it to Jade and the guys once or twice, and they didn’t seem to mind. I’ve been working on one called ‘Miseria Cantare.’ I quite like it so far… I’m gonna get my laptop, and finish it.
Davey

When I went downstairs to get it, Jade was on the couch, crying. I rushed over to him, and sat down next to him, giving him a bear hug.
“What is it Jade? Please tell me, I’m worried about you”
He shook his head.
“It’s nothing, Davey, really, nothing”
I sighed.
“Don’t give me that, baby, you’ve barely said anything all day, and now you’re crying. I’ll ask you again, what is wrong?”
He looked at me.
“It’s Julie. I keep thinking about what she said, and that she was right. I am a cheating, lying, worthless piece of shit! And I don’t wanna be, Davey, really, I don’t!”
I leaned forward and kissed him gently.
“You’re not a cheating, lying, worthless piece of shit! You didn’t really cheat on her, you were the one that said it shouldn’t go further until you’d broken up with Julie! And you didn’t lie to her! You told her. Need I even say that you’re not worthless?! You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and the rest of the band, don’t you dare think you’re worthless! You’re-”
Suddenly he silenced me with a frantic kiss, fisting his hands in my long hair. I put my hands on his waist, smiling into it. He started pressing kisses onto the my cheeks, jaw, and neck, his hands running up my chest, pulling my shirt over my head in one, swift movement. He stared at my tattoos, gently tracing some of them, and laying kisses on my stomach.
“I love you, Davey”
His slim fingers reached my white skinny jeans. I moaned, being already half hard. Suddenly, though, my front door slammed shut.
“Davey? Jade?”
That was Hunter’s voice. Jade did my jeans back up, got up, off me and handed me my shirt in a second. By the time Hunter had decided to check the living room for us, Jade was lying on the couch with his head in my lap, and his lower-half, covered by a blanket. Hunter smiled, and sat down on the other couch.
“What are you guys doing?”
“We were just talking”
Jade said. I stroked his hair absent-mindedly.
“Oh? About what?”
Hunter asked. I smiled benignly. Jade chuckled.
“Actually, do I really wanna know?”
A disgusted look crossed his face. Both of us shook our heads, acting like teenagers. 28, going on 16. Though, Jade’s worse than I am, he’s already 30. Ha! Usually, Jade’s like our ‘big brother’, and Hunter’s the baby, he’s a year younger than me and Adam.
“Davey? Davey!”
That was Jade, calling my name.
“Yeah?”
“What’s up, you’re away with the goblins?”
Me and Hunter laughed.
“Shouldn’t that be ‘fairies’, Jadeykins?”
Hunter asked him. Jade looked confused. I patted him on the head.
“Don’t hurt yourself”
He looked indignantly up at me. I leaned down and kissed the top of his head. When I looked back up, the other couch was empty. I heard the door slam shut again. Hunter was gone. Jade grabbed my face and crashed his lips to mine, kissing me passionately. He crawled up, so he was straddling my hips, his cock brushing against mine, still never breaking our kiss. I reached for his waist, and he reached, once again, for my shirt. After he’d ripped that off my back, he took off his own shirt, while I worked teasingly on his jeans. He moaned. I kissed his stomach, and undid the button and fly with my teeth, pulling them of his legs easily. It didn’t shock me that he wasn’t wearing any boxers, I wasn’t either. I licked at his length, which was already leaking. He gasped, grabbing fistfuls of my hair. I started kissing his thighs, and massaging his balls with my hand.
“Davey… please…”
He whimpered. I never could say no to him. I took his length into my mouth and flicked my tongue out onto it, then sucked as hard as I could.
“Fuck, Davey!”
He screamed. I bobbed my head up and down, looking at Jade all the while.
“Get in me…”
He whispered. I licked his cock again a couple of times, and he threw his head back, screaming:
“Get in me…Dave…fuck me…! Please Davey…!”
I pulled my mouth off him, and he wasted no time in stripping me of my jeans. We admired each others bodies for a couple of minutes, before I got up and ran to the bathroom, where I rooted through the cupboards, finding lube, but no condoms. Then the phone decided to ring. I heard Jade pick it up.
“Hello?”
I went out into the living room, and stood next to Jade, trying to hear who the other person was.
“…And we’ve been trying to reach you, but you go and turn your cell off, so we’re thinking, hang on-”
It was Adam. Jade decided to cut him off.
“Ad, I’m sorry, I totally forgot about lunch, but I have some…unfinished business that needs taking care of. I’ll call you later, ‘bye”
He hung up, ending Adam’s protests. He waited a second, then took it back off the hook, so we were not going to be disturbed any more. He turned to me, smirking, and putting his hands on my hips.
“Now…where were we…?”
I smiled at him, and pushed him backwards, so he fell onto the couch again. I climbed back on top of him, and coated my fingers and cock in lube, moaning slightly as I did so. He spread his legs, giving me easier access. I positioned my finger at his entrance, looking questioningly up at him. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and nodded. I slid one finger into him, and waiting, letting him adjust.
“Keep…going”
He managed to get out, and I thrust my finger in and out of him, and, after a while, adding another, and another. He broke into a sweat after I added a second finger, breathing heavily. I pulled all three fingers out and lined his hole up with my cock. I drove into him as gently as I could, and he gasped, throwing his head back.
“Yes…!”
He whispered. I took that as a sign to continue. I thrust into him, using as little force as possible, so as not to hurt him.
“Davey…please…harder…baby!”
I started going faster, changing my angle each time. His scream of pleasure told me I’d got it right. His hand reached for his own cock, stroking himself. I moaned his name. He grabbed the back of my head with his free hand, and caught my lips with his. That was enough to make us both come. I thrust deep into him one last time, filling him with my seed, while his semen was all over both our stomachs. I collapsed on the couch, next to him. He wrapped his arms round me in a tight embrace. I nuzzled into his neck. He smelled…kinda, nice I guess. I inhaled deeply once more, then burrowed into his chest, and let sleep take over, content, and knowing that this was just the beginning…

