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[FIC] It Was A Dark And Stormy Night... -- Ruki/Reita -- the GazettE

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 20:27:37 GMT

Title: It Was A Dark And Stormy Night...
Chapters: oneshot/drabble-ish
Author: </a></b></a></a></b></a>x_chrizzl3_x (Chris)
Genre: Horror/Angst
Warnings: no beta, language, disturbing imagery, Insanity (?), abuse of real names, strangulation, character death.
Rating: R, for safety.
Pairings/Characters: Ruki/Reita.
Synopsis: He's dead. There's no way he's coming back. I saw his body--bloody, mangled, broken. I don't even want to remember how grotesque his lifeless form looked. [Ruki's POV. Regular POV at end]
Disclaimer: ~~Angsting in the corner of my room~~ Do not own anyone but Xeadth and Reaper. My OCs. No touchy.
Comments: Excuse the cheesy title. It was for English class, one of those papers you pass around and have other people write parts to it. It sucked, so I wrote it the way I had in mind. I had to edit it so it was school appropriate, so this is the REAL version. I hope you like it. o A o

I was sitting alone in my living room, clutching the photo album filled with pictures of me and my late boyfriend in my arms. It had been a week since the tragic car accident that had ended his life. So here I was, in our apartment, unmoving as I mourned his death. It was my fault that he had died, anyway. I'm such a horrible boyfriend. I think pitifully, fingering the fine leather or the cover. It should have been me. He didn't deserve to die. He never did...

Was it too much to ask to feel his warmth--just one more time?

It probably was. He's dead. There's no way he's coming back. I saw his body--bloody, mangled, broken. I don't even want to remember how grotesque his lifeless form looked. But the memories come back in an unexpected rush, sending shivers down my spine and bringing tears to my bloodshot eyes.

What I would do to hear his voice...that deep, rich voice of his...

"Taka-chan..." I tense at the sound of my name. The speaker's voice is deep, yet garbled and raspy, like something is stuck in their throat that doesn't belong there. What a familiar voice...it brings back memories of Akira's voice--whispering sweet nothings into my ear at the local park, laughing when our drummer hit our lead guitarist in the eye with one of his drumsticks, moaning my name as he pounded into me the night before his death, screaming for me to get down as that car rammed into ours...

"Have you forgotten me already...?" No. It-it can't be.

My head whips around wildly as I abruptly rise to my feet, the album I was clutching clattering soundlessly to the carpet. Eyes landing on the front door, I see a figure obscured by the shadows, arms folded over their chest. Slowly, the person steps into view, and my assumptions appear to be correct.

It's Akira. His bleach-blond hair and noseband--torn slightly--are a dead giveaway. However, he can't possibly be alive. A few large pieces of shattered glass are wedged in his throat, exposed skin littered with shards of metal and even more glass. Rather than being slightly tanned, his skin is ashen. His eyes are void of anything, dark bags prominent beneath them. Akira's clothes are bloodied and ripped, bones and muscle showing due to deep lacerations on some parts of his body. It looks like some of his bones are even bending the wrong way.

He can't possibly be alive--no--this can't be real. It's got to be a dream, nightmare, something imaginary.

"Did you miss me?" He asks in that garbled voice of his, advancing on me with awkward and limping legs. "Because I've missed you, Taka-chan." He grins, flashing his red-stained, chipped teeth.

Despite his frightening appearance, I find myself gravitating towards his lanky frame. In truth, I just want him to hold me again. "You don't know how much I've missed you, Aki..." I breathe, using the nickname I gave him even before we were a couple.

His arms wrap around my shoulders, staring down at me with those dead chocolate-coloured eyes of his. My hands rest on his cheeks, and I feel myself leaning in closer, closer, closer--

"It's all your fault, Takanori." My lips don't even have a chance to meet his. My eyes widen, boring into his. Suddenly, they're so full of...of...anger. Or was it hatred? I couldn't really tell.

"A-akira...?" He smirks darkly at me, eyes ablaze as his hands shift to rest next to my shoulders.

"If you hadn't forgotten your bag at practice, I'd still be alive. I wouldn't have been hit by that drunk driver," HIs hands moved towards my neck with each word, "and I wouldn't be dead." His raspy voice cracks, fingers stroking my neck in a psuedo-gentle manner. "See? It's all your fault."

Tears welled in my eyes. "I-I never wanted this to happen. I never meant for it to happen." I wince as his fingers slowly wrap around my neck. "I'm sorry." Something flickered behind those eyes of his.

"Sorry...? Sorry?! You're sorry?!?" The volume of his voice was steadily escalating, his fingers tightening around my throat. "I'm DEAD!! Sorry means nothing to me! It doesn't matter, it doesn't make a difference! Are you fucking stupid?! What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

How can I respond with my air supply being cut off like this? Strangled, gagging noises escape my constricted airway, tears steadily cascading down my rosy cheeks. "A-aki..." I choke out, fingers clawing feebly at his bony hands as saliva dribbles down my chin. "St-stop..." I plead, gasping as his grip tightens. At this rate, he'll crush my throat. At this rate, I'll be dead.

"You don't deserve to live." He hisses out, gripping my neck so tightly that there's no way for me to inhale or exhale--even in the slightest. I can't even think straight anymore. My lungs are burning, screaming for sweet air. I don't want to go like this.

The world starts to tilt and shift, my hazy brain registering movement. Suddenly, cold air is on my back. Where am I? My half-lidded eyes gaze blankly at Reita as blackness creeps into the corners of my vision.

"You'll be with him soon." What? What's he saying? That isn't Reita's voice...

I'm met with blood-red eyes, sharp, crooked teeth, and then...I'm falling. My breath rushes back to me, hand reaching out for Reita (is it really him...?). But before I have a chance to call out for him--

"My lord..." An agitated voice echoes in the pitch blackness. Blindly, he enters the god's room, only to see the anorexically-thin boy fiddling around with strings attached to a morbid doll. The dark-haired male looks up at his right-hand man, questioning red eyes hidden beneath a veil of bangs.

"Yes, Reaper?" The God Of Death hums, messing with the strings a little more before discarding the doll elsewhere.

"Xeadth--my lord--even though you allowed those two to enter Aft-eR-Lyphe together, I do not think that it was necessary--or fair--to mess with Matsumoto Takanori's mind in such a manner. Your illusions are cruel things."

A giggle fills the air, wild red eyes staring up at the older man. A twisted grin stretches across the seventeen-year-old's face--defying his true forty-thousand plus years of existence.

"Oh, but it's fun~"

--

Yes, the products of my mind are rather strange sometimes.

BTW, Xeadth rarely lets people move on to 'Aft-eR-Lyphe' together--he tends to separate people. Those that don't move on are turned into dolls/marionettes/puppets. Xeadth has a large collection.

Also, excuse the addition of OCs. I hope this was okay. .____.

Comments?

FAN--

*bricked*

~Chrissu<33

[FIC] All I Want Is You - Reita x Ruki - o6/o7

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 02:29:19 GMT

Title: All I Want Is You
Chapters: o6/o7
Author: Moi!! yumyumcherry
Genre: AU, Romance? Slight humor.
Warnings: Stripper!Ruki...? xD and Reita likes to swear. Oh yeah. No beta. =X may be more in the future.
Rating: ~~PG-15~~ R
Pairings/Characters: ReitaxRuki, AoixUruha [the GazettE, obviously xD], ToraxShou [Alice Nine], AijixMaya [LM.C] More in the future.
Synopsis: He knew it wasn't the the best job, and knew many people probably-and did-think lowly of him. He could see it all in those judging eyes. But it didn't matter, because his sex appeal got him where he wanted, and the money kept him where he needed to be.
Comments: OMG. a whole two months without a single update! I'm so sorry guys =3=! *fail* But at least my Reituki muses are tryin to come back for this fic riiighht?? lol Hope you didn't forget about it! >.< enjoy!

Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three | Chapter Four | Chapter Five

It had been a few days sense Ruki was over-and sense their little... incident happened. But even though Reita felt anything but awkward the next morning, Ruki just continued acting like nothing had happened. And the blonde didn’t dare to bring it up. But with a kiss, the shorter blonde was gone, leaving that warm fluttery feeling behind in Reita’s heart.

Said man clapped his cell phone shut after a long conversation between him and the dancer. Just talking to him about anything-even the weather-had Reita smiling like a dork to himself and letting out a content sigh. Was he really falling as hard for Ruki as he thought? Everything about him was just so perfect. Even his imperfections where perfect to him-if that made sense, Reita wasn’t really sure it did when said out loud. His smile still stayed in tact when he thought about the date he had just set up with the dancer. In a couple hours they where going to go out for dinner, and he couldn’t wait to see the cute blonde again.

