The dream...

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2006-09-08T08:28:51Z

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Two Dreams.

2006-04-12T00:12:30Z

Last night I dreamed that someone gave me a piece of paper and people called it Radiohead, and on the piece of paper I saw strange one eyed creatures and revolutionary ideas and concepts. They kept morphing together and splitting and shifting and making strange music and strange, strange songs that could only signal one thing, enlightenment. It kept going and going, I thought I had found forever but then it all stopped and it all faded away into nothing. And I was left holding a blank sheet of paper.

That reminds me of the dream when everyone was in a treehouse with christmas lights and benches and rugs and curtains. I guess it was supposed to be a classroom but we where just laying or sitting around relaxed. But we where all so worried, because we all thought it was the end of the universe. And it came and we stopped making any noise as we went about our business. Nobody talked because I guess we couldn't. I think that's when the trees opened up. I went outside with a bunch of friends and we where talking, I said I didn't care about the end of the universe. Outside it looked like fall, we where all in a forest and orange and yellow leaves carpeted the ground. The sky was grey but I couldn't really see the sky through the tree tops. We saw that the trees had big black holes in them, and we would look inside and see that the holes in the tree went on forever even though it was just a normal looking tree besides the hole. On the other side of the tree it was just bark like normal... We would stick our heads inside the holes and talk a little bit and listen to the echo, and then we'd stick our heads in and scream and yell as loud as we could and then listen to the echo. And then there was this giant tree, it must have been about as wide as a small car. The tree was on it's side and where it was comming out of the ground it had a giant gaping hole in it. We knew that the hole would never end, it was so dark but someone climbed into it anyways and I don't think we saw him again. It was all very exciting. And then I saw a very small skinny tree and it had a crack up and down it. I knew it was my classroom tree house thing, because I could see a bunch of faces in the crack looking at me like I was strange and I was supposed to be with them, so I went into the crack with them even though I hated it.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2006-04-09T06:43:00

2006-04-09T12:10:24Z

Sorry for shitty literacy, I just woke up from this.

I had a really freaky dinosaur dream. I always have nightmares about dinosaurs. God, this T-Rex was obsessed over finding me, it was huge and black, fast and agile. I was climbing this ice wall trying to get away from it, and I kept saying "she needs him and he needs her, its a game of dependence and obsession because they need each other, prey and hunter together in a game". I hate it when monsters are intelligent, and this T-rex was indeed intelligent. It had wanted to find me because it couldn't find my mother, who had outran and tricked and trapped it in ice when I was young. That was also part of the dream.
So anyways, I was in this huge jungle gym thing like in burger king, except it was... unrealistically huge and tall. Like tall enough to fit about fifty of those dinosaurs in there. I don't think that it's meant to be measured, just known that it was vast. Anyways, Rachel, some girl that used to be in rachel's dance class, and some other kids I know, where sitting above the ice cliff that I was climbing. The cliff was pretty small but I've got skinny arms and legs so it was hard to get up, but I got up. And I was talking to Rachel for a little bit, and I knew that way, way way down below the sea of colorful slides and different levels of play area that the T-Rex was waiting to come up and get me. We kept talking and we felt it move down there, I even got a glimpse of its face, looking right at me. And then it was right below us, but off to the side, and for some reason I wasn't too scared until for no reason I said it was time to go. So we all left to go into this room, we went through a a little kid's tunnel to get to this room way up high. On the other side of the room there was a huge gaping hole, and on another wall there where little holes that we could dive into and slide out at the bottom. And in the room there was this big black cylinder. The dinosaur roared and we all thought about going in there, I dove in first, but then I realized that if we locked it that there would be no way of getting out so everyone got out. A bunch of my english classmates where there and I asked one of the boys if he had a gun or something, anything useful and he said "A gun?" and I said "yeah, a gun. We need a gun or something" and I started crying and hugging on him. He was actually really warm. My english teacher was there suddenly, and the dinosaur was walking around and trying to find a way in, so we all screamed and jumped in the cylender again anyways. I got scared of the cylender more then the dinosaur, so me and a few mexican kids that I didn't know jumped out and went down the slides. I was in the jungle gym looking for some place to hide, because I knew it wouldn't be long before it smelled me down there. One of the kids was like "we sure showed HIM" and I kept telling him to shut up.
That's when I woke up and realized that we could just go undergroun and it wouldn't know what to do. And then I realized I was awake.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2006-04-03T05:26:00

2006-04-03T12:27:55Z

Me and my bf broke up a few weeks ago.....and last night, I had a dream he came back to my house with a bunch of his friends and he told me he was sry and lets start over.

