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Also, hi.

Sup! I'm feeling pretty good this evening, loving my new Emilie Autumn mood theme I snagged off the emilieautumn community (love that woman, even if she kinda creeps me out at times).

I was quite bored this evening so I wrote stories about pop tarts...Well I love pop tarts. So.

Then I wrote some porn. About some people. And it's hawt.

And all day I played Pandemic 2, trying with all my efforts and constantly failing to exterminate the human race. RAWR. DAMN YOU MADAGASCAR! They always quarantine before I spread my disease to them.

So...

I met David Archuleta last week (for those of you who don't know). Yeah. Highlight of my life so far. LMAO! Ok maybe not but...it was pretty fun. My sister is dyyyyying to meet David Cook, she gave him a gift in Chicago but she left it with Jeff Archuleta cause she never got to David. BUT SHE STILL REALLY WANTS TO MEET HIM. So she went to Indianapolis last week for their tour stop and I tagged along because it's fun! And I had nothing else to do. And I like Cook as well so, why not. She went with two friends she met off the boards. LOL! (We sound a little insane, don't we). Long story short, Beck still hasn't met her David, but I met my David, so I am happy. The slightly longer version: we were given VIP passes (not gonna broadcast here HOW exactly so as to prevent abuse of this knowledge), David Cook got his own VIP room however (for like, the first time this whole summer) because of his stupid family THAT GET TO SEE HIM FOR FREE WHILE SOME OF US SPEND HUNDREDS OF DOLLARS ON GAS AND OTHER SHIT TO MEET HIM BUT GET SNUBBED BECAUSE NOOOO FANS JUST DON'T MATTER. Yeah..little pissed. BUT I'M NOT MAD AT HIM. I'm just pissed at the circumstances. So yeah. lol. I am pissed though that he made Beck cry a little (TOTALLY UNDERSTANDABLE, DON'T LAUGH AT HER, you could understand being severely disappointed when someone tells you they'll be giving you exactly what you want, and then nope, someone takes it away at the last second).

Yeah. I think we might be insane. (As we're going to a couple more shows to stalk him...) Please stop laughing at me. I'M NOT GOING ON VACATION THIS SUMMER. THIS IS MY ALTERNATIVE. I also kinda like Beck's board friends. So I sorta think of it like a day out with friends. Or something. Fun fun.

We have extra tickets to Fort Wayne, Indiana on September 10 if anybody's interested...and is okay with driving the distance. So far I've asked courts, kimmay7, and degreesofevil, but who knows if they'll be coming. Rofl. (It would be awesome to meet up with you guys though, hehe).

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Artist's Note: More drawings from work. All of this makes me miss my drawing days, but it looks like I'm back...for a while at least. But anyway...Lilo is a little fat 'cause I messed up on one of the proportions and had to fix another part to match up. Can anyone tell me what it is? :D And then Pon and Zi...I could never be like Azuzephre. The original looks a lot better. I almost wanted to try shading because it was a very dark piece, but I knew I would have ruined it. Anyways...hope you guys likie. Have a wonderful weekend!

Finals are over..and I've been making more banners just because I love blending. ( You know you want to )

WOO. Finished my networking class finally. The semester ends July 31 so I was kinda panicking...and I think I kinda half-assed it cause it's a little boring. But still. FINISHED! Well actually it's not ENTIRELY finished, as I need to go on campus to the test center to take the final exam. But it's not open on Fridays, Saturdays, or Sundays, so I can just wait till Monday. The semester doesn't end until Thursday so I should be good. WOO!

So now I can finally work on my fanfictions, at least until the fall semester starts and then the vicious cycle of SHUOLD I DO SCHOOLWORK OR WRITE FANFIC begins to take over yet again.

So I'm now co-modding cooktastic! My job is scouring the netz for David Cook related stuffs and posting it. So join it bitches. Or don't. (As I know some of you hos on my flist hate Cook). But even if you hate him, JOIN ANYWAYS. BECAUSE I SAID SO.