His peaceful thinking paused abruptly when the familiar tone of his cell phone played the semi-quiet room. He flipped it open to see ‘Uruha =D’ displayed on the screen. He answered the call, putting his cell up to his ear.

“Moshi moshi?”

“REIIIITTAAAAAA!!!!” Uruha practically screamed causing Reita to cringe and pull the receiver away from his ear some.

“Yes...?”

“I have phenomenal news to tell you!!! YOU. MUST. MEET. UP. WITH. ME. NOW. I’ll be at an outside table at the caf we usually go to.”

“Okay! Calm down! What the hell is wrong with you!?” Reita questioned, amusement clearly lace with his deep voice.

“Oh no. It’s what’s right with me. You’ll see when you get here!”

“But Ur–“

“I’LL BE WAITING! BYE!”

“–uha...” Reita sighed. Guess he had no choice.

Reita squinted his eyes as he walked down the street, bustling with people chatting and smiling with one another. It was bright, sunny day. And he couldn’t help but smile to himself also. He caught something at the corner of his eye and turned to see Uruha waving enthusiastically, and motioning him to join them at their outside table at the café. Them, being Aoi, Maya, and Miyavi. He briefly wondered where Aiji was at again.

“REI~~~ SIT! SIT!” Uruha all but yelled bouncing in his seat, and pointing to an empty chair between Maya and Miyavi. The blonde was surprised Miyavi didn’t try anything when he sat down, he seemed in a bit of a daze. The tall blonde smiled cheekily, and wrapped an arm around Aoi’s waist and Reita’s brow rose at he stared at them.

“Eh...?”

“Guess what Rei-chan!” He cringed at the nickname.

“Umm...”

“Yesss...?”

“You and .... Aoi....?”

“Yesss~~?”

“Are....?”

“TOGETHER! YES.” He shouted, innocent people and children staring at him shocked and slightly frightened by his sudden outburst.

“Isn’t that great? Our little Uru finally found love!” Maya sighed happily, a lollipop clamped between his plush lips yet again, and he was wearing a ball cap that was turned to the side.

“Right, Miya? Miyaaa??” Maya pouted, reaching around Reita to smack him on the back of the head.

“Oi!? What was that for?” He frowned.

“Stop thinking about Kai and be happy for Uruha!” Miyavi blushed and scratched the side of his half shaved head. Kai...? He did kind of look like a love sick puppy. Reita chuckled at the thought of mother hen, sweet little Kai with Uruha’s colorful, crazy friend. Weird.

“Er, congratulations guys.” He finally said staring at his two best friends as they hugged, thanking him. He couldn’t believe Ruki was right. And Kai...

“Did you already tell Kai...?” Reita asked-noticing how Miyavi perked up some at the mention of his name.

“Yeah.” Aoi answered chuckling.

“But all he said was ‘finally!’...” Uruha added with a pout, and Aoi kissed his cheek. The pout immediately forming into a bright smile. Reita just laughed. They conversed for a little while until Uruha looked at Reita with a devious glint in his eyes.

“Sooo... Reita. How was Ruki~?” Said man coughed awkwardly, a fine blush quickly finding its way to his cheeks.

“We didn’t do anything!” He said, trying to quickly dismiss this conversation from where it was heading.

“You’re lying Reita! I’ve known you for years. I can tell when your lying. Plus, those bite marks on your neck tell me otherwise. So tell me, he was good, riiiigghht?” Aoi smirked at his pervy lover. Them being best friends for a long time allowed him to not feel so uptight about his behavior, especially sense he was talking to Reita. And this.... unfortunately was just the kind of person he was.

“N-No!” Reita gasped, hands flying to his neck to cover the love marks desperately.

“Uh oh, he’s stuttering Uru~” Maya snickered, licking his lollipop.

“So he was good, ne~” Miyavi grinned, jumping in.

“S-Shut up, guys! I t-told you. We didn’t d-do anything!... too bad anyway...” He muttered the last bit under his breath, but Uruha had the ears of a blind cat.

“Ooooo!! Rei! Being naughty! Details, girlfriend!–“

–‘I’m in love with a stripper~’

CricketCricket.

“...Rei.... was that your cell phone...?” The blonde turned beet red, coughing awkwardly again and turned around from the other men to pick up his cell.

“Moshi Moshi?”

“Hi, Rei!” He smiled when he recognized Ruki’s smooth voice.

“Hey, Ruki.”

“Heh, he’s talkin’ to his lil’ boy toy,” Maya snickered looking at Uruha who giggled evilly.

“I have some... bad news actually...” He mumbled, and Reita’s brows furrowed slightly.

“...What is it?”

“I can’t make it to our date tonight.” Reita’s heart sank, and a frown found it’s way to his face.

“Oh..”

“Hey? Don’t be sad, okay? I’ll make it up to you. I promise. Something... important came up.” He said slowly, as if trying to make something up quickly. Reita sighed. They could just go on a date another time. Things happen. So he smiled again, and nodded to himself.

“It’s okay. I’ll see you later then?” Reita asked, practically feeling Ruki’s own smile on the other end.

“Of course.”

“Alright then, bye~”

“Bye-bye~~”

Reita turned around with a sigh, and the other stared at him worriedly.

“What happened?” Uruha asked, studying the slight pout on Reita’s lips.

“Nothing.. I was just going to go out with Ruki tonight. But something came up.” Reita explained, stuffing his cell phone back in his pocket. They all ‘aw’ed, making the blonde roll his eyes at their “sympathy”, if he could call it that.

“I’m sure something was going to ‘come up’ even if they did go on their ‘date tonight, if you catch my drift....” Miyavi snickered, and Uruha kicked his knee under the table, making him yelp.

“Now is not the time for jokes!”

Reita ignored them, looking at a large clock hanging inside the café they where sitting out side of and gasped.

“I’m going to go now. My show comes on soon!” He said as he stood up, nearly toppling over. He didn’t plan on watching his drama he secretly viewed every week because he was going to spend his time making sure he looked good for Ruki. But.. Sense there was no Ruki today, he was going to bum around and watch lots of TV and play lots of video games.

Uruha rolled his eyes and pouted, “Why can’t you just hang out with us!?”

“Uruha, this is Reita we’re talking about. When have we ever been more important then his TV??” Aoi teased with a lopsided smirk, and Reita rolled his eyes again.

“Yeahh... Bye!” He chuckled and ran off when Uruha’s jaw slacked in surprise.

“Do you see that!? He doesn’t even feel remorse!” He complained , and the other’s laughed. And it didn’t take too long before Aoi had to be on his way also-with a better reason of course.

“Are you coming to my place after work...?” Uruha whispered against Aoi’s full lips before he pulled away from their warm hug and short kiss. Aoi grinned.

“You know it~”

“I bet you five dollars they’re talking dirty.” Maya murmured, leaning in to whisper to Miyavi.

“Okay. I bet you your five dollars they’re talking dirty.” Miyavi whispered back slyly.

“Deal!” Maya agreed quickly, his dimpled grin slipping off once he realized what the other said. “WAITWAIT!!–“

“No! It’s too late!” Miyavi snickered, dodging Maya’s punches.

“Hey, kids! Play nice!” Uruha said loudly when he turned away from Aoi’s retreating back.

Just then Maya began slapping Miyavi’s arms and face, and pulling away to avoid the other’s own girly hits.

“S-Stop! Miya you’re hitting too hard!”

“No! You started it!” He said, still ruthlessly slapping the blonde.

“HEY!” Uruha’s loud voice made them instantly pause-along with every one around them. Mothers and their children halted in their tracks once more, staring at the blonde-and they could have sworn birds and planes stopped mid flight.

“How many times do I have to tell you two to stop making be–RUKI!” The honey blonde suddenly blurted, looking between the two sitting across from him. Maya and Miyavi’s brows rose in confusion-or more like Miyavi’s did seeing as Maya was lacking in that... area.

“Huh?” They both said in unison, and Uruha nearly leaped across the table, pointing to an area behind his two friends across the street.

“Rukkii!” He hissed in a quiet voice. The two turned around slowly, almost as if they expected to meet their doom the moment they did. Indeed they saw the short blonde across the street... standing with an equally short blonde, but was still taller then the dancer.

“Who’s that he’s with...?” Maya asked as they huddled together-meaning Uruha was practically laying across the table. An old man working at the café smirked in satisfaction at the view and teen age girls whipped out their cell phones to snap a few shots before squeeing and bouncing away.

“I don’t know... I’ve never seen him before.” They all squinted, staring across the street and watching the two figures converse in a rather friendly manner. A few seconds passed before Uruha’s eyes widened comically and he gasped.

“WAIT. Didn’t Reita say that Ruki said that something ‘came up’ so they couldn’t go on a date!?”

Maya and Miyavi gasped and stared at each other.

