Sanctuary for Paranormal Discussion

I'm super confused.
There are a handful of psychics that I've been in contact with over a certain matter (which is a huge life changing event).. and every one of them have given me the same types of readings when they reflected on the situation. Very very similar.. basically the same answers to my questions but each in their own words. The problem is that I am seeing events unfolding that are the complete opposite of what I am being told. And these are current readings about current situations. Like they are telling me "No I don't see this happening" but as I'm hearing this it is indeed happening right before my eyes.

Now I understand that even a psychic is a human being and is not right all the time, and things can change, etc.. But everyone I speak to is incorrect?

I'm just confused as to why this would be happening. I've gotten some readings that were not so accurate in the past, but never something like this.

I have done a tarot reading on this as well.. and not surprisingly the interpretations I got from the cards were the same things. The readings are concerning other people, by the way, not myself.

Today I wish to talk about The Flow!

It is a subject so many people talks around. The Flow is mystical experience, where everything just "flows" and the big puzzle of life gets many pieces in a one time. The Flow is like a small enlightenment. Everything just goes as they should go...

It is wonderful, powerful and positive feeling.

Everything is just perfect and goes in a wonderful way. It manifest itself as a creativity, connectedness, sensitivity, compassion, experiences that comes alive in your life just minutes after you have made your wish about it and feeling connected with everything. This feeling also gives you an idea about how big life actually is and how you are yourself within "the river of life", you know that you are not separate, but part of everything. Days seem to be brighter, nature more beautiful, people fantastic as they are...

It is like God that is manifesting Himself/Herself all the time around you and you certainly notice it! :)

I reckon, that Sufi's called this feeling about being drunk from the God.

So, my fellow spiritual brothers and sisters, have you ever experienced the Flow? How this experience have been and has it helped you going forth with your life? What is the blessing in the Flow?

Thoughts?

Crossposted to mystic_temple, mystic_cafe

the spirits crowd me. and spy on me too much and comment. and say things about me too. I hear when one of them talks to another in regards to me, as well.  They read what I write.  They listen and they get too close to my thoughts. 

I wish i could get rid of them for good.  I have an appointment with my psychiatrist this Friday and i started thinking about asking him if he has something that could shut me off from them completely.   I'm already not taking the one he wants me to take before bed because it makes me feel too dizzy and not well, and so I don't want to take anything really, but I've got to get some real privacy at last. 

I don't know what to do.

so how do you shut off your abilities if you become over stimulated by them? i have found that only taking my anxiety medication can shut it off, but i dont want to have to rely on my anxiety medication more than i already have to. there are alot of things that have been happening to me since i was a child and i still cant turn it off. is there any tips for shutting off the perceptive side? thanks for any ideas.

It has been a long time since I've posted here. To be honest, I've sort of dropped out of the paranormal community, but of course I still find my abilities forcing me to ask questions.

I am a very sensitive empath, and precognitive, and since I've began driving I've noticed a bit of knowledge as to how people will react on the road. This particularly happens when it's just someone who plans on changing lanes, or turning. Without a change in speed, signal light, or noticeable change in driving behavior, I have no issue pointing out the people who are about to do something simple, or erratic. Thankfully it has helped me avoid being included in a serious accident several times.

What I'm wondering is if anyone has had similar experiences like this? It's not a random thing anymore. I do this daily, and it's not every vehicle that's changing lanes or doing something weird. Some just catch my attention more so than others.

Macrocosm and Microcosm

This resulted from the astrolical theries of the babylonians that each man and each organism is a miniature universe and the universe may be understood as a human.


Docturine of signatiers
planets marked things as they're own, They so then determin the apperance of stones, herbs..ec

My words on this
keys are within us, locks in place, we are in the flesh and out of reach of god ..but never is there a silence between us and what is..