I think this is just what I really want-not a sign, but still. It was a damn good dream.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2006-03-25T11:54:00

2006-03-25T17:55:17Z

Okay, I am litteraly in that state of mind between sleep and being awake so I hardly know what I'm doing... excuse the shitty writing skills.

I had the strangest dream. First... I don't hardly remember the begining. We where with the twins and rachel and mom and we wanted to go swimming... Glen was in charge of us somehow but I didn't have my bathing suit so we went all the way to mom's house to go get it and I forgot it. So I just decided to go swimming in my clothes. When we where in the pool rachel and I started discussing omens, and glen turned into mom and the pool was really mom's house and we where searching for angels or deamons or something. There was some book that held significance... I think it was in my room. Sometimes we all just got feelings. But I know it was all about rachel. I kept seeing bugs and I kept trying to kill them because I thought they where evil. I saw a moth devide into three pieces and flutter around, and I finally smashed and smeared it against the wall and it spelled out something, I forget what. But it told us where to go. So we got in the car and mom got out of the car to see this big, big tree with no limbs on it. The sky was grey and this was right near the highway. There was a bunch of scraps of metal, like there was a carcrash right there. Mom started collecting the scraps, but these ritch important looking people saw her and didn't like what she was doing. They where waaaay up at the top of the tree, I guess it wasn't really a tree because then the bottom opened up and a bunch of crazy dogs came out to chase mom/us. So I ran into this house... I was on the second story but there where little cliff path type things so I had to be careful whenever I ran so I wouldn't fall off. I was calling out and terrified because the dogs kept finding me. There where some trees growing along the path inside the house, and out from that corner came Cal! Except he was a deer. And he showed me how to jump from path to path so that the dogs couldn't get me, and if they tried they would fall off and die. So after a while, the dogs stop comming but rachel him some other peson and I where still really scared and where finding all these places to run and hide and stuff. Except cal because for some reason he was a really brave dear. And finaly me and some other girl relaxed on the first floor, except when we looked up the stairs we saw a black dog head staring at us. So we screamed and ran and tried to find hiding places. We came out and started wrestling with the dog, all four of us, until we could control it's body and it just gave up. And damn, that thing was strong. We let go and decided that the dog was tame, but we still needed to get out of the house, which had never occurred to us before. So we quickly went outside. Outside the grass was perfectly green and the sky was kind of grey, like springtime. We pointed to some houses close to the house to hide in. They where tiny sheds more like it.. the locks didn't work, so we ran as fast as we could over the hill and found a place to hide. Suddenly my whole family was there, and we where cramming everyone into this little house shed/shack thing. Actually, we kind of relaxed after a while and stood around outside casualy, enjoying the weather... Grandpa had the tame black dog on a green leash because we all trusted it. It didn't have a name. I think my family was fighting a little bit... But anyways, suddenly, accross the field we saw another one of the crazy black dogs sniffing around in the grass and we all got so quiet. In between us was some sort of grassy valley thing, nothing you couldn't walk back and fourth from... So we watched the dog anxiously, until it's nose lead it elsewhere... And we all sighed with relief and relaxed again. And then we saw a figure step into the field... it lifted its head up and dad said it was a coyote. It was HUGE. I thought it was a giant wolf at first but it wasn't. From a distance it looked about as tall as my dad, if not taller. It was just casually sniffing around and stuff but oh god, we where so afraid. We where getting worried the longer it stayed in the field across from us... And then one of the black dogs went into the field and the coyoto and it started fighting. Of course we all knew the coyote would win... But the black dog that grandpa had on a leash was going crazy, it wanted to get out to help the other black dog but we wouldn't let it. We started to get everyone back into the shack again. I yelled at uncle Johnny that it was time to come in. He was standing out in the field a little ways from us with my sister and his daughter, except my sister was a littl toddler like my cousin. He refused but eventyally came in at the last minute, when grandpa finally just cut the leash and the black dog ran as fast at it could up to the two that where fighting, and all three of them fell behind some trees and we all knew that the two dogs where dead. I yelled "Why did you do that, now it's going to smell it's way over here!" And it did. The coyote started picking up a scent in its field... and came closer, and closer... We where all terrified, so we all decided to brace the door with our bodies. And then dad suggested that we brace up the door against this fence that was between us. So we pushed the house up against the fence, and as the fox came closer, they turned the other way out the back door. I was the last person to leave because I went back for the digital camera and something else... When I turned around out the back door there where more of those cliffs like in the house, except they didn't make you fall forever. As I started running I heard the doorbell ring behind me. I ran along those until I came to a wooden and roped bridge, and as I stepped onto the bridge I knew the fox was following me through the cliff path things. I didn't look back once. I was then across the bridge and at these cliffs along this giant massive wall of rock. My family was hiding up in the rocks as far away from the water that was below the bridge. I climbed way the hell up there and pirched down next to Rose. I turned and looked behind me, and the bridge was cut off from the other side, so there was no way the coyote could get us now. It sniffed along the edge of the cliff, then stepped off into the water, and in a whirl pool, it drowned and got sucked up under the river bank. Shortly after, I woke up.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2006-03-15T13:10:00

