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[07 Oct 2008|08:41am] |
Quentin's super cute yesterday. I'm actually typing this entry at my desk with the fear that someone who knows both Quentin and I would pop up halfway from nowhere and read my entry.
So anyway. I am not going to elaborate on what he did that made me find him cute but I guess I made my point. And he's down with a bad flu and cough, so poor thing.
I am 3 hours ahead of Singapore now. 850am here but only 550am there. I've been feeling sleepy and cold of late. Maybe I ate too much and the food made me feel sleepy. Oh and the energy drinks here really rock. Double size! Sugar free! But loaded with lots of crap that I shouldn't be drinking too much of.
I'm still missing everyone (if you're reading this, yes I do miss you).
I have a bruise on my hand, I do not know how I got it. And it's creepy, been 4 days and it's still not subsiding. Instead, it hurts.
I walked home yesterday and everything felt weird and it was all because I bought like 3 cans of alcohol and drank it on the way home. When I got home I was feeling like things were different, I found myself holding onto to the railing of the stairs and I walked up the steps to my room, which I don't normally do, and things in my wardorbe looked fuzzy. I shouldn't have drank so quickly, but I had to because Nicole said that people are not allowed to drink in public, and I don't wanna drink in the house either. So there you go. I felt stupid for doing such a thing. Yet such stupid things made me go to bed early and delirious (I slept at 7pm SGD time). Alcohol here is so cheap. A bottle of wine for $6 or so (and about 125 calories per 200mL for white wine and 134 calories for red).
Keira Knightley reportedly refused to eat food after fainting at some event, claming that she had eaten a ton, and only wanted red wine. Isn't alcohol supposed to make people fat? Then again, I guess if I survived only on wine, yes I will drop weight.
I took half an hour to blog this. Bye !
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| Dribs and Drabs From Paris Fashion Week |
[06 Oct 2008|04:04pm] |
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I desperately want all of the shoes from the John Galliano show!!!!
Of course, I want everything from Chanel. Shoes, bags, just Fed-Ex over ASAP. Make sure that this dress ends up on Blair Waldorf. This one is mine.
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[06 Oct 2008|08:05pm] |
On Friday I have a maths test.
Anyone who doesnt do 'well enough' (not sure what that is...) gets thrown off the corse.
Well obiously the teachers haven't said that. When we asked our maths teacher said "Well cross that bridge when we come to it"...
I'm not really stressin tho... I like maths and I seem to be pretty OKish at it.
I'll still revise tho...
& I went to the dentists and they said it'll only be a couple more months wearing my brace! So hopefully I'll have it off by christmas!
And they took the bar accross the roof of my mouth off which feels totally weird, haha...
&& Apparently KTs getting married...
She has a ring and everything. She showed me and Jennie it. I don't like it at all, I think it looks totally cheap and takky, but she likes it so...
She said it cost her BF £200, I was like "wow!" but thinking 'that's not much'...
I know that's totally mean and whatever... But if it's all he can afford then :]
I still think she's way too young to get married. She's 16, he's 21...
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[06 Oct 2008|07:13pm] |
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Ha! Mir fällt grade ein, dass ich doch mal wieder nen Eintrag schreiben muss will...
Das lange Wochenende war natürlich wieder mal nicht lang genug für mich ;_;
Freitag war ich bei Nata [wo sollte ich auch sonst gewesen sein?]
Dann haben wir gebacken *_*
Und äh~ so gegammelt.
Abends hab ich dann Hostels in Berlin gesucht, weil wir Silvester nach Berlin fahren.
[<3 Hasü, es wird so toll werden XDD ich bin da grade wirklich sehr hyper drauf und nicht nur weils da tolles Feuerwerk gibt |DDD was es in Paris ja leider nicht gab *drop blah²]
Und ich hab ganz tolle gefunden... und man merkt mir meine Ungeduld gar nicht an °_° [ich will buchen |D]
Samstag morgen waren wir dann in der Stadt und haben son bisschen rumgeguckt (was so gibt *lol*)
Und ab 14 Uhr waren wir dann auf'm Sportplatz, weil Nina und gefragt hat ob wir nicht Zeit und Lust hätten Pommes zu verkaufen, weil da sonst keiner Lust drauf hat...
Eigentlich hatten wir auch keine Lust, aber als wir dann da waren hat's doch Spaß gemacht ;)
Um 19 Uhr sind wir dann wieder richtig Nata gelaufen, durch den Sekt leicht angeheitert O_O''''
Ich find ja auch, dass wir und nicht auf das Drehteil auf dem Spielplatz hätten setzen sollen |D
Auf der Arbeit läufts auch gut. Wobei ich heute schon wieder die Krise bekommen habe, weil ich was gelöscht habe, was nicht gelöscht werden sollte [ARGH!]
Aber Herr S. unser EDV Guru aus Münster kann das wiederherstellen [puh!]
