African Americans with Asian Interests

"SPEED RACER" WAS FUCKING AWESOME!!!! I have one question, though. Did he really say "get this shit off my track!" or were me and Ali just smoking the good, heavy crack today? Because, that's what I heard. XD If you've seen the movie, you know what part I'm talking about. Please to let me know if you heard the same thing. XD

Also, Rex/Speed fanfiction time now, yes? LOL! Don't look so surprised. It's me! OF COURSE I slashed them. *gigglefits*

Okay, that's all for now. I'm kind of beaching myself around because I had a HUGE dinner and now I'm ridiculously sleepy. I have more comments to answer but I don't know if I'll be able to answer them. We shall see, though. I like staying up late saturday nights and it would make me unhappy to go to bed now. Maybe I'll drink a soda or something. XD I don't know.

For now, just in case I pass out or something, goodnight! XD


EDIT: Apparently, me and Ali DID hear correctly. BUT the exact quote is "get that weak shit off my track!". Awesomeness! Thanks kyoudai_kobito! Speed's so hot. XD

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Why is modern music so DAMN BORING?!?!

None of these guys have interesting voices, they sound like EVERYONE ELSE SINGING THESE KINDS OF SONGS.

See, at least Dir en grey is never boring, clichey or trite.
Dir en grey kicks my ass.
I love Dir en grey.

Now to look at a map.

People are kind of bitchy and mean

Why?

I have a spider. I have no intention of smashing it. It has a web on my deck door and seems very happy.
Spiders look like they are floating in midair when they are on their orb webs.
Just as long as this spider doesn't touch me with its dozens of spidery legs

Tomorrow I will see a movie, but I wonder how I can keep myself from going overboard. I think I want to celebrate my bday for months. But I can't just eat tons of sushi, lots of pork buns once I find a place that sells them and GELATO!!! this dutch fudge chocolate stuff that is SOOOOO to DIE for it makes me float off the ground in midair with a dippy smile on my face.
It's like frozen mousse! I just can't get enough of that stuff!!! But I must TRY to not spend my money like it's water, ok!?

But I would like to have fun. Having fun is spiffy.

Gods, folks in the 60s! How did we even SURVIVE? This dood in Mad Men had to have drank dozens of beers and hard booze. AND HE DROVE HIMSELF HOME!

Today I went to a martini tasting.
Vodka is way too strong. One sip of that stuff just kills me. I don't know how people can drink vodka, whiskey and tequila without laying on the ground with little Xes over their eyes.
I fail at booze.
But, to my delight, they liquor store has TOKAI!!! I must try it because Philip Pullman mentioned it all through the Golden Compass
But the stuff is like 50 dollars, so I don't know.
It costs as much as midlevel port.
I'll have to think, I want to try it, but if I shell out 50 bucks for booze and it turns out disgusting...

In the meantime, I need to finish this novel.
I also WANT A BOYFRIEND.

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Red Shoes

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[E] For everyone (who like shonen-ai)

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( RED SHOES )

OMG! I was about to cry. Two days ago, after I cut out Chun-li's Sleeves and were prepping them to be cut, I noticed both pieces had a line running through it. Basically a run in the fabric making the whole pieces unusable @_@. One of the pieces also had a yellow pencil running through it that would NOT wash out. So I cut and extra piece, which aslo had strange wholes in it and grease stains @_@.

So I'm like, okay I'll just buy more. Drove down to Jo-anns before work and @_@ NOTHING!! All the peachskin was long long gone. When I asked how long it'd be to order it, they were like 2-4 weeks AND I need the exact SKU#. Otakon, is sooooo closer than that. So I'm in PANIC!

Then I'm like, okay, I'll just order it from Jo-ann online. I dig out the receipts (cuz luckily I keep all my receitps). So I get online, and it's like.. peachskin.. what's that @_____@. Then I type in the SKU#.. nothing. So my last resort was ripping the sleeves off the old costume but I know it won't be as crafted as good as this new one. Finally, I'm like WAIT! There's a store in Brick. I call and I'm like "I need Blue Jewel Peachskin". So the girl checked.. and it's THERE!! They are holding it for me until Monday!!!


I work 3-11 tonight so I can't get it today, and I work 12-8 Sunday.. so I can't really get it tomorrow unless I'm up real early. But I work 10-6 monday, I should have time to race down to Brick, pick it up, then head back up for my doctor appt at 7:30!

I feel soo happy, but this will put back my progress quite a bit.

So. A random number called my cell and I answered it, simply because the call said it was from New Jersey and I'm in full TH concert fangirl mode. Turns out, the insurance on my car is almost up!

Yeeeeeeeeeeeah, I don't HAVE a car. But, thanks random recorded message! :-P

Check out my new interview on mynerdgirl.com. Now, as you know, BC is not a new endeavor (8 years is hardly new, right?) but the article is so pretty and cute and it was like reading a book :) This girl and her giggling friend on the line on speakerphone were so cute and fun and giggly. I had a blast. This interview was done last April, but is still relevent since nothing but the con is time sensitive! And the con isn't until next week! They just launched their site right now, so I'm on the launch. Yay!

Go to www.mynerdgirl.com!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I know I shouldn't be this excited because today is done out of convenience to others and not my real birthday. But it still is nice to have a bunch of people around for a change. Also I'm looking forward to doing/having whatever I want today and tomorrow.

I didn't leave the salon until 10pm yesterday. It was worth it though I look great. Now I have to put together what I want to wear tonight. I found this dress I used to wear when I was like 5 or something in the back of my closet on Thursday. Just for the hell of it I wondered if that would fit. To my surprise it did and its more like a baby doll top. I may wear that with jeans tonight. Its so adorable lots of lace on it. If I change my mind I still have plenty of time to go out and get something before 9pm.