**//
Sorry I'm not good at the boysex thing. I did try! Thank you for reading.

Dear Diary

Mon, 26 Feb 2007 18:41:33 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Six
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: NC-15/NC-17
Disclaimer: Fake never happened please don’t sue
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his fiancé Julie, while Davey is trying desperately to bottle up his feelings and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author’s Notes: Swearing. This is the penultimate chapter.
Dedications: havok_of_jade, kiendra77

Part Six
Dear Diary,
I think that was the best day with Jade I have had in a very long time. We talked, we laughed, and we told each other how we really feel. Over the past two years we’ve been kinda distant and not spending as much time with each other outside of the band, so today was nice. Jade finally calmed Julie down, and got her off the phone. I told him he was gonna have to tell her that we ‘got together’ today, cause she was gonna find out anyway. Jade agreed, and said that he wanted to break it off with her. He asked me to come with him when he told her, just moral support. He promised me I wouldn’t have to say anything to her, he was gonna tell her, and he wanted to. I’m kinda proud of him.
Davey

I wrote that the next morning, in hindsight of what had happened the night before. Nothing had gone further than making out, so that was okay, and we didn’t feel uncomfortable afterwards. He crashed here again, after calling Julie, telling her where he was, and arranging a time and place to have coffee today. Over said coffee, Jade told me he was gonna tell her about ‘us’. Last night, we both slept in my bed again, in each other’s arms again, though this time under completely different circumstances…
“Davey, are you ready”
I fast-forwarded to present day, and I was staring at myself in the mirror, with eyeliner in my hand. Jade appeared behind me.
“Davey?”
“Uh, yeah, I’m ready”
I said, putting down the eyeliner, and turning to face my ‘boyfriend’. Jade chuckled.
“You’re ready?”
I frowned.
“What?”
He leaned forward, grabbed the eyeliner from on the sink, and outlined my other eye, and then spun me around to face the mirror.
“Oh, thanks”
“That’s okay. You were a million miles away just then, what were you thinking about?”
I shook my head.
“Just you. And me. And Julie. I’m scared, Jade”
He hugged me, and then kissed me gently on the cheek.
“If anyone should be scared, it’s me, baby”
I looked down.
“I guess you’re right”
He tilted my chin up to face him. I grabbed his hand and kissed it, and we went downstairs.