2006-03-15T19:10:07Z

I always have the strangest dreams. I remember that there was a part of it that I really, really loved and a part of it that I was very afraid... My dreams feel like they're days long; I get so lost in them. I even dreamed that mom and aunt janet told me that Cal was going to visit in two days! They had been talking to his parents on the phone, except we all lived in dad's old apartment... I also remember that I had been trying to just sit on the toilet and take a piss, because I had to go really bad, but Lori rachel and a few other people where there in the apartment and Lori kept bursting into the room and bugging the shit out of me... and I really had to go but I never did because she kept invading my privacy until I finally just bitched her out in the front yard of mom's house. She started to cry but then I saw her with Marisa's face while she was clinging to these older guys... and that pissed me off because I knew that she was all fake.
And also I remember that me and a bunch of my old friends where walking through these grassy hills and the sky was a perfect sunset color, and it felt so.. Like when you're first born? Like you're about to die? Like you're at peace and everything is beautiful. Like a place without time. The atmosphere was like a twilight. Anyways, we all turned around and walked back up to this place with perfectly still water and we where swimming with the strong currents and lifting each other up into the air so that we could touch the tree tops. Like, we'd fling ourselfs like dolphins and help each other go higher and higher, and we'd be laughing.. Everyone looked so beautiful and they where all smiling.
There was a lot more to the dream, like, things started to go bad but I can't remember all of it, only fragments and if I wrote those fragments down they would not make sense so I'm just going to end saying that I'm glad to be awake to this beautiful day.

Yea

2006-01-12T13:38:15Z

Although hardly anyone ever uses this anymore, I will...ha

I had a dream last night that me and my bf Caleb were going to Mississippi where he used to live. While on the road he broke up with me. So, I wind up going out with Steve from Sex and the City, the one with glasses, the bartender. And Steve is the most boring guy ever, I can't stand him, he's too whiny, just blah. So we broke up, and I try to find Caleb. I don't know if I ever found him or not, because then I was lots of other places, including crashing a party with my sister in law cause we heard someone famous would be there, and walking down the meadow and finding war machines at the end of the path.

Oh well.