“You’re right!” Maya hissed.

“Then what the hell is Ruki doing with that gu–... oh no.” The honey blonde sighed solemnly , sitting back in his chair-much to the old man’s displeasure. “He must be...”

“Cheating on Reita!” Maya shouted.

“I KNEW YOU COULDN’T TRUST STRIPPERS!” Miyavi shouted also.

“Wait guys,” Uruha took a deep breath, looking at both of them, “Let’s not jump to conclusions! It could just be a... really important friend or something.” Just then Ruki smiled brightly, pulling the other man into a tight hug, making Uruha’s jaw slack.

“That WHORE!” He shouted, shooting up from his seat, “Oh no. Uru don’t play that.” he said getting ready to jump over the table and run across the street to give both of therm a piece of his mind.

“Wait! Uruha don’t!” Both Maya and Miyavi yelled, running over to hold him down.

“Well I gotta do something! NO ONE hurts my Rei-Rei!” he defended with an angry pout.

“But we don’t know if that guy is actually more then a friend, remember!” This time, Maya tried to reason. Not wanting to believe the worst for Uruha’s best friend.

“Though, it wouldn’t be surprising...” Miyavi murmured, earning a glare from Maya.

Uruha just sighed again, and sat down nodding. “Okay, okay... you guys are right.” He looked back at the two figures who began walking down the street.

“Wait!? Were are they going? We can’t just let them go!” Miyavi said looking across the street also so they wouldn’t loose them.

“I’ve got an idea...!” Uruha said pulling his giant purple “man purse” from behind him and digging through it.

“Ooo, I normally like Uruha’s idea’s.” Miyavi snickered, and Maya nodded. A second later the said man pulled out three pairs of sunglasses and three walky-talkys. One pair of sunglasses was hot pink, one had zebra print, and the other was a sparkly purple. Uruha instantly grabbed the sparking purple ones, Maya grabbed the hot pink, and Miyavi snagged the zebra print and smirked.

“These are sweet! Can I keep them?”

“No! It’s for emergency spying only! Now take a walky-talky.” And they all did so after slipping on their sunglasses cooly.

“Alright boys, it’s go time.” With that they went scurrying across the street towards the two blonde who had gotten quite a distance away.

“Where’d they go...??” Miyavi whispered into the walky-talky.

“I don’t know...” Maya spoke back into the walky-talky, sneaking along behind him.

“Well how many people in Japan have bleached hair in this area!” Uruha complained, walking ahead of his two friends. People walked passed them, giving them odd stares as they whispered into the walky-talky’s-despite they where standing right next to each other. Surely, they’d be the talk of city soon. Or they’d get thrown in the nut house for being a threat to society. One or the other.

They ran along a building, eyes scanning for the two blondes.

“Hey! Look!”

“What?? What!? Do you see them!?”

“No! Buy one porn, get one free! That is a fucking deal!” Miyavi said excitedly, eyeing one of the cases in the shop window that had “TIGHT END” as it’s title, written in suggestive white sloppy lettering.

Both Uruha and Maya groaned, slapping the tattooed mans head. “Miyavi! Reita’s future depends on us and you’re worried about porn!?”

“Owww! I’m sorry! Geez...” He whined adjusting his zebra sunglasses and rubbing the shaved part of his head. Uruha rolled his eyes and continued walking. They reach the corner of the building, and peeked around the edge and Miyavi gasped.

“Look!”

“What!? WHAT!?”

Miyavi smiled warmly, “It’s Kai!”

“UGH. MIYAVI!” Uruha was ready to pull out his hair.

Miyavi skipped off over to the dimpled man who was walking out a Starbucks with a green tea frappuccino in hand.

“One soldier down, roger that.”

Uruha raised a fine brow at the tall blonde and Maya snickered sheepishly.

“Sorry, couldn’t resist.”

Uruha laughed, then rolled his eyes at Miyavi when he surprised Kai-and it was a pleasant surprise it seems by the other’s smile.

“Well, I guess we’re the only one who is going to find out what’s going on. Miyavi... damn traitor.”

“THERE THEY ARE!” Maya exclaimed suddenly, pointing across another street, in front of an hotel were Ruki and his little friend where now standing.

The two blondes quickly made their way over there, hiding in a bush in front of the fancy looking hotel.

“This place is pretty nice. That gold digger!” Uruha spat, as he watched them converse a little more and Maya nodded in agreement. Their whole ‘wait and see’ agreement thrown out the window.

Uruha looked at the unknown man with Reita’s man with a scrutinizing gaze, and Maya gave him a disgusted look as he unwrapped another lollipop and shoving it angrily in his mouth.

Then Ruki gave the man another long, tight hug, and Uruha made gagging sounds. The man smiled warmly at him, saying something they both couldn’t hear before walking into the hotel and Ruki walked off the opposite way.

“I can’t believe this...” Uruha sighed, “I trusted Ruki!”

“I guess Miya was right. You can’t trust a stripper.”

“HEY! What are you two doing in there!?” A man in a suit yelled, Uruha and Maya stared shocked beneath their sunglasses before stumbling out of the bushes and running away. The honey blonde came to a stumbling stop, bending over to catch his breath dramatically.

“Phew! Man.. That was a work out.” Uruha groaned, straightening up his designer jeans and button up top.

“Uru, we ran like ten feet.” Maya said staring at him with a blank expression.

“Yeah, but that’s like... ten miles.” The other blonde snorted at his exaggeration. They stood there silently for a few moments before Maya spoke up again.

“We should go tell Reita shouldn’t we...?” Maya said quietly, and Uruha nodded with a deep frown.

“Yeah. He has the right to know.”

They removed their ‘spy sunglasses’ and placed their walky-talky’s in Uruha’s man purse before heading the direction of Reita’s apartment. Uruha stopped in his tracks, and Maya turned to give him a quizzical gaze.

“Wait a second...” Uruha said with a irritated glare, directed to no one in particular.

“What is it...?”

“...Miyavi still has my sunglasses!”

***

A/N: Sorry again for the long wait! Omg sooo sorryyy.

But yeah... hope you guys like this update! Yey new characters! Who is this mysterious guy? Is Ruki really ...”cheating?” Is he really a gold digging whore!? D:

well, time for the news to be revealed to Reita!

And lol... Uruha is so not in shape, ne xD” and spy Uru ftw. *likes the spy uru* He was the same in ‘Man, I Feel Like A Woman.” wasn’t he..? xD but worse lol.

anyway! Hope you look forward to the last chapter of AIWIY! <3

I Like Turtles - 1/?? - ReitaxRuki - PG15+

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 21:49:53 GMT

Title: I Like Turtles
Chapters: 1/??
Author: slevin_csheyes
Genre: General. Humor. Smut.
Rating: PG15 (for now)
Warnings: language (for now)
Pairings: ReitaxRuki
Disclaimer: Do not own.
Synopsis: If Reita was thinking of solidifying our relationship by taking me to a dirty lake in the middle of nowhere, then he clearly has the IQ of a reheated pancake...
Notes: This will be a multi-chapter fic, but it won't be very long. Probably not longer than four or five :) Comments are <3

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[fic]Cravings-ReitaxRuki-1/1

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 21:00:52 GMT

Title: Cravings.
Chapters: 1/1
Author: Audio_ri0t | Distorted_ink
Pairings: Reita|Ruki
Genre: Smut, maybe humor.
Rating: Nc-17
Warnings: Blowjobs, chocolate used as a fetish, sexing. The regular.
Disclaimer: I own the chocolate used as a prop 8D! but not Reita or Ruki. *teartear* ; ;
Summary: We all get cravings some stranger than others, but Reita’s cravings seem to be aimed at a certain vocalist.
Comments: For rei_cookie , cause he 'deserves' it ~~ahah jk but happy (early) b-day dude xD~~

"You were trying to be romantic? How cute, but you do know only I can do that, right?"

fic: Kugutsue (ReitaxRuki) 0.5

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 16:22:33 GMT

Title: Kugutsue/傀儡絵
Subtitle: A horror story about teddy bear
Author: Mizuki
Band: Gazette
Pairing: Reita/Ruki(?)
Genre: AU, horror
Rating: R
Warning: yaoi(?), and fetishism(???)
Note: the story itself has barely anything to do with the song “傀儡絵”.XD
Summary: my first R/R story, my mind has constantly been filled with idea of zombies and other monsters, together with our poor Jrockers who have the misfortunate to be in the same sick alternative universe with those monsters. (Dir en grey with zombies together in a live house! Imagine that!) This time I decided that we got some teddy bear horror. If you like Clive Barker’s novels you might also like this one, I’m a big fan of CB! ^O^
0.1, 0.2, 0.3, 0.4

PS: Halloween is near! Happy Halloween!