We met Julie at the coffee place at half-past ten, which was our arranged time. She sat down on one side of the table, and me and Jade, on the other. She was smiling, and she looked happy. Oh, shit.
“So what’s this all about, guys?”
She asked, looking from Jade to me and back again. Jade bit his lip.
“WellmeandDaveygottogetherlastnightandwewantotbetogetherandIlovehimandIwanto-breakoffourengagementandI’msorry”
My jaw dropped, I could not understand a thing he said. Julie didn’t either.
“Huh?”
Jade took a deep breath, and started again.
“Well, me and Davey, kinda, got together last night, and we… we love each other. Julie, I want to break off our engagement. I’m so sorry”
Her eyes were slowly filling with tears as he spoke. When he finished, they were spilling over silently, leaving wet tracks down her face. She ripped off her engagement ring and threw it at him.
“You, Davey?! How could you do that to me?! You knew I thought he was cheating, you knew I was upset, and you lied to me?!”
I was completely shocked she was going for me first. Jade opened his mouth to defend me, but she just rounded on him.
“And you!! You cheating, lying, worthless piece of shit! We were gonna get married, we were gonna have a child. And you threw that away, breaking my heart?! You have no future with him! I hope he rips out your heart and leaves you to die!”
And with that she turned and ran away crying. Jade put his head in his hands. We now had the attention of the whole coffee place. I smiled uneasily at them, and then put my arms around Jade, trying to comfort him. He lay his head on my shoulder, inhaling deeply. He was almost in tears.
“Oh, Jadey. Come on, we should go home”
He just sniffed, trying to keep his tears at bay.
“I don’t have a home to go to, Dave”
“Come to my place. That can be your home for now”
I led him back to the car, and drove us back to my house.

Dear Diary

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 02:07:04 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Five
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: PG-15/NC-17
Disclaimer: Fake never happened please don’t sue
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his fiancé Julie, while Davey is trying desperately to bottle up his feelings and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author’s Notes: This one's long, for havok_of_jade, but not very fluffy, sorry. And I'm not sure whether it makes much sense, either, please comment me and tell me how I can make it better.
Dedication: havok_of_jade, kiendra77, st0rywriter
Warnings: swearing

Part Five
Dear Diary,
Sorry, gotta keep this short, talking to Jade, not gonna have time to write later.
Davey