Passiert glücklicherweise nicht nur mir sowas |D
Nata und ich fahren jetzt doch zum Maximum the Hormone Konzert *~*
Freude!!
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| A GREAT BIG TARGET POST!!! |
[06 Oct 2008|08:42am] |
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Jonathan Saunders for GO International
Out 10/05/08
There are a couple designs I am really excited about...and a couple I'm not.
Love this look. The cardigan is just fab, very 80's.
I like the dress alright, but what I'm more excited about is the shirt underneath it. I think they come separate, I can't quite tell. I think the whole look would be much better minus the red belt, however. Makes it look too uniform, imo.
Ugh. Like the cut, like the darker color, but the gradient? So Summer 2006.
I like this okay. I am fond of the shape of the garment, but hasn't the whole Piet Mondrian thing been done recently?
Again, do we really need the belt?
Love love love this one. I think if the band on the skirt was taken off and replaced with one of the more colorful belts from the items above, it would work better, but I don't want to be TOO nitpicky.
Anya Hindmarch for Target
Out 10/12/08
OMG OMG SOOOO EXCITED about these. They are so elegant. So very 20s/30s/40s.
Here are my faves:
Isn't that just divine??? The flesh and gold PVC, the A-line cut of the bag, the gold adornments...Unfortunately, historically the photos of designer shoes and bags for Target are a tad misleading as to the actual construction, but...one can hope!
YES yes yes. Gorge. They also have it in brown/black and black/black.
FAUX FUCKING PYTHON. Are you KIDDING ME? I LOVE it. I cannot wait.
Sigerson Morrison for Target
Out 10/12/08
Okay, seriously? Truthfully? The majority of these look like the uber-cheap costume shoes you can pick up at any Spirit Halloween store for $15 to go with your Sexy Witch/Nurse/Nun/etc outfit. Case in point:
Ew. It looks like it's made well, at least.
Here's a couple I DO like:
I really like this shape. I find it unique and I am in LOVE with the color. It also comes in black with a gold strap, which I find similarly divine.
Yeah, ballet flats are a little played out but I can't escape the beautiousness of the color. I'm a sucker for purples. It also comes in a lovely aqua shade.
This one is just super fun to me. I love the bright colors in this line. This shoe also comes in silver and black.
All in all I'm pretty excited about the new stuff coming out. I always get more excited about Fall lines anyhow. Also worth a HUGE mention are the Mossimo/Xhilaration/Merona shoes Target has right now. I have NEVER seen such elegant and fun designs from the company before.
( Giant Shoe Image Dump )
Images courtesy nylonmag.com and target.com
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[06 Oct 2008|05:30pm] |
Well, KT left 6th Form...
She was in on Monday, but I had to leave at dinner to go the the dentist and I dint come back after, so I didnt see her on Monday, then on Tuesday she was at an interview, but she said she'd come back on Wednesdey, but at dinner she rang me and said she had to start work on Wednesday... So I didnt have a 'last day' with her..
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It's totally weird her not being there...
I mean, she was like my best only friend. All I have now is Jennie, who I've never liked... And Jennie hangs around with Lora and Sara, who I now tag allong with, I dont think they like me much... I'm the tag allong now...
On Thursday Jennie goes home at dinner so I'm on my own all dinner. Which is OK now cause I go in the library, but the first time was so lonely. I mean, I dont mind being on my own, in fact I like it, but I dont like the way people look at you like you have no friends. So I called my mum, she said I should go to the common room and someone will talk to me. She totally doenst understand. No-one will talk to me, and if they do Ill have no idea what to say and I wont exactly make any new friends, the day after they'll have totally forgotten they even spoke to me...
Maybe I should have tried to make friends when it was easier, at the begining of the year when everyone was new and everything, but now everyone has their own gangs and Im on my own...
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so... i had my bone scan today.
ouch. D:
i was in frickin' hysterics. i HATE injections, needles, blah, blah, blah. but, i did it and i'm happy. :D
what's a bone scan? well, all i know is that they injected radioactive shit into me and ran me through a scanner. it's to find out if there's any inflammation in muscles and such. well, that's why i did it. i didn't want to google more, because i just wanted to do it and not know, and i still don't particularly want to know as it's done and dusted, but you're free to wikipedia it if you want to.
i'm so desperate to get this back sorted i agreed to the bone scan in a split second even though i knew there was an injection involved. so, mum and i went into the royal hospital in belfast. she bought me marie claire. i read marie claire whilst in the waiting room. mum and i went into the injection room (it was called that). i cried. i cried some more. the guy stuck the needle in my arm for a long as fuck time. i cried. mum and i left. i wasn't crying anymore, but happy it was over squee! mum buttered my up by getting me a starbucks. we went back. i got the scan. yabbadeeyabbadoo!
i don't know the results yet, but hopefully will soon.
but everyone, YAY. I DID IT. i was in hysterics and scared shitless but i did it. score one for me. <3
p.s. tyra, i love you really. the icon just amuses me.
