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| Friday, July 25th, 2008 |
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Again, more beauty. A different genre of music, but I like the beauty of this one too. LOL! I had no idea it was in English! I hope Lestat would have a better accent! Um, and they're all male too... Just in case you were wondering. At least, I think so. I watched an interview and they all SOUNDED male...*head explodes* No, I really don't have a thing for cross-dressing guys... But, but, but, they're so PRETTY!!! But the main point here is: I FINALLY WATCHED THE DARK KNIGHT!!!! ( Of course, my thoughts have to go behind a cut here. ) Otherwise, let's see... Not too much. I almost had a random panic attack yesterday. It was in the middle of the movie, so I took my meds and spent most of the rest of the movie fighting to stay awake. Then I slept like a rock for the rest of the night. Coffee was sad yesterday. Okay, it wasn't bad. But I was sad. It was the last time for two people. So I had to say good-bye. I was almost in tears on the way home. Which was stupid, because I didn't think I was that depressed. Sure, Manuel keeps things going well and is good at talking. So conversation flows well with him. But I am also seeing Asami maybe again before she leaves. So I shouldn't have such a hard time. I guess it's the whole alone feeling thing. I guess I'm not good with that after all. But the funny thing was that when I got back to church, I had someone tell me that I looked so bright and energetic. ??? What's that? Seriously. But the kids are back from Hokkaido. And so are the teachers. God will take care of my job. No one wants to tell me what is going on, so I can't find out. Even though I asked, I got no info. I don't really HATE Japanese people, but, man, their culture is frustrating. AND! AND! AND! I just found out that they're playing in Odaiba! I want to go!!!! I have to make a trip there next weekend, so I can get a ticket. Or something. And find out exactly when and where they will be. They have a myspace page! And I want ramen! And it's thundering outside! What's up with all the earthquakes? |
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Ok, so I managed to get bus tickets to Hiroshima. I'm going to rush to the station as soon as I have survived the presentation. It's always so difficult to come up with something interesting to talk about. This time, I've chosen my rabbits... which admittedly mostly consists of "His name was...", but I get to use "mecha mecha kawaii". OMKami I feel like I've spent so much money this week. Sorry yasu, I'm only getting the T-shirt, because the DVD and CD have already eaten my credit card. ...yet it amuses me that my reciept says: ABC DVD Live Tour 2008 ABC CD+DVD Century Boys ABC Ladies T-shirt Sandwich I bought a friggin' sandwich with a credit card. It was yummy. And 'Lunner'*. I apologise to all the people I annoyed to order the stuff, especially the two behind the cashier in a Lawson further away. They spent a while trying to find out where the specific Lawson is, where I can order online in the shop (But I thought it was kind of sad that they didn't know how to spell 'Lawson', even though they work there...). Now, while I was waiting, there was a song playing in the store. I knew that I had never heard it before, but yet the melody was familiar and I had a memory of yasu singing it so clearly. When it got to the chorus I realised that it was in fact the original of "Slowmotion". Now if that wasn't a sign, I don't know what is XD *Dinner + Lunch Anyway, on Tuesday I had my interview for the internship, more or less. It was rather Miquel and me sitting there, looking pretty and listening in distingt horror how Misa-san made it sound like I'm super fluent in Korean. Then we went up into an office and we got seaweed flavoured sweets (I like nori, but this was like the wet stuff), and a ride home in a car that smelled of new leather, which makes me feel sick. I felt so awful afterwards. What's more, the company is so far away and Miquel and I don't know how to finance the bus ride for everyday @.@x We'll just have to ask Misa-san if she can get us bus cards for our month of internship. But I found out that Miquel listened to Siam Shade and even has a huge CD collection at home in Spain. But he stopped listening to them after they broke up. Me: " O_Ox omg, liek, how can you do that~?!". That evening, I felt like killing Hideki's "Koe ni..." in karaoke, even if it just was to get the "Gake no Ue no Ponyo"-song out of my head. But it was a small bar, so they didn't have it. I have lesson now. Bye! Colle |
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2008 |
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Remember how I said I was going to stop being narcissistic and wouldn't upload any more photos of me just because I was bored and it was three in the morning and I just happened to have a make-up tutorial on how to look like a rock star? Yeah, me neither. That's cause I didn't say it. And I won't. I get bored and artistic. Esp after meeting the new love of my life - the amazingly beautiful band called D. It's seriously so gorgeous! I adore that style! I want to be one of them! So, I'm adding a sample, so you can look and see how lovely they are. Even if you don't like them. You have met my new love. When I get enough money, I fully intend to be dedicated to this art. Like the ball-jointed dolls. It may never happen. But it's beautiful and I want to be a part of that community. Of course, it all may have been brought on by my brother, who said I looked like a rock star. You never know. Seriously, I watch them and forget to breathe. It's amazing. |