Hunter had finally coaxed me out of my shell, and he was following me downstairs. I really didn’t wanna face them. Just as I suspected, Jade and Adam were in the living room. I stood nervously in the doorway, with Hunter next to me. Jade was pacing, and it looked like he’d been crying. Adam was sitting on the couch, looking thoroughly pissed off.
“Davey”
Jade breathed when he saw me. I bit my lip. He came over to me and pushed my hair out of my face.
“We need to talk, Davey”
“I know”
I whispered. Adam cleared his throat.
“Hey, Hunter, weren’t you gonna clean out your apartment today?”
He asked, looking pointedly at Hunter. Hunter frowned for a moment, and then cottoned on.
“Oh, uh, yeah, I was”
“Want some help?”
“Yeah, that’d be nice, c’mon, Addy”
They grabbed their coats and were out the without as much as a goodbye in our direction.
“Davey, I’m gonna be perfectly straight with you, now”
Jade said sitting down. I opened my mouth to say something, but he held up a slender, perfectly manicured hand to silence me.
“Don’t say anything, because it’s not what you think. Sit down, please, this is pretty weird”
I sat down, not taking my eyes off his face.
“Davey, I don’t love Julie. I never really have. I was kinda using her. It makes feel awful, and I know that it was totally the wrong thing to do. I just used her to try and get over someone else. And it makes me sick that she’s pregnant, because that was the first time we ever slept together. I don’t want her, I don’t want this baby, and I don’t want to marry her”
I listened intently, frowning slightly.
“Jadey, why are you telling me all this?”
He looked down, trying to think of the way to say the next part. I held my breath.
“There isn’t a way I can tell you. I can show you, though”
Next thing I know his lips are crashing into mine in passionate, sharp, and yet oh so sweet, kiss. For a second I was so shocked, I didn’t kiss back. Then I came to my senses, and parted my lips slightly. He casually slipped his tongue into my mouth, and battled with mine for dominance. He won, as I knew he would. He reluctantly broke the kiss after a while.
“Wow…”
I breathed. Jade’s face stayed close to mine, and his breath was tickling my skin.
“You’re the other person, Dave. I was so happy this morning when you said you loved me. I love you too”
I smiled at him.
“I don’t think that quite explained it, would you care to… run that by me again?”
I asked, eyeing up his lips and inching my face closer. Jade grinned, and pushed me back, so I was lying on my back, and he was on top of me. He pressed his lips back to mine, and I threaded my fingers through his hair. His tongue expertly caressed my mouth, as if he knew it so well. Then he pulled away slightly, and his hands found my shirt buttons, and his lips, my neck. I moaned. His cell phone rang. He ignored it.
“Aren’t you gonna answer that?”
I asked him.
“No”
He replied, his voice muffled against my skin. After a while it stopped. Then my house phone rang. I reluctantly pushed Jade off me, and got up to answer it. I stopped still when I glanced at the caller ID. Julie. I turned back to Jade.
“It’s Julie!”
“What the fuck?”
Jade asked, coming over to see if I was telling the truth.
“Holy shit! What do we do?”
Jade looked at me, scared.
“I don’t know! Maybe you should just answer it like everything’s normal?”
“Okay”
He said, still scared.
“What do I say?”
“Just… be normal, Jade, pretend nothing’s happened between you and me”
He nodded, picking up the phone.
“Okay. Hello?”
I stood beside him, listening intently. I could hear Julie speaking.
“Jade where the fuck are you?! You were supposed to be home an hour ago, why aren’t you here? You can’t do this to a pregnant woman! Who else is there with you? Is some chick there? Is Davey there? Let me speak to Davey”
I tried to stifle laughter. Jade did too. He tried to reason with her.
“Julie, there isn’t a girl here. It’s just me and Dave. Calm down, lie down and get some rest. I’ll be back later, I-”
“GOD-DAMN, JADE!! GIVE THE FUCKING PHONE TO FUCKING DAVEY!!”
She screamed hysterically. Jade held the phone out to me.
“Julie?”
I asked timidly. Jade leant closer to me, listening in.
“Thank God, Davey, tell me straight, has he got a girl over there?”
She asked, in tears.
“No, Julie, he hasn’t. Do you honestly think I would let him bring a girl over here without you knowing?”
I asked her, trying to calm her down.
“I’m sorry, Dave. It’s just recently he’s being really distant, not really talking to me, and I just can’t help feeling like there’s someone else. Is there?”
Jade and I looked at each other. I didn’t want to lie to her, but telling the truth didn’t seem to appealing either. I decided to tell her the ‘truth’.
“I don’t know”
It was the truth, I didn’t know whether Jade and I could be counted as ‘together’ yet, sure we had made out and stuff, but were we really ‘together’? I didn’t know, but I desperately wanted to find out.

Dear Diary

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 14:09:34 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Four
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: PG-15/ NC-17
Disclaimer: Fake never happened please don’t sue
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his fiancé Julie, while Davey is trying desperately to bottle up his feelings and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author’s Notes: Dedicated to keindra77. This one’s kinda long. It all turns around here.
Warnings: swearing

Part Four
Dear Diary,
What have I done?! I can’t believe I took Hunter’s advice. It’s Hunter. He’s a lovely guy, but he’s shit at advice. I’m such an idiot! Jade must think I’ve gone totally crazy! I have gone crazy!! Fuck. This is awful. I’ve fucked up our friendship, and we will never be the same again!! I hate this. I really hate this. Why couldn’t I have just kept my mouth shut?! Why is it that something that seems like a good thing to say in your head, but as soon as you’ve said it you regret it?! Why is it that Jade is so god-damn cute?! Why is it that I am such a fuck-up?! Adam and Hunter went out this morning to give me and Jade space. I so wish I hadn’t told Hunter I would tell Jade I liked him. I’m kinda glad I didn’t stay standing there in silence with Jade. I probably should’ve, but I wasn’t thinking straight. You generally don’t when you’ve just told your best friend you love him. I’m writing this in the privacy of my locked up bedroom. Jade came and knocked once or twice, trying to coax me out to talk. I just told him I wouldn’t. Being Jade, he asked why. The truth was that I was scared. I was so scared of what he might say to me. I just told him I’d had a great idea for a song, and that I wanted to write it down. I lied to him, I know. I didn’t want to, but I did. I’m turning into a regular asshole. I hated myself, I couldn’t imagine how Jade felt right now. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Davey “Asshole” Marchand

I sat back and sighed, tipping my head back and closing my eyes. I wish I could just blank out what had happened, just erase it from my memory. But I couldn’t. I knew that.

