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  <title> ☆Star☆별캔디★Candy★</title>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jul 2008 09:04:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[ONESHOT; JAEMIN] No Self-Service</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; No Self-Service&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; Diane &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;roselit&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;roselit&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; [lengthy] one-shot; fluff, romance, some humor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s):&lt;/b&gt; JaeMin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG (some profanity, though)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don’t own any of the people in my writing; I only own the plot &amp; words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Jaejoong’s car is running out of gas, but luckily for him, he comes upon a gas station where a particular Changmin works.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A/N:&lt;/b&gt; For &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;ilovehugs&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://ilovehugs.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://ilovehugs.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;ilovehugs&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;( &lt;a href=&quot;http://jjigae.livejournal.com/6798.html&quot;&gt;Grasping the pump, he grips onto it hard, his mind trying frantically to sort out his feelings and attempt to explain the flush in his face.&lt;/a&gt; )&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 21:16:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>P.S. I Love You chapter 16</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; P.S. I Love You&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing:&lt;/b&gt; Past- HoSu, Future -YooSu, JaeMin | Angst; Romance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Friends, since young, lovers since high school. The two never thought it would be possible to live together and be happy, but they did. With the help of their friends (and crazy family) they were finally together. &lt;br /&gt;That is unitl tragedy took Yunho from him, leaving Junsu alone with only an evenlope filled with letters, reminders, and little notes of love. Within time, and with the help of his friends, Jaejoong and Changmin, Junsu finds himself laughing, singing, -being himself once again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe even fall in love again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;| &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/pianoblink/tag/f:p.s.i+love+you&quot;&gt;past chapters&lt;/a&gt; |&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(&lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/pianoblink/52530.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;chapter 16: &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%; font-family: &amp;quot;Tahoma&amp;quot;,&amp;quot;sans-serif&amp;quot;;&quot;&gt; “I think, I &lt;i&gt;might&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i style=&quot;&quot;&gt;love &lt;/i&gt;him. Yunho, what do I do?”&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jaemin agree on something, important! 8D</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 19:52:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Shadow Puppets [oneshot]</title>
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  <description>Hello ^^ Long time stalker, first time poster. Enjoy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: Shadow Puppets [oneshot]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: G&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;: Angst (sort of), AU&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: Jaemin [one-sided]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary&lt;/b&gt;: Jaejoong drowns in his increasing attraction to Changmin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://belfire.livejournal.com/10439.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;onwards!&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:04:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Disturbia o1.</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Title: Disturbia [o1.] &lt;br /&gt;Genre: Romance, Noir, Angst&lt;br /&gt;Rating: NC-17 &lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Jaemin &lt;br /&gt;Summary: The truth can sometimes be very, very, &lt;em&gt;very &lt;/em&gt;disturbing. &lt;br /&gt;Warning: &lt;strong&gt;Smut in this part&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;br /&gt;A/N: Finally out with where the jaemin stand in this fic=] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://purplehaze-33.livejournal.com/8833.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Prologue&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://purplehaze-33.livejournal.com/9009.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;Jaejoong had noticed the painful blushes, the stuttering, the eyes become so child-like and shy whenever they lit on him and instantly began doubting his sexuality&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:51:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[FIC; JAEMIN] Obsidian - Chapter 10</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/roselit/pic/0002a62e/&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/roselit/pic/0002a62e/s320x240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; height=&quot;213&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Obsidian [Chapter 10]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Authors:&lt;/b&gt; Diane &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;roselit&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;roselit&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &amp; Jenni &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;mcgrjc6&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mcgrjc6.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mcgrjc6.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mcgrjc6&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; DBSK/SuJu crossover, action/violence, [sexual] romance, drama&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s):&lt;/b&gt; JaeMin (mainly)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-15 to NC-17 (violence, smut, profanity, etc.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don’t own any of the people in my writing (with the exception of minor OCs); I only own the plot &amp; words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; He’s leading a double life few people know about: poor college student by day, lethal assassin by night, with a dark past that drives him on until he finds out the truth and fulfills an obscure revenge that continues to plague him with each passing day. [full summary at journal]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WARNING!&lt;/b&gt; Explicit smut (NC-17) in this chapter!~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;( &lt;a href=&quot;http://jjigae.livejournal.com/6521.html&quot;&gt;... and as he leaned his head against Jaejoong, he tightened his arms around the older man’s waist ever so slightly, a smile spreading across his lips.&lt;/a&gt; )&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 23:36:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Fic - Ukiyo-e: A Picture of the Floating World 6/8</title>
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  <description>This is late! Sorry sorry!!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Title: Ukiyo-e: A Picture of the Floating World&lt;br /&gt;Chapter: 6 of 8&lt;br /&gt;Author: &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;alohdark&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://alohdark.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://alohdark.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;alohdark&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;/&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;hashirigakisuru&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://hashirigakisuru.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://hashirigakisuru.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;hashirigakisuru&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: NC-17&lt;br /&gt;Genre: AU&lt;br /&gt;Note: See chapter 1&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/517103.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 1&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/534116.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 2&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/545618.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 3&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/553153.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 4&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/558104.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 5&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Honourable Tayū, would you please come down here with me?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong looked up at Yunho and shuddered. Anger was in those eyes. JaeJoong nodded silently and stood up, walking towards Yunho. KyuHyun gave him a curious glace. “You keep practicing, KyuHyun.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KyuHyun nodded and JaeJoong left him to his practice. JaeJoong was silent as Yunho lead the way to KangTa’s office. He opened the door and JaeJoong was surprised to see Sir DongHae sitting there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Excuse me for intruding.” JaeJoong whispered as he stepped through, followed by Yunho. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KangTa smiled. “JaeJoong, we called you here for negotiations. Please sit.