Current location:	On My Way To Bed
Current mood:	ditzy
Current music:	TYT

Title: Patient Forgiveness
Author: myforgottenpain
Rating: R for content
Pairing: Vam all the way!
Summary: When Bam and Ville finally are given a chance to be together, will they be able to make the life they always wanted?
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything connected to HIM, Ville Valo, or Bam Margera. Nor do I imply that in reality they are anything but friends. I, however, could not pass up a great idea for a fan fiction!
Warnings: Angsty in the beginning, but it will get better! I swear!
Authors Notes: I'm still pulling this story together, so hopefully it will work well with me posting it before its done. I've only rewritten this story like... eight times...


"So I heard something about you getting a surprise today?" Ryan asked as he walked over to Bam, who was playing in the front yard with the kids.

"Yeah, Ville has something planned for me; something Katri has been helping him plot behind my back." Bam answered as he gazed down at Elina, who was resting comfortably on Ryan's chest.

Ryan chuckled, "They have been sneaking around together a lot lately. I'm just as eager as you, to see what they have up their mutual sleeves."

Just then there was a honk as Katri's car pulled into the driveway. With Ryan's help, they made sure the boys weren't in the way, as the car pulled into a parking spot. However, they were soon in for a big surprise, when Katri got out of the front passenger seat.

She walked over to Ryan, kissing him on the cheek, before kissing Elina on the head. She chuckled at Ryan and Bam's matching surprised looks. She wrapped her arms around Ryan and turned to look at Bam. "Surprise!"

With a grin that nearly went ear to ear, Bam hurried over to the drivers side door, squealing with glee when he saw Ville sitting behind the wheel.

"Hey good looking..." Ville said, in a deep, sensious tone, as he blantly eyed Bam. "Need a ride?"

"Oh heck yes!" Bam cried as he dove into the window (which was thankfully completely opened), laughing as he kissed Ville all over his face. "You can drive! You can freaking drive!"

Ville laughed, "Yes! Yes! I can!" He returned a few of the kisses, chuckling when he realized the twins were standing just outside of the door, jumping up and down as they laughed; trying to hit Bam's shoes. "That's not all love."

"There is more? There can't really be more!" Bam cried, beyond excited at this point.

"There is..." Ville said as he struggled to get his wallet out. He first pulled out his new drivers license, which immediately got Bam thinking. You can't get an American drivers license unless you are...

"No...no way... you didn't really?" Bam asked as he took the second piece of identification from Ville.

"I did... There is nothing left for me in Finland. My home is here with you and the boys.... America is my home now." Ville said.

"Oh man.. wait till everyone hears this." Bam said, kissing Ville semi deeply. For a moment he was calm as he looked at the cards in his hands.

"What's the matter love?" Ville asked when he noticed the look of sadness in his lover's eyes. "I thought you would be happy."

"I am." Bam said as he looked to Ville again. "I just can't believe you gave up Finland... for me."

Ville smiled, "What is a country when compared to the love I feel for you? This is the place I have a chance to live the life I want to live."

"What about the band?"

"If they were really my friends, they would realize why I have to do this."

"Awwww....Willa!" Bam cried, kissing Ville again. "I wuv you so much... I promise I will always take good care of you."

Ville chuckled, though it was strained and on the verg of tears, "I know you will and I love you too."

They managed to get the door to car open, so Bam could slide out of it. Ville got out and crouched down so he could hug the twins, kissing their cheeks before hugging them again. When he released them, they looked at him and realized he was crying.

"Why you cryin'?" Esa asked.

"No sad papa." Niklas put in, both speaking with a tone of concern as they wiped away his tears; which of course made Ville want to cry harder.

"I'm not sad... I'm happy... so very happy." Ville said as he tried to push the lump in his throat down.

"Then smile!" Esa cried, holding his hands up.

"Like this." Niklas put in, pushing on his own cheeks, to make his smile bigger. "Here papa." He added,"I help." He reached out to gently push Ville's cheeks up.