This time I picked Suspiria(chick the main theme here!) for the theme song thing, here’s the trailer of that masterpiece of Dario Argento.(by now you might notice how much I like Argento’s films…)

The theme song for this chapter, Sighs from Suspiria soundtrack, play it loud!^_^

Chapter 0.5

Ruki ran after the ominous Bear, the further he ran the further away he was from the crowd, from the sound of sea waves he could hear he knew that he was going near the beach side. The Bear was walking on a seemingly slow speed but for some unknown reason Ruki just couldn’t catch up with it.

Right now the Bear was making its way to the top of a small hill and Ruki was still far behind, when the Bear reached the top, it paused, turning back to face Ruki. The youth gasped in shock to see the Bear stood there as if it was waiting for him, but his attention was quickly caught with the two small figures hanging motionlessly on the Bear’s chubby arms, with their heads bending low. For an instant he considered calling the police but he feared that once they got there it would already been too late.

Ruki gasped at what he saw, Aoi…Kai…were they still alive? Hot tear welled up from his sockets and Ruki was left dumbfounded staring at the giant size teddy bear in silence. Then within a blink of an eye the Bear had suddenly vanished.

Once the Bear and the two children went out of his sight, the spell was finally broken, and Ruki was able to move again. Swallowing back tears, the youth chased after the mysterious Bear into the unknown world of darkness.

***

Both having a balloon in their hands, Kai and Aoi went back to look for their older cousin Ruki, but the blonde haired youth was nowhere to be found. Fair-goers walking passed them but so far no one had paid them much attention. The fairground was as crowded and cheerful as always.

The two brothers stood before the empty bunch where they had last seen Ruki sitting on, staring at each other with widened eyes, puzzled. Where did Ruki ni-chan go?

“Where’s he?” Little Aoi asked in a worry tone, he turned again in a vain hope to find Ruki, as he did so his grip on the tape loose and the yellow balloon floated straight up to the night sky.

***

Ruki hurried down the small hill, there was a path before him leading toward the woodland, but the youth had lost sight of the Bear and his two cousins.

The lonely path lead toward a seemingly abandoned cottage, he could see from a distance that the door was unlocked, opening and closing very slowly despite the lack of wind.

Ruki scanned the surrounding away but under the bright moon he could not find the Bear, not in the grassland nor the wood behind the house. Clenching his teeth, he ran toward the abandoned house.

Finally he was standing in front of the darkened abandoned cottage, the worn wooden door at the front was half-opened, revealing the gloominess within, taking a deep breath, Ruki stepped in.

Once inside, the moonlight through the broken windows became the only source of light, even with moonlight reaching into the room it was still very dark and frightening. Trembling slightly, Ruki carefully scanned his surrounding, looking for his two cousins. But there were nowhere in sight, nor did the giant Bear with the strap on his face.

Then he heard laughter, Ruki nearly jumped. There was childish laugher echoing in the dark from somewhere inside the house, from a distance it sounded like Kai and Aoi were laughing. But why would the children laugh? Were they still not aware of the danger they were in?

He turned and turned searching for the direction of where the sounds came from, then he found a half-worn staircase leading toward the upper floor, the childish laughter could be heard again, were they being held captive on the upper floor?

Slowly, Ruki made his way up to the second floor, much to his surprise he found yellowish light poured out from one of the rooms at the far end of the short corridor. As if someone was waiting for him to arrive.

It might be a trap, the alarm in his mind was ringing loudly, but it was too late, Ruki had already gone that far to save his two cousins. He looked around for a while before he noticed there was a broken wooden strip lying at the corner of the staircase, and it looked sharp enough. Immediately Ruki gripped the strip before he stepped into the corridor.

It took not more than 20 seconds for him to reach the room with light pouring out from behind its half-closed door, but for Ruki it felt like an eternity. His nervously looked around half-expecting for the hideous Bear or some other monsters to jump out in every second but it never happened. Soon he was right in front of the room in question, Ruki carefully peered inside, almost immediately he caught sight of a small lamp sat on the ground at the far corner, at the opposite side two small figures sat side by side on a broken bench, silence. No one else was there in the small room.

Relief to find his cousins seemingly unharmed, Ruki rushed forward, hoping to check whether the children were still conscious or not. He called out their names but there was no response. The moment the youth’s hands touched upon Kai’s form the child suddenly collapsed and fell to the ground with a loud bang, his head separated from the neck and rolling off the corner.

Ruki’s eyes widened in horror, staring at the broken, headless body near his feet, with the help of the weak lamplight soon he realized it wasn’t a living child to begin with, just a dirty boy-doll that looked a bit similar to Kai, wearing a clothes that was the same color with Kai’s jacket.

A shiver shook down his entire body and Ruki couldn’t stop himself from losing his balance and fell to the ground. It took a long moment before he could move his muscles of his body again and with great difficulty he turned his head and stared at the figure on the bench whom he had thought to be ‘Aoi’.

This time he discovered that it was just another life-size doll wearing some dirty clothes and with a black wig on.

It really was a trap! How could he be fooled so easily?

There was only silence left inside the small room, Ruki could only stared at the black-haired doll, dumbfounded and defeated. One single thought in his mind: he had to escape from this cursed place.

But before he could stood up and ran all the way downstairs, the lamplight suddenly writhed for a few seconds before it snuffed out, darkness befell immediately.

Ruki’s gasp of surprise was quickly drowned out as the doll sitting on the bench suddenly began to wigged on its own, in the dim moonlight Ruki gazed at the doll in utterly shock as its mouth fell open, and a beads of harsh laughter, clearly coming from a sound-record device within the doll’s throat, rang through the room, louder and louder……

This time Ruki screamed.

Tbc…
Okay, the laughing dolls part is inspired by Dairo Argento’s Deep Red thriller, see the American version of trailer to check the creepy chattering dolls out, you can hear the creepy laughers the doll in the film created!^___^ (Be aware of the violence though!)

Butterfly Kisses

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 18:27:07 GMT

Title: Butterfly Kisses
Chpt: 8

http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/32012.html?#cutid1

Reituki~

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 08:55:48 GMT

Title:Let it be
Genre:Romance/Angst ( I PROMISE IT ENDS HAPPY!!!)
Chapters:One-shot
Pairing:ReitaxRuki
Author:Ryo
Rating:PG
Warnings:SAPPPPPPP....tears....
Disclaimer:I own nothing but my overactive imagination.
Comment(s):Not Beta read. Sorry.

A/N:Inspired by a convo with sprinkledonut.

The blond vocalist hummed softly to himself as he walked around the kitchen, tidying up his apartment. It was a Saturday, and lately they had been rather uneventful for him. So without anything interesting to do, cleaning was his last resort. He was about to finish up the dishes when the sound of his doorbell went off, alerting him of a guest he didn’t know he was having over. He threw the sponge into the sink, wiping his wet hands on the towel before walking over to the door, and looking through the peephole. When only black met his eye he knew instantly who it was. He took a breath, and opened the door.

“Leave it up to you to cover the peephole.”

The bassist smiled, his eyes immediately lighting up when he caught sight of the singer.

“I can’t help it, I feel like I’m being spied on.”

The shorter male merely laughed, stepping aside to let the man in. “Come on in I was just cleaning up.”

“I hope this isn’t a bad time…”

Ruki shook his head, smiling as he led the bassist to the couch. “Not at all, just make yourself at home bab-”

Reita looked up at the vocalist, his eyes just as wide as Ruki’s. Did he hear correctly? Was Ruki about to say-

“Ahh I…Meant Reita…heh. I’ll be back!” The singer rushed out of the living room, and he quickly strode over to the bathroom, his hands slamming onto the counter as he stared into the mirror. How could he have almost let that slip?! Sure it’s only been two weeks since they broke up but he should be over it by now, right? Oh, who was he kidding…he couldn’t get over it. He just…couldn’t. He stared up into the mirror at himself, sighing as he slid down to the ground.

“You just don’t want to get over it…” He told himself aloud.

This is why he hated being near the man now days. He could hear the T.V being turned on, and with one last look at his weak form he shook his head, and went back out. Hoping Reita would just leave that last conversation where it was.

And thankfully the man did.

“What are you doing here anyway?”

Reita shrugged as he stared blankly at the television, his eyes now set to his side to look at the songster with interest. “I was bored. I thought I’d pay my favorite person a visit. That’s all.”

Ruki felt his cheeks burn at that, but only smiled and placed his hands in his lap. “Ahh I see. Well glad you came.”

Silence grew around both men who just stared at the screen ahead of them, both lost in their own thoughts. It would be Reita who finally broke the silence. He looked towards Ruki, and spoke.

“You look nice…”

Ruki slightly taken back by the sudden compliment stared at the other in curiosity.

“Huh?”