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong sat down and caught Sir DongHae smiling at him out of the corner of his eyes. JaeJoong’s heart fluttered and he knew what this was. He was all at once filled with joy that Sir DongHae was following through, and agonizing jealousy that it was KyuHyun and not himself that was gaining freedom. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Sir DongHae would like to buy our KyuHyun’s contract before he comes of age.” KangTa explained. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Sir DongHae, it is a waste to buy a pear before it is ripe.” Yunho said with a respectful tone, trying to dissuade him. “It will only be a year before KyuHyun is of age and you can taste the pear and see if it is to your liking.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why would I want to buy a pear that another’s teeth have gone through?” Sir DongHae asked back. “No, I want to buy out the contract now. I have full confidence that having grown on such a competent tree, the unripe pear will still be more delicious than anything I have ever tasted.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong lowered his head and smiled sadly. “Thank you for the compliment Sir DongHae. I hope your faith in my being KyuHyun’s elder brother does not bring you disappointment.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Then you will not object to Sir DongHae buying out the contract?” KangTa asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Master KangTa, I wish only for Sir DongHae’s happiness as he has always been a faithful patron of mine. This will bring him happiness, and thus I cannot disapprove.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It is settled then. Honourable Tayū, you are dismissed.” KangTa said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled and bowed. “If you will excuse me.” He said and exited the room alone. Yunho was glaring daggers at him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong felt tears prick his eyes but didn’t let them fall. He sighed and then forced a smile. His feet were silent on the floor as he walked towards the stairs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Master JaeJoong.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong turned his head and looked at the servant that called his name. “Yes?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The servant glanced around quickly before pulling a piece of parchment from his sleeve. “For you.” He said, handing it over with both hands.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong quickly took it and nodded before walking away. He recognized the handwriting and hid it from anyone else’s sight. He didn’t rush up the stairs. That would only cause suspicion. He wanted to read the letter as soon as he reached his room but he’d have to wait. KyuHyun was waiting for him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“KyuHyun, please, stop playing. I have something to tell you.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KyuHyun froze and set aside the shamisen. “Yes? What is it?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong sat down next to him and took his hands in his. “Sir DongHae is downstairs.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Why is Sir DongHae downstairs?” KyuHyun asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled. “He is negotiating buying your contract.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“But.. But I’m not of age! I… I’m not…”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled. “He doesn’t want you to know anyone’s touch but his own. He is making the preemptive move to make sure you are his alone.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“But…” KyuHyun said, confusion was clear in his voice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong rolled his eyes. “KyuHyun. You are still free to love. So love.” JaeJoong’s eyes pleaded with KyuHyun’s. “Just let your heart be happy. Let yourself be happy.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KyuHyun smiled. “You did this, didn’t you?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled. “Fate works in mysterious ways, KyuHyun.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;KyuHyun grinned and moved as if to hug JaeJOong but held himself back. A knock was at the door and Yunho let himself in. “KyuHyun, if you’d please come with me.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong squeezed KyuHyun’s hands, probably for the last time, and watched the boy walk out the door. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong let himself sit quietly for a moment until the faint footfalls couldn’t reach his ears anymore. Then he reached into his kimono and pulled out the letter the servant gave to him. He smiled at ChangMin’s handwriting and gently broke the wax seal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong read silently, picturing ChangMin in his mind as he read. By the end he was crying. He was so in love with ChangMin. The world was not fair. ChangMin wanted to take JaeJoong away. The letter told JaeJoong of his plans. The idiot had written everything down, unafraid of the letter falling into unfriendly hands. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong had to escape. He couldn’t wait for a few more years. He needed to be free, just like KyuHyun now was. And now that KyuHyun was free, JaeJoong had nothing left to protect. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~~*~~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin was ecstatic when he finished reading the short note JaeJoong had written back to him. Though he knew it was dangerous, he and JaeJoong would be meeting again. ChangMin was leaving in a month for Edo. Master YooChun had given him the last of his training, signifying that he was now his own master. ChangMin could go and make his own name and set his plans in motion for finally making JaeJoong his own. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now JaeJoong was going to meet him during the night before he set out. He wanted to wish him a good send off. ChangMin couldn’t have been happier. He wanted to see JaeJoong before he left, but didn’t know how he could. Now JaeJoong had made it so they would. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The month seemed to crawl by. ChangMin couldn’t wait. He worked as hard as ever for Master YooChun, but his mind was already on the future. He didn’t hear from JaeJoong again in that entire month. It hurt but it was worth the wait if he was going to see him in person. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally the night came and ChangMin left with confidence, walking swiftly towards the bridge JaeJoong had specified. A lone figure was already standing on it, the full moon making him shine with an unearthly beauty. ChangMin could only stand and stare, not wanting to break the ethereal splendor of the scene.    &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong turned and caught sight of ChangMin, his smiling shinning brilliantly in the night. “I was half afraid you wouldn’t come.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“The gods themselves couldn’t keep me from you this night.” ChangMin swore as he jogged up the bridge to JaeJoong. He stared down at him, smiling before taking his face in his hands. ChangMin just relished the feel of JaeJoong’s skin against his skin before gently taking his lips. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“ChangMin there is something you must know.” JaeJoong whispered. “I can not wait for you to gain your reputation and come back for me.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin felt a knife go through his heart with those words. So this was goodbye? He didn’t want to believe it. “But… JaeJoong… I.. I love you. Why can’t you wait?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled and his finger tips ran gently over ChangMin’s face. “Because we have been separated long enough. I… I won’t be going back to the tea house. Not tonight, nor ever again. Let me come with you.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin’s heart jumped with elation. But then it fell with a crash. “But that’s a crime. This is a crime! You shouldn’t even be out of the Walled Red City. How did you get out?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“KyuHyun helped me. He is free now. He has helped me to be free, as well.” JaeJoong said. “What I have done is a crime, yes, but I can not stay in those walls any longer. Please, won’t you let me come with you?” JaeJoong pleaded. “I will follow even if you say no.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMIn laughed. “I can’t go to Edo with a fugitive courtesan. But as long as you are with me, I can be anywhere.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong threw his arms around ChangMin’s shoulders. “Thank you! Thank you!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin held JaeJoong to him. “How could I leave my wife behind when tears are in his eyes?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong rested his head against ChangMIn’s chest for a moment before he sighed. “You have to go back, and I need to go hide. I will be hiding along the northern road.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“How will I find you?” ChangMin asked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong kissed ChangMin’s lips. “You will know.” He pulled himself out of ChangMin’s arms. “Please, take this with you. Keep it safe for me.” JaeJoong picked up a bundle and handed it to ChangMin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“What is it?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled softly. “KyuHyun’s shamisen. He gave it to me to take with me. Please, keep it safe.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin held it to his chest. “I will. I swear to you, I will.