I'm in the mood for some fried and greased up fast food today.

So...there's rumors of a sequel to The Thomas Crown Affair. I'm really okay with that, I love that movie, I won't lie. It's a classy crime, and it's one of the few roles I don't mind Pierce Brosnan (the other roles are that one guy in Mamma Mia and Sally Fields' love interest in Mrs. Doubtfire) but on the other hand, there are talks that Angelina Jolie will play opposite him. I say bring back Rene Russo, because she was absolutely fab in the first one. Plus, they were all in love and shit. Or whatever.

I have summer homework now, thanks to the Newberry Seminar. Two essays? Dumb. I don't take kindly to that. And I have the next two weeks free of work, so I can't even use it as an excuse for not writing them.

I've been on a Helen Hunt kick lately...watching Pay it Forward, As Good As It Gets, A Good Woman, Then She Found Me, and What Women Want. Mel Gibson and Jack Nicholson are not believable romantic leads in my mind. At all. But, who am I to judge? There is no accounting for taste.

Yesterday, I went to Sansan's/Mykha's/Chin's place. We burned cloths and did "sniff tests". ..I didn't know some cloths were supposed to smell like "burning celery" or "acidic" when it's burning. who knew?

And Math. Math math math math. I need to take this stupid placement test. I had my Ateneo transcripts evaluated. I'll get the results in a few weeks. Hopefully they'll credit my 9 units of Math. If not.. then I have to take an assessment test. And I have to place Advanced Algebra. Because I don't want to repeat lower Math.
I have my hands on a study guide right now. And I'm having a tough time with some questions. Hey, it's been a year and a half since my last Math Class! Help Me? Meh? Sarah? Denise? Karla? Mau? K-Ly? Keesh? Jay? ...anyone? I know what the final answers are supposed to be. But I'm not sure of the process. These three are the ones I don't get at all... my original answers were wrong. *shrug*

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I haven't taken the time to draw anything in a long time. That used to be my escape before I started writing fic, just concentrating on the strokes of the pencil rather than all the crappiness that was going on. Anyway, we were bored at work today and didn't want to do the crappy busy work we had so we were all just drawing...well, Karla and I were drawing. I was of course more serious about it...but anyway, just thought I'd share and post 'cause I'm kind of proud of it. I've somehow gotten better.

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I haven't drawn Pokemon since way back in the day, but they certainly didn't look this good. I'm not one to admire or like my work most of the time, but there's a huuuuge improvement from my earlier stuff here. Lol and I know the Digimon is out of place, but my excuse is I wanted some diversity :P.

Anyhoo, that's it. Sorry I haven't written a real update in so long, not that any of you are disappointed, I'm sure. I've just kind of lost the will to blog about my life. It's always kind of depressed me lol, and idk. But yeah, not too much that's exciting as always so I won't bother.

I hope everyone is doing wonderfully. Even though I don't post or comment (very often) I do skim through my flist to see what's going on in everyone's life. I hope you all are enjoying summer and having fun and enjoying life no matter what you're doing. Take care. <3

I finally exchanged on my flat! Completion is August 5th. I will own my flat then!

*falls over DED*

I'd like it to all be over now, as my body is reacting to the stress of everything by falling apart, coming up in spots, rashes and generally looking disgusting. The blood donation people refused to take my blood today because of the infection on my arm.

Rejected by the blood people *hangs head*

So I've done all my washing (no small feat given the DISGUSTING weather we've had lately...) and packed all my stuff (I think) and now I think I'm ready for a nap.

Will be back in Sydney from tonight.

Not particularly dreading or looking forward to semester starting on Monday.

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It was high time to make a FRIENDS ONLY entry, because now my journal is almost 100% friends only, it's just fair to have a post where you can ask for adding.

I'm ADDING at the moment, but please keep in mind a few very simple things:

*If you're looking for my graphics, visit beasts_within , I won't post any graphics on my personal journal.

