QUOTExCATASTROPHE

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 22:49:42 GMT

okay. to clear things up, i'm not quitting the site again and i'm not "complaining because i dont have alot of traffic."

if i'm complaining about anything it's because nobody is willing to give me feedback or support which obviously i need to keep the site running otherwise there is no point.

my site doesn't come up on search, it's not like people are going to find it magically which is why i need your guys' help.

i'll update later tonight or early tomorrow if i have 3 comments by the end of the day.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 23:47:47 GMT

pretty sad that i get 2 comments in two weeks.
my site is dyinggg.
and apparently nobody cares.

:] bye

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:57:11 GMT

ok, so here's the deal. i've been having a REALLY bad week. which explains the bitchy entry previous to this one. i don't know what's up with you guys, but if people don't start contributing to the site, i'm going to stop doing this again. i tried advertising myself and i just NEED your guys' help, and the lack of comments [and by lack, i mean 0] isn't really a confidence booster either. bottom line, i need your help and feedback, or this site is pointless.

i dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold winterset heart.
with heat to melt these frozen tears, burned with reasons as to carry on.
and into these twisted months, i plunge without a light to follow.
but i swear i'd follow anything, just get me out of here.

Tonight, she's out to lose herself and find a high on peachtree street.
From mixed drinks to techno beats, it's always heavy into everything
She comes and goes and comes and goes like no one can.
She comes and goes and no one knows she's slipping through my hands.

I don't know who you're talking to
I made a search through every room,
but all I found was dust that moved
in shadows of the afternoon.
And listen,
about those bitter songs you sing?
They're not helping anything.
They won't make you strong.

One may think we're doing fine
but if I had to lay it on the line,
we're losing ground with every passing day.
We're not okay.
But that's one thing I would never say to you.

she hangs around the boulevard.
she's a local girl with local scars.
she got home late, she got home late.
she drank so hard the bottle ached.
and she tried and she tried and she tried and she tried.
but nothing's clear in a bar full of flies.
so she takes and she takes and she takes and she takes.
she understands when she gives it away...
she says "man, i gotta get out of this town.
man, i gotta get out of this pain"

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me we don't give sympathy
You can trust me, trust nobody
But I said you and me we don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak
I'll try to get out but I never will

and the promise, we break it
and the reasons, we fake it
brings us farther apart from the love that we make
as the poisonous tide leaves us gasping for air
we run for the past but we're already there

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?

i'll become what you became to me. <3

and in a dream I saw you
you tore your hand from mine and you said
"Love isn't worth it, dear
we're just killing time between infinite quiet
and I know you're starving, we're all wearing thin
but kid, you'll want to shut your heart
you've let the heat out and let the cold in"

part of the 60+ update you guys aren't getting.
COMMMMEENNNNTTTTT!!
<3

ANDDD.
haute_amour
go join.
it's nena's community
and i'm a maintainer there now.
[icons/news of models/celebs/fashion & such.]
kthanks :]

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 06:58:53 GMT

okay so
today is sunday.
deadline was thursday.
not only did i get THREE COMMENTS
in like EIGHT DAYS
but i promoted my site in tons of communities.
and i got TWO NEW MEMBERS
none of which came from you guys.
10 new members is not alot to ask.
at all.
so here's the deal
no 60+ quote update.
i'm in tennessee.
i'm not going home until the 9th.
the day after that is warped tour
so i doubt i'll even think of updating till the 11th.
and then i'll figure out what the hell i'm supposed to do
and why you guys suck so bad at helping me out a TINY bit.
k?

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 00:47:15 GMT

please help me promote, guys. i know i left for a long time but the site was doing ALOT better than this before. if i get 10 new friends by thursday i'll make a huge huge update. (40+) promise <3

OH. AND IF ANYONE FINDS ME A NEW LAYOUT TO USE, (too lazy to make one =p) i'll add 20+ quotes to the 40 up thurrrr ^ thats 60 quotes guys, come on.

she says, "its wrong, but oh, we need it." as she sits waiting up for him. but he's not coming home. he's driven seven days of distance & the dial tone on the end of the receiver is really whats wrong with her. one day my dear, he'll come crawling through the front door just to fall into an empty room with a ruined view. he's doing this for you.

The telephone number I got for you says nobody's home
The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it alone
And you had an apology in your mailbox since last July
It's funny when you find the words to say, you find no reply

throw my cares up in the air,
and i don't think they're coming down.
yeah, i'm loving how it feels right now.

there's not a lot of reason
in the things that we believe in,
so i think i'll believe in you.

spent too many hours holding up walls,
standing in corners & clenching my jaw,
watching you watch the girls i wanted to be.

i want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt.
you're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to live without.

sometimes its best to forget what you feel
and remember what you deserve

throwing all my calls away,
you don't need me,
you don't need me
drink at night
and sleep all day
i don't need you
i don't need you
i drove on every interstate
but you don't need me
you don't need me

"It isn't the pollution that's harming the environment.
It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."
-George W. Bush

i could be an expert on co-dependency, i could write the best book on underage tragedy, ive been spending my time at the local liquor store. ive been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor. so i sit & wonder, "does anyone else feel like me?" im so overdosed on apathy, burnt out on sympathy.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 23:48:59 GMT

well damn thanks for the comments?
whateverrr im only updating because
im in a horrible mood
and there's no quotes
they're all death cab lyrics.
k.