there's been a ghost that follows me around the house for about 7 years now.  and i can't get rid of him.  it's mostly at night, the evening until the early morning.  A pretty loud whisper sound and i've made out words a few times.  He just won't go away.   I think this started soon after my Grandma died near the end of 2001.  And he's at least been there since 03.   i can't remember.  He's prevented me from sleeping so many nights it must be a thousand.     I had to take sleeping pills in order to be able to fall asleep at all.    Then in the spring of 2007 I went to my friend's house in Oklahoma and other voices were introduced.  I heard only a few things there.   And I also found myself picking up on phrases I'd never known in my whole life.  But I forgot them quickly.   I think they attached themselves to me because I brought them back home to California with me.  I think.   Her Grandma had died only the year before and when I was there I slept on the couch that used to be her bed.   Things were much clearer there and the man that haunts me here couldn't reach me.   I don't know what to do, because I started trying to make him shut up both out loud and in my head.  And nothing worked.  Then I started trying to stop the other ones from talking to me both out loud and in my head.  But nothing works.   One of them sounds soo far away that it hurts my head to stretch my mind that far.  I usually don't try and listen anymore,  I just hear them anyway.  
 Last spring something changed and there were too many of them for me to find any thinking space and i had no peace for like two months.    They wouldn't stop paying so close attention and stop listening to my thoughts or paying attention to what I was doing.  They almost killed me.  Because it was painful in my ribs from losing days of sleep at a time.  I got put in the hospital twice because of their torture.     Between May through June was the most painful time fore me, and because they were talking to me everywhere not just at home.   They put me on medicine that didn't do a single thing to stop hearing these voices, at all.  The only thing that helped, the first time, was the sleeping pills. And the second time, just sleeping farther from home for a while.  A few times I was just automatically aware of certain words, they were just in my head suddenly, ex. 'fix that base drum', 'don't follow that cloud', 'under the table'.  And others that indicated something about me.   Some of them were just incessantly repeating things to me.  And then I'd wake up to them as well, like, 'we need you!", and "say something! say something".   Other things.  fucking annoying and unneccessary.  There were too many children at times and the high octaves drove me insane.  I swear I'm not as crazy as this sounds.  It's the best I can do to make sense of, that which is infinite inside..
Now it's back to hearing the others like echoes and the man that's haunted this house for years now is just the same as he always was, used to scare the hell out of me, then just frustrated me to no end.   Sometimes he was just a little bit too loud.  I could feel his voice on my skin.  I've also had some visions that came to be true, like months beforehand, or of real places I wasn't aware of.   And last spring I had straight video when I shut my eyes, for what felt like an hour or so two different times.    I also recieved a couple messages, and one was in the form of a video.  Both of those were just as I was falling asleep, like they always are. 
I need to be free from this at last.  It's just far too constant.  They exhaust me.  That man always did.  Isn't there anything that can free me from this pain?  they watch me too much. they listen too often.  They comment when they shouldn't be paying any attention.   I hate them.  I can't live like this.  Especially that man.  I never get any privacy.  I used to feel, if I can't even be alone in my own bedroom, or bathroom, then why should I go anywhere else.   In the end, it's left me often paranoid, because I expect them to comment,  the way they were and do.

Please, if any of you can help me?  
Anyone have any insight?

Ephemeral Mists is a new musical project by composer Brett Branning (also the composer for The synthetic dream foundation & Abandoned Toys). "Moon Ritual" is the debut cd, out now on Mythical records.

The sound of the project is best described as downtempo ambient new age music mixed with ethnic world musics in the vein of "Karma" era Delerium, Amethystium, and Steve Roach. Its really a very intoxicatingly beautiful creation and I sincerely recommend it to anyone into newage music styles. I'm looking forward to further releases by this project.

Mythical records, is now taking pre-orders for their new compilation "Odyssey of Rapture" vol. 1. The album includes newage and neo-classical compositions by Abandoned Toys, Library Tapes, The synthetic dream foundation, Hannah Fury, Samantha Bouquin, Ephemeral mists, and many more great composers/artists. The official release date is Dec. 10th 2008. The full track list includes:



1. David Reyes "The magic woods"
2. Library Tapes "The rivers turned to cobblestone"
3. Abandoned Toys "An expanding tremble"
4. Ephemeral Mists "A pale slumber"
5. Phanatos "Voyage (quest for the shores of aphrodite)"
6. Aranis "Vala"
7. The new pollutants "Kidnap theme"
8. Hana (Jeff Greinke & Anisa Romero) "Hide"
9. Michel Avannier "La rencontre"
10. The synthetic dream foundation w/ Hannah Fury "Trapeze"
11. MePhI "Crystal night"
12. Aonua "Spirit of the deep"
13. Fiona Joy Hawkins "Contemplating"
14. Samantha Bouquin "Tale for a sunken moon"
15. Scythelence "Transparent eyelids"
16. Enigma de Ultratumba "To my unrest"
17. Samanta Ray & Pete Ardron "Interuterion 3"

Something wonderful has happened last week and there is so much new hope in this world. It is first time in years (maybe even decades) that there is something truly positive going on in USA and it is affecting the whole world. I've read many people in lj & elsewhere say this is the first time in a very long time they feel proud of their country. I'm not American, I'm from North Europe and from my point of view USA has been going lower and lower down in spirit & respect during all these years but for the first time in a long time I can say I am happy and encouraged. The mere election of Obama already has uplifted the image of USA so much higher. I do not really think there is one country that should lead the world but I believe in unity and alliance and democracy and how we should support each other even if we have different ideas & opinions in things. Any country can set a good example encouraging others to join the healing and restroring peace, nature, humanity.