“Your hair you look nice like that…Nice to see your straight hair back. No more poodle.”

Ruki chuckled, and let a grin slide across his features. “I’m not sure whether I should feel complimented or insulted.”

The bassist only shrugged once more, his hands now comfortably inside his pockets. “Either way you look-…” He paused before he could say the last of his sentence, and he quickly stared back at the screen of the T.V. Giving it his full attention.

“I look what?” Ruki asked.

The taller blond blushed, his eyes not meeting the younger man’s for fear of letting the truth be known. “…Nevermind.”

“Beautiful?”

The word caught the bassist off guard and he swiftly turned his head to stare shocked at the singer. He opened his mouth to speak but only managed to stutter out a response.

“…Y-Yea…yea that. Beautiful.”

With a heavy sigh the singer gave his friend a bitter smile. This was stupid, and he knew it. He was sure they both knew it. You’d have to be blind or just plain dumb to not see the pain they both were in. He lifted his hand from his lap, placing it gently on Reita’s cheek, his fingertips caressing the soft skin. “What happened to us Aki?”

Sadness quickly flew over Reita’s eyes, and he frowned deeply when those words left Ruki’s mouth. And he answered honestly. “I don’t know.”

Because he didn’t, he could never figure out what went so wrong that they just…let everything crumble. He never wanted that to happen. Reita moved his face to press his cheek further into the warm palm, his heart already fluttering in his chest at the contact. He placed his hand delicately over Ruki’s own, and softly kissed the singer’s wrist.

“But what I do know is…that I miss you…terribly. I see you almost every day of my life, and yet I miss you.”

Ruki’s heart practically broke even more at the sight of his ex-lover so sad. Why was he so stupid?

“Akira…” He choked on his words, his eyes filling with tears as the blond continued to confess to him all he was going through.

“I miss holding you, kissing you…but most of all I miss being able to say I love you, because everyday I wake up and you’re not there I know I don’t have you anymore. You aren’t mine, but I still love you and it hurts to know I can no longer let you know that.”

“Do you mean that?” Those few word already had the vocalist in tears, his lower lip trembling to stop himself from completely breaking.

“Yes, more than you’ll ever know.”

“Then say it to me.”

“I love you.”

Ruki flung himself forward into the arms of his ex, his heart beating rapidly in his chest. This feeling of being in the bassist’s arms…how he missed it. Tears fell freely down his face, his pride no longer an issue as Reita wrapped his arms around his body, pulling him closer as he laid his lips upon the younger man’s forehead. Finally, being able to feel that soft skin beneath his warm lips after so long. Ruki sobbed into Reita’s neck, clinging desperately to the man as if his life depended on it. He knew then he didn’t want to ever let go again. He-no they wouldn’t be foolish this time.

“Be with me.” His voice came out weak, but he had no regrets at showing this. He just wanted the other man so badly. He needed him.

Reita closed his eyes, and let the tears he was holding back fall from his eyes. “I will.”

“Don’t ever leave me.”

“I won’t.”

“Stay with me forever.”

“…I promise.”

****
I don't know why this didn't make any sense to me lmfao....whatever hope you liked it.

[FIC] Worthless War : 05 - Reita/Ruki

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 07:06:18 GMT

Title: Worthless War
Chapters: 05/??
Author: chibi_ruki
Beta: cherryrazor ♥
Genre: AU, Drama, Love/Hate
Pairings: Reita/Ruki
Rating: PG-13 (will eventually rise)
Warnings: Language, Mild violence (some bullying), Strange characterizations
Disclaimer: I don't own the GazettE and never will.
Summary: The bond of a supposedly endless friendship is broken after one, single turn of event, causing things to change; people to change. However, what one may be forcing one self to think is different from what one may be truly feeling. Seeking revenge is believed to extinguish a fiery anger, but a chain of conflicts arises when a burning desire of the heart takes the place of malevolence...
Comments: This is very different from what I usually write and honestly I feel crazy for writing it. And even though it's AU, I'll be using real names too because it's critical.

Prologue | Chapter 01 | Chapter 02 | Chapter 03 | Chapter 04

( Chapter 05 )

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[FIC] Our Escape - ReitaxRuki(MAIN), ReitaxOC, UruhaxRuki (17/??)

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:03:26 GMT

Title: Our Escape
Author ユキ(shizuka_no_yume ) & Murmel (murmeldyr )
Chapters: 17/??
Word count: 4653
Pairings: ReitaxRuki, ReitaxOC, UruhaxRuki
Genre: AU, angst, romance, drama, a little bit of fluff, slight humor
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: foul language, mild violence
Summary: Our RP.
Having gotten enough of his life like it is, Reita runs away from home. On the train to Tokyo, he meets another boy who has also abandoned his home in favour of searching for something more than an empty existence. Different happenings and various people unites the two of them and a lopsided relationship begins.
---we suck at summaries. D:
Disclaimer: We own nobody D:
Comments: Look for more at the bottom of the fic.

01 // 02 // 03 // 04 // 05 // 06 // 07 // 08// 09 // 10 // 11 // 12 // 13 // 14 // 15 // 16

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fic: Kugutsue (ReitaxRuki) 0.4

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 08:02:13 GMT

Title: Kugutsue/傀儡絵
Subtitle: A horror story about teddy bear
Author: Mizuki
Band: Gazette
Pairing: Reita/Ruki(?)
Genre: AU, horror
Rating: R
Warning: yaoi(?), and fetishism(???)
Note: the story itself has barely anything to do with the song “傀儡絵”.XD
Summary: my first R/R story, my mind has constantly been filled with idea of zombies and other monsters, together with our poor Jrockers who have the misfortunate to be in the same sick alternative universe with those monsters. (Dir en grey with zombies together in a live house! Imagine that!) This time I decided that we got some teddy bear horror. If you like Clive Barker’s novels you might also like this one, I’m a big fan of CB! ^O^
0.1, 0.2, 0.3
Note2: my gf had just called me terrible for I’m writing a story with monstrous teddy bear…XD

I was having a hard time packing up good horror movie trailer and theme song for this chapter, and finally I chose Dario Argento’s masterpiece Deep Red……I like the nursery rhythm in the movie the best!

The theme song, again I suggest you to play it on!

then we got the lullaby "School At Night" again from Deep Red as the funfair theme for this chapter, SO PLAY IT LOUD AND GOOD.XD

Chapter 0.4

In that evening, Ruki and his parents had a good time with their relatives, they chatted, having dinner cheerfully all the while……everyone was having fun……perhaps saved for Ruki. The incident in the toy shop had uneven him, he was so confused. What had he done to deserve such strange, unreasonable happening?

In the middle of the gathering party, his two little cousins, Aoi and Kai came up to Ruki, demanding him in a childish manner that he should take them both out for a traveling funfair on a beach nearby.

Ruki smiled, this time it was a true smile instead of the half-hearted ones he had given to everyone in order to avoid catching people’s attention or worrying about him. The youth promised the two little kids he would take them to the fair, and after asking their parents’ permission, the three of them soon left the house and headed for the funfair by the sea.

***

There was still very crowded in the fun fair even though when night deepened, the children were overjoyed at the sight of the display of various thrill rides, game and sideshows, they couldn’t wait to try out the attractions one by one, for quite a few Ruki had to chase behind them before they got themselves lost in such a crowded place.

Finally Ruki guarded Aoi and Kai to two of the wooden horse-seats on a carousel before retreating, he waved cheerfully at the excited children as the carousel started to gallop; at the same he also let out a sign of relief, till the ride came to an end, he would have about two or three minutes of rest before he had to take his cousins home.

He found a bunch near the carousel and sat there, watching people passed by in front of him, suddenly he heard excited shouting and laughing from the other direction so he turned to see what was going on. Then he saw something unexpected.

Right Outside of a black and red sideshow tent, a blond fur teddy bear stood as tall as an adult-man, its short round hand holding various balloons held together by long thin tapes. Ruki had seen a few staff dressing in animal-customs and mask in order to entertain fair-goers, but there was something different about this Bear. Instead of looking like a man wearing an animal-custom and mask, this giant bear appeared to be a perfectly aggrandized version of common teddy bear toy; it looked like a teddy bear in every respect, if it really was just a custom, then what an ingenious custom it would be!

But somehow Ruki sensed that it wasn’t the case, it was not a guy dressing in customs for customers’ amazement, it was the Bear, the Bear which constantly turned up wherever he went, refusing to leave him alone.

The Bear and the balloons it held in its hand had amused the children, they were gathering around the tall chubby, lovable figure of this big teddy, jumping around, demanding balloons, some of them even hugged the Bear’s torso happily. The giant Bear had half-turned away from Ruki, making it difficult to see its face.