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong kissed ChangMin’s cheek and then turned away. “I will see you again in the morning.” He called as he ran across the bridge and out of sight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin held the shamisen tightly to his chest. He would protect this instrument with his life until JaeJoong could take it back with his own hands. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin couldn’t sleep that night. He was terrified and elated. He couldn’t go to Edo with a runaway courtesan. He couldn’t become the famous bowyer he wanted to be. But, he only wanted to be a famous bowyer so he could be with JaeJoong. Now, they were going to be together. ChangMin didn’t have to become a famous bowyer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They would go North. Further north than Edo. Further north than was truly allowed. They would disappear from the world that knew them, and would live forever, even if it was just the two of them. He was determined of that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With that in mind, he set out in the morning. He said good bye to his Master, who was his master no more but always would be his master. He said good bye to ShiWon, his brother and rival for so many years. ShiWon would inherit the shop from Master YooChun. ChangMin had nothing left to worry about. He checked to make sure the lead rope from his pack horse was tied tightly to his horse before climbing up and nodded his last goodbye. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was almost noon before ChangMin stopped. He saw no sign of JaeJoong and he was worried. What if he passed him by? Left him by the side of the road to fall prey to whomever and whatever found him? ChangMin dismounted and let the horses drink as he contemplated what he should do. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Do you have any pears?” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin jumped and spun on heal. “You scared the wits out of me!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong smiled and laughed. “Do you have any pears?” he asked again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin grinned and pushed JaeJoong away from him. “Not any for you!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;JaeJoong’s face fell before he smiled, realizing that ChangMin was teasing him. “Fine, you bastard! See if I go with you! I’ll just die here by the side of the road!” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ChangMin laughed and pulled JaeJoong to him, holding him tightly and they just laughed. Neither had ever been happier. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 20:19:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Angelfish</title>
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  <description>Title :Angelfish&lt;br /&gt;Author : Zaiho&lt;br /&gt;Pairing :JaeMin&lt;br /&gt;Rating : PG-13&lt;br /&gt;Type : AU&lt;br /&gt;Genre : Romance/fluff with crack if you squint really really hard...&lt;br /&gt;For :&amp;nbsp;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;pinkfluffies&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://pinkfluffies.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://pinkfluffies.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;pinkfluffies&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; who made me &lt;a class=&quot;snap_shots&quot; href=&quot;http://s39.photobucket.com/albums/e151/Suki2010/?action=view&amp;amp;current=zaihoheader2.png&quot;&gt;this&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; class=&quot;snap_preview_icon&quot; style=&quot;border: 0pt none ; margin: 0pt ! important; padding: 1px 0pt 0pt; max-height: 2000px; max-width: 2000px; min-width: 0px; min-height: 0px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;trebuchet ms&amp;quot;,arial,helvetica,sans-serif; float: none; position: static; left: auto; top: auto; line-height: normal; background-image: url(http://i.ixnp.com/images/v3.38/theme/silver/palette.gif); background-color: transparent; visibility: visible; width: 14px; height: 12px; background-position: -1128px 0pt; background-repeat: no-repeat; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: top; display: inline;&quot; src=&quot;http://i.ixnp.com/images/v3.38/t.gif&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; really wonderful header. &lt;br /&gt;Summary : Do you believe in coincidences ? Changmin sure doesn&apos;t. But he keeps meeting Jaejoong again and again and he thinks he&apos;s being stalked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://suah.livejournal.com/10922.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Angelfish&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 19:08:28 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Disturbia</title>
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  <description>Title: Disturbia [prologue] &lt;br /&gt;Genre: Romance, Noir &lt;br /&gt;Rating: NC-17 &lt;br /&gt;Pairing: Jaemin &lt;br /&gt;Summary: The truth can sometimes be very, very, &lt;em&gt;very &lt;/em&gt;disturbing.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;A/N: lot of smut and weird, disturbing shit. this is the prologue only though and is pretty clean. the rating is for future chapitres XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://purplehaze-33.livejournal.com/8833.html&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;And an enlightened person need not use speech to divulge the truth.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:27:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>No Show Fee: 12. VOID [JaeMin, JaeHae, YehHae; DBSJ]</title>
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  <description>title: &lt;b&gt;No Show Fee&lt;/b&gt; : 12. &lt;i&gt;VOID&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;author: &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;yumeyana&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://yumeyana.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://yumeyana.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;yumeyana&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fandom: dong bang shin ki / super junior&lt;br /&gt;pairs: JaeMin, JaeHae, YehHae (YooSu, KangTeuk, etc.)&lt;br /&gt;rating/genre: PG-13 - NC-17 / drama, angst, humor, romance&lt;br /&gt;summary: &lt;i&gt;They say love waits. But the question always is, until when?&lt;/i&gt; ChangMin runs back to Korea, hoping to find comfort in his hyung-deul. In the mean time, Kibum shows up at Kyuhyun&apos;s and tells his side of the story.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;(&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/quilled_dreams/46099.html&quot;&gt;Every one of them fell in love with ChangMin at some point in time.&lt;/a&gt; &lt;b&gt;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[crossposted at &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;hug______&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/hug______/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/hug______/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;hug______&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;miracle______&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/miracle______/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;miracle______&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;_starcandy&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/_starcandy/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;_starcandy&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;.]&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 17 Jul 2008 03:30:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;Lovin&apos; You&quot; - Chapter 15</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;LOVIN’ YOU - CHAPTER 15&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Lovin’ You&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; despair26 @ livejournal.com (&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;wordsofdespair&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;wordsofdespair&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; R (Language, Angst, Abuse, Smut)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairings:&lt;/b&gt; YunJae, JaeMin , YooSu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Jae Joong is not sure whether he wants out of his abusive relationship with Yun Ho or not. When they move to a new city to start University together Jae Joong makes new friends much to the disapproval of Yun Ho. Will Yun Ho ever understand his lover or will Jae Joong find love somewhere else?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Don&apos;t own them and I how they are portrayed in the fic is not what they are like in real life. I hope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Previous:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/5998.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 1&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6263.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 2&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6512.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 3&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6857.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 4&lt;/a&gt;  | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7059.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 5&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7209.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 6&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7858.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 7&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7982.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 8&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/9106.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 9&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/11371.