im a narwhal ([info]dino_secks) wrote in [info]__postsecret,
@ 2006-06-01 13:13:00
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TOPIC POST!
Okay members, it is time to complain/rant/bitch.
Go ahead! Don't hold anything back!
This is the entry for you. =]

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[info]_tabloid
2006-06-01 06:34 pm UTC (link)
I can't be his side project for much longer.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 07:00 pm UTC (link)
I'm so jealous of you right now. It makes me so mad. You're so much better then me at everything, and prettier. And it's not like I have anything going for me, either. You even get better grades.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 07:07 pm UTC (link)
I'm tired of you treating me like your daugter, not your girlfriend.
It gets so old. I'm tired of asking you if I can do this, or that.
And I miss my friends. You don't allow me to talk to them. The only reason I'm keeping you is because somehow, I fell in love with you. And that's not changing. If I didn't love you, you'd be out the door.
No one is supposed to be like this to me, you're worse than my parents. But I love you.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-08 09:40 pm UTC (link)
urgh. fucking well said.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 07:35 pm UTC (link)
I hate his stupid fangirls. They drive me crazy. And he drives me crazy for indulging them.

Technically, he's doing nothing wrong. I do trust him. But I want him to have eyes ONLY for me.

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this will probably be very long, haha
(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 07:36 pm UTC (link)
Firstly, she claims to not like him, and he claims to not like her...but they flirt like mad. And it hurts me. A hell of a lot. They went out once, so yeah, old habits die hard, but I'm sat right there. Give me a goddamn break. He went to see her tonight. I don't have a problem with them being friends, but he could have come to see me. I guess he just didn't want to.

Secondly, I hate people complaining about their lives. There's kids in africa, no roof over their head (and if they do it's mad outta cow shit) and their parents have died from AIDs. You tell me what gives these people a right to complain, just because one small things gone wrong? If those people in africa can have hope, surely you can, too. There is a brighter future waiting for you.

Thirdly, I thought he was going to visit on Saturday. But he isn't. He's going to his "friends", though. Which is fine. But I'm still disappointed. I just care far too much about him to complain to him. I told him I loved him a lot tonight. He thought I was joking. Sometimes I wish he'd use that brain of his to realise that I mean it.

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Re: this will probably be very long, haha
[info]play_a_memory
2006-06-02 04:51 pm UTC (link)
arent your first and third secrets entirely contradicting your second?

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Re: this will probably be very long, haha
(Anonymous)
2006-06-03 08:09 pm UTC (link)
I thought someone would say this; and yes, as I typed it, it sounds that way. But it wasn't meant to. I meant people who say they hate their life etc etc. I don't hate my life. I just have a few problems on the way.

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[info]___leland
2006-06-01 09:00 pm UTC (link)
how complicated life is just frustrates me.

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[info]moldytampon
2006-06-04 01:48 am UTC (link)
i wish i had a manual for people, because i constantly believe that it's not life.

it's the people.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 09:28 pm UTC (link)
i get so sad because you live so far away & it DRIVES ME MENTAL because, we'd be PERFECT.
and it hurts just so much.
when you DO visit, i go shopping for hours to find the nicest thing.
come home.
come back.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 10:32 pm UTC (link)
I'm so ashamed of this, and I will never admit this to you, but I am so. Fucking. Jealous. Or maybe not so much jealous; I'm just afraid that I will lose you to her like she lost you to me. I wish you didn't still care about her so much and I wish she wasn't coming to see you and I wish I didn't have to hear about her all the time but I'd rather hear about her than not, I guess. I think you'd rather be with her than me. But when you tell me about it, I'm just going to smile and nod and act like everything is just fine because there is nothing fucking else I can do. GREAT!

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[info]upside_down21
2006-06-01 10:56 pm UTC (link)
My mom never wants to do anything with me.

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[info]drunk_duck
2006-06-01 11:04 pm UTC (link)
If i hear one more person say the following things to me i will scream:
1) I'd be a vegetarian but i cant live w/o meat
2) Why do you limp?

