| Just a quick thing |
[Jul. 26th, 2008|08:57 pm] |
Watch Doctor Horrible's Sing Along Blog before watching Dark Knight. It makes it better. Trust me. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2008|04:05 pm] |
i want to quit school, quit my job and go live on a national geographic boat right now.
i am almost positive i'm going to be completely restless my entire life.
september first will mark day one of my second year in minneapolis and i already want to leave.
so yeah, back to my dream of like three summers ago, being a deck hand and eventually becoming the captain of my own boat.
i'm supposed to stay in minneapolis for another year before i do foreign exchange. i feel completely overwhelmed and trapped by even thinking about that.
Another.Year.
i feel like i'm going to die and miss everything. the whole world. aren't i supposed to feel immortal and not so transitory? for fucks sake i'm twenty years old and i feel like death is constantly tapping my left shoulder and standing on my right side. stupid death. |
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[Jul. 26th, 2008|01:33 am] |
Francesca, with the loud surf at her ear,
Lets fall the colored book upon the floor.
i start school on the second of september.
boooooooooooooooooo. |
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| Dr Who - The Stolen Earth |
[Jul. 26th, 2008|12:29 am] |
So are you going to talk about it or do I have to?
You know I've been waiting for all you lazy-asses to watch it on BBC America. Let's get rolling.
and
Dear ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) t_revNOOOOOO SPOOOOOILEEERSSS
beatcha. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|12:16 pm] |
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[Jul. 25th, 2008|10:51 am] |
Them Jews is always denying the messiahs. |
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| a list of stuff |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|11:29 pm] |
1- Woke up this morning at around 5:30 am to get in a van and drive to Yonkers for camper luggage dropoff and then back up to camp. THEN, drove MY car back to NYC. I am a tired panda.
2-Stuff up in Roscoe is rediculous. We had a disasterous amount of rain in the past few days. The camp is fine cuz we are up on the top of a mountain, but the town is in rough shape. There was bad flooding, mudslides... the river was way overflowing. Lots of roads were closed, delayed a lot of our busses this morning. Its a bad situation. And this is the third year in a row this has happened. They need to put up SOME sort of defenses against this, but according to my freind Lexi who works for the county up there, the county is pretty much broke, and so no $$=no defenses. No good.
3- Made it home around 10:30 tonight. Staying at the parents house for the night. Laundering up all my clothes tonight, then going over to the apartment first thing in the morning to do what I can in aiding battle of the bedbugs. which will be AWESOME in the state of tired I am in. But it is the reason I came home at all today.
4- Over the past week, the noise in my car has been getting worse. But I described it to one of the Go Cart guys at camp and he told me what it most likely was that was causing it. So, was planning on getting that piece i needed to fix it tomorrow, but then my car in the last stretch of the journey today started growling something awful. Sounds like the muffler is out of place, which would make sense with what was wrong with it, but it means that waht would have cost me $20 to fix, will now cost a lot more, and I dont know where im gonna get this fixed.... but It kinda needs to be done.... ugh
5-I have complained too much in the past few paragraphs, and i should stop. Hopefully tomorrow there will be time for a manicure and burritos.... I hope.
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[Jul. 24th, 2008|09:57 pm] |
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eric bana and rachel mcadams get outta time travelers wife. |
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| life |
[Jul. 24th, 2008|06:03 pm] |
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My life is weird at the moment. My doctor put me on twice the dosage of the Fibromialgia drug Lyrica. It makes me feel twitchy and sleepy. I cannot drive my car until I am used to it. I cannot do outside alone until I am used to it. I was pulling the weeds off Cricket's headstone and I stood up and was trying to walk in a straight line and was walking diagonally. I must have looked like I was drunk. I weeded for 10 minutes and my right leg is f*cked up. Am I finally just Multiple Sclerosis - not relapsing remitting? They told me that my next step pain relief is morphine. 35 and morphine is next. I just want to not be sick like this. Can we do that? God. It is 65 degrees here. Cool. Cloudy and rainy. I wish it would be like this forever. I am on massive dosages of Lyrica - 150 twice a day, Vicodan 350 - 500 4 times a day, Baclophen 20 four times a day,Flexeril 75 four times a day,Ambien 75 at night, Seroquel and Effexsor 150 2 times a day. Oh and BCP because no one wants a mom that is half asleep all the time. I feel like a zombie. Sleep drink lemonade, pee. Shower, pee, sleep, read a book or two, pee, sleep. My life in a nut shell. |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2008|10:37 pm] |
i am not going to san fransisco.
they cancelled the flight until friday.
dad got a refund even though i probably would have just gone for a week without him.
instead i am going to take a bunch of tranquilizers and cry until i fall asleep.
then in the winter when i go crazy lydia and i will go to mexico because she is one of the only people who is smart enough for me to take to a foreign country. and you know. she's not my girlfriend. |
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| There's a lesbian on the highway! |
[Jul. 23rd, 2008|10:12 pm] |
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My mother just asked me if I heard the NEWS STORY about the lesbian on the highway. |
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| I passed my drivers test |
[Jul. 23rd, 2008|09:22 pm] |
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I passed my drivers test, I don't yet have full access. I can only drive in a ten mile radius on my own and not at night. But it is a start and at least I now am closer to my goal of being able to drive on a full I.D. I am really happy and proud of myself, It may not seem like much but from where I started back when I was 16 to now I really have come a long way and am almost there. |
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| Srsly? |
[Jul. 23rd, 2008|07:53 pm] |
The subject of the e-mail read "Free Obama button" and, of course, I read it as 'Free Obama' button. |
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| Memories |
[Jul. 23rd, 2008|05:22 pm] |
One of my high school friends started a site to try and keep us delinquents connected and someone had this picture of me:
OMG, we thought we were so fly! It took a lot of aqua net to keep my bangs at that elevation.
Wow, I was wearing fuchsia lipstick. *blink, blink*
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[Jul. 23rd, 2008|12:12 pm] |
I <3 you! |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2008|11:33 am] |
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