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008 |
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I'm crying again today. This time, not quite as literally, though. I watched the first half an hour of the new batman movie. . . then the stupid website won't load and, like, crashed or something. Of course, I will see it in theaters when it gets around here. But I have another month before that happens! I'll die before then!!! Work, you stupid website, work! And I'm also scared and frustrated that I might be losing my job. What's up with that? I work! I'm a good worker. Really! But I just found out that they're hiring someone to teach the classes that I thought I was teaching next fall. All of them. So, what does that leave me to do? I dunno. Again, I'm scared. Maybe I would feel better if I ate something. But I just want to . . . go and cry? I dunno. . . |
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| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008 |
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hello. and welcome to the exciting life of me. in my life today i did some work and then did nothing for the rest of the day. you see, maintainence ninja elias and i had to move a washer from the lodge to teh dining hall. that might sound easy. or it might sound hard, but it was hard. liek WOAH. and then we cleaned gutters. but you see elias and i are uber awesome so we didnt use any ladders to get up on the roofs. just teamwork and a lot of ninja skillz. anyway, we managed to get the whole lot of stuff done before lunch. so we watched a movie and i started to my DI hat for the talent show and proceeded to cut my leg with my pocket knife. but its all good. ^^ then there wasnt much else work for us to do so john was like, go have fun. so we drove nekisha and thalia to a movie and we read comic books in borders. then went to an uber sketchy bowling alley. anyway...things were crazy and now i is tired. |
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| Monday, July 21st, 2008 |
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It's late. I just got home from my third date in four days. Guy's name is Sean; nice, clean-cut, funny and also weird. In a good way. I met him through work --- technically he doesn't work with me, he's a vendor so it's not David 2.0 --- and we've been hanging out since. Also, works for Budweiser. Free beer! Too bad I hate beer, but still. It's freeeee. But... he has yet to kiss me.. I'm not real big on the whole actual "dating" thing. Usually, I meet someone, we hang out, we're.. y'know. Together. But with him, it's been three dates and nada. No idea what it means. I like the kid a lot, we have a good time and laugh and talk and whatever else, but I dunno if he likes me as a friend. Also, I feel like I am in 8th grade. Go me. Furthermore, the kid I was kinda hanging out with but wasn't really into,.. . I still haven't even told him about the dates with Sean. Granted it's been like a week, but I feel bad. Aaaaand yet.. I work with him (it gets better), and his mom (even better than that)... and his dad. So I wanna keep it civil. Lesson to self: STAY AWAY FROM WORK PEOPLE EVEN IF YOU'RE JUST BORED. Also: so not worth all this hassle... wasn't that great if ya feel me. I'm such a bitch. The Jensen Ackles obsession rages on. I am kinda starting to scare myself with that one. But hey, whatevs. It's slowly killing me inside that The Dark Knight has been out for 4 DAYS and I haven't been able to see it. I've been waiting since 2005! Why haven't I? Because my boss fell off a ladder at work and doesn't know when he can come back.. I was working 50 hours before.. now it's going to be like 60. Ugh. But.. that's 20 hours of OT, $15 an hour. I'll have money I will have no time and no energy to spend! Woooohooo!  ETA: I realize I've neglected to tell the story of the demise of Jessie + Jesse. I waited the 6 months for him to get home. He gets two weeks leave, and we're totally fine for a week and a half. Then his sister, aka my "best" friend, says, I quote" [You're] not good enough to for him. Sex is fine.. but to date? Nooooo." Yes. My best friend said that about me, to my face... Cracka whaaaat? She and I didn't talk for a few days, but since I can't stay mad for the life of me, I forgave her. and then two days before Jesse leaves for Kuwait for 8 months, he stops talking to me. Only invites me to his goodbye bbq because his sister told me about it.. and ignores me the whole time I am there.. WHen I leave is when he decides to drunkenly text me that I should stay.. whatever. And then later tells me he is making out with Bitch #1 and Bitch #2, and we should definitely jus tbe friends.. I personally think his sister said something to him to make him act this way. That's not like him and since she is my best friend, she knows all the things I have done. Some of which were HUGE mistakes and I regret. BUT! The point, I think Hannah said something to Jesse about me, or our fight or my messy past that made him act like that. Drama and long story short, we're over. He tried to email me once, I deleted it without reading (which I kinda regret cause I'm curious what it said). Ba dum cha. |
