Woot! [11 Oct 2008|05:42pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Samara's Song ] Got both Rings! The Ring 1 and The Ring 2. I'm about to watch 2 now. I just had to brag first. LOL They didn't have The Rats, so I'll probably get that from the Columbia House as soon as I feel like registering. Well, I'm off to scare myself shitless! Wish me luck! got it?

HEROES [11 Oct 2008|01:18pm] shiegra Wow. So, people in a class last quarter mentioned Claire and were all happy about her being a kickass heroine. And I watched 3x04 today and was, um, unimpressed to the point of hatred. Mostly, though I just HATEHATEHATE that whenever a show wants to make a previously non-combative female tough, they have to make her all dark and bitter and screwed up. UH NO. FAIL. Sweethearts can be vicious, too. They can stay all sunshine and optimism and still be able to beat the shit out of people. No, wait, I remember: someone brought in the first episode and part of the finale of the first season to be analyzed in one of my classes. All I remember of her then was that a) she was self absorbed, perhaps understandably, and b) I was monumentally pissed at how the male heroes ran the gamut not only in lifestyle, race and appearance but in how they dealt with their superpowers and both heroines were blonde, a cheerleader and stripper and both unable to deal with or screwed over by their powers. SUBTLE, SHOW. SUBTLE. SO SUBTLE I PRESENT YOU WITH A GREAT BIG MIDDLE FINGER AND LEAVE. 5;| got it?

D.GRAYMAN 175 [11 Oct 2008|12:29pm] shiegra [ mood | excited ] Man, I take it back. I love Emilia so much. Flying kicks! I dunno, I just love her. In the previous chapters she's totally a lady--but a bossy, kickass one. "Emilia, you kicked his associate in the head. You don't get to talk." **loves** got it?

Visit With My Aunt Today [11 Oct 2008|04:57am] sapphire_melody [ mood | Resigned ] [ music | The Ticking of the Clock ] *sighs* I have a visit with my Aunt today. Oh joy. I love the woman, really I do, but she drives me up the wall sometimes. ( Read here to find out why ) 2;| got it?

Wow I'm Pathetic [10 Oct 2008|09:15pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | Scared ] [ music | Samara's Bloody Song ] LOL I am pathetic. My roommate's gone home like she does every weekend and here I am, curled in my bed, afraid to even get up to go get my meds. I was supposed to get them at around 8:30? It's now 9:16? Yeah. I'm pathetic. Once again? Far too much Samara. got it?

NARUTO [10 Oct 2008|03:18pm] shiegra I WANNA SEE SAKURA KICK SOME ASS. My interest in this series is absent-minded at best. It's there though--but this is about its extent. 2;| got it?

"Seven days." [10 Oct 2008|11:07am] sapphire_melody [ mood | scared ] [ music | Samara's Song ] "Round we go, the world is spinning, when it stops, it's just beginning. Sun comes up, we laugh and we cry, sun goes down, and then we all die." 2;| got it?

[10 Oct 2008|10:32am] sapphire_melody [ mood | Hungry ] [ music | The Growling of My Empty Tummy ] Well, looks like my nap lasted a little longer than planned. Like...all night longer. No...no that's not true. I think I woke up in the midnight hour (flashes of Madona's Life Is A Mystery) and once around 4 something, but I was still too depressed and tired to bother writing anything. Do I feel better? Well, I'm not as angry and frantic as last night, but now I just feel dead. Empty. And scared. Oh, and still confused about her hasty departure last night. *sighs sadly* Mel's actually performing at her Ren Fair today...and I think over the weekend. I'm totally psyched for her. Gotta keep my fingers crossed! She's gonna make 'em all stop breathing she's so beautiful and graceful and just all together breathtaking. *random tangent from the lovesick idiot here LOL* Well anyway, just thinking of her makes me both happy and uneasy, because I still don't know what I said to make her leave me like that with no warning and no goodbye. *shrugs* Maybe...*tries to force her mind up from the dark well it's about to travel down* Well I guess it doesn't matter. I'll write how I'm feeling in a story and fake cut it from kanashii_seirei to here. Oh. Hmmm. I think I might be changing that name. Mel said it didn't really look good together because Japanese words are very difficult to A: be completely right, and B: look good when put together. Hmmm... *thinks she's gonna create a poll for it... Yeah. Okay guys. Do me a fave? *points to the poll below* Help me out here? And please be honest. If the words don't look good together, then please tell me. And feel free to give suggestions on the title of a writing com!!!! I'll throw some out there in the poll; ones I'm considering, but I want the opinion of my incredible friends; the ones who make me want to update this more often. My dear Flist, I love you all. Thank you for being the inspiration for my words. Love Ren ( To Rename Or Not To Rename ) 2;| got it?

[10 Oct 2008|11:11am] kytha From bri-chan over at dA: Disney trots out Jack and Sally from the Nightmare Before Christmas as face characters at the park, for (naturally) Halloween and Christmas! They look awesome, but what really makes it is how in-character they are, which you can really see in the video she took. Plus, Jack's voice is just awesome. :D I've got four of the comics down, but I won't be posting them until I finish them all, and I'm taking a break 'cause it's exam week. :D 3;| got it?

Nap [09 Oct 2008|09:51pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | Sleepy ] [ music | Tears ] To sleep or not to sleep. I want to take a nap. I'm sleepy. But what if someone IMs me while I'm asleep? Someone like Mellie? Doubt: She won't. She left you and is probably very happy to leave you out of thought, heart and mind until she's faced with your pathetic presence again on Sunday. Go to sleep. Save them all that horror. Yeah. I'm taking a nap. Maybe when I wake up this depressing as hell mood'll be past me. Ren got it?