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-01 11:12 pm UTC (link)
I despise the fact that everything is my fault. I'm not so sure you love me. I'm your DAUGHTER, and I feel like I'm nothing in this house. And then randomly you're nice to me, and I hate it. I wish you'd just hate me, and kick me out, and then it wouldn't be my fault, and I have places to go. really.

At least *she* actually seems to give a shit. She smiles when I enter the room, and hugs me when I have the worst days. When I leave, she's the one I'll want to call--not you. The saddest part is, I feel more guilty being a burden to her, than loving her more.

If I were her daughter, maybe I wouldn't have grown up thinking I was constantly fat, with a low self-esteem, hardly any friends, and petrified to go anywhere.

They say that parents influence children, and I agree. I'm just glad I don't think like you anymore. They also say that the same-sex relationship is incredibly important. Well, nice job, mom. I feel like shit when I'm around you, and you call ME the embarrassment. It's always my fault. And I believed you for so long. Now, my last year at home, and I finally have people that tell me I'm a decent person.

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[info]miss_kink
2006-06-02 12:20 am UTC (link)
I'm so sick of seeing everyone get together, and be all perfect. YES, I'm jealous because I can't seem to get a boy to like me. I mean, I think I'm pretty nice. BUT I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH AM I?

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[info]reallivebitch
2006-06-02 01:20 am UTC (link)
i just want to love me pure and simple no back forth up and love me and wan tto spend time with no mood swing no chnage your mind just love no lies no petty bullshit but even in my fantasy i know its too much to ask

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-02 03:01 am UTC (link)
I hate that you're so happy about your stupid show. Shut up. I don't care. I don't like that your ex is comming. You're excited about seeing him and it pisses me off to no end.

Trust me. I won't criticize your concert. I'm not there for that. Fuck.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-02 03:43 pm UTC (link)
i wish people want stop saying my favourite band ever are shit. i don't mind if they say they don't like them, or even if they say "i think they're shit" - that's their opinion - but saying they're shit..when they're clearly not..is different. everyone says i'm too "overprotective" but the thing is, i've liked this band for seven years; their music has got me through everything and technically been a better friend to me than anyone. i've moved a lot and i've had their music all the time. also, they seem to be the only thing i have left from before when my grandma died. so i wish people would just shut the fuck up. especially the ones who say it JUST to annoy me. i can't even hold back because it really bothers me. it sounds stupid, and it shouldn't bother me, i know - but it does. if i want to say i don't liek a band, i say that i don't like them, i don't just say "they're shit". for a band to be remotely famous, they have to have at least one scrap of talent within them. and i will admit that. i just wish others would, too.


wow. i feel so much better now. :D

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-02 03:45 pm UTC (link)
i hate you a lot right now.
i'd love to punch you in the face =]

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[info]mochadelacreme
2006-06-02 10:19 pm UTC (link)
I can only hope that you remain lonely and unhappy for the rest of your life.

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[info]nodoubtatall
2006-06-05 06:39 pm UTC (link)
every time my mother walks by my room i want to tell her that i've found the love of my life. but i can't because she would hate him and kick me out. it hurts him and its killing me.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-08 09:43 pm UTC (link)
i'm sick of waking up from dreams of you and wondering if you do the same.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-12 02:09 am UTC (link)
I fucking hate my friends.
I hate them so much.
I never want to talk to them again.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-13 10:14 am UTC (link)
Right now most people would think I have a lot of things going for me in life but on the other hand I feel like everythings going downhill. I feel like I only have one permanant friend.. but she still doesn't know everything about me *sigh* Like sucks.

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(Anonymous)
2006-06-13 10:16 am UTC (link)
I just want someone to love me :(

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[info]angelicdirge
2006-07-28 06:16 am UTC (link)
I'm tired of people thinking just cause something is popular its good. you don't need fucking talent to be on top, just luck. All you need is luck. And I'm tired of people thinking the opposite. Bands usually aren't popular for reasons, clothing styles too. Stop looking at what the public says and just do something. I'm tired of people conforming to their fucking freinds and their boy and girl freinds, or doing the opposite or whats popular, or the opposite of whats unpopular, or people toting around that they don't care like it's something you need an award. Be yourself, and shut up about it. For the love of god, is it that hard? No one cares! They only care cause they think you want them too, or someone convinced them they should! Now, listen to music for your ear, wear clothes for your body, read books for your mind, eat food for your tongue, and if your freinds don't like it DON"T DUMP THEM! DIFFERENCES ARE GOOD!

