fall4me ([info]samsgonenutz) wrote in [info]_knowyoulive,
@ 2008-07-16 00:18:00
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its still there...
When life gets shitty...why do I always think about going into the bathroom and cutting myself?

I haven't cut in years. And yet, when times get downright shitty...I want to.

Has anybody not cut in years and feel the same way I do....

BTW i think i haven't cut in 3 years.

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[info]dirty_morals
2008-07-16 07:45 am UTC (link)
Yep, me too and I haven't cut in about that long either. I get the urge when i get really angry because that is how I used to deal with my anger, I would take it all out on myself. Or if I have a big fight with someone or something else that makes me feel really horrible about myself, I want to do it as punishment.

I always just remind myself that I CAN make it through whatever I am feeling without hurting myself, that cutting will not help anything.

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[info]mortuusanima
2008-07-17 12:09 am UTC (link)
same

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[info]xxhintoftearsxx
2008-07-19 02:53 am UTC (link)
I was the same way... Congrats on lasting that long, and I wish you continued success!

As for why... It's the same as any addiction. It never COMPLETELY goes away. There's always that part in your mind that remembers doing it, and instinctively wants to go back there. I hope you continue to stay strong and beat those urges.

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