Ville chuckled as he stood up, patting them on their heads. "I love you both so much."

"Wuv you too." Niklas said as he took Ville's hand.

"Me too!" Esa cried, indicating to himself before he took Ville's other hand.

"And me..." Bam added, placing his hands on Ville's waist, kissing the back of his neck, as he followed them into the house.

"How about all of us sleep in the living room tonight?" Ville asked, which made the twins cheer.

"That is a fantastic idea." Bam said, grinning as much as their children.

****
Bam wasn't sure what time it was and he didn't really care. Ville was sound asleep, his face resting on Bam's chest, his arms wrapped around the skater's torso. Bam had his arms wrapped around Ville's shoulders, until he moved one of his hands, to start playing with the singer's hair.

The twins were sleeping at the foot of their make shit bed. Niklas was sleeping on Ville's legs, while Esa was sprawled out in the opposite corner of their sleeping area. He kissed Ville on the forehead, before pressing his cheek against Ville's head, holding him tightly.

A sharp intake of air signaled that Ville was waking up.

"Sorry Ville..."Bam said softly.

"It's alright love..." Ville murmured, slowly opening his eyes. He looked up at Bam, smiling as they exchanged a chaste kiss. "What's on your mind?"

Bam shrugged, "Nothing."

"You wouldn't be awake right now if nothing was bothering you."

Bam chuckled softly, "I was just thinking..."

"Yes?"

"I really want another kid...I'm feeling some major baby fever from Elina."

Ville chuckled, "I have to admit...I would like to have another baby too."

"You would? Even with diapers?"

"Yes Bammie... even if it meant more diapers."

"We have a lot of the adoption stuff done already... its just about finding the right person to add to our family."

Ville nodded as he went back to snuggling with Bam. "I kind of want to go to Russia..."

"Me too.... after hearing Luka talk about the orphanage his girlfriend works with...I kind of want to see it."

"Well let's look into going to Russia?" Ville said, looking at Bam through the tops of his eyes.

"Alright, we're going to Russia."

****
Esa slowly sat up, rubbing his eyes. Daddy and papa were sound asleep and upon looking to his brother, he could see Niklas was waking up too. They held the sort of discusion that children have and then hurried into the kitchen.

****
Bam slowly drew in a breath and stretched, aiming to put his hand down and push himself up. He was met with a surprise when his hand fell into something very wet and mildly cold. Wincing for a moment since it could really be anything, he looked to see what he had just touched.

There was a small, orange, mixing bowl sitting next to him. Inside of it was a combination of milk and Lucky Charms, with no marshmellows in it. "Umm...Ville.... why is there cereal by me?"

"I have no idea." Ville said as he slowly sat up, rubbing his eyes. He looked behind himself and found a rectangle, tupperware container, with water and dry oatmeal that hadn't mixed together; let alone cooked. "Looks like I have oatmeal?" He said showing it to Bam, who chuckled.

"Breakfast!" Esa said as he came running over to them, indicating to what his parents were holding. He brought with him a bright, orange, bag that was mostly empty.

"Did you make this for me?" Bam asked, indicating to the bowl.

Esa nodded, reaching into his bag, pulling out a few kernals. "Niko that one." He tried to say, indicating to Ville's bowl.

"Niklas made this one for me?" Ville asked.

Again Esa nodded.

"Aww thank you." Bam said, kissing Esa on the cheek. "What do you have?"

"Popcorn." He answered, showing Bam the bag.

"Wonderful! Popcorn for breakfast....lovely." Bam said, shaking his head slightly.

"And marsh-mew-woes." Esa added, indicating to the bowl of cereal.

"And you ate the marshmellows from the Lucky Charms... equally lovely." Bam said as he got up. "Can daddy have some popcorn?"

Esa nodded, handing Bam the bag, wiping his hands off on his PJ's; his cheeks and mouth were covered in yellow cheddar powder.