cause i built you a home in my heart
with rotten wood
meant to cave from the start
cause you can't find nothin' at all
if there was nothin' there all along

i'm a war of head versus heart.
it's always this way.
my head is weak, my heart always speaks
before i know what it will say.

this is when i forget to breathe
and all the things i scripted
they sound unfounded
and it's the look that you're giving me
that tells me exactly what you're thinking;
this ain't working anymore.

sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
just like a faucet that leaks
and there is comfort in the sound
but while you debate half empty or half full
tt slowly rises, your love is gonna drown.

then looking upwards, i strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home
"do they collide?" I ask and you smile.
with my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter.

i cannot pretend that i felt any regret
cause each broken heart will eventually mend
as the blood runs red down the needle and thread
someday you will be loved.
you may feel alone when you're falling asleep
and everytime tears roll down your cheeks
but I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
someday you will be loved.

i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speed trains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that could hold us back.

I've always fallen fast
with too much trust in the promise that
"no one's ever been here,
so you can quell those wet fears."

the flames and smoke climbed out of every window
& disappeared with everything that you held dear
& you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need
cause you knew you were finally free
cause all you see
is where else you could be
when you're at home
out on the street
are so many possibilities
to not be alone
<3

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds
But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself.

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die"

So who's going to watch you die?

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 03:06:56 GMT

k so
4 of the comments on my entry
were from the same person
i love her and all
but
8 comments means 8 different people.
so one of nena's counts
the other 3 dont
which means 3 comments on this entry
or 3 more on the last one
from people who HAVEN'T
commented either of the two yet
and then the next update.
thanksss<3

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 21:44:21 GMT

here guysss. i know it's kind of sucky/short. but i'm a little rusty i guess. i'll try to add more throughout the day.

today i missed you.
and i hate myself for it.

lets just drink to get drunk
and tell each other everything
cause a drunken mind speaks a sober heart
and oh, im willing to spill it.

Know that I need you, I want you
I'm dying for you here in my heart
where my veins are combusting for you.
All that I've learned, I'm learning,
I'm falling for you now.
I need you in the worst way.
I don't think I'm gonna pull through.

as pretty as a car crash
just another modern swinger
singing "catch me if you can"
with a cigarette in hand
it's love.
it's heavy, and it hurts. its love.

"So, I guess we are who we are for a list of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."

It's like a classic movie scene,
with the soundtrack of the year.
where your kiss and mind collide
and baby, we know it's true
because your eyes, they pout and tease.
so rewind and pause.
Let's stay here forever.

hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
it's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best, the best that I had.

Airplanes, they always leave the ground
with confidence in safely coming down,
unlike us.
we crashed and can't be found.

Take control of the atmosphere, take me away from here.
There is no better loss than to lose myself in you.
In a parachute to glide, I am captive in your sky.
Surrender has somehow become so beautiful.

i hope the next girl to hold your hand
holds on just a little tighter than i did
and realizes how lucky she is to have you

you learn alot about people when you
listen to the songs that mean something to them.

i think we can handle 8 comments? <3

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 03:07:10 GMT

okay.
i think i'm gonna start this site up again.
because alot of people have been asking me about it.
and i guess i'll start adding quotes again
if i get 5 comments on this entry.
so that i know people will be coming here.
and that's not alot to ask
because you don't even need an account to comment.
and i'm going to go through and make all the
old entries so they aren't friends only.
and future entries won't be friends only either
at least for a while so i can get alot of viewers.
since you guys, practically make the site.
so yeah.
please commentttt. <3

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 20:37:11 GMT

mmk.
im not doing this anymore.
i won't delete the old entries
but i won't be updating again.
thanks to those of you who stuck with the site.
there are other good quote sites in the top
box on the left, and some more in my userinfo.
kbye.

ps; this isn't a threat for comments.
im done.
so i dont really care if you ask me to keep going or not.

i love you guys. <3

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 22:40:28 GMT

I saw you yesterday standing in the rain.
& not a drop passed my eyes,
you were all that I could see

some days it takes a little time
to forget how hard we concentrated on the end

don't forget about the blue skies, sunrise, and all the space between
it's amazing how a guy like you can affect a girl like me
all the pictures, memories and all the times we had
do you think that some things are better left unsaid?

i miss your smile; but i miss my own more

and we'd stay inside just to watch the time go by
and sleep the whole day till the night
with everything you said
i'm sure you've got some place that you'd probably rather be
i hope you're singing this song
and thinking about me

I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched your lips turn blue, your eyes went cold with all the rest

we're the chemists who found the formula
to make your heart [swell] & [burst]

so now that I'm listening
i've got my ear to the wall
and my feet are touching the ground
i'm trying not to give myself away
but my heart is beating way too loud

take my hand, we'll disappear from it all
it doesn't make sense if you're not here with me

cause lately it's the same again
as I'm writing to unfold
just keep turning those pages
there's still stories to be told
but don't, don't let me turn into
the person i once hated
all I wanted was to make it

you're looking quite shy, sugar
you've got some heat on that stare
you've got them tattered blue jeans on
and you're doing that thing with your hair
and this bed could use a secret,
and these pounding hearts could keep it.
if you could, then i could, i swear..