The reason I'm writing this is because I think now is the time for each of us. One miracle proves us things can be changed and we can affect on the world, make it a better place. I am truly thankful for American people for choosing a good leader with healthy values but I'm also very concerned about the load of shit he will have to deal with. The state of things is really worrisome and he is not a superman who will make it all right. He can and he will do a great deal but he needs our help & support in it every day. Because it is not him who will change things, it is us. With our choices, with our thought energy and power of mind, with our positive thinking & actions. So I'm here to challenge each and every one of us, American or not, to do our very best to support and help Obama and the leaders of other countries in these difficult and huge tasks by doing good, sending lots of support and positive energy to him and this world, to change our lifestyle and values so that we do not destroy this beautiful planet, so that there is no reason for wars, so that there is a possibility to share things with those in need, so that there is more Love and compassion in this world.

I know money rules much and some structures aren't easily replaced but the responsibility is in our hands. If WE want things to change we can do it, we can change it, we can affect and make a difference. I hope people would finally believe it and take action together, united for the well being of all.

hello everyone! I'm new here, my names Julia and I need help.
Ever since I can remember I've always known when people were good or not, like is if than be trusted.  When I meet dishonest/bad people I always get this horrible feeling inside of me and I get away from them.  But I made the mistake of sticking around someone with negative energy, It's really hard to keep away from her because she's my best friends sister.  But whenever I'm around her I get weak and feel just incredibly depressed.  Lately I've kept away from her and other people I didn't feel were right, and I got better. My life became simply wonderful, I started to feel positive and just happy.
Now both my friend and her sister got kicked out of their house, I let them stay here for a day and in just that one day, I'm back to feeling just horrible and sad. Awhile back I got a tarot card reading and it said that I had negative energy following me and that someone was jealous of me, at first I was confused about it, but now that I think about it, it makes sense.  But I don't know what to do! how do I rid myself of this feeling?

Oh and another thing! I can feel spirits sometimes, but cant see them. lately I've been seeing a dark animal, I see it only for split seconds and it looks like it could be a cat but I'm really not sure. I started to meditate and I'm hoping that, that has nothing to do with it. I still get afraid when I feel a spirit so I'm definitely not ready to see one.  but ever since then I feel like it's getting stronger. A few weeks ago I had a strange experience in my cousins room (i've always felt strange in that room), I felt like something was laying on top of me and somewhat choking me, I left and completely avoid the room now. Could it be the meditating? should I stop?

So, I've been having some experiences I'm not sure what to make of. If you guys wouldn't mind taking a look an just letting me know what this is called, why it's happening, who I can talk to, what to do, anything would be helpful.

( strange happenings )
So I'm not sure what to make of all this or what to do or who to talk to. I'm afraid people will think I'm crazy. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

NEVERMIND. POSTED IN WRONG PLACE. 

Ok, I'm going to describe something and I would like some feed back on it. I've noticed (unfortunetly) that I can feel people emotions (maybe), like when my roomy comes home from work and he's pissed( he is in control of how he shows emotion, so you can't tell when he's pissed), I get pissed off and we argue. Same thing around other people, same thing with other emotions. My job is stressful and full of people experinceing horrible emotions (don't ask about my job, please), and I would like some help on how to get this under control, or to even figure out wtf this is. Thanks for any help.

I'd love to get some links to soulful, beautiful, encouraging YouTube videos. Those that have touched you the most with their beauty, message & meaning. I'm especially looking for links to videos about Earth, Nature, animals, relationships, spirituality, connection, power of mind, creativity. Something that makes you feel we are all connected and there is hope and goodness in this world. The videos can also be thought provoking and political. Thank you. :)

x-posted.