However, Ruki felt the air around him had suddenly frozen as he recognized the now-familiar chubby, light-yellow form……in the next second the Bear turned itself around toward Ruki’s direction, allowing the youth to take a good look of its face. It was real! Once again Ruki found himself staring back into the pair of fixed plastic round-eyes; he also recognized the sliver strap that covered the front of its face, and the always-smiling face that was the creepy Bear which he had thrown away.

Ruki blinked, and then blinked again in disbelief, it just couldn’t be! the bear appeared in his parents’ home was just a small child’s toy, but right now standing opposite of him was a large bear as big and tall as a grown-man, how could a silly toy bear transformed into so massive of a size? Ruki had no idea but deep down his heart he knew there was no mistake, it was the Bear!

At that moment Ruki wanted very much to throw up, then he turned his face away from the bear’s gaze, furiously searching for the sight of his two younger cousins, ready to grip them and run away from the fair for good.

He looked back at the carousel but only found that the ride had long came to a stop, no one was there, he quickly looked around his surrounding before he finally caught sight of his two cousins hand in hand together, running cheerfully toward the big smiling blond bear.

“Kai! Aoi! Don’t go there!” he shouted as loudly as he could, but his voice was drowned out by the various noises in the funfair, no one could hear him. the youth began to shoulder pass various fair-goers, struggle to reach the two children, but the two small figures soon disappeared into the crowd, and the crowd of fair-goers was blocking his way. Before Ruki could go to where the Bear stood, the blond fur Bear had already given out all of the colorful balloons, and the children were slowly retreating after getting what they wanted. Still Aoi and Kai was nowhere to be found. Ruki gazed back at the Bear again and found it having its back toward him. But much to his shock, the giant Bear seemed to have two small children in its arms, taking them away from the crowd. Ruki swore he could see one of the children had a short of brown hair and the other one’s was raven black in color, and he had also recognized the jacket Kai had been wearing……

He had taken Aoi and Kai! Ruki was so stunned that he couldn’t even cry for help. He watched as the Bear walking steadily away from the fairground, together with the two children in its arms. He would have to stop him! Someone was hiding beneath this damn teddy-bear custom and took his cousins away, there should be no other explanation. He had taken them both!

Slowly the Bear was walking further and further away, disappearing under the cover of the night, there was no time to waste, Ruki ran toward the same direction to where the Bear had disappeared to, hoping to catch up with it before it was too late.

Tbc…

The fun fair scene in this chapter is inspired the expressionism thriller “The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari “(link) and Mirror Mask
Sorry, I REALLY thought that I can put an end of the story in this chapter, but last night I lost sleep and the funfair scene came to my mind! So more chapters to go!

R'n'R

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:22:26 GMT

Title: R'n'R
Artist: kiyoshiyuu
Rating: fluff
Warning: fluff
Medium: OpenCanvas 3
Characters: Reita & Ruki
Comment: Just a scribble I did during classes and colored in OpenCanvas :D

Follow the link to the fluffiness~

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:07:55 GMT

ruki art ^^ nurse ruki art on my tegakiE http://yuffiethewicked.livejournal.com/983.html

BURIIAL APPLIICANT

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 21:24:19 GMT

Buriial Appliicant
Author: VisualXXChaos
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairing: Reituki! A__A
Genre: Drama, love, suspense, highschool AU.
Rating: R
Warning: Mentions of murder, drugs. Strong language, adult situations. BxB love. TOTAL ANGST~
Summary: After a few years of finishing rehab, and returning back to highschool; Reita finaly got his life back on track...Or so he thought. A giant twist in his teenage life sends his hope and faith plummeting downward, after a family death occurs. And because of that, he must start his life all over from scratch. In his mind, at that point, he knows there is absolutetly nothing to live for. Until his roomate, Ruki, changes his life forever. Emotions runs deep when the both of them devolp strong feelings for each other. But will they be able to love, even if they're not together?
Status: ongoing.
Parts: 1/??

Hello my dear, kill me gently...

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Enjoi !!!

Endless

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 18:49:46 GMT

Title: Endless
Chapters: oneshot
Author: yamada_akiha
Genre: romance/angst
Warnings: Angst
Rating: Nc13
Pairings/Characters: Reita/Ruki
Synopsis: Tears fell like an endless rain… where are you?
Comments: A lot of things happened lately and I lost my best friend over that… It feels as if the whole world had crumbled around me again and I was writing, and this came out. You might want to listen to Endless Rain by X Japan while reading this, but it’s very short. From Ruki's POV.
Disclaimer: I do not own X Japan and Endless Rain, their song.

Endless..

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x-posted.

fic: Kugutsue (ReitaxRuki) 0.3

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:36:54 GMT

Title: Kugutsue/傀儡絵
Subtitle: A horror story about teddy bear
Author: Mizuki
Band: Gazette
Pairing: Reita/Ruki(?)
Genre: AU, horror
Rating: R
Warning: yaoi(?), and fetishism(???)
Note: the story itself has barely anything to do with the song “傀儡絵”.XD
Summary: my first R/R story, my mind has constantly been filled with idea of zombies and other monsters, together with our poor Jrockers who have the misfortunate to be in the same sick alternative universe with those monsters. (Dir en grey with zombies together in a live house! Imagine that!) This time I decided that we got some teddy bear horror. If you like Clive Barker’s novels you might also like this one, I’m a big fan of CB! ^O^
0.1, 0.2

Trailer time, this time we’re blessed with some classical Clive Barker’s horror: Hellraiser I!

Great theme song here! Suggest you to play it while reading!

Chapter 0.3

Not waiting till daybreak, Ruki hurryingly gripped the ominous teddy bear and ran downstairs, he reached for the backdoor and threw the bear out to the rubbish bin outside of the house, then retreated before locking the door behind him.

He stared up at the stairs toward the upper floor, but didn’t feel like going back to his bedroom to sleep any longer. Instead he switched on the light and sat alone in the living room, trying to figure out what had just happened.

Maybe he had been overreacting all along; maybe the incident with the teddy bear was someone playing a trick on him. But who could this be? His parents were out of the question immediately. He had been away from his hometown for years, not many people had known of his return. He thought of all of his old friends and neighbors, but none of them would do such meaningless thing to him. Beside who would know of the existence of this damn teddy bear? He had long forgotten it before he opened the dusty box that day…

The next morning, Ruki’s mother found her son fast asleep on the couch and she had to wake him up. The youth never told his parents what had happened in the previous night. So when later that day his unsuspicious mother asked him to dispose some rubbish outside of the house, Ruki didn’t think twice before he took the plastic bag filled with rubbish, he once again opened the backdoor while humming to himself, walking toward the rubbish bin, then he opened the lid. Ah! The bin was empty, nothing had remained inside. The dustman must have removed the bear along with the other garbage already……Ruki was surprised how much the thought could make him feel relief. He put the bag into the bin, then went back to the house and thought nothing further of the teddy bear.

***

At dusk Ruki’s father was readying to take his wife and child to one of their relatives’ home for a gathering dinner. But before they went they had decided to stop by at a toy shop in order to buy some toys for Ruki’s younger cousins. The youth walked into the shop with his parents but all together he was not so interested in packing up toys anyway, so he left the task to his parents, for they were so fond of their nephews.
Ruki wandered off to the far corner of the shop, the further he went the more he began to notice there was a piece of elegant melody playing, it sounded quite like a nursery rhythm; probably there was a music box playing in somewhere near. Ruki followed the music out of curiosity, until the music led him in front of a closed red velvet curtain, with a smile on his face; Ruki pushed open the curtain to see what had been hidden behind.

What he saw was a blond color teddy bear, with a sliver strap around its face, sitting on top of a small black wooden round table, with an opened music box placed on its laps. The teddy bear had a kind, smiling expression on its face, but the moment Ruki saw it a chill had shook down his spine, for this teddy bear looked so much alike the one he had just disposed of in the previous night……

The youth took a step backward before he noticed his own action, his hold on the curtain loosed and it fell right back to its place, at the same moment the nursery rhythm had also came to an abrupt end, as if someone had shut the music box suddenly, saved for the fact that no one else was there……

If Ruki had been calmer, he would have tried to convince himself that he was in fact inside a toy shop, and teddy bear with the same feature of the one he had found in his parents’ home, should be quite common to see among toys, it should be the case, were there millions of similar-looking teddy bear toy out there among every single toy shop? but right now Ruki couldn’t calm down, the reappearance of this blond fur bear freaked him out more than he could handle. Letting out a gasp of shock, the youth turned away and ran.

He had left too soon that he never heard the sad eerie small voice echoing in the empty corner of the toy shop, barely audible.