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| Friday, July 18th, 2008 |
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so i woke up with the decreased ability to speak and a horrible pain in my hip. the camp mom suggested that i should just take some quiet time to myself which i am currently embarking upon. im gunna start talking about some boring religious stuff, mostly for my mom's sake so....( some of my readings ) some of the counselors/cits have stopped by to give me words of help and such which has been nice. due to a lack of kid involvement, i will be staying at camp over the overnights and helping out with camp maintainence with elias and john. |
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Ah! it's on it's way and I havbe no idea how to get home without getting soaking wet. What I managed to do today: Get a bit of information on how to get to Hiroshima by bus, because that's cheaper than the Shinkansen and 4 hours will be easily spent with my mp3 player. I just hope it won't be like the bus drive to GwangJu back in Korea, where the air was so horrible. I also managed to get through my weekly friday presentation on anything, without much preparation, because I only got an idea for one this morning. I just talked about the last week of school, where we came into school dressed up as the Mafia and stuff. I'm glad I took photos with me, even if nobody believes me when I point to the girl next to me in the kitchen and say that that's my imoto. Yes, I'm the nee-san around here~ Fangirl news: I got a hold of kiyo's DVD in small shop, after the shocking revelation that the HMV I bought the Indies Box in way back when didn't have it. 8O Oh, and every Lawson has an Acid Black Cherry poster on the wall. I've already asked about it and they told me they can only give it to after his DVD has been released. .... There will be Lawson Hunting next month. Even if I have to comb all of Fukuoka. I think it's stopped raining for now, so I'll head home and watch somm kiyo, being the sweetheart he is, though he'd never admit it himself, he has written another cute dedication into his booklet in English. OMKami, is that him in armour I see on the back cover? I hope my package arrived safely >>x* I wondr what his reaction might have been XD Ja, ne~! 콜레 |
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My soul has been owned by a film. That is all. |
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Oh, yeah, and I got a facebook account. So, if you have one, let me know! The Exile50% Anxiety Over Abandonment and 58% Avoidance Of Intimacy
You are uncomfortable getting close to others. You want emotionally close relationships, but you find it difficult to trust others completely. You feel that people don't fully understand you, and to be honest you're not certain you fully understand yourself. You never wanted it to happen, but now you're an outcast and you're resigned to your fate. They think you're not good enough? Well, you figure, maybe that's true. You don't need them, anyway.
Fictional character with whom you might identify: Elphaba (Wicked), Smeagol/Gollum (The Lord of the Rings)
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2008 |
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So I’m teaching a fishing and rugby class and a survival class with my buddy Elias. The past two classes of fishing I’ve spent repairing broken and tangled lines. Rugby class has been going good. I’m hoping for a good storm so we can get a muddy field to work on sliding. There’s only one camper in my survival class and that Matisse from Latvia. He’s real smart. He picked up map reading faster than some of the kids in India Company at OCS. I have a survival overnight which currently consists of Matisse and Aldo (from Mexico, speaks little English, but is a real nice guy) for the campers and Elias, Me, Nekisha, and Lillie for counselors. Basically we’re gunna hike around camp and climb trees. Today is World Cup Soccer. I’m team America. So my mohawk is red and white stripes and the sides are blue with white stars. Then my knees are painted blue with a red stripe along the side like the Marine Corps Dress Blue trousers. It’s pretty much awesome. During one of the games I was making fun of Austin cause he did a weird leg jumpy crossy thing. So Paul was like…Criss-cross! And I was like…Everybody clap your hands! And both team, while still playing soccer, started clapping the Cha-Cha Slide. It was pretty much hysterical. The Amish also complemented my hair. I’m MCing the Talent Show so my idea is that I’m the Head Counselor from hell. Basically I’m gunna wear my uniform and get a DI hat from the military surplus store and between acts rip on Emily Stephenson as the camper. Also I’m planning on making a shirt for Chenoa and I that say, Hymn sings…just like MRE pound cake. Cause we both think the MRE pound cakes are AMAZING! And so are hymn sings but for some reason our campers don’t like them. and finally...when the amish were leaving, Lizzy (one of the girls) stops me and was like...you played the violin and piano great yesterday. you are musically talented. but was really sweet was that she took me lightly by the arm and was like...i'll pray for you in the military. it made me really happy and was genuenly touched by her generasity. gotta run. |
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I'M SEEING THE DARK KNIGHT TONIGHT. *FLAIL* |
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| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 |