Half an hour earlier
“Jade? Are you there, man?”
I called out, hoping he wasn’t so I wouldn’t have to tell him.
“In the kitchen, Dave”
He answered. Shit. Time to face the music.
“Jade, I have to talk to you about something. Something pretty big”
Jade emerged from the depths of my fridge, with the soy milk in his hand.
“Shoot”
He said, pouring himself a glass.
“I think… I think I’m… I…”
“Spit it out, Dave, it can’t be that bad!”
He joked, grinning at me. I forced a smile. If only he knew…
“I think I like you”
I said, in a voice just barely above a whisper.
“You what? You like me? You are so off the wall, Dave-o. Good one”
He laughed. I looked down, biting my lip.
“Wait a second…”
Jade said suspiciously. He frowned.
“Jesus fuck! You’re not kidding! You actually…you…?”
I nodded, blushing furiously. He gaped at me, a pained look in his eyes.
“Dave, I-”
He said in the tone that meant I wasn’t going to like what he said.
“You’re with Julie… I know”
I said sadly, then rushed upstairs and looked myself in my room. I didn’t know what to do. There was nothing else I could do. I flopped down on my bed, and sobbed into my pillow.

Reminiscing was my most hated past time. Especially now. I curled up on my bed, and started to cry again. There was a knock at my door.
“Jade, I already said-”
“DAVID, OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR RIGHT FUCKING NOW, BEFORE I BREAK IT DOWN!!”
It was Adam pounding on my door and shouting at my, I flinched away from the door, scared he might actually break it down. I heard Hunter speak to him.
“ADAM!! Leave him! I’ll see to him, you go downstairs and look after Jade. He needs you”
He said firmly to him. Then, in a calmer tone:
“Davey? It’s Hunter, Adam’s gone back downstairs. Open up, please. I want to talk to you”
I got up and cautiously inched towards the door. I unlocked it, and Hunter enveloped me in a hug immediately.
“Poor, Davey”
He said in my ear.
“Jade wants to talk to you, you know. He said he’s been trying since you told him. Why didn’t you let him?”
I looked at Hunter, straight in the eye.
“Because I know what he would’ve said. Stuff about, ‘oh it’s just a crush’, ‘you’ll get over it’, and ‘I’m with Julie. I’m sorry.’ And I don’t wanna hear that from him because I know I won’t get over it, I know it’s not a crush. And I also fucking know he’s with Julie”
Hunter sighed.
“You should still talk to him, though. You can’t stay locked in your room forever”
I look at the floor and nod.
“I know”
I whispered hoarsely.

Dear Diary Part Three

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 13:37:34 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Three
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: PG
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his fiance Julie, while Davey is desperately trying to bottle up his feelings, and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author's Notes: Fluffiness dedicated to keindra77, it will all turn around in the next chapter, so watch out for it. This is very short.

Part Three
Dear Diary,
Jade and I woke up in a hug, this morning. I woke before him, and tried to get up, but he just moaned and held onto me tighter, still sleeping. He was probably still dreaming, and thought I was Julie. He looked so peaceful, I just hugged him back, and buried my face in his neck, breathing him in. Then he woke up, finding me, not Julie. He looked a little surprised, but he didn’t pull away.
“Jade, promise me something?”
I said, looking up at him.
“I’d do anything for you Davey, you should know that”
He said, looking slightly confused.
“Promise me you’ll never leave us”
What I really wanted to say was: ‘Promise me you’ll never leave me’, but he might’ve thought something of it.
“I’ll never leave you guys, Davey, what are you talking about”
I wasn’t convinced. Jade smiled at me caringly, squeezing my hand for a moment.
“I promise you”
He whispered in my ear. I wished I could just get over my doubts and believe him. I wish he meant it in the way I wanted him to. I wish-