Ruki……

Tbc…
Like most of my fanfisc, this story is being dragged on longer and longer….*dead*

[FIC] Knight in Shining... Gold (One-shot) Reita/Ruki/Reita

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 07:13:23 GMT

Title: Knight in Shining... Gold (One-shot)
Author: chibi_ruki
Beta: harucchi ♥
Genre: Humor/Crack-ish
Pairings: Reita/Ruki/Reita
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Language and some violence (I swear it's all because of Ruki)
Disclaimer: I don't own the GazettE and never will.
Synopsis: Instead of confessing to Ruki in a cliché manner like those sappy dramas Reita had seen on TV, he decided to try something different than the norm; something heroic and adventurous... Something involving an attack by 'ninjas' and... a lot of gold?
Comments: Return of the gold and dreads! (Apparently I'm still not over those Ruki-phases xD)

( Knight in Shining... Gold )

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Butterfly Kisses ch7

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:11:59 GMT

Title: Butterfly Kisses
Author: MOI
Pairing(s): Ruki X Reita X Ruki, Uruha X Aoi, Risa X Kai, Risa X Saga
Chapters: 7/??

Genre: Romance, humour, angst and slight horror

Warnings: manXman, language, violence, smut, sensual actions, bad spelling, blood

Summary: "Ruki-kun don't you think you're a little old to be drawing butterflies?" Uruha asked the younger. He was very worried for him. "I don't really care how old I may be because I will always love butterflies and draw them. No one is going to stop that." Ruki said looking down at the flowers from the window of the "A" building on the highschool. Uruha sighed. Little did they know another student became interested in their conversation.

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone as much as I would like to.

Note: This was my first fic written on paper. I am now glad to be able to post it.

Chapter SEVEN:
http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/28505.html#cutid1

[Fic] Road to GazettE: o1- Ruki/Reita

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:54:37 GMT

Title: Road to GazettE
Chapter: 1/??
Author: evilgeniuskoji
Pairing: Ruki/Reita
Genre: General
Rating: PG
Warning: None
Summary: Pre-GazettE era. This is a story about the beginning. This is a story about the long nights and hours and effort and pain they put into this, about the hardships and cracks and strains that threatened to break them up each day. This is a story about the blood and sweat and tears they shed, and the long road that led them where they are.

(Chapter 1)

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[FIC] Until Our Voices Go Out -- the GazettE -- Ruki/Reita -- 9/??

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 18:52:19 GMT

Title: Until Our Voices Go Out
Chapters: 9/??
Author: me (aka </a></b></a></a></b></a>x_chrizzl3_x)
Genre: AU, angst, fluff (right now) SMUTTINESS FOR THIS CHAPTER.
Warnings: no beta, disabled Ruki, manxman love, crappy writing, short-ish chapters. FOR THIS CHAPTER: RUBBING/GRINDING, SEXUAL SCENES, LANGUAGE. (no, there isn't any sex. *coughcoughyetcough)
Rating: Heavy R for this chapter.
Pairings/Characters: Ruki/Reita/Ruki.
Synopsis: AU. Ruki, a 16-year-old born with paralyzed legs and no voice, has always been treated like a child. He's grown tired of it, but will a new face bring hope to his life? (I suck at summaries =A=)
Disclaimer: ~~Bound and gagged in my closet~~ Do not own. ;A; The Gazemen belong to themselves. *teartear*
Comments: I was working with my mom's Special Needs kids when I thought this up. I was having trouble coming up with a title, so I stole a line from Dir en grey's Amber (did a bit of research, it wasn't Red...[Em]. I tend to get some Diru songs mixed up). My first story here, so constructive criticism will be nice. Italicized font is for thoughts and/or flashbacks.

"Merry Christmas, Taka." Ruki awoke to his boyfriend's gentle voice, eyes still heavy from sleep. He felt refreshed, as Reita had cleaned them up last night after their little 'activity'. Ruki's face flushed furiously at the memory of Reita moaning above him, rubbing their bodies together as if his life depended on it. Ruki pulled the covers up to hide his red face from the blond.

"Remembering last night then, I guess?" Reita whispered, pulling the sheets down slightly to brush the fringe out of Ruki's dark eyes. Ruki squeaked, squeezing his eyes shut bashfully. "You have nothing to be embarrassed about. Now come on, let's go open presents." Reita sat up, hoisting the brunette into his arms.

But I do...I really liked it and...I want to do that again...

Ruki was placed down in front of the artificial tree that was used each Christmas at Kai's house. Only two presents were under the tree--one for Ruki from Reita and one for Reita from Ruki. Their friends said that the pair would receive the rest of their gifts later on.

Reita pulled his gift to Ruki out from underneath the tree. "Open yours first." Reita smiled, passing the disabled teen his present. It was a simple box shape, a slightly lumpy envelope attached to the bright wrapping paper. Looking from Reita to the envelope, he detached it from the small box and tore it open, gasping at the contents inside.

Nestled next to the card was a beautiful necklace with skulls locked together rather than ordinary chain links. A cross dangled from the middle, glimmering brilliantly up at Ruki. Looking at the blond with wide, teary eyes, Ruki clasped the accessory around his neck and grazed his fingertips over the skulls. He then pulled the card out from the envelope; it was blank on the front, and as he opened up the paper, he really had to blink back his tears.

I love you so much Takanori.

Merry Christmas, love. <333

"Sorry if it's a bit cheesy." Reita grinned sheepishly, scratching the back of his neck.

"I love you." Ruki breathed, falling forward against Reita's chest and snuggling into the older male's warmth. The small teen could feel the blond's smile, feeling a tingle in his lower abdomen. What is this? Why am I feeling like this...?

"You still have something else to open." Ruki hummed in response, moving out of his boyfriend's hold (after much struggling and protest from his paralyzed legs). Picking up the box, he carefully removed the wrapping paper and was in awe. It was one of those small computers that disabled people used to communicate. Oh my gosh! This must've been so expensive!!

"Reita..." Ruki's lip quivered, hand shaking as he opened the box.

"The batteries are already in. Why don't you try it out?" Ruki complied, turning the device on with shaky digits. His fingers then danced over the keys as he worked on putting his feelings into words.

'This is the nicest present I've ever received. It must've been so expensive! You really didn't need to do this for me. The necklace must have cost a lot already!'

Reita finished reading what Ruki had typed, leaning forward and pressing a soft kiss to the younger male's lips. "You know I'd do anything for you. It was pretty pricey, but Kai felt that he owed me and gave me some money. Besides, now we can communicate easier." Reita grinned. He then gestured to the present that Ruki had gotten for him, as if asking for permission to open it. Ruki merely nodded in response, allowing the blond to open his own gift.

I hope he likes it. Ruki fidgeted his fingers over the keys, pressing the 'clear' button to ready himself for typing. As the skull-printed paper was slowly removed, Ruki watched his boyfriend's expression carefully.

He hadn't seen Reita's face light up like that in a long time. "Oh my...where...where did you find this?" The older male whispered, looking from the DVD in his hands to the small teen, then back to the DVD as his fingers ran across the cover.

'At the music-movie store in the mall. It was the only copy.'

"Really?" Reita seemed to be at a loss for words. "Gosh...you're so awesome, Ru...thank you so much..." The brunette's cheeks flushed at Reita's praise. Then he was typing once more, cheeks darkening every passing second.

'Can you pull me into your lap so my legs are on either side of you?' He showed the screen to the blond, biting his lip. Reita blinked at the odd request.

"Uh, sure. Just...set that down." Ruki did as he was told, squeaking when he was pulled into the other male's lap--legs resting uselessly on either side of Reita's hips. "So, why did you--mmff!" Reita's light eyes widened as the small male attacked his lips with fervor, tiny fingers tangling in his dry locks. Giving in, Reita's eyes slid shut, hands resting on Ruki's lower back. The kiss was hotter, more passionate than any kiss they had ever shared. Probably because of Ruki's growing hardness pressing into Reita's abdomen.

"Reita..." Ruki whimpered as the kiss was broken, eyes half-lidded and clouded with desire. I want you. Ruki reached behind himself, pulling the small laptop closer as his fingers moved across the keys. As he finished typing, he pulled the device closer to Reita so he could read what the brunette had typed.

'Can we do something similar to what we did last night?'

The blond looked to his boyfriend, cheeks as dark as Ruki's. "Similar?" He blinked. Slowly, a grin came to his face. "Wait...you really liked it?" The small teen nodded meekly, clearly embarrassed. Taking Ruki by surprise, Reita slid a hand down Ruki's chest and slid it beneath the hem of the younger male's shirt. "Alright then~"

Their lips met wildly, Reita's hands moving up Ruki's chest to tease the younger male's nipples as Ruki tangled his fingers in Reita's bleached hair. Ruki moaned into the open-mouthed kiss as Reita's thumbs pressed rather roughly against his nipples, breaking the kiss to bite at Reita's jaw. From the looks of it, desire was getting the best of Ruki. And of course, this only turned Reita on. Remembering something from a few months ago, Reita tilted his head to nip just below Ruki's ear. "Bingo..." He breathed as the brunette moaned loudly, rubbing himself against Reita in an attempt to relieve some of the tension in his nether region.