Hi everyone,

I haven't posted here in ages!  Been off LJ for most of 2 years.  But I was the chick that asked you guys to look at some experiences I'd had  and let me know if you had had same or had ideas about what they might be.  I called them The Bubble Experience and Description of The Field and The Lights.

Well I'm back again asking for feedback, cause it's a really weird idea.  Also hoping the application can help others, cause it's been a huge help to me.  Also hoping someone knows more about this from a scientific and metaphysical base.  I feel like  it's changing me somehow.

The post you'd be looking for is on my LJ and titled
 "The past & future are only scenarios we spin in order to make the present make sense in linear time."  
I know it's crazy, but even if it's not a scientific fact, that idea did lead to a technique that has proven very useful.  You can think of it as a thought experiment.

P.S.  If it turns out that anyone is interested, be aware that working the exercise led to some stuff that will be put into one or two related posts.  I won't shout out here, but you can check back occasionally.  I don't update unless theres something really important to me.  So you couldn't possibly miss the follow-ups.

Thanks to any takers  :)  Aedan

Ever since I was younger, I felt like I was placed in the world for a different meaning than to become someone. I feel as though I was once a part of a royal line. But in the human world, I have no correlation with in being with the royalty.

Though, I have thought about past lives, and i have an obsession with everything renaissance and medieval. I am also finding myself going back to the princess fandom. Perhaps I was a Renaissance Princess in a past life? I do not know.

But ever since I was younger, I could feel like I could speak to trees, but today I realize it might've just been their spirit I felt, who knows. I have strong telepathic abilities, and I see how things should be in my mind. Sometimes I can predict the future, but most of my psychic abilities are related to communication. I can also memorize color fairly well. I have a fascination with crystals, and rocks. Being in the water is a comfort zone to me, and sometimes I am known to take extremely long showers. Fire feeds my excitement, and desire for adventure, I feel adventurous and powerful around fire, yet feel comfort in that too. When I feel the wind, I feel it rather blowing right through me instead of around me, and I can feel it taking my thoughts and consciousness and blowing it around. Crying children stop and stare at me. I can't seem to stand open doors. Ghosts and the Paranormal and anything mystical and weird fascinate me. All my life, the "best friends" I have had had always moved, or left me at some point. And I have the big dipper mapped out on my left arm in freckles and the little dipper mapped out on my right arm. I find comfort in the thought of aliens.

I have always been alone, even if I did really have friends. I felt odd around all people I knew, and sometimes I would get along with them, could this be part of what I am destined to become?

I would like to see what others think of this post. Thank you.

x-posted

I've gotten stuck outside a box and i can't get the hell back in.   I took my dead rabbit into a psychiatric ward where they didn't let you go out under the sky at all.  I was there nearly 6 days directly after being awake about 70 hours.  They gave me ambien but then they wouldn't give it to me anymore unless i took the other medicine first.   I refused because it was detrimental to me; it didn't take much to tell that.  Even small dosages affect me largely and all this bad energy is trapped in there thickly and it attached to me and my rabbit.   It was too much for the both of us.   I got broadcasted all over the place.  And then there was the point where i couldn't look at anything because everything was too heavy and sharp.   Everyone could hear what i was thinking and i kept getting repeated, and my sentences were chopped in half.  I listened to a song on the car cd player and got out and then people nearby were repeating the phrase i just heard.        People where i live are aware of my situation and i've been disturbing my environment.    It's been severe.    I need suggestions on how to keep out unwanted solicitors from my vicinity.  There had been one voice in particular before this and then others arrived afterward.   My privacy is marred.    I need suggestions on how to close this damn door because I have no idea how to do it.    I'm stuck.

I dont get vertigo in real life, but in some dreams I get it badly - I can even get it sat on the floor

a recurring theme now is that if I go into a cave, usually that cave will grow smaller and smaller trapping me inside. If I dont try to escape it doesnt shrink, and if I do try to escape it closes before I can reach the entrance/exit. 

Any ideas what this means - both of these are things that happen to me in lucid dreams only.

*confused*

Yesterday doing a theatre show(fantasy - imagine D&D on stage!) , we had two huge celtic knotwork banners we had made as part of the set , that we previously used on our entire tour of King Arthur last winter without problem... and yesterday some people complained saying that celtic knotwork is evil and satanic, and we had to take them down. I am very confused as to what could possibly be inferred as evil about celtic knotwork...
Were these  just some passing weirdos, or is there some group of people who do believe this, and if so, what is the idea based on?

I am just asking since I am curious, and have never come across this belief before...