“Hey, Davey, what’re you writing about there?”
Hunter came bouncing into the room with a huge smile on his face. I quickly shut my diary.
“Oh, just some new lyrics I’ve been working on”
“Cool, can I hear some?”
He asked, actually looking interested. Something isn’t right here…
“They’re not finished yet”
“Okay, I can’t act, I know, but neither can you. Adam told me what you wrote. I’m surprised he can read your writing. It’s really elaborate, Dave. But what is this with Jade? You can tell me, I won’t yell at you, I’m not Adam”
He sat down on the edge of the bed, and looked at me, concerned.
“It’s complicated. And a long story”
My shoes suddenly became very interesting. Hunter touched my shoulder lightly.
“It’s okay, I got all day”
I sighed.
“Okay, truthfully, it’s not a long story. I like Jade. A lot. And there’s nothing I can do about it. That’s just it”
Hunter looked at me sympathetically.
“I’m sure it’s just a crush, D. C’mere”
He said, pulling me into his lap for a hug. I cried into his shoulder.
“A crush that I’ve had for two years? I wish”
Hunter rubbed my back, trying to calm me down.
“Why haven’t you ever told him?”
I pulled away and looked in shock at Hunter.
“Now way, that would ruin our friendship, man, what are you thinking?”
“If Jade really values your friendship, which he does, he won’t let it bother him, which he won’t. Trust me, Davey, you should tell him”
He kinda had a point. I hate this situation. On the one hand, I could shut my mouth and just let, Jade and Julie be happy, but killing myself in the process (not literally). Or I could tell Jade how I feel, and then let him and me work it out, and Jade and Julie living happily ever after. It seemed like picking from two evils. I guess I should be brave.
“Okay”
I told Hunter.
“I’ll tell him”

Dear Diary

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 12:06:31 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part Two
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: PG
Summary: Jade is living the high life with his soon-to-be fiance, Julie, while Davey id desparately trying to bottle up his feelings, and trying not to let Jade know how much he values him.
A/N: More fluff, will get better I promise.

Part Two
Dear Diary,
We had one hell of a party. Even I had fun. Hunter asked Jade if he was gonna call Julie and ask her to come, but he just said no, this was the boys’ night. That made me smile. He was so content, and when Jade’s grinning, it’s contagious. All the guys are crashing here tonight, and I ended up sharing my bed with Jade. He’s asleep though. Which is good, because otherwise I’d be forced to talk to him one on one. Who knows what I would’ve said. And I don’t even have the ‘drunk’ excuse, being straight-edge and all. Hunter and Adam got drunk though, Jade was kind enough to pick them up a couple of beers at the store. They enjoyed themselves a lot I did too, don’t get me wrong, I love the nights the four of us get together I just… It doesn’t matter what I felt, Jade’s getting married and gonna start a happy family, there’s nothing I can do about it. He’s happy. That’s what matters. ‘Night.
Davey.

I slide back into bed with Jade, and try to sleep. I can’t. I hear Jade turn over in the dark. I open my eyes, and see him staring back at me.
“Sorry! Did I wake you?”
He whispered.
“Na, I’ve been awake for hours, what about you?”
“Same, I watched get up and write in your diary. What do you write about, Dave?”
My eyes widened. He stifled a laugh.
“Yeah, I know a Davey diary when I see one. You only ever write lyrics on your laptop. I know you, David Marchand”
“Why did you cover for me this morning?”
“Because you looked really embarrassed, I thought I’d help you out”
“Oh, well, thanks”
We lay there in silence for a while, then I decided to say something.
“Jade? I really am happy for you”
“Thanks. It really means a lot to me that you guys are happy for us”
I felt like crying. Jade wrapped his arms round me in a hug, which I reciprocated. We lay in each others arms for a while, and I closed my eyes and pretended this was the way we were meant to be.

Dear Diary

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 11:22:39 GMT

Title: Dear Diary Part One
Author: daveyssweet666
Rating: PG
Pairing: Javey
Summary:Jade is living the high life with his soon-to-be fiance Julie, while Davey is trying to bottle up his feelings, and not let Jade know how much he values him.
Author's notes: just a bit of fluff, really. It makes you feel bad for Davey.