"Reitaa~" Ruki's voice rose in pitch for a brief moment, biting his lip to muffle the needy noises erupting from his throat as Reita continued to tease the spot below Ruki's ear with hot puffs and small nips. Even Ruki was aware of how sensitive he was there. And with a sudden boldness, Ruki began to tug Reita's shirt off, desperate for some skin-to-skin contact. He wasn't the same innocent boy Reita had met those months ago. The world of pleasure had changed him, made him eager to try out all sorts of new things.

Moving away from Ruki's ear, Reita lifted his arms to allow Ruki to tug off his shirt completely. Before Ruki had a chance to do anything, Reita got to work on pulling off the brunette's shirt. Their chests met in no time, content sighs falling past their lips. The blond coaxed Ruki to lay on his back, hands resting next to Ruki's head as he took in the younger male's appearance. Lips dark and kiss-swollen, red marks on his neck and collarbone from the night before, a flush ranging from his cheeks to his chest, dark hair sprawled out beneath his head, and his chest heaving from his labored breathing. There were so many things Reita want to do to Ruki--with Ruki--but he knew that the teen wasn't quite ready to go that far.

Reita was made aware of Ruki's unbearable desire as the younger shifted beneath him, erection pressing into Reita's backside. Immediately, Reita began to trail kisses down Ruki's chest, all the way down to his navel as his hands quickly removed the smaller male's pajama pants. Ruki was only in his boxers now, pouting up at the other man as if saying 'take your pants off too, or it's not fair'. Chuckling softly, Reita pulled his own pants off as well, straddling Ruki's hips. "You want these off too?" He panted, snapping the waistband of Ruki's underwear. Ruki swallowed--Reita's voice was so deep with arousal--and nodded. He was dieing to feel the other bare against him.

Slowly, teasingly, Reita hooked his thumbs beneath the waistband of Ruki's boxers--this was forbidden, unknown territory they were entering now--tugging them down inch by inch. Ruki let out a breathy moan as the thin fabric grazed his throbbing length, relieved as the surprisingly too-tight material was pulled off his hips. Looking away in embarrassment, Ruki bit his lip. Reita had never seen him bare like this before. He heard the lofty sound of his undergarment discarded elsewhere, gasping as Reita's cold hands ran up his sides. His cock twitched, causing his flush to deepen. Okay, he was embarrassed.

"You're so beautiful...so cute..." Reita breathed, nuzzling his cheek against Ruki's inner thigh.

I want to see you bare. Ruki looked at Reita with pleaded eyes, hands reaching out for the blond. Reita understood instantly, scooting closer to the disabled boy so he was able to pull his boxers off as well--in the same teasing manner Reita had removed his boxers. Biting his lip, Ruki tossed Reita's underwear elsewhere, hands resting on Reita's hips as he took in the other male's body. He called Ruki beautiful? Nonsense. Ruki felt like he didn't hold a candle to Reita's beauty. Out of curiosity, Ruki's fingers wandered towards Reita's penis--hard and jutting out from his body.

"Oh fuck..." Reita swore, bucking his hips as Ruki's fingers ran over his hardness. Ruki blushed, pulling his hand away sharply. I didn't know Reita could make such a face. Grunting in protest, Reita grabbed Ruki's hand, pressing it against his cock once more. Moaning, Reita rubbed himself against Ruki's palm, sighing shakily as the younger male's small fingers curled around his cock and moved from the base to the head. "J-just like that, Taka..." Reita panted, moaning throatily as the brunette flicked his thumb over the slit, moving the digit downwards to rub at a sensitive spot right below the head. "Fuck--!" Reita's head fell forward, face buried in the crook of Ruki's neck.

Ruki gulped, running his index finger down the underside, biting his lip as Reita's moans and whimpers became louder and consistent. Regretfully removing his hand, Ruki pushed the small of the older male's back. Their hips met in an instant, the smaller teen's eyes dilating. A series of jumbled, garbled noises filled the room--all from Ruki's lips--as their hips moved together erratically. They cared nothing of the pleasure at the moment--just of the sweet release they felt building up.

"R-ru...I-I...fuck..." Reita groaned, feeling the heat beginning to coil in his abdomen. He was so close, so close. Pre-cum leaked between their bodies, mingling with the sweat rolling down their stomachs. Clutching onto Ruki's hips with a bruising force, the blond thrust fiercely against Ruki. The younger met Reita's wild thrusts with jerky movements of his hip, the back of his hand muffling any noises that filled the air.

Suddenly, Ruki threw his head back, hands clawing at Reita's back as his release spurted between their bodies. He rode out his orgasm with twitchy, curt movements, his tense body relaxing moments later as he felt the pleasurable sensation leave him. Reita wasn't too far behind, crying out Ruki's name as he stained their stomach with his own semen. Collapsing on top of the smaller male, the two bathed in the afterglow of what they had just done.

"That was better than last night." Reita mused, fingering the necklace resting around Ruki's neck as the younger traced random patterns on his back with his finger.

"Mm-hmm." Ruki hummed. Again, curiosity got the best of him and a hand wandered between their soiled body. He pulled it away moments later, fingers tainted with a sticky white substance. His tongue poked out, laving at the white staining his digits. The brunette cringed at the bitter taste, taken off-guard as Reita began to lick his hand clean. Deciding to join in, their tongues worked to clean Ruki's hand, meeting every now and then. Once it was clean, Ruki placed his hand on Reita's back as their tongues tangled in a messy kiss, tasting himself and Reita on his tongue. He moaned at the flavour.

They kissed for a few more minutes, only for Reita to end the little session. "Maybe we should clean up." He stated. Ruki looked at their bodies, silently agreeing with Reita. It was that moment that realization hit him, and Ruki's face was redder than it had ever been before.

Oh god. We just...we...we...woah.

Ruki squeaked, burying his face in Reita's neck as the elder lifted him up. "Geez, one minute you're this sexy, needy little thing, then you get all embarrassed! How cute!" Reita cooed, laughing as Ruki smacked him in response. Hormones were strange things, that they were. "But seriously...I really liked that." Ruki looked up at Reita with wide, innocent eyes. "Somehow, I feel...closer to you now."

Needless to say, Ruki felt the same way. "I love you, Reita."

Maybe someday...someday soon...we'll go all the way.

It didn't seem that scary to Ruki now.

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...

WHAT IS THIIIIS?

UOVGO?! IN MY JOURNAL?! WHAT IS THIS FAGGOT-TREE?! *points accusingly to rainbow tree*

*shot*

Yeaaah.

Chapter nine.

...

Does this mean my story's off-hold? I don't know myself. ._______. Hurray for filler-ish chapters. *waves banners about* Sorry if it's short. BE GRATEFUL THAT MY MUSES LET ME WRITE THIS.

Hormones are devilish things, that they are. >.>;;; This was a blast to write. What on earth is becoming of my innocent little Ruki...?

Oh right. His hormones are getting the better of him. xDDD

So.

Yeah.

I'll be surprised if I get any comments. You guys thought this story was dead, didn't you? I probably lost all the old readers because of my lack of updating. >.>

I'll go die now.

Or work on chapter 10.

Or both.

Hm.

idk.

~Chrissu<3333

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 22:22:39 GMT

Title: Butterfly Kisses

Author: Me

Chapters:

Pairing(s): ReitaXRuki, UruhaXAoi

Genre: Romance, humour, angst and slight horror

Warnings: manXman, language, violence, smut, sensual actions, bad spelling, blood

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone as much as I would like to.

Note: This was my first fic written on paper. I am now glad to be able to post it.

Chapter THREE
http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/21226.html#cutid1

Chapter FOUR
http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/22253.html#cutid1

Chapter FIVE
http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/25788.html#cutid1

Chapter SIX
http://omgiloveyouruki.livejournal.com/27693.html#cutid1

[Fic] I Hate Everything about You Reita x Ruki x Reita (oneshot)

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 17:56:33 GMT

Title: I Hate Everything About You
Chapters: Oneshot
Author: nashi_kanata
Genre: Angst / Drama
Rating: PG
Warnings: not beta-ed, grammar errors
Pairing: Reita x Ruki x Reita
Synopsis: Do you know what I feel for you Reita?
Comments: This wasn’t supposed to be angst, just a light mix of drama and stuff. This is what happens when I don’t directly write on my laptop. ^^;; sorry if it’s not that good. I’m not used to first person POV’s anymore I guess. In a way, since this took me so long to finish, the angst slightly died down. Phew! 1094 words! XD

( But do you know what I hate the most? )