save me from myself, cause I don't know who to be
i'm trapped inside a world of all this cold concrete
walking through this town you'll find me staring at the sky
this city, my city, it burns tonight

it's an empty handed promise
from my heart to my conscious
that says one day I'll make this count
(the best that I know how)

these words don't seem to leave my mind as easily as yours do
well I've got something inside that wont let me give up again
so get up and get into me cause you know you want to
its so damn hard to believe in the things that matter most

I GET TIRED OF THE HEART ATTACKS
[ every time the phone rings<3 ]

so pop that pill
and put another fake smile on your face
just cause the sun rises tomorrow
doesn't mean you'll make it through today

the fact about fiction is
that it's always in your head.
so let it all go. what you don't know
is I'D PICK YOU INSTEAD.

you're soft on the lips but rough on my heart.
you pull me together & tear me apart

I'm writing post cards
to let you know how much I care,
saying "the only thing that gets me by
is when I close my eyes and pretend you're there."

the memories will crumble.
just like the love letter
tucked in the back pocket of your jeans
that you'd hoped to keep forever.
but you forgot about it;
did your wash ( and never thought of him again )

I'm placing all our pictures
in these broken frames
to remind me never fall in love again

it's weird. I mean, yeah, I miss you.
but it's so much more than that.
I miss the way my heart just stops
at the sight of you & your smile.
but the sad part is it's not just your smile I'm missing.
it's mine too. the one that is only there when yours is.

I hope you realize you threw away
the best thing that ever happened to you
forget my name and forget my face
hope you get on a plane and forget this place
so I never have to deal with you again

& I never felt so high as my back is to the ground
& we're staring at the stars making faces at the clouds
but all those days are gone, the memories put to rest
& if you want to see my youth you'll have to dig deep in my chest

He has a way with words.
He has a way of making her weak in the knees.
& he has a way of picking her up, just to let her go.

got a sunset in my veins
& i need to take a pill
TO MAKE THIS TOWN FEEL OKAY

sorry.
i've been kinda busy.
but i'm back.
comment? <3

ps; new layout coming.</cut>

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 21:13:42 GMT

i'm redoing the layout.
i decided i don't like this anymore.
♥

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 20:15:52 GMT

they carved a message deep within our broken hearts
that failed to mend
make out kids never had a chance to be best friends

never mind, forget it. they're just memories
on a page inside a spiral notebook.. you can
say i have changed, you never knew me in the
first place

the rain is dancing beneath the street lights at midnight.
a world is speaking to me saying maybe you're not so crazy

Now the sky is turning blue,
the stars, they disappear.
one by one as the daylights nears.
And yes you're in my head,
but that doesn't mean you're here.

all those childhood memories come rushing back
on those late summer nights. i'm outside.. the
only difference is i'm not with you.

Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire. But it's nothing new. I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do, with every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room. Every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat. Every stupid melody to every stupid song. And every stupid word that everybody's hanging on.

she's moved on. and i feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others. she thought you were different. she was wrong. you're just another guy to her now.

short, i know. i'm kind of in a messed up state of mind right now. i'll edit later, promise.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 09:58:39 GMT

don't fall for the guy with gorgeous eyes
until you learn what lies behind them ♥

if you ever said you miss me,
DON'T SAY YOU NEVER LIED.

i'll smile, and you'll wave.
and we'll pretend that we're okay.

she said with a smile that screams of tears & not another word
"gonna spend my nights either sleepless or dreaming about you"

well all i ever wanted was a hand to hold me down
to keep the sky from swallowing me up.
and all i ever needed was someone to come around
and tell me that i sufferend long enough

this is you trying hard
to make sure that you’re seen
with a girl on your arm
&& your heart on your sleeve.
remind me not to ever think of you again

I remember when you said everything's gonna be alright. November air reminds me of all the seasons of your love and what it was like when we were together. The smell of fall is everywhere and it seems I just don't care, cause now you've gone away.

lets play truth or dare, or maybe just dare
because nobody tells the truth anymore

& right there for a moment,
i forgot that you don't love me anymore.

so you buried all his clothes &&
burned the letters that he wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
does it make it any better?
and the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your very first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade. <3

so it's sick and it's sadistic
[but i love the way i miss it]

i've got the window rolled down and the radio up.
i'm doing everything i can just to keep my mind off us.

truth is;
we only hide because we want to be found
we only walk away because we want to see who will follow us
& we only break hearts to see what they really mean.

so don't explain, because i know exactly what you're going to say.
big words, recycled phrases & the bittersweet taste
of all the other girls on your lips.___<3

the higher he holds you up, the harder you'll fall.
[and trust me,] you always fall.

i'm standing on the line between giving up,
and seeing how much more i can take.

there's no long sappy quote, there's no "please come back" phone call, theres no tear-jerking song because i'm trying not to let myself go there just yet. you see, its as simple as this .. i miss you terribly && i dont know what to do anymore .. i guess its not that simple afer all.

sorry these are all kind of depressing haha.
if you guys have any requests or anything,
comment and i'll look around for the next update.

and everyone welcome heather because she's helping out now :)

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 00:44:32 GMT

welcome to ___quotastrophe.
(quotexcatastrophe<3)

all entries are friends only, so please join for the quotes! <3

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:04:07 GMT

you'll rescue me, right?
in the exact same way they never did?

