Cait ([info]blackcatzer0) wrote in [info]_knowyoulive,
@ 2008-05-11 00:41:00
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Hi!
Came across this community and figured I'd join. I haven't cut in 1.5 months and thats the longest I've gone since I was 10. I am almost 23 now...My arms/legs are filled with scars and one on my left under forearm where I died in the ambulance. Lost alot of blood. Over my Ex who treated me like SHIT. Anyway...After that I continued on cutting until a few weeks before i left FL...In a sick way the scars are interesting to me, and I love the adreneline rush...but you never know how it effects the people you love and that love you. So I am doing my best here (in my new, fresh start in brooklyn ny, since my ex decided he just didnt love me anymore)which is not hard, considering I am on good meds and a fresh start away from my past which induced the cutting. anyway...thanks for taking the time to read =] --cait


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[info]ms_sahra
2008-05-11 04:51 am UTC (link)
hi!!!
welcome!

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[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-11 06:55 pm UTC (link)
ayyeee thanks!

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[info]eponine254
2008-05-11 08:47 am UTC (link)
Hi and welcome! It sounds like you've been through a lot :( All the best for your new start! Stay strong!

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[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-11 06:56 pm UTC (link)
eponine...les mis? +1 for that! lol! and yeah I've been through alot but I always keep in mind there are kids/ppl with worse things to worry about in their lives.

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[info]eponine254
2008-05-11 07:18 pm UTC (link)
That's the one! Yay! Hey, just because other people have suffered doesn't diminish your suffering or change the way it makes you feel. Don't feel like you have to have experienced trauma on a global scale to be legit.

*hugs*

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[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-12 03:54 am UTC (link)
Big time HUG! lol!

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[info]tralalalala
2008-05-11 02:29 pm UTC (link)
Good luck. And congrats on being brave enough to make a completely fresh start.

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brave?
[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-11 06:56 pm UTC (link)
wow...I never thought of it like that, thank you! That's very sweeet! <3

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[info]vynara
2008-05-14 07:44 pm UTC (link)
I'm new here and around your age =)

And guess what... like yourself, I'm going to move to a whole new country soon. I'm still wondering what that would mean for me as a cutter, so I'd very much like to hear your experience with your fresh start...

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[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-14 09:29 pm UTC (link)
Nice to meet you, what country are you moving to? Are you originally from the US? I haven't cut once since I left but I think a change of scenery is the best way to go cos you dont have the threat of seeing those people that bring you down/make you feel shitty. In my opinion I think you're gonna love a fresh start. I've never been happier. Go for it and NEVER look back. Never...

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[info]vynara
2008-05-14 09:35 pm UTC (link)
Nope, I'm from SEA... Singapore, to be exact. I'd be moving to Australia.

It's funny that you see it as getting away from people that bring you down/ make you feel shitty... on my side, I'm worried because moving means I'll be far from people here who support me and make me feel confident about myself. I mean, of course there are people here to drive me up the wall, but they are a little less scary than the strangers I'm going to meet when I move imo.

Thanks for your well wishes =) Will it be alright if I dropped by your personal journal? Please feel free to tell me to keep my inquisitive nose out of your private space...

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[info]blackcatzer0
2008-05-14 09:51 pm UTC (link)
ah aus huh? Fascinating place I'm sure...Yeah go ahead and add me im cool wit dat :)

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