God... people....

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Seriously.
(Anonymous)
2007-01-25 02:47 am UTC (link)
I'd rather have no friends than the ones I have now.
I hate them all, no kidding.
I think they're all hideous sheep-in-a-flock that can't find their true identity. They like to bullshit you like it's nothing. I think it's something, so fuck you.
My parents are so nice, I'm not going to rant about how they piss me off. I love them, actually. Besides for one part; bringing me into this world. I hate them for that, what the fuck, guys.
I've been cutting since 2 years ago. I'm so sick of wearing a jacket and long sleeves, I'm serious as heck. The summer before 7th grade, you asked what that cut was. "Oh, it was the fence I hopped." You believed me, you sick fucks. Not even my friends ask why I never wear shortsleeves. I don't want you to know, but it's sad that you are too clueless to even wonder.
Sometimes I cut for no reason, the sight of blood really, truely fascinates me. I'm sick. I love the feeling, the way it looks. Scars all over, it's great. I hide my blades in the drawer under my socks, you'll never find it.

I want to move out of this state, badly. California in 4 years.
Then it's GOOD BYE SHIT HOLE.

I won't even live 'til I'm 21. I have no future, nothing's in for me.

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(Anonymous)
2007-07-24 07:33 am UTC (link)
I'm annoyed by stupid people, and their constant complaining about how things are too hard to get. I'm sick and tired of having people tell me that getting into the film business will be double hard for me since I'm a chick and a minority. No shit sherlock.

Third, I'm sick of looking at car cashing movies that has the lead woman a size 6, big boobs and dumb as hell. I'm also sick of looking at those damn videos that are directed by MALE directors and have the women singers, posing or shaking her half naked ass. Please go put some clothes on and get a director who knows how to actually make a music video and not a fucking soft core porno.

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(Anonymous)
2007-10-19 07:03 pm UTC (link)
You are SO stupid!
All you want is your band and guitar
FUCK OFF!
I switched schools for you.
I should have dumped your ass and gone out with the Pre-med major asshole

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(Anonymous)
2008-02-07 02:09 am UTC (link)
Fuck you.
You're such a psycho and sometimes I wish you'd kill yourself so that I can cry about it, not feel bad, and have people feel bad for me.

Then I realize I'd pretty much be Satan if that were to actually happen.

(I still wish it sometimes.)

But seriously. Are you fucking out of your mind?
NO ONE CARES.

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Furious, hurt, betrayed
(Anonymous)
2008-05-14 03:36 pm UTC (link)
It makes me furious that he felt justified in liking me as more than a friend.
He was one of the few people I thought I could trust not to come on to me too much. I mean, sometimes the flirting was a little much, but I thought it could just be the cultural barrier, or his shy awkwardness.
I just want to be liked for me. As a person. As a friend!
And damnit, you've taken a vow of celibacy right? Or at least can't be in a relationship while you're part of your order. Why would you be looking? Don't you realize you have other commitments? Why would you make them if you didn't want to do so, or know all of what they entail?
I can't believe he'd have the nerve.
My birthday was full of drama, and it meant so much that he hung out and stayed b/c I felt like he was one person there truely for me, and had no alterior motives like liking me in a way that meant he wanted something from me. I thought he had no expectations.
Now everything's tainted. If I can't depend on religious order members not to think of me as any more than a friend, who can I? Why can't someone like me for me without translating that into meaning they want to hit on me.
How do I invited this advances? I don't want these revelations, the pressures. I'm not interested!!
When did it seem like I was? While I had a bf? Or afterwards when I was telling me I wasn't interested in dating at all for a while?

Grrr. This hurt my feeligs. And was a totaly shock. Darn.
I'm sorry but I don't belive you can be in-love withsomeone you hardly know.

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