She's the pretty perfect girl
with ribbons in her hair & gloss on her lips.
She's the pretty perfect girl
with the boyfriend that kisses her in the hallways.
She's the pretty perfect girl
with the scars on her arms & the bruises on her heart.
NOTHING IS ~~PRETTY~~ AND ~~PERFECT~~
behind closed doors..

cut me up like paper.
[andtapemebackintosomethingbeautiful]

you can't be in love
without falling apart a couple times.

make out kids never had the chance to be best friends.

i'll wait for you while you wait for me
& we'll meet somewhere in between.

i'm beautifully broken
and i don't mind if you know it.
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't care if i show it.

I would trade a thousand tomorrows, for just one yesterday.you know the part that hurts the most is I could stand behind you screaming your name and I know you wouldn't even look back. You wouldn't even be able to recognize my voice I don't think you'd care. I'm just a little part of your life, a little mistake you made; we both have ~~regrets,~~ but mine was letting you go. So let's be young again. We can play our favorite game, pretend. I'll pretend I'm happy and you can pretend you always cared.

if i ever write a story of my life
don't be surprised if you`re where it begins.
i'd have to dedicate every line on every page
to the memories we made while you loved me.
i was born the day you kissed me
and i died inside the night you left me.
but i lived, oh how i lived while you loved me

And I drove outta east Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
And I called to say I was okay anyway
Cause I know how you are
You know I'm like a movie without a ending
You know I got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

all taken from __quotexwhore

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:03:29 GMT

It's getting better every time we go through this.
It's almost fun now.

There are so many reasons the night is long
it's longest when I'm lying awake, thinking
of everything and nothing at the same time.
staring at the darkness.. going over all of
it.. back and forth & the clock ticks on ..

It was all so simple & then we took it for granted.
Things took a turn for the worse & now here we are.
On separate planets, lost & staring out into space.

Pictures seal these moments between us
while the days are slipping by, a camera somewhere
stopped the time

I refuse to think that anything is a lost cause
God, those two words together
could be the saddest combination in the English language

I never wanted you to see the world the way I did
down here in the deepest part of it.
I can handle it here by myself.
it may get lonely but it’s my deep water, not yours.

Last night I laughed so hard I cried
I haven't felt that good in a long, long time.
Felt like the night was ours alone..
like the stars were shining just for us.

When everything ended there was a girl left alone
picking up the pieces. & in the picture you can't
see her face because she's hanging her head down.
There's a storm brewing somewhere in the distance
but in the horizon the sun is still shining.

Once upon a time there was a girl who kind of liked someone.
And he liked her back.
Then the girl got scared.
Fear changes everything.

Nothing is harder than admitting you're wrong
and really meaning it.
Knowing you screwed up, wishing like hell you could take it back
Sometimes the damage is just done.

Ever have one of those dreams
where everything you want to happen, does, & it's perfect?
then you wake up and realize it was all just a dream
and there's still so much missing?
Yeah. I hate that.

THE GREATEST IRONY IN LIFE
is knowing that the greatest things worth dying for
are the only things worth living for.

i guess that's what happens in the end..
you start thinking about the beginning

i never liked the rain
until i walked through it with you

there's something out there left for you
BUT IT'S NOT ME.

I'm the girl for you
and some day, you're gonna realize it.
you'll see.

"you're just realizing exactly what it is
that you're letting go of.
and you've gotta fight like hell
to make sure you don't want it back.."
-me. to cassie.

the cracks in the concrete are reminders
that you'll just fall apart anyway.

It's like writing every dream you've ever had
on a foggy window and slowly watching it fade away.

Don't expect hello because you'll never hear my goodbye.
It's not that i'm not ready to leave,
it's because i'm not ready to cry.

there's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him.

(so fucking true.)

sometimes love needs a second chance
because it wasn't ready the first time around.

i don't know how to get back to being
ME(WITHOUT~~YOU~~)

close your eyes and count by two's.
when you get to five, i'll stop loving you.

everyone has a weakness but i have two:
everything you say & everything you do.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:02:51 GMT

perhaps all i ever did was give the
best of my heart to the boys
( who never really cared )

well if this is love, i am done with the possible ideas.

Yeah, losing your heart’s desire is tragic. But gaining your heart's desire, it's all you can hope for. This year.. I wished for love. To immerse myself in someone else, and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted. And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world // peyton - one tree hill

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Lets compare scars, i'll tell you whose are worse
Lets unwrite these pages and replace them
with our own words

so play it off and pretend you never knew
what you were getting yourself into, i'll
play it off, and pretend i never believed
a word you said .. because im starting to
realize, getting lost in your eyes was my
worst move.

i'm making a list of all the things i never show
i love you, i miss you, i never wanted you to go

ever since i met you on a cloudy monday,
i can't believe how much i LOVE the rain

that night we talked about forever
and all those other useless words

so lets be honest.
i'm through holding my breath
as my lungs breathe for you
the air
is too thin
inside this room.

to all our loves and our wars
keep breathing, keep living
keep searching, keep pushing on
keep bleeding, keep healing
keep fading, keep shining on
this is for the hearts still beating

im sorry about the phone call & needing you
some decisions you don't make.
i guess it's just like ~~breathing~~ & not wanting to
there are some things you can't fake

well I didn't mean for this
to go as far as it did
and I didn't mean to get so close
and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love
but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

i'll edit throughout the night.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:01:48 GMT

remember that bigass entry i promised a while back? (:

si amas algo, dejalo libre.
si regreso a ti, es tuyo..
si no vuelve, NUNCA FUE SIGNIFICADO SER

color the coast with your smile.
it's the most genuine thing i've seen.