Part One
Dear Diary,
I’m beginning to hate the days I spend with Jade, now. They are becoming absolute torture. I think Hunter and Adam are starting to notice how uncomfortable I am around him. It’s alright for them. They don’t love the guitarist of the band they sing in. It’s awful on stage and off. He walks in front of shaking his hips slightly, and it’s all I can do not to gawk at his ass. The problem is that he has a girlfriend. Julie. And he loves her. So do I, actually, she’s like a sister to me. But I feel awful every time I go somewhere with Jade. It feels like I’m stabbing her in the back, going out with her boyfriend. She really loves him, too .I get jealous of her, but then I force myself to think that she’s better for him than me. I wish she wasn’t. I wish Jade could see how much I love him.
Davey.

I sit back, looking at the writing I’ve done. I’ve always kept a journal, or diary, or whatever. I sigh, rereading it again, and again. Suddenly, Jade and Adam come in.
“Yo, yo ,yo, Davey, whassup with my favourite singer today?”
Jade only talks weirdly when he’s happy. I wondered what the reason was this time, completely forgetting I’d left my diary open. Jade jumped onto my bed and settled himself there, while Adam stayed standing over me, head slightly to the side.
“Dave, what is this?”
He asked me, gesturing at my diary. My face flushed red, while I tried to think of an excuse.
“Ah, Adam, the weird and wonderful lyrics of Davey Havok are not to be disturbed in the makings, eh, Davey?”
Jade said, winking at me. My heart fluttered. Adam looked at me, frowning. I just nodded at him. He looked at me strangely, but let it drop all the same.
“So Jade, you said you wanted to tell me and Davey something?”
Adam turned on Jade. Jade sat up, his face flushing, and grinning widely. I raised an eyebrow.
“Well, I was gonna tell all you guys, but Hunter came to my place this morning, and I couldn’t help but tell him then. Julie’s pregnant. And I’m gonna ask her to marry me.”
I felt my heart break, and shatter into a million little pieces, all scattered to the wind, never to be seen again. Adam went over to Jade, and gave him a hug. I forced a smile, and got up, too.
“That’s great, Jade”
Adam, seemed genuinely happy for him, which made me feel even worse. My best friend was gonna get married and be a dad, and I couldn’t be happy for him? God, David, you’re an asshole.
“Yeah, brilliant…”
I said, still acting happy.
“You know what, I’m gonna go out, get some celebration food, and pick up Hunter and we can have a little party! That’s if you don’t mind, Dave”
“Of course I don’t mind, why would I?”
Jade looked even happier. He jumped off the bed and ran down the stairs and out my front door. Adam stayed stock still, until he heard the door close. Then he turned on me.
“DAVID ANTHONY MARCHAND, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU BETTER SPILL YOUR GUTS BEFORE I SPILL THEM FOR YOU!”
I flinched. I would’ve said something like ‘chill out, I’m only standing here’, if I didn’t know he would’ve probably hit me. Adam sighed, and shook his head at me.
“You’re best friend is-”
“Gonna get married have kids and live happily ever after, I know!”
I sat back down, and put my head in my hands. I felt like crying. I was happy that Jade was happy, I really was. But I just didn’t want him to get married and have a kid, then he would be out of my reach forever. But I guess if that’s what makes him happy, then it’s a sacrifice I’ll have to make.

Hello!

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 13:40:18 GMT

Hiya, new to afi_slash, I will post a fic sometime, when I actually get the hang of the links and whatnot. If someone would be kind enough to comment me and tell me step by step, it would be very much appreciated. Thank you!

ShezzyBezzyxxx

Calling all Javey writers!

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 19:39:32 GMT

Looking for someone to cowrite with! Anyone interested?

I write Javey, and the fic we'd write would be chaptered 8D

Writing experience required, of course... x.o

Gorgeous Eyes Shine Homicide

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 18:48:54 GMT

Title- Gorgeous Eyes Shine Homicide
Pairing- Javey
Rating- PG-13
Warning- Murder
Summary- Davey and Jade, in decemberundrground. What can happen?
Author's Notes- Nice and angsty. I do know the lyrics to summer shudder, but 'homicide' fit better.

Jade's lips were hot against mine. There was nothing I wanted more. He was the only one that could make me feel this way, right here, right now.

Jade pulled away, and the chill of decemberunderground returned.

"Follow me," he whispered, "I have something to show you..." He took my hand and we started walking.

We made our way through the frigid snow, the wind causing our eyes to water.