*I only want to add people with whom I have more than one thing in common. For my interests feel free to check my profile.

*I fangirl a lot about my fandoms, you have been warned. ;) This also means that I'm very protective of them, ships included.

*Oh yes, I'm a shipper whore you will surely notice this (for my favourite ships see profile again, and please do it), and I want to talk freely about them without being afraid I might offend anyone on my flist. Of course I won't bite if our preferencies are different, you just might want to know that if you're a hardcore House/Cameron or Jack/Kate shipper, it might not be the best idea to add me. ;)

*Just make sure you read this, checked my profile and drop me a line if adding me. I could only add you back if I know who you are and why you added me.


And welcome to my world. :)

It was July 22, 2005, midnight. The boys nabbed someone from his room and dragged him to the middle of the Cervini driveway, blindfolded. They made him sit on a plastic chair as they, along with us girls, sang a belated happy birthday. After a few messages, the boys took out a bucket of water and drenched him from head to toe. Shivering in the cold night, he took off his blindfold and flashed us all a smile as we cheered.

After he stood up, a girl was called to step forward. We all turned to look at her. She was celebrating her birthday that night. By her expression, I could tell she knew what was coming. Hesitantly, she went to the middle of the circle, stepping on the fresh puddles on the asphalt. She eyed the boys cautiously, expecting to be soaked any minute. To her surprise, they took out their guitars and started strumming, alternating between the G and Cad99 chords. It was the intro to Harana.

When the song ended, one of the boys came forward. "We'd like to give you a big wet one," he said. "But you have to close your eyes". She shut her eyes and readied herself for her 'surprise'. Her shoulder's tensed up in anticipation of the icy cold water that was about to engulf her. But instead of a bucket, he took out a spray bottle. He held it up to her face and squirted, much to her, and our, amusement.

It was her roommates' turn to greet her. One of them, the best singer in our year, gave a rendition of happy birthday. Her singing silenced us all. Then another one, plucked up enough courage to sing. The song was "Especially For You". I had never heard her sing before. But as her voice echoed through the night, I remember thinking "If I had her voice, I wouldn't hesitate to sing everyday, every chance I get". By the chorus, we were all singing with her.

I remember looking at the faces around me and seeing eyes brim with tears. I remember enjoying the moment, and slinging my arm on someone's shoulders. It was a wonderful occasion--the first birthday bash I witnessed.

Looking back at that night, I feel a twinge of jealousy. I never got my birthday bash. But the jealousy is always overpowered by a certain kind of happiness. Because as I looked at my friends' faces that night, I knew I had found a kind of second family.

if you read this. happy birthday. :)

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just some new bases... so this time: Welcome to the Beach
i have 80 Beach Icon Beases for you... if that gave you the impression that i need some vacation, you're completely right...!
i wanna be anywhere right now, just not here... the last time i was on vacation was 4 years ago... *cries* this is way too long ago. last year my BFF and i celebrated your 10th year anniversary and we planed a huge vacation together again... but we were completly broke... so we wanted to do it this year... and...? we have no time... my semester is over, but i'm still in college preparing several papers i have to hold and/or write... this will keep me busy for at least 2 more weeks... and my BFF will start her new job in the first week of august... so we have no change to spend some time together on vacation *much-more-cries*


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i'm with brian and things are okay. i'm trying not to talk to tom but it's not going very well, because i miss him. i want to get things straightened out and figure out what i'm doing but it's hard when i'm talking to both of them, so i told tom i can't talk anymore. we went one day and i texted him. :/ idk.

sometimes i feel like i love the people around me more than they love me. and i love them love them so much until i'm empty of love, and the love they give back isn't always enough to fill me back up again. it's draining.

i've worked five open days in a row, including two close-to-opens (close at 9, have to be back at 9) and one open-to-close all day yesterday, which was my fifth in a row. i have tomorrow off and it's going to be wonderfully filled with sleep.

i so desperately need a change in my life. i feel like i'm stuck in a rut about everything and don't know how to get back out.