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 10&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/11568.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 11&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/12179.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 12 (Part 1)&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/12543.html#cutid1&quot;&gt; Chapter 12 (Part 12)&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/13023.html#cutid1&quot;&gt; Chapter 13&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/13196.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Chapter 14&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*********************************************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/13319.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Chapter 15&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;“NO, Changmin. He would never kill me...” I said bitterly, turning to leave the room. “He would never kill me, because he loves me.” &lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:55:08 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[fiction] Try my Love</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Title: Try my Love [it doesn&apos;t match the Story XD&quot;]&lt;br /&gt;Lenght: OneShot&lt;br /&gt;Rating: NC-17!!!&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: JaeMin&lt;br /&gt;Warning: Lemon, PWP, NC-17 whatever you want to call it xD...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Summary: ...ehhh Jae wants to try something? xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;Try my Love. WARNING: NC-17!!! You&apos;ve been warned!&quot;&gt;&lt;p align=&quot;left&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;Try my Love. [Title doesn&apos;t match the Story ^___^&quot;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can’t believe what I’m doing here. It’s all because I’m a horny bastard and I can’t just go in a Club to catch someone who would like to fuck the hell out of me.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Unfortunately, I’m famous and it wouldn’t be good for me and the rest of the band if anyone would catch me with some stranger in a dark club on the toilette, where I currently let him fuck my brain out. [Well, it had to be gone by the time long ago.]&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;That’s why I’m in the living room of our Apartment, with a big –really big- vibrator on the couch. I don’t know what to do.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Well, I know what to do with the vibrator but… should I really do this?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My hands are starting to undress with me in slow motion, while my brain works with full power. [I‘m pretty smart, eh?]&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I let my hand to their work until I stand with nothing on my body in front of the couch. I lift my hand to my mouth. My tongue darts out to wet three of my fingers for the actions I will do next. After I have wetted a few of my fingers, I let them running down my body, stopping at the tiny of rose flesh on my chest.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I let them draw wet circles around them and my thumb rubs over them now and then. My mouth opines again and I give in to the pleasure with a soft moan.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;By now I’m glad that I have checked the house for anybody. Fortunately, no one of the other members was at home. I have no idea where the others are but I don’t care as long as they’re not interrupting me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Pushing the thoughts of the other four aside, my feet carry me to the couch a few meter away from me and kneel onto the couch. My hands supporting my weight on the backrest of the couch, legs spread wide open and my front is facing the couch.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;By the time, my hand had continued his travel and had reached my upper body. My hand closed around my stiff member and squeezed me gentle. With another moan escaping my throat, I moved my hand up and down my, by now hard, cock with a hint of desperation.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;„Ahhnn…&quot; I throw my head to the side and in my imagination it’s not me, who is pleasuring me like that. My hand goes faster and faster with the time until I think the stars hand come down from heaven. I stopped my ministrations and rested my forehead against the backrest. My hand moves to the side beside my right knee and grabs a tube with lubricant in it. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I lick over my lips and try my best to open the tube with just one hand. I succeed after the second attempt and ditch my fingers into it, to get some of the content on them. They travelled to the place they were before and I gave my cock a few strokes before my hand makes her way behind me. I let out a loud groan as my finger entered me with one push.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Oh, how I needed this.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;After a few thrusts, the one finger didn’t satisfied me anymore. I pulled the finger out and pushed two fingers back into my body.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;„So good~.&quot; My hips moved against the fingers I was currently pushing into me. Don’t getting enough of the feeling of fucking myself, I soon pushed a third finger in. I tried my best to stretch the tight whole, giving my best to not hit the sweet spot deep inside of me. &quot;Can’t …ahhhh~….take this…ahhh...anymore.&quot; I remove my fingers from inside my body and reach for the tube again. Grabbing the vibrator for the first time since I started this, I poured some of the lube on the toy and pushed the tube aside again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I spread my legs wider and moved into a comfortable position. I grunted impatient and moved the toy to my hidden entrance. Pushing it forward and into my body, I was digging my nails into the fabric of the couch. &quot;Oh my…&quot; My whole world swirled around me in a mix of different colors.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The toy pushed deeper into me, until it was fully buried in my hot body. &lt;br /&gt;//It feels so good to be filled. How could I ever live without that??//&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I pulled the toy out again after a few minutes. Pushing the Tip in, I groaned with frustration because of my own teasing. My hips moved down onto the toy, my body graved for more of the feeling. I was being gentle first, taking me higher with every little and gentle thrust the toy was making into me, fucking me. I wanted it to last as long as possible.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I tried to take a hold of me, control my own feelings but the temptation was too much. The control left me and my hips bucked uncontrollable, making the toy go deeper and hitting just the right spot. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Ahhhh!!&quot; My entire body shook and I drove the toy deeper without any rhythm. The only thing that matters was to hit that button in me again. &quot;Ah…ahh…ah…Gods.&quot; My vocabulary wasn’t much exciting but I couldn’t think of something other than fucking myself with that wonderful little helper.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My moans echoed through the entire room and I could only hope the neighbors weren’t at home. Pushing the toy with more force and desire, impaling me on it to the hilt. &quot;Fuck!!&quot; I know that I can’t hold back any longer, needing the relive that was just about to come. &quot;Just a bit…more, ahhh.&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My brain was long gone, that’s why I didn’t questioned it as a hand wrapped itself around my hard cock and stroked me with at least as much force that I used to ram the toy into me. One hand was still focused on holding the toy and pushing it into the right places and my second was still supporting me on the backrest of the couch.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I didn’t noticed as the couch sunk as a weight was sitting down on it, didn’t noticed the eyes, which were staring at me with lust. I just noticed the third hand that was bringing me pleasure as she pumped my cock up and down. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Ahhhh!! I can’t…ahhh, I….&quot; The words stopped as I felt myself exploding. My cum splashed over the couch, leaving me breathless. I couldn’t support myself any longer with just one hand. The hand that had held the toy until now, left the vibrator and reached for the backrest, just like the other hand.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My body still was moving against the toy, held by another hand. It slide out of my body with ease and pushed in with a gentle movement. My head hung between my arms, my eyes were closed and I tried to breathe normally and regain control over my body again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My eyes snapped open as a voice echoed through my dusty mind.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Hyung? What were you doing?&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I stayed silent, my body had stopped his movements and the toy had stopped moving too. &lt;br /&gt;//Maybe just my imagination?// &lt;br /&gt;I waited for a while to be sure, not sensing the presence beside me. Just as I wanted to push the thought of someone being here aside, the toy moved again, burying itself into me to the hilt.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I moaned gently as it hit my sweet spot again without ease. I could feel the couch moving and turned my head to the side, seeing nothing at all. &lt;br /&gt;Just as I wanted to move, someone leaned over me, covering my back with smooth skin of another person.