if i was a mistake
i hope i was your favorite..

i'd rather chew on broken glass, than keep
on living in the past. && waste my time on
replaying the words i know you never meant

the worst thing about being lied to
IS KNOWING YOU'RE NOT WORTH THE TRUTH

DID YOU KNOW THAT I still
WEAR your SWEATER -- EVEN
THOUGH I'M not COLD?

i swear you're the best thing about me

love is like DOMINOES.
one wrong move, and everything you worked for
is gone.

i know [me+you] are better than [you+her]

i wonder what you wear on your lips
besides everything i need to hear

i'm caught up in the fall out.
can't you see that i'm holding out my hand for you?
now pick me up so i can breathe..

as we grow up there's going to be many things that we
don't like.. hook ups that mean so much to one person
and nothing to the other. girls who like the same guy
you like.. you'll meet new people who may matter more
than others might but the one guy who stays by you to
the end will be the one - Laguna Beach

Tonight I’m wearing my best smile
and hope to make me worth your while
I’ll be the best mistake you’ll ever make

i'd like to believe that change is okay
but things always change in the very worst way

He turns and says are you alright?
I said I must be fine
cause my heart's still beating.

the cracks in the concrete
are just a reminder that no
matter how strong you are;
you'll just fall apart anyway.

so if you don't mind, I think
I'll wear my heart on my sleeve because
I'm tired of not being able to breathe

when you're down I may not be able to pick you up
but I promise I'll be willing to lay right next to you

every day i spent with you
was the BEST day of my life.

light the sky and hold on tight
the world is burning down
she's out there on her own and she's alright

Why is it that when you miss someone so much
that your heart is ready to disinegrate
you always hear the saddest song on the radio?

i don't think you stop loving a person
until you fall into somebody else
-- Undiscovered

i wish we could avoid all those
moments, when we're around each
other and start to remember how
THINGS USED TO BE..

i think you need to wipe off your mouth.
there's bullshit all over your lips.

&& if i lived a thousand years you know
i never could explain the way i lost my
heart to you that day

my problem with me is my problem with you
it doesn't take much
for me to come unglued
i put my headphones on
and hear your favorite songs
and it kills me to know
that this won't be one of them

my theory was that if i kept my distance
maybe you would see what you're missing.

i've learned that things change, people change it
doesn't mean you forget the past; it simply means
you move on. letting go doesn't mean giving up..
it means accepting that some things just, weren't
meant to be

Some people are just born
with tragedy in their blood.
-Donnie Darko

iwannahateyousobad

ever had one of those days, where nothing really goes wrong
good things actually happen to you, but you still feel like
you hate the world & everything that happens, even dropping
your pen in the hallway makes you want to break down & cry?

you'll never scream so loud as i wanna scream with you.

You spend so much time trying to prove how superior you
are that you've forgotton how to live.. You obsess over
all the wrong things.. refuse to let anybody see inside
you, and then you can't figure out why you're not happy
-Match Me If You Can [Susan Elizabeth Phillips]

I guess that even if you think your feelings have changed
they never really do. they just get hidden away in your
mind until something sparks them to remember why they were
THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

This is my heart resting in the palm of my hand.
This is more than I planned from the start.

i'm a hopeless romantic
and you're just hopeless.

It was like sawdust, the unhappiness; it infiltrated everything. Everything was a problem, everything made her cry – school, homework, boyfriends, the future, the lack of future, the uncertainty of future, fear of future, fear in general – it was so hard to say exactly what the problem was in the first place.

girl: when the radio dies, will you sing for me?
boy: i'll break the radio just to sing for you

Everyone asks me "Don't you wish, don't you hope,
don't you dream?", and I reply, "Yeah, I used to,
until one day I met someone who made me wake up."

If you have so little respect for me, why are you still around?
Because I'm a sucker for beautiful, wounded creatures.
And because, when you let down your guard, I see someone
who's brilliant and passionate. But you're so afraid to
lead with your heart that you're dying inside.

some days we loved each other, and
other days we had to work at it. you
never see the hard days in the photo
album. but thats what gets you from
one happy snapshot to the next

i used to think i was in love with him.
but that must have been a different him
or maybe a different me.

this is your life. and it's ending
one minute at a time. - Fight Club

and i think that tonight i will sneak into your house
and i'll sing songs and wake you up and i'll take you
blindfolded, dancing onto bridges, and you'll say you
don't want to be with me because no one ever does and
nobody ever thinks of me "that way.." but i will even
drive you home if you never let me forget about you &
if you promise me that i'm good enough for someone ..
cause i've got to be good enough for you.

& if there's anything good about me
I'm the only one who knows

Honestly, I don't understand how you can do that
to me .. I don't get how you can just go on like
nothing has happened or ever happened between us
Its not fair that you treat me this way like I'm
invisible. And what I really don't understand is
why you're so mad at me .. for hanging on and not
being able to let go. I'm sorry I have this thing
called a heart.

break my heart, its okay...
its not like i still love you
or care about you or anything
its okay,
its not like i think about you all the fucking time

sometime's it's the TEARS that make you laugh
and the SMILES that make you cry.