Kitty

2005-12-15T05:07:53Z

Last night I dreamed that my mother, my sister and I where in a furniture store together. These men busted in with guns and dressed in black, and the all spread out everywhere and started shooting at each other, like it was a military battle or something. The three of us split up and hurried around franticly trying to find places to hide. I found a tapestry hanging on the wall and dove behind it, but shortly after one of the men grabbed my arm and pulled me to his partner who had my mom captive. Somehow the two of us being held by these men was some sort of an initiation to their cause, whatever it was.
We helped them find my sister, who was hiding in a little fort made out of furniture. I was trying to coax her out. Mom was there too. Rachel understood, and she said,
"Why are 'yall doing this to me."
I felt bittersweet. I knew that helping these people was something dreadfuly wrong, but somehow it felt it needed to be done. I felt a very strong love for my sister but knowing what was about to happen made my stomach churn and spiral in sick ways. I said,
"Just come on!" and even tried to pull her out, I think.
When the men had her out, we where suddenly in our grandparent's house and mom was gone. Kitty, my battered stuffed animal that I have had since the age of two (who had also been in a previous dream in the same night) was sitting in a lazy-boy chair across from the TV with the two men standing in front of the entertainment center. I was to the side of this, with Cal standing next to me. Rachel was on the other side of the men, just watching.
The men pointed their guns at kitty and waited. Just waited... I enhaled heavily and looked down. I didn't want to see them obliterate the icon of my childhood love and comfort. And then I heard and felt a loud crackling bang sound through my whole body. I looked up and kitty was missing his head...

I stared at kitty and Cal said something like, "Shotgun in the rain.." I said something like,
"Funny.." I felt rain on my face and all over my body. It wasn't wet but it pounded. And I couldn't look away from those eyes on that head.

Kitty sat himself up silently, magicly, and edgusted his head to his neck. His eyes where large, crimson red... No longer the beedy brown dots on either side of his nose. I gasped and pointed,
"Look at those eyes!" I exclaimed at the insanity in my stuffed animal's expression.
Mom stood next to me now.
And then I gasped again and still pointing cried "They're changing colors!"
Kitty sat there, his large eyes growing larger, the two orbs fading from bright pink to neon green to yellow... His head shook and vibrated as if intensly full of destructive energy. Like he threatened to die at any moment. Like my decision would be final, finally. Like he was suffering thanks to what I had done.
Mom nodded, "It's just his blood taking flight."
And I understood what she ment.
Cal turned me away, the rain still pounding on our backs. The men lingered, almost ashamed it seemed. Rachel really had nothing to say.

Eeeek.

2005-11-08T13:15:44Z

This is a recurring dream that I have over and over again in different forms...but the gist is always the same.

I'm at my house(last night I was)with all of my friends. We were having a good time, and my dad was working outside. There was this 'guy' trying to get inside my house-but he lived in my attic. He set barbed wire outside all across the house, and one girl was coming in, don't know who, and her fingers got sucked into it...it was like a, rolley thing, the barbed wires were rolling tigther, and she got sucked in. I watched it, completely enthralled until it was done and then I got scared. Running around, telling everyone to lock all the doors, there's a crazy guy out there. We went into lock down, and now my house was effin' huge and there were hundreds of people there. I was in a nice dress, but we were all going to die. The boy I like was there, and he knew it too. He came over, kissed me, hugged me, and said he had to go now. He walked away, and then his head got cut off. No one noticed, but everynow and then, someone died here and there. It was the 'guy' whom I still don't know who.

Then things settled down, and there was this segment that there was a guy that handed out presents for kids' birthdays, and he let me choose my own. We went upstairs to get my present, and after I got it and turned around, he was gone. Probablly taken by the 'guy' so I think that the 'guy' doesn't want to hurt me. One thouhght that occured that it was my dad who was the 'guy', but that can't be right cause I'd seen both their sets of feet. My brother was in the dream, too. He was decaying. He died a year and a half ago. Laughing and smilling the best he could....but he was already dead. What does any of it mean, if anything?

blink

2005-10-13T06:35:48Z

I had the oddest dream.

Basically, I gave birth to triplets for the benefit of my sister. Three girls.

I don't have a sister, and if you know me, you know the complete abject fear of pregnancy that I have (visions of Alien-esque bursting forths.. *shudder*).

It was so detailed. I don't remember dreaming the actual birth, but the afterwards - getting them home, feeding them, my 'sister' and her huband and I discussing names (They wanted Kivvin, and I said it was too close to Kevin) . apparently triplets hadn't been expected, and we only had limited room and stufff for them. The babies also talked when they woke up, which seemed perfectly normal.

I actually woke up this morning, came out to the lounge, and thought "where are the babies?".

*blink*

Finally a kiss....