I glanced down at our hands, and felt myself blush. No matter what part of our bodies were touching, blood would always find its way to my cheeks.

He turned his head to face me, smirking. "Close your eyes."

I felt him leading me forward. I followed his lead, blindly. Like I always did.

"We're here."

I opened my eyes, then gasped. This place was amazing...

A frozen lake was surrounded by dead, snow covered trees. Ice sparkled on the lake.

"Jade..." My eyes were wide with wonder. "This place is... Beautiful..."

I kneeled at the shore of the lake and ran my hand over the surface. The ice was thin.

Jade walked up to me and extended a hand to help me up. I smiled and accepted it. He pulled me up into a kiss, his lips enveloping mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, and smiled into the kiss.

His hands pressed against my chest. "I'm not sorry..."

My smile faded.

As I fell, I felt my heart break.

As I fell, I felt my love for him fade.

As I fell, I felt betrayal rise.

My back broke the surface of the lake and the icy water engulfed me.

And now, I can feel my lungs fill with water.

My breath vanishes.

I look up at Jade as I beat on the ice. "Please! Help me!" I mouth.

He stares at me for a second with what looked like a hint of pity, then walked away.

I feel myself sinking.

I feel myself dying...

Gorgeous Eyes Shine Homicide

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 18:45:06 GMT

Title- Gorgeous Eyes Shine Homicide
Pairing- Javey
Rating- PG-13
Warning- Murder
Summary- Jade and Davey are alone in decemberunderground. What's the worst that would happen...?
Author's Notes- Nice and angsty. And yes, I DO know the real lyrics to 'Summer Shudder', but this fit better c8

Hello!

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 17:23:47 GMT

Humm..ok,i´m not good with introductions...
Well,i usually write Nilsvey...and i like dramatic stuff.haha.
Soon i´ll post some things i´ve done.

Hi!

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:30:32 GMT

New to AFI Slash, and I already have a few written on my deviantart that I plan to upload ^^ I write mostly Javey, so look for my stuff soon ^^

Hello everyone

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 17:07:51 GMT

Im new to LiveJournal, so Im still trying to figure out how to use it. I had been roleplaying on myspace for quite a while now. My main character is Nils Edwards and of course I always pair him with Davey Havok.

I will try to write soon my first slash fiction with them and post is here.

That's all I guess. Be patient with me I have no idea what Im doing yet :P

Hello.

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 17:33:36 GMT

Hi...well, here's my intro...anyhoo, I'm Caboose/ Boo the cute little corpse girl. I love to sing, and am working on a band, Charming Tragedy. I love to write songs, so if you wanna see some lyrics ask me. I love Javey, slash, smut, whatever. I'll be posting some stuff soon as well. I have a nice little story about Davey being a vampire and meeting Jade...and thats all what will be revealed. Imma post it later at a friends house. But I would love to read some good fics and meet new writers! I also do MCR slash if anyone likes that.

Bow Chicka Bow Wow,

Boo

XO

P.S. You seem real easy and willing to put out so roll in the cream cheese, roll in the cream cheese.

This Love Like Winter (chp. 4) The End

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:42:48 GMT

Title: This Love Like Winter (chp. 4) The End
Author: eyezontheprize
Pairing: Gerard Way and Davey Havok
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own a small plastic replication of Mr. Way, as for Mr. Havok...I can only dream.
Summary: A.F.I.'s new cd has just come out and they make a stop in Los Angeles, where My Chemical Romance is recording their new album. to play a radio station's summer festival. Gerard and his bandmates come to check out the show. Gerard invites Davey to an after party...read on to see what happens.

This Love Like Winter (chp. 4) The End!

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3

This Love Like Winter (chp. 3)

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 08:40:32 GMT

Title: This Love Like Winter (chp. 3)
Author: eyezontheprize
Pairing: Gerard Way and Davey Havok
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I own a small plastic replication of Mr. Way, as for Mr. Havok...I can only dream.
Summary: A.F.I.'s new cd has just come out and they make a stop in Los Angeles, where My Chemical Romance is recording their new album. to play a radio station's summer festival. Gerard and his bandmates come to check out the show. Gerard invites Davey to an after party...read on to see what happens.

This Love Like Winter (chp. 3)

Chapter 1
Chapter 2