Names are irrelevant. (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} xxhintoftearsxx) wrote in ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} _knowyoulive,@ 2008-07-18 22:47:00 |
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So I find it funny that I can't even afford to get the help that I need because I can't even afford food.
I owe school about $11 000, and, including loans, I'm short about $2000. And that's before I've eaten or bought textbooks, or anything ELSE like... say... shampoo or toilet paper.
Just makes me wonder how important "happiness" really is... I mean, which is more important? Going to a psychologist or food?
I'm exhausted. Mentally... physically... I just want a break from LIFE. I come home from work everyday just wanting to cut my LIFE away... But I don't.
I just don't know anymore.
I owe school about $11 000, and, including loans, I'm short about $2000. And that's before I've eaten or bought textbooks, or anything ELSE like... say... shampoo or toilet paper.
Just makes me wonder how important "happiness" really is... I mean, which is more important? Going to a psychologist or food?
I'm exhausted. Mentally... physically... I just want a break from LIFE. I come home from work everyday just wanting to cut my LIFE away... But I don't.
I just don't know anymore.