2005-09-04T15:48:28Z

So I had a dream about a guy last night, who I almost dated last year, that I haven't dreamt about in a while.

Evan and I were out, I guess you could say to dinner. And he kept getting close and then he'd say something and move back away. Well, finally as he's sitting next to me, he leans over and I kiss him back (going the 10% to his 90% haha) and it kind of took him by surprise. But he smiles, and then he kisses me again. And then he gives me a hug, and he says something along the lines of "I didn't expect you to kiss me back. Wow." and then "and this whole time I'd been blaming you." and that caught me a bit off guard, and I said "Oh, well, I'd been blaming you too."

He moved away from me and said "what do you mean by that?" And I tried to explain how I felt about him not emailing me this summer, or even acting like he wanted anything from me, and I couldn't really explain it.

So now the scene jumps and we're talking to my parents and we go to kiss....and then my alarm went off.

In every dream I've had about him before, we'd always go to kiss, and then I'd wake up (usually before my alarm even went off, which is worse.) Well, last year we went out on a double-date-thing before the end of our spring semester, and over the summer we emailed a bit before he stopped replying. And now we finally kissed! I find it weird....

A very odd dream.

2005-08-29T23:33:24Z

I woke up in the dream in this quarantine, and everyone from my school was there. I was all, "Hey, you guys, it's almost 9-we need to go to school." And my friend Matt Hansen came up to me and said:

"Lyssa, we can't."
"Why not?"
"LYSSA. I already told you this twice. We CAN'T."

He walked away, so I began walking around the place. I came upon this boy, who was doing crazy faces and was fighting with people not there. Then he turned and looked at me. And he made an awful noise, and his tongue lolled out until it was touching his collar bone, and I reached out and grabbed his tongue, and began pulling. Finally, I pulled too hard, and his tongue came out, and so did his brain which landed on the floor really hard and burst, sending brain juice everywhere, and coating my face. The boy was a schizophrenic. No one told me, I just knew.

I woke up at 3 this morning from this dream in chill bumps. I had 2 others before I finally got up for school, but this one I can only really remember.

Wierd? And what does it mean, if anything.

The Ocean

2005-08-28T17:02:45Z

Last night I dreamed that Rachel and I where floating through the ocean for six days. We had been kidnapped to some asian country called kagnet, and had escaped with only ourselfs and a wooden bath carton thingy. So, we where floating around in this thing for six days... And when we finally saw land, my dad's friend Glen was waiting at a dock. I tried to climb up on the dock, but somehow I wanted to stay in the water.
And then somebody told me that my birthday was tomorrow.
So, I only invited certain people, but then Hannah, Liz, and Chene ended up showing up. Hannah looked like she was about to cry, so I gave her a hug, and she just stood by the window and stared outwards the rest of the time. Liz just walked past me without a word, so I left her alone. Chene said hi in a friendly voice and complimented on some drawings on the table. Then she gave me her screen name, which consisted of odd shapes and boxes. I had some trouble writing it down.
And then I went outside... And Rose and Rachel had found three deadly spiders in the tree that stood in the kitchen. Rose commanded Rachel that it was her duty to make sure those spiders did not escape from their incasing, that they would not be born. So I found these things on the floor and asked about them and they told me. I put them in a small box, but one casing started moving. So we looked and looked for the perfect box and place to keep them in, until we found a box that Justine's dad had carved. (The rest of the party members where long gone by now. Either that, or just forgotten.) The spiders where smart, and strong, and about as big as my hand.
Suddenly, I was being thrown back into that asian prison that I was in with Rachel. It was a large rectangular pit with two other people in it. I had spider teeth, powerful spider teeth, but I could not break the chains that bound them to the wall. One of the small creatures spoke in a clever intelligent way to me... He said if I found a way to set them free, that he would take us all to see "the tiger". He asked me, "You do like the tiger, right?" Of course I did. He showed me a place in the wall above his head where a brick was missing. Inside, I saw visions of a great show, laughter, dim lights and fun night things going on. I bit the chains, and surprisingly, set the two free. And then I saw another pair of chains that remained unused, but I bit them anyways because they somehow belonged to me. I wanted to escape, but why not have some fun for a night?
So we were on a search for the theater that the tiger was playing at. The two turned to Rachel and Anna, and I was in the car at night headed for dad's house. It was night, still, and raining. Rachel wouldn't stop speeding. She was going 100 mph, and kept scaring me like she was going to drive off a cliff, or run into someone, or whatever. I tried not to act scared.
And then suddenly it was morning, and not only anna and rachel where there, but a lot of people. People that weren't even my friends, but people I knew from school. We where searching along these cliffs carefully, climbing, climbing left and right along an unseen path. It was very peacful. Below the cliffs was this still, blue, warm water. The sky was grey. I was ahead of everyone. Then we came across an abandoned circular pool. There where dolphins following us in the water beyond the cliffs. I climbed into the pool with a couple of other people. I peered back into the ocean to see Stephen riding on a dolphin. I hated the chlorine of the water, so I jumped back into the ocean and felt better. I then saw a white cabinet with red letters on it inbedded in the rocks of the cliff, and heard chirping inside. The dolphin and Stephen swam up to have a look, and I opened it to see two seagulls defending their nest and babies against us, and a third ghost seagul not really doing anything on the rafter below.