& if you want to know where your heart is
look where your mind goes when it wanders

i'll always be the dreamer
& YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE DREAM.

and your eyes light up when we talk about the past
god i miss those songs we used to sing

there's a bandaid on her chest
&& a bruise on her arm
where her heart was once on her sleeve

she wanted something else. something different. something more. passion and romance perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in a candlit room. or maybe all she wanted was something as simple as not being second best..

sometimes i wanted to peel away all my skin
and find a different me underneath.

I think this is the way love feels to people like you and me.
Threatening and dangerous.
We have to be in control, and love takes that away.
People like us ... we can't tolerate vulnerability.
But despite our best efforts, sooner or later love seems to catch up with us.
And then..
& then we fall apart.

sometimes HOLDING HANDS
means HOLDING ON TO EVERYTHING

But I guess life's not really like that
You can't get caught up in wishing for'
something that's not gonna happen.. You
have to hold on to the next best thing.

I wish I never wished upon that star,
cause everything you are & everything
you did just brought me down again in
the end

ten bucks says you will be crawling into bed with
me and putting your hands where they dont belong.
& ten bucks says that you'll be putting your lips
where they dont belong either. but ten bucks says
I wont say no.

i must look lost, because i'm always being found
by all kinds of people with plans for me, and all
kinds of maps to my future.

maybe we all give our hearts uncritically to
those who hardly think about us in return

if i could bottle up the chills that you give
me, i would keep them in a jar next to my bed

It's amazing. Really. He can say the cruelest things
&treat me in the most hateful way.. yet I still love
him. One look from his big brown eyes ... one of his
enveloping hugs, one smile.. and I forget everything
that's happened. It's like this is some game we play
to just see how much we mean to each other. & I have
to admit ... part of me loves every bit of it.

i've got a feeling it's not the safest place to start
the heavy breathing;; it seems we're better off
&& breaking hearts && - MAE

the truth is
every girl has a dream
mine is to wake up
to rocks being thrown
at my bedroom window
only to see the boy I love
standing in the rain

I thought sacrifice might mean something. the wounds throb even though they're not real yet. would you reach inside them to uncover the secret? you try to tell me but your tongue feels severed.

you said so much without ever parting your lips
[from autumn to ashes]

"screaming's bad for the voice
but it's good for the heart.."
-- CONOR OBERST.

have you ever considered being _IN LOVE
but leaving out the MADLY part?

so once again, i'll feel my heart break
over something that was only in my head
but don't forget. i meant every word I
should have left unsaid

i'll be your ONE MORE TIME
if you'll be my ONE LAST CHANCE

i've got this problem with crying -
once i start, i can't stop.

maybe it's because i'm not ready
or maybe its because i don't love him enough
or maybe i don't love him at all.
or maybe i never did.

and if all else fails you can look up at the sky
cause it's the same one that shines abouve you &
i. and if all else fails you can close your eyes
and i'll be right beside you. i'll be the one by
your side

i asked you what it's like to love, break, && die
all in the same breath. you said its like walking
with silence in December.. while a million hearts
explode in your chest but you dont care enough to
feel it.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:00:55 GMT

have you ever really thought about it? you`ve got this girl, head over heals in ~~love~~ with you. she`d do anything for you. but for some reason, you dont want to see that. you know its there & you know that you feel the same way but you refuse to let it be. maybe you`re scared. maybe you`re scared of the thought that this girl who you`ve known for a while, you`ve seen her happy, you`ve seen her sad, maybe this girl is ~~perfect for you.~~ & that really scares you, doesn`t it?

the light collects and projects your heart
onto a movie screen. and if you close your
eyes, we're always going to be that way ..
the way we ~~were~~ that night

I guess in the end, people become the
people they promised they'd never be.

&& isn`t it funny, that no matter what we
always end up running back to each other?

baby put your headphones on and listen
TO THE SONGS WE USED TO LOVE.

Even though I've stopped liking you..
every time someone mentions your name
my head turns right towards them. Its
like every time I hear it, I think of
all that we could have had & all that
could have happened, that didn't.. <3

you spend 12 years of your life trying to learn
how to live, but every time you try to live you
get told that you`re wrong.. then everyone that
you've grown to love is taken away.. and dreams
are ~~shattered.~~ thats what they should teach us
in school.. how to say goodbye and to let go.<3

cuz i'm not here to be around, and
be that girl that you forget about

funny how a photograph
can take you back in time
to places and ~~embraces~~
that you thought you left behind..

OH, IT'S WHAT YOU DO TO ME

mad mad props to
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=and_i_quote25

lets compose a symphony
an overture of ecstacy
over & over & over again

some things can never be explained
why every sky still looks the same
& i wonder how my world would look
WITHOUT YOU.

the hand behind this pen
relieves a FAILURE every day

without it all .. i am choking on nothing
its clear in my head && i'm screaming for
something, knowing nothing is better than
knowing at all

noah: i can be fun if you want. pensive, uh.. smart. supersitious, brave. and uh.. light on my feet. i can be whatever you want. you just tell me what you want and i`ll be that for you.
allie: you're dumb.
noah: .. i can be that.

he finally says I LOVE YOU
but it's more of a GOOBYE.