Before the party starts not really sure what else I should do. Dim Sum? Shopping? (not for clothes but other crap I know I don't need.)

Like, I don't know, patrol the Tokio Hotel America message boards about the NJ concert. LOLZ! Apparently, there is a fanaction in place for the NJ Tokio Hotel concert and I am SO joining in if it actually happens. It's fairly simple. For schreitokiolove and cinniminjade's benefit, it basically consists of a piece of black paper with Bill's star drawn on it in either silver sharpie, or glitter, if you prefer. We'll then hold it up during "1000 Oceans". If they happen to NOT play that song, we'll hold it up during the encore. LOL! It's so doofy but, I don't care. If it happens, I want in, simple as that. I even have a picture of Bill's star and I plan to get black paper and glitter with my next paycheck. XD Apparently, people on the boards are bringing supplies so, if I can't get it, I won't worry. But, I kind of want to be as fangirly as possible and get the stuff myself. XD

And do you know WHY Bill's star? Because it's at the STARland Ballroom. DUR!!! *is astounded by the geekery* Plus, we're hoping Bill will be awed and do a shirtlift. Call us optimistic. XD

Anyhoo, besides that, I also found a PDF on the boards for flyers they would like people to pass out promoting the board. I'll see about that and I'll post the PDF if anyone's interested. Just let me know. XD

So, there ya go. That's just an example of stupid effin' things you do at almost 5 in the morning when you are having problems sleeping. Luckily, NOW I'm exhausted and incoherent so, yes, time for bed.

Also, if I wasn't excited about the concert before, I am now officially so excited I feel like bouncing around my room like an idiot to "Pocketful of Sunshine". ARGH!!! WHY CAN'T IT BE CONCERT TIME NAU!!! *headdesk*

I need to make friends filters.. I doubt everyone wants to read this, but shrug. Maybe someone I didn't expect to read this might find it interesting. Why limit possiblities.

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I had to take a moment just to sit down and think about my life at this point. Soon I'll be entering graduate school. However, my brain has been off for so long, I just hope I can get back into the flow of things.

I'm very nervous, cuz I feel like this is a chance to get my life back online. I need to get control of most of it, and stop being pushed around by what people expect of me. Perhaps, it's time I just told em to chil and went at my own pace.

I'm starting to feel age setting in. Not that I'm all old and over the hill, but truly realizing I can't run around spending money stupidly forever. I can't run around living life considering only myself either.

More importantly, there is a big vast world out there, that I have new clue about. I've forcibly sheltered myself even more out of habit. I have no idea whats going on beyond my windows. Working at the Sheraton opened my eyes so much. It's the first time I've been with such a variety of people before. It's amazing. It's also made me realized what a spoiled pampered princess I really am.

I am so lucky.

Yeah, I say my parents drive me crazy... but in the end they feed me, cloth me, pay my cell bill, have me insured for health. They payed my undergrad education. They helped me along. I cannot abandoned selfishly people who have done so much for me. I'm blessed with people who care. I just need to learn to tell them to back up a bit, cuz I need to make mistakes and not fear how they'll react.

This year I'm excited, because my life begins to move forward. I have a new slate as I see it. I will try to expand. I need to stop being so introverted and depressed. If I want people to see me in the world, I have to be visible and not afraid of the consequences. I will try.

I know very much the type of person I am. I'm easily over excited, and love to share too much of myself with people. I'm easily disheartened, and taken to heavily what others say to me. I'm too ready to interpret unsaid words from the spoken. I'm too fast to think, process and linger on the same cycle, waiting for epiphany. I look for praise for things I do, and hope for vivid reactions to my labors. I try to little, but think I work too hard. I'm quick to manipulate for my ultimate good. My charity is many times only surface deep.

I am very me centered.

There is a deep rift between outward and inner me. I believe both halves are very "sincere" in its belief, but this double face makes me uneasy.. or moreso miserable. I also need to start with the cryptic stuff. Can't expect people to decipher what I want to express. So here's a try at somethign more straightfoward.

Really, after Otakon I need to approach life differently. This internet thing is the bane of my exsistance. Not compeltely, but I must dip my feet into the normal world.

This hole I live it, won't work.
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Edit: So I read some of my old reflections. I wanted to cry. I've ben saying the same things since 2005 at least, goalswise. What a blow. That shows my progress is near 0.


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Tackey & Tsubasa - One Day, One Dream
Clever Little song
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( to Rae n C )

first of all
WHAT THE HELL KIND OF A PLAY FOR CHILDREN IS BLUEBEARD?!

Unless there's other plays

and, I am hyper
i drank earl grey and lady grey makin' looooooooove

I NEED TO STOP WATCHING THIS MOVIE BECAUSE IT'S ANNOYING ME!!!!!!!!!!


I'm glad no one is around to hear me growl and snarl but HOW THE HELL IS THIS MOVIE ROMANTIC?!?! THIS GUY IS...WELL... MOLESTING THIS CHICK
THAT'S NOT ROMANTIC!!! GOD!

Can someone out there explain how in hell's holy bells is this a love story?
Dood, the guy couldn't have just GIVEN her back her piano, noooo, he had to make her show her legs and make her have SEX with him.
How the hell is that romantic?
Since when is rape and cohersion and romantic thing?
I can't stand ANY of these men. She probably would have been better off with one of the Maoris than one of those jerks.
One's like, no, you can't have your favourite thing in the whole world. The other is like, well, I'll give it to you when you give me what I want.
Grrrrrrr

Hmm... well, some good things happened, I'll put it in another entry.

That is all.

Mad Men makes me cringe. I can't believe how these kids are not seat belted, they were just flying around and she was driving weird and they ended up on the floor of the car giggling!

gah!

now to make cookies.

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But they look just like a superhereo team to me.