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[May. 29th, 2012|10:30 am] |
1. I laugh when people who I don't like, "pin" wedding ideas on pinterest. Esp. when they aren't in a relationship.
-I know it's not nice.
2. I have this hatred for Instagram (spelling?). It makes people think they can actually take pictures... |
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[May. 22nd, 2012|02:38 am] |
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I don't know how to deal with my emotions.
I thought I had it under control. But lately it's break down after break down.
Secret:
I still tell everyone I'm okay. That I don't need help, that I don't need my doctor.
I'm starting to wonder if I really do. But we can't afford it. I just need to buck up and deal with my shit. On my own.
Please oh please. Just let me be normal. |
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[May. 21st, 2012|10:49 am] |
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Of course I would have to look like some kind of harlot when meeting the woman the fates seem to want as my future mother-in-law for the second first time -_- Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[May. 19th, 2012|10:01 am] |
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After a week full of nightmares, I just got the best dream payoff ever. ALL RAMMSTEIN, ALL NIGHT LONG.
All of them. And me. (not quite like that)
Basically, I got to hang out and hit on my favorite band ever ALL NIGHT LONG, and they got to hang out and hit on me. It's like everything I've ever wanted.
Good mood Saturday, here I come.
Too bad it's just a dream. (Though I do remember thinking that while in the dream and indignantly going "NO. THIS IS REALITY." as if that would make it so. ) |
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[May. 17th, 2012|04:07 pm] |
finally got to my happy place and everyone's pissed at me.
wtf? |
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[May. 17th, 2012|11:36 pm] |
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I say I want to get better, but my secret is, I like the pain. |
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[May. 17th, 2012|12:46 am] |
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He asked me to wait, and I promised him, when he's ready.But what if waiting means it will never happen? |
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[May. 16th, 2012|10:29 pm] |
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You are the most adorable thing I've seen in so long. Seeing your face is like looking at the sun again after a long, cold winter. |
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[May. 16th, 2012|07:09 pm] |
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i need for him to graduate and go away.
i can't heal if he keeps tearing out the sutures. |
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[May. 7th, 2012|10:59 pm] |
I saw Rammstein in Detroit last night (I also saw them in Chicago, but that has nothing to do with the secret)
At the beginning of the concert, I squeezed into a not-quite-big-enough spot on the rail, because I would prefer to watch the show from the front, and, if we're being honest, the spot was (originally) big enough to slide one hip in and stand sideways. The woman on my left and her friend did not like this and double-teamed me to try and get me to leave. I'm talking full on elbows to the face, hair-pulling, screaming, kicking, choking. When the security yelled at them, they just pinched my arm and tried to kick my feet out from under me. For an hour.
I feel like I deserved it.
It also kind of makes me not want to see another live show. |
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