Last night I dreamed that I was talking to a dolphin. There was a momma dolphin, and a daddy dolphin. They let me hold this small square package. The plastic was warm, and there was a thick liquid inside. They said, "those are the twins". I was holding their family in my hands. How could they trust such a stranger? I said "Don't break their hearts." I was about to cry. And the daddy dolphin somehow gave me a hug.
And then I woke up.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-08-24T16:13:00

2005-08-24T23:11:15Z

So a while back I dreamt something very disturbing:

My boyfriend was sleeping over and I woke up and as I looked up.
I saw my creepy landlord standing at the corner of my room
staring at me. I tried to scream but I just couldn't.

The feeling was horrible I couldn't shake it.
Last night. I woke up, and I had the same weird sensation.
So i got up turn on my lamp and put a chair in front of my screan
door. That way in case anyone creeps in my room I would hear them
'cause they would trip on the chair.

Scary.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-08-12T20:13:00

2005-08-13T00:35:54Z

so i had a dream...

i was helping out at our local theatre except when i got there it was like this warehouse thing. and they were doing THE JOURNEY OF SIR DOUGLAS FIR and i was supposed to be stage manager for it. so i went to the person in charge thinking it was going to be our teaher MR. LEdford but it was my violin teacher Mrs. Morris and she gave me this schedule saying that there are like 5 other people including Matt Kandace Kelsey and Lyssa that are supposed to be part of the Crew but for 3 of the 5 nights i was playing ONe of the main Characters and Matt was going to fill infor me. so i was like uh...ok

so we went through the run of the show perfectly. and i was talking to Matt and Mrs. MOrris comes up to me and tells me that i am playing Clara in the NUTCRACKER starting tommorrow. i was like WHAT?!?!?!?! so she gave me the rehearsal schedule and i was like....i'm ok at ballet but not good enought to be CLARA!!!! so i got all worried and then the Shipleys and Alex Bailey came and got me to go up to Alex's house with them which is really close to the theatre but when we walked out side we were in the middle of the deset and Alex's wants us to take this 10 mile hike up to her house so we started walking and after about 5 miles we go off the trail andd get lost...

then i wake up

so what do you guys think?

Some crazy dream......

2005-08-12T22:57:52Z

Well, it was my Sweet 16, and Mace and Andy decide to take me to a Rave. We start out at my house, and it's half my house, and half of a McDonalds. We decide who rides with who, and then we're off. We get to the Rave, and they've arranged so it's that all my friends are there. And every single of them are doing drugs. LSD, X, coke, you name it, someone was doing it.

I got really scared, and tried to go, but Mace talked me into smoking a bowl. He said it was just weed-but I knew better later on. He laced it with something-cause when I looked at his face, his face like, collapsed, and the bottom half slid off like a roller coaster. *shudders*

Next thing, is that the group from the beach(BenC, BenG, Sarah, etc.)are there. Ben Crawshaw is trying to tell me something, but I can't hear him because the music is too loud to be talking. And here comes Aaron Anastasi, in a hot-air balloon, wearing a green tux and hat, and is waving and looking down at everyone saying, "Ello! Ello! Ello!" in a mexican accent.