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Hyung, I never thought you would do something like that.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;My eyes widened as I recognized the lust-filled voice.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Changmin-ah?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Jaejoong-Hyung, I never thought you would fuck yourself when nobody is home. Maybe I should stay with you more often?&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My mouth opened but no words came out. Too shocked about what Changmin had said, too shocked about getting caught. Before my mind could work out something to say, Changmins hand found the toy again and shoved is into my tight hole again. The only thing I could do was moan for him to stop but I had no control over my mouth anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Ahhhh!!... More!&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;You’re really greedy Hyung. You just came and still want more?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I could literally hear the smirk as he talked. I tried to gain control over my actions again but the only thing I could do was moan as he moved the toy in and out of my body. Don’t get me wrong, I loved the way he was fucking me with that toy but he was way too slow for my taste. &quot;Harder, faster….Make me come, please.&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;So soon? No, no, no Hyung. I want to play with you first.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I could feel the couch giving in under his weight as he kneeled behind me, not stopping his thrusting with the toy. His breathe brushed against my ear and was running down my neck, placing a few kisses on my neck on his way down. He stopped at my shoulder and began sucking in the skin, drawing circles with his tongue on the flesh.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I moaned without any control left. He was stimulating me boundless and I just wanted him to fuck me already with all of his strength. I was whriting underneath him, whimpering, pleading him to go faster. &lt;br /&gt;His second hand had travelled to my chest and rubbed over my sensitive nipple, stimulating me more and more. &quot;Ahhhh!!&quot; I moaned loudly as he bite into my shoulder, gaining more friction with every action he was doing.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;He still pushed the toy in and out with no hurry. I couldn’t take it anymore. &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Please…&quot; I whined. &quot;Do something more! I-I can’t take this anymore…. I need more, Changmin!&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Changmin paused for a moment, stopping all movements. I groaned in my frustration, bucking my hips against the toy. &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Jaejoong…&quot; He let go of my shoulder and leaned to my ear again. &quot;…I want you.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I was about to say something but he continued to talk.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I want to fuck your brain out with all I have. I want you to moan my name over and over again until you can’t say anything anymore. I want to fuck you as hard as I want and I want that you enjoy it, love it to be fucked by me and no one else.&quot; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I can feel my whole body shudder and my cock twitching at his words.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;Oh my God, yes Min! I fucking want to be fucked by you and hell yes, I will enjoy it!! So please do it already!&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I feel his breathe hitching at my words.&lt;br /&gt;//He properly didn’t thought I would agree to his request, huh?//&lt;br /&gt;My lips turned into a smirk and shortly after that I yelped out of surprise as he took a hold on my hips, pulling the toy out of my body and throwing it to the side.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;If you want it so badly…&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Oh yes! You don’t know what-…Ahhhh!!&quot; My scream echoed through the entire house, I’m sure of it, as Changmin pushed his tip into me. I throw my head back and try to impale myself onto him but Changmin just held me by my waist so that I can’t move. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I tried to wriggle myself out of his hold and after a time he gave up on holding me and just pushed his cock all the way inside my body. We both moan in pure pleasure, loving the feeling of him inside me.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;You’re so tight Jae.&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Move!&quot; I snapped and Changmin obeyed. His hold around my waist tightened and his chest pressed against my backside. His left arm was supporting him on the backrest beside my own. I could feel his quick breathe against my shoulder and his first thrusts were gentle and slow.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;He had no problem in finding my special spot and so his thrusts became harder as he hit the spot. I had the backrest in a hard grip and my hips pushed against him, signaling him to go harder.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Jaejoong…ahhh….ahh.&quot; His moaning was like a sweet melody I could drown in every time I hear it. My whole body was very sensitive after my first orgasm and that was what Changmin used to drive me higher and higher in my pleasure.&lt;br /&gt;He rammed his cock faster and harder into me with every second, soon after the beginning he was furiously fucking me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I couldn’t support myself very good anymore. I was practically lying on the backrest with my arms and my head, trying to gain my last power for the ride. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My eyes closed tightly and my mouth opened for a last scream before I released my second cum on the couch. I sighed and Changmin slung a arm around my chest to support me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;I didn’t thought you would come so soon, Hyung.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I groaned as he pulled his still hard cock out of my body and pushed me to lie with my back on the couch. Staring at him with half-hidden eyes, I watched as he leaned over me and spread my legs again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Min?&quot; I said his name in a exhausted tone and he smiled at me while he stroked my hair.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I can’t stop just now, Hyung.&quot; He leaned down to me and breathed against my open lips. &quot;You look so delicious right now.&quot; With that, he lifted my hips and pushed his cock into me again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My hand shoot up to his shoulder just in time and my nails were digging into his skin. &quot;Changmin-ah!!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;He just kissed me on the lips and started to rock his hips, pushing his cock gently in and out of my tightness. But instead of complaining, I wrapped my arms around his upper body and returned the kiss.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Changmin took that as a good sign and began to pounding harder and faster into me. I moaned into his mouth, not believing that I was hard again.&lt;br /&gt;//What happened to me? Why I’m hard again?//&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Changmin smirked and released my lips, to let his hand wander down to my member. He squeezed me gently and licked over my bottom lip.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I think you like my treatment, huh?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I blushed and wrapped my legs around his waist. &quot;Less talking, more fucking, please.&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Without anymore words, Changmin just smirked and backed away, lifting his upper body to be in a comfortable position. My hands travelled down to his chest and my fingers searched for his nipples to play with. He groaned and began fucking me hard again.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Ahhhh Changmin!....Ahh…ah…ahhhhh~&quot;! Damn More!&quot; I nearly screamed at him, trying to make him fuck me harder. &lt;br /&gt;&quot;Jaejoong-ahhh…Fuck!&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I succeeded and he began to pound into me with more force and rhythm again. I tried to not close my eyes, wanting to watch him while he felt pure pleasure in his body and mind.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The sight of the younger boy drowning in his pleasure and the feeling of him deep inside my body, was enough to make me fully hard again. I closed my eyes abruptly as he hit the spot inside me the hundredth time that day.&lt;br /&gt;I pressed my body against his muscular chest and moved against his thrusts. &quot;Don’t stop….just don’t stop.&quot; I breathed into his ear, bringing him with such a simple gesture to a hard orgasm.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;He pumped my cock with more force as he came and just the sight of him losing it on top of me, brought me to my third orgasm that day.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&quot;Oh my God….did I just had three orgasm?&quot;&lt;br /&gt;Changmin, who had laid down beside me after he had pulled himself out of me, giggled and stroked over my chest.&lt;br /&gt;&quot;I think.&quot;&lt;br /&gt;I turned my head to my youngest dongaseng and blinked at him.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;He smirked at me and gave me a peck on the lips. &quot;I love you Hyung. Next time…let’s do it in a changing room!