Who said Cinderella was a fairytale?
Any bitch can lose a damn shoe.

listen to your friends when they tell
you he's a bad thing because they can
see everything you refuse to accept<3

we don't like what we don't understand. in
fact, it scares us - beauty & the beast <3

all our young lives we search for someone to love.
we choose partners, change partners .. we dance to
the song of heartbreak and hope and spend our time
wondering if there's somebody, somewhere searching
FOR US

i'll keep you my dirty little secret don't tell
anyone, or you'll be just ANOTHER REGRET.. hope
that you can keep it a dirty little secret.. <3

Don't you understand that we are only
holding onto each other because we're
too scared to let go? - 90210 <3

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:00:23 GMT

you don't know what you put me through
but it's all okay, i've forgotten you.
and in some way i hope it fucks w/ you
to know im okay & i made it through <3

you just have to go after what you want
if it doesn't want you back, so be it..
it doesn't deserve you anyways.
- nicole richie

you want a song of glory?
WELL I'M FUCKING SCREAMING AT YOU

when you can look at him & not feel hurt,
that's when you know..

so lets play ROMEO && JULIET
and fall in love just to die

well, she's not bleeding on
the ballroom floor just for
the attention <3

WHEN I SAY SHOTGUN YOU SAY WEDDING
SHOTGUN WEDDING ;; SHOTGUN WEDDING

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:59:53 GMT

she tried as hard as she could
to just FORGET about him

here's to the nights where the sand is your seat,
the waves ~~kiss~~ your feet,
and your friends outnumber the stars in the sky.

because for me
it's ALWAYS been you ♥

boy i feel sorry for you. there was a girl
that would have done ~~anything~~ for you. she
might not be the prettiest or the smartest
of all girls but i can guarantee she would
have given you the world

i really dont think you have any idea
what i would give up
just to be with you

and we hope that no one will ever know our insecurities

so tonight i just might wish upon
a star... a star that i hope will
shine.
you don't even have to say a word
silence is ~~good enough~~ for me
just as long as YOU'RE here

I'm a little more than useless.. and when I
think that I can't do this.. you promise me
that I'll get ~~through~~ this and do something
right, do something right for once

I'm gonna tell you flat out, that
it hurts so much to think of this

Stop right there, thats exactly where I lost it
see that line well I never should've crossed it

i hope you regret it.

see, i've come to the point where
i depend on you to keep me going♥

it's like i don't want to miss him
but i just wish that he'd miss me♥

its like i want to push you off of a building..
but still run down to catch you <3

its ~~not~~ the fact that i'm "just a friend"
what breaks my heart is knowing that some
times.. i'm not even that.

I'm mad at myself.. not you. I'm mad for always being nice,
for always apologizing for things I didn't do;; for getting
attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting
my time on you, thinking about you, following you & chasing
you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you & most
of all .. for not hating you, even though I know i should<3

And if this is chaos, I think that I'm in love with clamor
Tides are turning & they never understood anything
but it makes sense to me
you make sense to me

she's wondering what ~~love~~ is;;
because everything she thought
she knew seems so WRONG now<33

you know i used to spend every day thinking
about you and dreaming about you. and every
time you walked by... i lost myself, do you
know what that feels like? and you couldn`t
POSSIBLY know what it feels like... to have
that person not have the same feelings back
- Dawson's Creek

i hate breathing
because every breath i take
proves that i can live without you

On the outside you're not the same kid anymore
you've been through too much lately;; but deep
down.. there will always be a part of you that
rejects reality & that is eternally hopeful <3

alot of those were from here ::
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xXquotes4l0vers
go there she has pretty good quotes.
i edited a few of them i think
unless the ones i edited were from some place else.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:59:17 GMT

he looked at me with knowing eyes, then took a canvas
from a bag there by his side. picked up a brush & said
to me "just where in this picture would you like to be?"
and I said if there's any way you can could you paint me
back into his arms again?

It's just too hard to hold on
to what is never around

I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes
magic, awful, beautful life ♥

if i had a chance to be with you
i'd gladly risk it all <3

Those notes you wrote me, I've kept them all.
I've given a lot of thought of how to write
you back this fall; With every single letter
in every single word, there will be a hidden
message about a boy who loves a girl <3 <3 <3

If you were here, I'd never have a fear
So go on live your life
But I miss you more than I did yesterday
You're beautiful

Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day, like
the firing squad or the mess you made. Well don't
I look pretty walking down the street In the best
damn dress I own?

&& for the last night i lie
could i lie with you?

so give me all your poison, & give me all
your pills, and give me all your hopeless
hearts & make me ill, you're running after
something that you'll never kill. if this
is what you want then fire at will //+

you'll never make me leave, I wear this on
my sleeve You wanna follow something, give
me a better cause to lead just give me what
I need, give me a reason to believe <3

we never got that far, this helps me to think
all through the night. bright lights that won't
kill me now, or tell me how just you and I, your
starless eyes remain.

just know that I will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart

Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know

&& sometimes i wonder if you're stuck looking up
from underneath someone who is able to be
everything that i'm not.

do you know how long I've waited, to look up from
below, just to find someone like you? && will your
love light burn me baby? burn a hole right through
my heart, I think I might just trust you, maybe but
I'm not sure, I'm not sure I want to know

close me eyes and move to the back of my mind
WHERE FEELINGS MEAN NOTHING.

fueling up on heartaches & cheap wine

everyone knows ;; but they won't tell
but their half-hearted smiles tell me
something just ain't right

It's your life ;; & you say you need a change,
Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean
anything? You say its different now and you
keep staring at the door how can you walk away
don't I matter anymore? If being free is worth
what you leave behind, And if its too late for
love to change your mind then its goodbye time

i live in notes and photographs
and everything i'm holding back,
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song i used to love

that one was from kaylie's site.
www.xanga.com/xprettyquotesx
so go there because she's awesomex10

i'm an angel with broken wings, who's
poisoning the night with love from me
TO YOU. <3

i paint this picture on the back of
my mind and it's fading quickly like
an eighth-grade summer romance ..

and when it all goes to hell
will you be able to tell me sorry
with a straight face?

if i could do anything, it would
be to kiss you, in the middle of
the street & on the rainiest day
of the year. <3

and when the time is right, you'll see
it's funny how little it takes for you
to become everything you say you hate.

so after all this time, what
can you say for yourself?
you fell so far, and for what?