So I think it MIGHT mean that I'm going to meet someone unexpected soon, possibly at school in a few days, and that someone's pushing me, and I'm giving in to the pushing.

What's your take?

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-08-10T21:13:00

2005-08-11T01:17:25Z

My mom is pregnant and the other night I had this really disturbing and wierd dream:

I was being a surogate mother for my parents, like Phoebe on Friends did for her brother, and you know...I was pregnant and all. And I was really upset about it and I wanted to die, and my friend's mom didn't believe I was being my parent's surogate and she kept saying "I don't know what could have made Christina so ill that should would have done such a stupid thing." in front of me like I wasn't standing there. And I think I ended up having the baby in the dream but I can't remember. However, during the dream I knew I was dreaming but I thought it was just a dream based on my real life and it took me forever to convince myself that my mom is actually the one that's pregnant. I have no idea what this could mean, any ideas?

Hmm.

2005-08-10T04:40:21Z

I keep having dreams that are the same but differ......

I'm going to an audition in the dream, and I'm always late. I walk in, and notice that they've already started. I have my music, but don't recognize any of the songs. So I go to where I know there's a piano, but there's always some reason why I can't get to it-either there's a show going on right next to it, or it's gone, or something. I never make it to the audition, I always get sidetracked, but what does this dream mean?

A long incoherent dream....

2005-07-23T19:54:57Z

It was a recurring dream, about me being on this camp place and this black guy really wanted me to go to this party with him....like, it was a secret underground room, and he was throwing a kick ass party. At the party, my friend Aaron Anastasi was there, and he kept ignoring me. But then, he wanted to see me, so I kept ignoring HIM. And then me and my little sister got motorcycles from our dad, and we went riding around the block on them. I came home and jumped in the shower cause I was all stinky from riding, and then got back on, but forgot to put on my shirt. So, I had no top on, riding my bike down the rode, and there's Aaron and Ben G and Ben and all the kids from the beach, and they were all....."Hey, Lys-" And I kept going cause I was really embarrassed. Then my friend Mace came and picked me up and took me and my sister around the block in his car, and we were by a swamp that had a bunch of whirlpools. It was me, Mace, Sam, and Tina, and Tina goes..."Look! It's a twister!" So we had to get out and walk by the river's edge, and I almost fell in. The water was boiling and my friends wouldn't help me, so my preschool teacher Mrs. Claudia had to help me out of the water. We went up to a shelter for abused women, and I was there, and Aaron came, but it was like, another world? And so it was wierd, because he was still looking for me. I had a green necklace on, and when Mrs. Claudia found out he was looking for me and the necklace, she tore the necklace off. We went to the race track, and I woke up, but it was wierd.

Aaron was a speaker/guitar player at the beach when I went to the beach with my youth, and BenG was a guitar player, and Ben was the speaker.

I think it means I want attention and adventure. What's your take on it?

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-07-18T14:45:00

2005-07-18T18:52:12Z

I was having this dream this morning, not lucid, but interesting nonetheless. I was holding a glass up to my face to drink from it, and it burst right when it got to my lips. I heard this thunderous POP, that sounded as if I had poured boiling water into a glass and then closed it. My body shook and I woke up. I don't believe this sound was part of the dream, but was merely incorporated into it. Also, I don't believe this was a sound that came from outside my head because when I opened my eyes, my cat was still asleep, not looking for the noise as she normally would be.

Does anyone know what this was?

Does it have anything to do with the silver cord theory of astral projection?

>_

2005-06-27T19:37:17Z

I have bizzare dreams all the time about a bunch of my friends. One in particular, shes a girl I like..a lot.

Lets call her "Ivy". (Deffenetly not her name but I like that name)

Alright, So we were both in Gothic lolita dresses frolicking together in a park holding hands. Then we sat under a tree and kissed.

I was supprised how short the dream was.

I only know "Ivy" Online. Can anybody tell me what this might mean?

Crazy......

2005-06-08T13:06:43Z

So I had a crazy dream last night.