&quot; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;-----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My first time writing seme!Min XDDD!&lt;br /&gt;Hope you liked it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jul 2008 03:42:44 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Tomorrow - Oneshot</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;Tomorrow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; kayjayloves &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Chapter:&lt;/strong&gt; 1/1 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; Changmin!centric (hints of Jaemin, dabbles of Shichul)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Band:&lt;/strong&gt; DBSK/TVXQ/THSK; Super Junior&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;drama/action/Anyband!verse&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG-16 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Warning:&lt;/strong&gt; cussing, heavy themes (violence)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; &apos;fraid I don&apos;t own these loves. &lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Synopsis:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;The other side of revolution. Their words: “What’s revolution without fire? We’re the freshly struck match on a pile of dry, waiting sticks – all they have to do is keep burning.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comments:&lt;/strong&gt; Anyband!verse, yet, you&apos;ll miss any mention of Anyband members if you blink. I&apos;m honestly not sure what I think of this piece.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://kayjayloves.livejournal.com/56189.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Ficcu&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 06:18:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Hourglass</title>
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  <description>Title: Hourglass&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: JaeMin (Min centric)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A/N: This started as a prompt response and got out of hand. This is for &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;emda&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://emda.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://emda.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;emda&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;and &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;mrsedjack&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mrsedjack.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mrsedjack.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mrsedjack&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;and &lt;a href=&quot;http://rastaakhriz.livejournal.com/&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;rastaakhriz&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pinkfluffies.livejournal.com/27918.html?#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I found an hourglass the other day...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/strong&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 05:46:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[Possessio/Falling] Bonus #12</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt;  Confession&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Characters:&lt;/b&gt; JaeMin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Notes:&lt;/b&gt; So, I had a few requests to actually write out Jaejoong&apos;s confession from Possession.  Sounded like a good idea, so here it is.  And now I think y&apos;all have the whole story. ^_^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Note 2 (Very Important!!):&lt;/b&gt;  I&apos;ve decided.  Officially.  This is it, guys.  No more Possession-verse.  From me, at least.  Anyone else can feel free to embellish; just let me know so I can read, too, &apos;kay? *grins*  I know this&apos;ll be disappointing.  I promised a lot more bonuses that I never delivered, but it just seems like it&apos;s time to end this.  Not saying I&apos;ll &lt;i&gt;never&lt;/i&gt; come back to it.  Just that, at this point with this bonus, it&apos;s time to move on.  Hope everyone enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.  These boys are way too much, let me tell ya… *laughs*  And, hopefully, I&apos;ll be back soon with some YooMin for everyone. ^_^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Previous:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=dreaming_col&amp;amp;keyword=Possession&amp;amp;filter=all&quot;&gt;Possession&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=dreaming_col&amp;amp;keyword=Possession+Bonus+Scene&amp;amp;filter=all&quot;&gt;Possession Bonuses&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=dreaming_col&amp;amp;keyword=Possession+Sequel:+Falling&amp;amp;filter=all&quot;&gt;Falling&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/24857.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Bonus #9 (first for Falling)&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/25871.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Bonus #10&lt;/a&gt;, &lt;a href=&quot;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/27258.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Bonus #11&lt;/a&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://dreaming-col.livejournal.com/28030.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Despite the light smile playing on his lips, his expression is serious.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 21:11:27 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>1000+1 Members!</title>
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  <description>&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I know I&apos;m not a mod or anything, but...&lt;/font&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;5&quot;&gt;HAPPY 1000+1 MEMBERS!! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;*throws confetti*&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;(i would totally make a banner, but i&apos;m too ps-challenged ROFL.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;JaeMin/JoongShim/SoulFighter Fighting!&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 19:57:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SEQUEL I LIKE YOU {Reply Love}</title>
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  <description>title: reply love&lt;br /&gt;pairing: minjae&lt;br /&gt;length: oneshot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;summary: ending of two strangers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://kimjaeshim.livejournal.com/5493.html&quot;&gt;http://kimjaeshim.livejournal.com/5493.html&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>DBSK _ Why Have I Fallen In Love With You ?</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jul 2008 02:47:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Unplugged [Ficlet]</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Unplugged&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Changmin/Jaejoong; PG-13; AU, Fluff&lt;br /&gt;Written for &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;15_minute_fic&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/15_minute_fic/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;16&apos; height=&apos;16&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://community.livejournal.com/15_minute_fic/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;15_minute_fic&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&apos;s challenge of word #71: &lt;i&gt;Disconnect&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/grey_letters/20584.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Changmin and Jaejoong have themselves a little playtime affair when Yunho called in to announce that he&apos;ll be home late.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;*x-posted.&lt;/small&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2008 19:57:56 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>The Subtleties of Voodoo (Some Say Love)</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;The&amp;nbsp;Subtleties of&amp;nbsp;Voodoo (Some Say Love)&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; kayjayloves &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Chapter:&lt;/strong&gt; 1/1 &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; Jaemin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Band:&lt;/strong&gt; DBSK/TVXQ/THSK &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Genre:&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;drama/romance &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; PG &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Warning:&lt;/strong&gt; cussing xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; &apos;fraid I don&apos;t own these loves. &lt;div&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Synopsis:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;em&gt;But – “Need help?” and even though you can do it yourself, (you’re not a kid) you let him crouch down, tongue between his teeth as his hands work. Loop, twist, knot.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comments:&lt;/strong&gt; For&amp;nbsp;&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;eviel_bubble&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://eviel-bubble.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://eviel-bubble.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;eviel_bubble&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp; &amp;lt;3 The lovely&amp;nbsp;prompt she gave me has been&amp;nbsp;incorporated straight into the piece.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://kayjayloves.livejournal.com/55139.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Ficcu&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2008 07:34:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Reluctant Bride</title>