"Thank you..." Bam walked into the kitchen, torn between sighing in disbelief and laughing out loud, when he saw that the entire box of Lucky Charms had been dumped on the floor.

"Marsh-mew-woes gone." Esa said, indicating to the pile of cereal followed by shrugging.

"I'm sure..." Bam said as he placed the mostly empty bag of popcorn on the table, along with the bowl of cereal, that he was now sure contained dirt from the floor.

"Niko?" Ville asked, as he followed Bam into the kitchen, putting his oatmeal on the table.

"Papa?" Niklas asked, moving out from under the table. His face was covered in brightly colored smears.

"What are you eating?" Ville asked as he crouched down, reaching for the container Niklas had in his hand.

"Sprinkles." Niklas stated as he stood up.

"Wonderful..."

"What is he eating?" Bam asked as he hurried over to Ville and Niklas, bringing with him the broom and dust pan he was using to sweep up the cereal mess.

"Candy sprinkles... from April's baking cupboard." Ville answered.

"Good." Esa said as he pointed to the mostly empty container.

"Yup." Niklas said as he nodded in agreement.

"We are going to have some sick babies on our hands." Ville said as he threw the container away. He got a wash cloth from the drawer, wetting it in the sink, so he could wash the twins hands and faces off.

"At least we know if we couldn't feed them, they could find nutrious meals on their own." Bam said as he chuckled, throwing the wasted cereal away.

****
April stepped out into the backyard, just as Niklas went running towards the pool and jumped into it. She insitictively went to cry out in fright, relaxing after she spotted Ville in the water, waiting to catch Niklas and monitor what he was doing.

Off to her left she heard familiar laughter. When she turned to that direction, she could see Bam and Esa running around in the side yard, playing with a ball. That sight really brought the smile to her lips, in fact she laughed when she realized she didn't know who was having more fun; Bam or Esa. At one point, Esa picked up the ball and ran off with it.

Bam ran after him at less than half of his actual speed, so it appeared Esa had a chance to get away with the ball. When he finally did catch Esa, the little boy automatically threw the ball. Esa laughed harder as Bam tickled him, his mouth hanging open as he did so, his cheeks flushed.

Kneeling on the ground now, Bam let Esa go. He was laughing hard himself, shaking his head as Esa immediately went for the ball again. He picked it up and ran off with it, heading over to the pool to throw it in.

Ville looked to the side of the pool, Niklas holding onto him, also looked to Esa; both chuckled.

Bam came up from behind Esa and scooped him up, spinning him around a little, before he put the little boy down. He hunched over, bracing himself on his knees for a moment, chuckling as Esa attempted to run away and ended up stumbling since he was dizzy.

Esa immediately went for the play set and started repeatly going down the slide.

"Man Ville, I hope they are ready for a nap soon, because I am." Bam said, rubbing his stomach.

Ville chuckled, "Are you ready for a nap?" He asked, looking to Niklas.

"No!" Niklas cried, shaking his head back and forth.

Ville chuckled and looked to Bam. "There's your answer."

"Cover our son's eyes and I'll give you my answer." Bam answered with a playful grin.

"What?" Niklas asked, just as Ville covered his eyes. He attempted to push his papa's hand off, but was unable too. "No! I see!"

Bam straightened up and looked to Esa. "Esa! Hide and seek in 5-4-3-2-1!" The minute he said Hide and Seek Esa perked up, and stood up from the bottom of the slide. As he started counting, the little boy ran into the house. As soon as he was out of sight, Bam pulled down the back of his pants just enough, to expose the majority of his cheeks; shaking them back and forth at Ville.

"Tasty." Ville said, removing his hand when Bam pulled his pants up.

Bam chuckled, "Lunch as soon as I find Esa?"

Ville nodded, "Sounds good."

"Alright... love you." Bam blew them a kiss and ran into the house to find Esa.



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