Me, Chelsea, Chloe, and Tina were up at Chloe's house-but it was in Florida. And Tina was pregnant, and so was Chelsea, but she wouldn't tell me. I said, "Hey, girl, are, you, ya know? Pregnanat?" And she looked at me and said, "You're not close enough. I don't have to tell you." So I started to cry, and we all wanted to go to Applebee's, but I didn't have any money. So I went into to my purse, and her mom came and gave me a 20, and when she saw I was crying, she just said to stop. She was messed up on something.

Then we were on the beach, and I called this radio station, and won a prize. Wasn't aware I was calling for it. And evidentally it was to be in a movie with Jackie Chan, and that they would give me a full scholarship to any college I wanted for a Theatre major, and I was really happy. So I went to go see the Indiana Jones show, with the above mentioned girls, and Harrison Ford was in it.

The water started to crash into the city, and Harrison pulled me up on stage, and we started running. We got to the top, and he was smoking. I asked for a hit, and he said he couldn't because he was famous. So I got mad, and then the water started to come again. I ran and ran and ran.

I met up with some people, I didn't know them, and they were gonna go somewhere safe. And then they just kinda left me, in the middle of the street with the water coming full force at me, and I started to cry.

I woke up.

Wierd, eh?

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-05-09T23:50:00

2005-05-10T04:55:59Z

In my dreams,
I often cry.
I often see people that I know
doing things they usually do.
The sky is always gray and overcast,
and I'm usually in the midst of traveling somewhere.
The people are always with me, walking beside me, ahead of me, behind me.
The images repeat countless times in hundreds of diffirent ways.
There is always a distinct atmosphere and feel to the dream that I never have again, but know so well somehow.

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-05-08T05:17:00

2005-05-07T19:18:53Z

It was dawn, and I was on a flight from Hobart to Launceston (about 45mins flight time away). My brother was in the seat behind me, next to the emergency exit, and as we approached Launceston we were flying very low. Underneath us was water, covered in waterlilys. It was easy to tell there was something wrong, as we kept getting lower until we were nearly splashing down, only to rise back up a little, and the plane was flying dangerously close to the many wires criscrossing the bay.
If you can read meaning into dreams, please read on.

Finally we approached the landing area, but it was not the airport. Instead it was a large asphalt area next to a road which buses were driving down. One bus just managed to get out of the way as we touched down, slowed and stopped. As soon as the plane stopped rolling, my brother popped open the emergency door and jumped out, as did the man sitting next to him. Suddenly the plane started rolling again, and I yelled for my brother to get back in, but it was too late, as the plane was picking up momentum. All I could do was close the door and sit back in my seat. A woman two rows up turned and asked if he would be alright, at which I laughed, replying that he could take care of himself.

The plane at this point was rolling down the landing area at taxi speed. Suddenly, ahead of us, I realised that the ground stopped, after which was a massive drop to the water. All we could do was hold on as the plane dropped off the end, cartwheeling down until we hit the water. The plane immediately began to fill up with water, and everyone scrambled to the exits. Being immediately in front of the emergency door I was the first through, rising through the cold green water to the surface. After I broke through and got my breath back, others began to pop up, gasping for air. Some cargo from the plane surfaced, and turned out to be giant tennis balls, which we were able to cling on to and use as floats.

About thirty people had surfaced, when I saw a young girl burst up, only to start sinking again. I swam frenziedly over to where she had been, just in time to see her little hands sinking through the murky depths and out of sight. I could do nothing to save her.

Flash forward to the rescue, and I was on some kind of barge. The plane had been salvaged and was being towed next to us. An old Italian or Greek man looked on in disbelief. He told me that he had heard that the plane was overloaded by three percent, and it was this that caused the crash. He stood there, lamenting the greed of men. All I could think about was finding my brother to let him know that I was alright. About half of the passengers had died in the accident, and I had lost my phone. For all they knew, my family would have thought I’d been among them.

Any ideas on meanings?

_lucid_dreams_ @ 2005-05-01T01:51:00

2005-05-01T05:52:17Z

Does anyone know about a lucid dream site? It's like... erm... explains lucid dreaming in steps, and it's in a flash format I think. I can't remember the name of it.