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  <description>&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Title:&lt;/strong&gt; Reluctant Bride&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Author:&lt;/strong&gt; Sum3r&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Pairing:&lt;/strong&gt; Jaemin + YoSuYun&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Rating:&lt;/strong&gt; NC-17&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/strong&gt; Plot is mine and the characters too. ( *snort*&lt;span style=&quot;mso-spacerun: yes&quot;&gt; &lt;/span&gt;only the plot then I guess D: )&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary:&lt;/strong&gt; Changmin is forced to enter &lt;span style=&quot;COLOR: black&quot;&gt;Kyung &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;Nam&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;’s all-&lt;span style=&quot;mso-bidi-font-weight: bold&quot;&gt;boys&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;mso-bidi-font-weight: bold&quot;&gt;school’s pageant contest as a result of his stubborn boyfriend. Jaejoong is fixated on Changmin wearing a wedding dress. Throw in some meddling friends, hidden pairings and a deep dislike of lace, and you have yourself one reluctant bride.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[A/N]:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial; mso-bidi-font-weight: bold&quot;&gt; Because I haven’t written JaeMin beyond BoY and because my readers asked for smut (since it’s been so long) I give you this. Don’t even ask me how it happened; just blame my muse. ^^~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://sum3r.livejournal.com/20139.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;[Part One]&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://sum3r.livejournal.com/20232.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;[Part Two]&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jul 2008 05:01:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&quot;Lovin&apos; You&quot; - Chapter 14</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;LOVIN’ YOU - CHAPTER 14&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Lovin’ You&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; despair26 @ livejournal.com (&lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;wordsofdespair&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;wordsofdespair&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; R (Language, Angst, Abuse, Smut)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairings:&lt;/b&gt; YunJae, JaeMin , YooSu&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Jae Joong is not sure whether he wants out of his abusive relationship with Yun Ho or not. When they move to a new city to start University together Jae Joong makes new friends much to the disapproval of Yun Ho. Will Yun Ho ever understand his lover or will Jae Joong find love somewhere else?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; Don&apos;t own them and I how they are portrayed in the fic is not what they are like in real life. I hope.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Previous:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/5998.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 1&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6263.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 2&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6512.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 3&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/6857.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 4&lt;/a&gt;  | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7059.html&quot;&gt; Chapter 5&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7209.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 6&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7858.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 7&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/7982.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 8&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/9106.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 9&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/11371.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 10&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/11568.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 11&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/12179.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 12 (Part 1)&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/12543.html#cutid1&quot;&gt; Chapter 12 (Part 12)&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/13023.html#cutid1&quot;&gt; Chapter 13&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*********************************************&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://wordsofdespair.livejournal.com/13196.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Chapter 14&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;The space in between us disappeared in a matter of mere seconds, Changmin’s dry lips crashing against my own with an unnerving force. I pulled back to catch my breath, chest heaving as Changmin looked at me, brushing my hair out of my eyes and leaning in to kiss me again. &lt;/i&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:21:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SEQUEL DOE:Against the Law: {I Like You}</title>
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  <description>&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;2&quot; color=&quot;#008080&quot;&gt;title: I LIKE YOU&lt;br /&gt; pairing: MinJae&lt;br /&gt; ;&lt;br /&gt; summary: in the last one-shot, changmin had asked jaejoong on a date. in this one-shot, the story would tell what happened after jaejoong rejected him. :D enjoy! (First shot can be found in my journal)&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class=&quot;ljcut&quot; text=&quot;I LIKE YOU&quot;&gt;  &lt;p align=&quot;center&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;SEQUEL: I Like You&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p align=&quot;center&quot; class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: center;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;“&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(95, 73, 122);&quot;&gt;Please go out with me&lt;/span&gt;”, he was smiling, silently hoping that good thing would come to him.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;However, he shouldn’t be very confident with himself because not everything was as he expected. I didn’t know why I did that to him, but I just did. What was I thinking that time? Maybe I was very nervous and totally shocked by the surprise invitation.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;“&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(95, 73, 122);&quot;&gt;I don’t want&lt;/span&gt;”, involuntary I shook my head. I saw his smile faded right after I rejected him. He looked surprise too. Argh! Poor Changmin, I ran from him after that, feeling guilty looking at his dejected face.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;The Asking-Him-Out-But-Failed incident had passed one week. People must be forgotten about that already and moved on with their life, right? But this phase didn’t include in Shim Changmin’s principle. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;I didn’t know how to put this. Should I say this was my luck or bad luck? Because, at the time I became SM’s trainee, I was being introduced to my new manager. Unexpectedly, my manager turned out to be Shim Changmin, the guy I had rejected. I was happy to see him alive again but he wasn’t. What a ‘&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(191, 191, 191);&quot;&gt;beautiful&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;’ fate. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;He acted like he didn’t know me at all nor met me before. I felt disappointed. I did try to talk to him, asking whether he was mad at me. His response answered me. He yelled at me, accusing I was trying to escape from my practices by nearing him. What the heck?! I did not! Yelling wasn’t enough for him. He even gave me some extra practices after lessons. All the trainees noticed the not-so-good bond between us. They pitied me. Even Junsu willingly to accompany me until late night but when Changmin found out, he casually asked Junsu to go straight home. He said, “&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(148, 54, 52);&quot;&gt;Jaejoong is happy to be alone by himself. Please don’t ruin his happiness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;”. Jaishikka!!! He didn’t know what he was talking about. Which people felt happy when they were alone? Then something struck me, he was saying that because of the rejection. He sarcastic me!&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;Almost nearly a month he was punishing me for my ‘&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(191, 191, 191);&quot;&gt;mistake&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;’. He forced me to come at 6 a.m. and home nearly midnight. I did have rest (when I had my classes at college) and the rest I spent my time with him. What I hated the most was that he didn’t just being mean to me, he was flirting with me also! There was one night, I was feeling very exhausted (nearly dying) and then he came, with a bottle of water and guiltlessly, spill it on my face. I sat up abruptly and he laughed. Devil! I ignored him, still feeling exhausted. Also ignored the water droplets on my face as it felt cool, I didn’t bother to wipe them off. I knew he was staring at me which caused me to blush. I was about to go when he confessed. “&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(148, 54, 52);&quot;&gt;I think you’re sexy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;”, whispered him. That ended us to stare at each other. I was caught off guard by the flirty confession, didn’t realize he was leaning forward, wanting to attach our lips together. But when I did, I just slapped him on the face. We didn’t kiss.