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| drug abuse prevention education seminar talk about drugs |
[06 Oct 2008|09:07pm] |
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(LOL! XD)
that song by frou frou "let go" (famous from the Garden State movie) is playing in my head.. gah. great song, i don't know why it popped all of a sudden in my nuggin, but it did.
so let go, let go, jump in. what are you waiting for?
and i can't do anything about it!
tsk. tsk.
bad LSS fix. hahaha!
( it's all right, because there's beauty in the breakdown )
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| Coming down with a case of "I love you more" |
[06 Oct 2008|07:58pm] |
Thanks for today (you know who you are). Thanks for listening and (very surprisingly) not complaining about anything at all, not thinking im weird or whatever, and going through this shit with me. Maybe I did have the wrong impression of you before, I don't know. Im not sure of anything anymore.
R, IMY INY ILY
I feel like writing a letter to you to explain everything this year but who knows if you'll ever take it seriously. Don't tell me to be calm and just accept it as it is, thats one of the most hurtful things you could ever say cos that just shows how much you don't understand. Forget it, the year's ending anyway, so for now all i'll do is sit here, hope and pray for the right answer. The rest, i'll leave it to my letter (if its ever gna be written). Sweet dreams, love.
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[06 Oct 2008|10:10pm] |
lovetted her
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[06 Oct 2008|02:31pm] |
Странно... Вроде, все наладилось. А состояние отвратительное.
Только остаешься один на один с собой - накрывает жуткая тоска. Аж плакать хочется.
Конечно, чтобы ранки на сердце затянулись нужно время. Но сколько? И какой мазью намазать их для ускорения процесса регенирации?
А отпустить мысли не получается. Непрерывно вертятся в голове. Одно и тоже...
Даже странно на себя смотреть со стороны - я совсем не такая как обычно.
Почти не смеюсь, ни с кем не хочу разговаривать. Желаю общаться только с одним человеком. А о других даже думать не хочу.
А на улице погода, которая прямо заставляет улыбаться. Может, поддаться уговорам солнышка?
Попробую, пожалуй)
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| A Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old) - Thanks to PeoplEmail this week |
[06 Oct 2008|04:22pm] |
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A Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old)
Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.
I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.
As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.
The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.
The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's passing, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives. Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, 'I know why.'
Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation.
He said, 'People are born so that they can learn how to live a good Life: like loving everybody all the time, and being nice, right?' The Six-year-old continued, 'Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.'
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| Of What Matters Most To Me |
[06 Oct 2008|04:04pm] |
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I work hard. I mean really work hard. I'm talking about crazy 12 hour days that can stretch to the entire week. And while I feel the need to get a full body massage as the week ends, it makes me happy to note that the week is almost over and I can have a 48 hour downtime to do whatever I want, however I want it.
This past weekend was a particularly enjoyable one. My good friend Roger, who is like a family to me, and I were at Greenbelt and we planned to get a good dinner and watch a movie. We went to CYMA, a greek restaurant and aside from their famous and notable "Opa!" performance especially during the flaming cheese act, nothing beats the quality of food and service that we experienced there. We had some beef in tomato sauce and olive oil and lobsters. Yummmmmm! I felt the need to compliment it with a glass of red wine. Ahhh, life is good, thanks to a good bottle of wine. :)
We then headed off to catch the last full show of the movie Eagle Eye. While I am not a major Action movie fanatic, we both decided we should watch this to experience what people have been talking about. True enough, Shia and Michelle were very good in this movie. It's about a special, let's say "intelligent" project and the story is written very good, and director's execution of the film is very impressive. I was in awe. I don't think I have been THAT impressed in my life, considering it was an Action Movie. Later on, while checking the film credits, I found out that it was a Steven Spielberg production. What can we say to that? :)
So earlier today, I planned on doing some grown-up responsibilities, paying bills, getting some grocery supplies, the works. I also brought Pugsly, my dog, to Animal House for grooming. I was enjoying my grocery shopping when an unknown mobile number was suddenly calling me. When I answered, I found out that it was Pugsly's Doctor on the other line. She told me that there was a situation and that Pugsly's grooming would have to be moved to next week since he was suddenly having a hard time breathing, his temperature rose and he was close to having hypothermia. The poor guy. I was so worried and afraid of what would happen to him that within 30 minutes I was back to pick him up already. He was prescribed a new brand of food targeted for what his Doctor said could be the problem, Obesity. He needs to lose at least 5 kilos, that's a minimum of 10 pounds. His food is now measured and he needs to exercise more. I felt sorry for him especially now that the Doctor said he can't be stressed and he needs to stay indoors for the moment. But I am glad that he is okay now.
Pugsly isn't just a pet to me, cliche as it sounds, this guy is like my bestfriend and my family. I've often told myself that if I decide to move out of the country, he is going with me. He is that important to me. Just like the friends who I treasure the most. Just like the people who I love.
No matter how busy my life gets to be, I know at the end of the day which ones matters most to me.
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