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The Japanese word for insect will always be a maturity challenge for Germans, and I failed when Katrin got out the 'Mushi-Spray' against the nasty mosquitoes that make life difficult and nearly unbearable. They have huge butterflies here, but I haven't manages to take a photo of them yet... I have also already made the obligatory encounter with a cockroach, which gave me such a fright when it scurried away that I almost screamed in the middle of the night whilst making my way to the fridge containing cool, nice and cool water. Yep, it's still hot. Anyway. Yesterday was ( YAMAKASA~ ) I had to get up at 3 am and when Kazou-san woke me up, it was so tempting to just stay in bed and not spend money on a taxi. But I'm glad I did go, even if it made Japanese class so hard due to lack of sleep. Later on, I slept at home for 4 hours before escaping outside again to get some dinner. (I try to avoid the awkard situation of being home while the family has dinner, I only get breakfast after all, and eating with them would cost an extra 700 yen ^^x*) OK, if you call sandwiches and Lemon tea dinner. Just my luck, I head out to HMV's to look for kiyo's DVD and couldn't find it, so instead of sulking I decided I'll find a 7/11, because they are the only Konbini that sell 500ml of budo juice for 105 yen (!!! and I love the stuff!!). When I finally did find one after passing several am/pms, Lawson's & Family Marts, they didn't have budo juice!! NOOOOOOOOOOO~ But I found Oohori Park, which has a huge pond with an island you can reach over a bridge in the middle. There I sat down to eat (heavens, I always have to remind myself that you simply do not walk and eat at the same time here. It's just... だめ) and listened to the man playing the guitar on the other bank. I should take some pictures, the park is beautiful. I'm thinking about crossing out the 日 in the word 'nikki' in my diary and replacing it with 週 (week), beacuse I'm way behind on events XD If I really want to go to Hiroshima to visit my step-uncle, I'll have to get things organised soon... >,>x* Oh well, till then~ 콜레 (Yay for finding out how to use the school's language-bar!) |
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008 |
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[14] Korean Fashion [04] Everwood [07] SHINee [03] Han Ji Hye [03] Aragaki Yui [10] Devil Beside You [03] Park Shin Hye [04] Ajoo [04] Miley Cyrus (request by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} marchenmond)[05] A Millionaire's first love [06] Tenorikuma [03] Pandapple    HERE |
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so im about half way thru actually doing stuff at camp my first week. the first week i was here was mostly random work since i didnt have a class. now im teaching fishing, rugby, and survival with elias. theres only one kid in my survival class and hes from latvia. but he catches on pretty quickly. we are going to do map reading today and a little land nav so im excited. the cabin is pretty good. i have middle school girls and believe it or not i like them a whole lot better than the little girls. started reading the marine manual about warfighting and it pretty much says everything i said in my paper about war. which kinda makes me laugh. tonight is cookouts so mac & cheese here we come. actually...i am looking forward to it. that and the girls go to sleep on time so i can read 1984 to them. which is awesome because i LOVE 1984. well, i need to hook up with elias so i can go over class stuff. |
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| Monday, July 14th, 2008 |
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Here it is, the Third Season Premiere. And Stupid Author Girl is at it yet again. Ready for the terror? ( Princeton Plainsboro Theater 3K - Season 3 - Episode 1: People do crazy things when in love (Ch. 4) ) [ Our doctor today is |  anxious]
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I don't need to say how happy I was to find that REALLY LONG LIST OF JANNE DA ARC Songs to sing in Karaoke, but I was peeved to find that even when they did have some of the Korean Artists I liked, they only had some random songs off the albums... They didn't even have "Sarangsureoweo" by Kim Jong Kook, and then I knew that I wouldn't find Bada's 'V.I.P' (Who wants to sing "Find the way"?!) or Moon Hee Jun's 'Love Letter'. Why take songs nobody knows? Some idiot had put gum on the Janne Da Arc page, but atleast it made the page easier to find. ...I want to go again =3 Um, anyway... it's still hot and with Sinah gone back to Germany I'm a bit lonely~ ^^x* But tomorrow at precisely 4:49 am, the Yamakasa finale begins. Which means I'll get to see hundreds of men in loincloths running down the streets. ...I just have to get up at 3 am... =P And today I'm going jogging with two people from the school and we'll stop by an onsen afterwards. ...Is there anything you can do in a large city without spending money? No wonder all the people here take such great care of their outward appearance, there's not much else to do ^^x* Colle |
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Friends LiveJournal for ANGEL OF MUSiC ———for phantom of the opera fans•.
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indifferent.
high.
annoyed.
tired.
exhausted.
working.
anxious.
bitchy.
satisfied.
I will find you, kiyo!!!.
bored.