& isn't it a kind of madness ; living by a code
of silence when you've really got a lot to say?

just remember-
you could fake this feeling forever.

if my dreams must die
let them die in me, for
the sake of understanding
what i cannot see.

this is the last time you will
make me painfully aware of how
humiliated these open arms i've
held for you have made me feel.

& no, i have never seen myself like this before.
& maybe it scares me too- to know that different
things take different times to fall apart but in
the end they always do. <3

this is the part where we say goodbye and walk away.
this is the part where we say goodbye.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:58:32 GMT

it's hard to find the good in people
when you've already found the best in someone else

i just figured if my heart stopped
beating it wouldn't ~~hurt~~ as much..

lets talk about spaceships
or anything except you and me
okay?

your eyes light up when we talk about the past
and boy do i ~~miss~~ those songs we ~~used~~ to sing ♥

i cannot speak, i lost my voice
speechless and redundant
cause i ~~love~~ you is not enough.
im lost for words ♥♥

i'm trying to find truth
in words, in rhymes, in notes
in all the things i wish i'd wrote
cause i feel like i've been losing you.

i'm sick of feeeling like i need you
knowing i never did; but i miss you♥

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe ♥♥
& midnight conversations still mean everything to me

i never need to see the sun again
baby your eyes are bright enough
to light up our own little world

just so you know, the next ~~love~~
letter i send you is a bullet
and i hope you take it to heart

You’ve got the arms I wanna be wrapped in
the eyes I want to lose myself in
and the voice I could just listen to for hours

when your throat starts to clench and tingle
and your heart gets so warm the heat travels
through your body.. when your stomach starts
to feel all those unforgiving butterflies &&
they spark the instant flow of tears, that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel in your life
that's your heart breaking

eventually, one of the two things will happen.
he’ll realize you’re worth it
or you’ll realize he's not. ♥

for some reason, i just cant figure
out which one im in love with,
you .. or the memories

i wanna be the girl who you hit a homerun for
--you score a goal for, write a song for, makes
you smile, makes you laugh, makes your heart
~~skip a beat.~~ i just want to be that girl.

you can't help who you love. you're not supposed to.
- save the last dance

everyone makes mistakes, and it's okay because
love doesn't require you to be perfect, but it
does require you to forgive <3-boy meets world

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i've been waiting for.

You remember that day in paris when we wandered
through the rain, & promised to each other that
we'd always think the same & dreamed that dream
to be two souls as one, and stopped just as the
sun set and waited for the night. ♥

Tell me baby do I look like the real thing?

I know it's a long way down but you
can't walk the wire for anybody else
I might hit the ground but at least
I'll have a story to tell, She said
I gotta find out for myself

It was real, wasn't it?
We were just two kids
but we really loved each other
-The Notebook

it wasn't over.
it's still not over ♥

i'd rather spend one minute holding you than the rest
of my life knowing i ~~never~~ could <3 -- BUBBLE B0Y

they press their lips against you.. & you love
the lies they say.. & I tried so hard to reach
you but you're falling anyway & you know I see
right through you cause the world gets in your
way, what's the point in all this screaming if
you're not listening anyway

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:57:52 GMT

i love you,
is that okay?

You're just an actor
so break into my story ♥

all the nights, every time we were
just about to leave, now it makes
no sense to me but it seems that
when we fall that's when we land
_________________ so perfectly

I'm just a dog-eared page you turn back to
where's the place for me
when we're both in love with you?

and subtly subsistence is suicide.
exercise and malnutrition keep curves tight
cause all that matters is what's outside

i'm still waiting for you to
be the one i'm waiting for<3

YOU'RE ALL KINDS OF BEAUTIFUL

you had me from hello. nothing will ever change that.
not distance ;; not space. nothing will ever take
my heart away from you ... ever <3

i'm sorry
but i can never love you like i loved him
you see, i loved him with ALL my heart
and when he left, he kept a part of it..

I don't need to be wanted;
I WANT TO BE NEEDED ♥

here's your final mixtape ♥
on our last night before it ends.
i know i'm not your favorite;
but you're the only song i know

oh baby won't you cry ; let me see you bleed.
oh baby won't you cry
for all the things you'll never be

i felt like destroying something BEAUTIFUL

you can see it in her eyes when she looks at
the guy, you can tell she really loves him..
and you'll never see such a smile on her face
as when she's wrapped up in his warm embrace,
YOU CAN TELL SHE REALLY LOVES HIM.

fuck your false beauty
it was transparent just like your smile

The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart
is that she starts to hand out the pieces
TO ANYONE WHO COMES AROUND