What Did I Do...? [09 Oct 2008|09:44pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | Lost ] [ music | Soft Sounds of Lonely Tears ] What did I do...? Okay...so Mel and I were on aim, and then, suddenly, she just...vanishes. No goodbyes, no I'll miss you's, no simple GTGs, no love you's. Is that supposed to be a sign? Did I say something wrong? What did I do...? *sighs* I'm beginning to think she doesn't miss me, doesn't love me and is happy when there's an excuse to stay away from me. It's not like I know what's in her heart, seeing as how she refuses to trust or open up to me. But even as I type it, there's another part of me whispering that that is just not true. I want to believe that side, and most of the time I do. But at times like this, when I feel I've inadvertently done something to hurt my life, then...I feel...well...worthless. Tell me what I did, my golden song. Tell me how I hurt you this time. Please... Why didn't you say goodbye? got it?

Emotional Tornado [09 Oct 2008|09:07pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | Negative ] *bursts into real sobs* What the hell is wrong with me! Why am I so emotional! And before you ask, no, I no longer have my period and no, I'm not pregnant. But why can't I stop crying? Oh, and no, I'm not having a nervous fucking breakdown. I guess it's just anger and sheer loneliness and sadness. I wanted this night for us! She gets her all the time! She'll be with her all weekend and the one night I need Mel for me, she has to come over and cuddle with my girl and just...argh! Look, I don't hate the girl or anything. Why would I? I don't even know her. And maybe I need to curb my somewhat possessive tendencies. After all, they've been friends since childhood. But gah! I can't stop my traitress heart from feeling left out, shunted, ignored, locked out from the only one I want to know as intimately as I know myself! God I wish Samara were real. At least then I'd have a countdown to my death. *melodramatic moment there* Sorry. But to be honest? And this is just stemming from a rant now, doesn't it seem like life just would be easier watching it being lived by someone else instead of yourself? *shrugs* I dunno. Random thoughts there as well. *sighs* Well whatever. I should be used to never getting close to people, or having people not let me get close to them. After all, who'd want the father-killing whore with no sight to give but the images she imagines in a mind not even here in the now half the time? Psh. got it?

Emotions She Won't Name [09 Oct 2008|09:04pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | Upset ] *kicks something* Argh! I hate this fucking feeling! I'm not the jealous type! Really, I'm not. Then why do I find myself envious of the time she has with her! Oh god somebody please just put me to sleep until I can find a friend that will love me as much as they love one another. *flops* Ren got it?

Too Much Samara [09 Oct 2008|07:28pm] sapphire_melody [ mood | amused ] [ music | Samara's Song ] Okay, I have been reading and watching way too much on Samara Morgan and The Ring/The Ring 2. Why do I say this? Simple. ( Because I am jumping out of my skin at the slightest noise that links us. )</lj-cut text="Because I am jumping out of my skin at the slightest noise got it?

[10 Oct 2008|01:17am] froodle THIS MAY BE THE MOST IMPORTANT QUESTION OF ALL TIME, YOU GUYS! Favourite angsty boy-healer? Shawn Farrell (4400) Ben Hawkins (Carnivale) I am a loser and haven't seen either (View Results) Create a Poll got it?

[09 Oct 2008|10:29pm] froodle My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul froodle goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Elphaba Thropp. ajmckay gives you 16 teal pineapple-flavoured gumdrops. alt_baie gives you 10 yellow pineapple-flavoured pieces of taffy. chibimarchy gives you 6 light blue mint-flavoured gummy bats. dissident_dream tricks you! You get a dead frog. imbeiaiel tricks you! You get a clothespin. thestorymaker gives you 19 brown spearmint-flavoured gumdrops. froodle ends up with 51 pieces of candy, a dead frog, and a clothespin. Go trick-or-treating! Username: Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. I would just like to point out that that sort of behaviour is typical of The Southernator, aka Snithy, aka the Halloween Grinch. ( Behold, scientific proof of my claims! ) And in other news, ( I bet you'd thought I'd let this go, didn't you? Well, you were wrong! ) got it?

Lookie I'm a Heart! [09 Oct 2008|05:35am] sapphire_melody [ mood | Excited ] Eheheheh! Someone just told me my userpic looks like a heart! See? See? I just ooz the love! 2;| got it?

Rules of the Wild West [09 Oct 2008|03:25am] sapphire_melody [ mood | Random ] [ music | Country! ] Here's some funny for your morning enjoyment! Rules of Montana , Oregon , Idaho and Washington the Wild West are as follows: (  1. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. ) 3;| got it?

Kansas City Rennaisance Faire 2008 - pictures and videos [08 Oct 2008|07:01pm] yellowhorde Since my camera is broken, I wasn't able to take pictures at the Rennaisance Faire, but Shirley did take a few, though most of her pictures were of her and her friend, Ashley. She did take a few relevant ones, though. The Jolly Rogers Shirley wearing expensive leather hat ($85! but I would have gotten it for her if I had the money because she looked really good in it.) Sonic Sidhe Tribe Fire Spinner The animatronic puppet I bought And I was able to find some awesome videos of my favorite acts. I like this one the best! ( Sonic Sidhe Tribe Fire Spinners ) ( Gypsy Boys Dancing ) ( Get Shrewed ) ( Jolly Rogers ) 4;| got it?

Another CD! (to hold us until his new one is released) [08 Oct 2008|06:37pm] yellowhorde A Collection CD of Josh Groban's music?> Yes, please! got it?

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