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;Changmin didn’t come to check my practices for couple weeks. He did it again, disappearing without reason. He was an irresponsible person ever. I stayed with that thought until Junsu came to me, saying, “&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(95, 73, 122);&quot;&gt;You didn’t know? Changmin-shhi is taking his final exams. He is going to graduate soon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;”. I stunned. He was still studying, like me? I thought he was an old man. I was wrong about him. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;“Going home?” I stopped packing my stuff to turn to the whisper behind me. There he was, standing with hands in the pockets. I noticed his eye-bags. &lt;b&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;color: rgb(79, 98, 40);&quot;&gt;He must be really tired&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;; I thought and nodded at his question. Puffing his cheeks then blew; he proceeded to near me then casually took my bag on the ground, “I take you home then”. I wanted to reject him again since he was tired. I already had his arm in my grip but he cut me first. “I’m fine. Don’t mind me”, he knew. Weakly smiling, he held my hand on our way out. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;I was the one who broke the ice first, asking him questions. “You look tired. Was the exam really that bad?” He chuckled, glimpsing at me, “Nope. It was easy... It just I had to tutor some delinquents from my grandfather’s school. They were suffering me”. I nodded, but then he suddenly laughed. I confusingly looked at him, “What?”&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;With a proud grin, he said, “You cared for me. That’s lovely”. My eyes widened, knowing what he said was true. Trying to cover myself, I scolded him. “Just drive”.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;When we arrived at my home, he told me that he was no longer working with the SM starting tomorrow. His grandfather threatened him to work for him if he didn’t want to lose his car. I surprised that he just agreed to work the job he hated for a car. He was really different. Before he let me went inside, he apologized me for everything he did. That touched me.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;“I didn’t mean to hurt you in any ways… I know you hate me and I’m sorry” he paused, inhaling strength. “I like you very much!” exclaimed him. I stunned even more. Realizing it was too much; Changmin tried to smile and then excused himself to go. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;He walked away like that allowing myself to see a sad soul was flying away. It wasn’t a nice picture to see. So I called him, stopping his track. He turned and froze. His eyes opened big, truly surprised and awaked. This was unnaturally come from me. I didn’t want to this ever since I believed I was straight. I guessed I was wrong about myself. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;I called him. He turned. I ran to him, grabbing his neck and kissed him fully on the lips. That caught him by surprise. I pulled away quickly as it felt embarrassing and Changmin automatically touched his lips with his finger. My face already reddened and he was still in shock, eyes were severally blinking. Then he gawked at me, unbelief. But it was only for a moment before his lips then formed a smirk. He felt proud and satisfied.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;“I won” he stated proudly, then hugged me and I laughed, hugging him even tighter. Yes, he just won my heart. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class=&quot;MsoNormal&quot; style=&quot;text-align: justify;&quot;&gt;&lt;span lang=&quot;EN-US&quot; style=&quot;&quot;&gt;+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>YUI - SUMMER SONG</lj:music>
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  <title>[FIC; JAEMIN] Obsidian - Chapter 9</title>
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  <description>&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/roselit/pic/0002a62e/&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://pics.livejournal.com/roselit/pic/0002a62e/s320x240&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; height=&quot;213&quot; width=&quot;320&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Obsidian [Chapter 9]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Authors:&lt;/b&gt; Diane &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;roselit&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;roselit&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &amp; Jenni &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;mcgrjc6&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mcgrjc6.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://mcgrjc6.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;mcgrjc6&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; DBSK/SuJu crossover, action/violence, [sexual] romance, drama&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s):&lt;/b&gt; JaeMin (mainly)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG-15 to NC-17 (violence, smut, profanity, etc.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don’t own any of the people in my writing (with the exception of minor OCs); I only own the plot &amp; words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; He’s leading a double life few people know about: poor college student by day, lethal assassin by night, with a dark past that drives him on until he finds out the truth and fulfills an obscure revenge that continues to plague him with each passing day. [full summary at journal]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;( &lt;a href=&quot;http://jjigae.livejournal.com/6271.html&quot;&gt;&apos;Stop it, Jaejoong.  You’ve already had too much.&apos;&lt;/a&gt; )&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:13:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[FIC] T for Trace</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;T for Trace&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Jaejoong/Changmin | PG-13 | one-shot&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;( &lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/inlightof/5785.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;Inside your heart, I&apos;m dreaming.&lt;/a&gt; )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/b&gt;Enjoy.&lt;b&gt;&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:15:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Flickers of Adoration ( 3/8 )</title>
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  <description>Title: Flickers of Adoration&lt;br /&gt;Written By: Perriwynkkle&lt;br /&gt;Rating: PG&lt;br /&gt;Pairing: JaeMin (Jaejoong x Changmin)&lt;br /&gt;Length: 3/8 drabbles&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;Disclaimer: SM Entertainment owns the boys....if I did, they would be tied&amp;nbsp;up&amp;nbsp;to my bed posts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Summary: (I can&apos;t remember the old summary I wrote, so here is a new one LOL)&amp;nbsp; Love is a funny thing isn&apos;t it?&amp;nbsp;Kind of like a roller coaster ride of ups and downs, and&amp;nbsp;circles and swirls, all of them making you sick at one point, then making you feel lighter than air.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Author&apos;s Note:&amp;nbsp;Hunger is one of the better names I have ever thought of when it comes to describing any kind of longing type of emotion. This little drabble, it is one that&amp;nbsp;I just got to pop into my head yesterday night while thinking about how to write smut....LOL!&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;http://community.livejournal.com/silkenstorybox/4127.html#cutid1&quot;&gt;http://community.livejournal.com/silkenstorybox/4127.html#cutid1&lt;/a&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>I&apos;m Yours - Jason Mraz</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 23:15:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>[oneshot; jaeho/jaemin] Repayment</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; Repayment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Author:&lt;/b&gt; Diane &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser&apos; lj:user=&apos;roselit&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://roselit.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;roselit&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre:&lt;/b&gt; one-shot; romance, humor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing(s):&lt;/b&gt; JaeHo/YunJae, perplexed&amp;confused!JaeMin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating:&lt;/b&gt; PG (borderline PG-13 because of profanity)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disclaimer:&lt;/b&gt; I don’t own any of the people in my writing; I only own the plot &amp; words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary:&lt;/b&gt; Jaejoong wants a refund from Changmin at the fudge shoppe, but what he receives instead is something beyond his expectations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A/N:&lt;/b&gt; Sequel to &lt;a href=&quot;http://jjigae.livejournal.com/5392.html&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;Everyone loves caramel!&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;( &lt;a href=&quot;http://jjigae.livejournal.com/5919.html&quot;&gt;&apos;I don’t care.  I still want some sort of repayment.&apos;&lt;/a&gt; )&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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