I swear, it seemed like a good idea at the time.   Don't click on this expecting great and awe inspiring things, okay?  I'm allowed to drabble how (and on what) I want!

( battle fandom, what? )

Pairing: YehWook
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Down on his luck, Kim Ryeowook gets attacked while being out. When his mind wonders towards dying, he finds himself not disgusted by the thought at all and welcomes it with open arms. With his luck, he's saved by the most unlikely person that he would ever imagine. Someone from his past that he can't exactly remember for some strange reason. With being saved, will he be able to find something he has been searching for? Or will it be love with one of the eleven people that he now lives with, a love that could be a link to something in his past that he can't remember.
Warning: Rape, Vampire AU even though it does not seem like it at times, Crazy scene skipping throughout it.
Author's Note: Will be locked in three days... Please comment and let me know that you want to be added after its locked.

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YunJae. Angst. Two-part drabble (100 words each).


You stare at the man in black standing still at the front of the church (there is no fear of being caught) while everyone else stares at the woman in white walking forward from the back. You watch as his eyes flit from you to her and back again (and this time they stay); you hold his gaze bravely, almost in a challenge. You know he realizes his mistake (he realized a long time ago), but you wonder if he will right this wrong or push it aside because it’s the easier thing to do (like all those times before).

You keep your gaze fixed on him as he takes her hand and turns his back to the crowd, to you (you receive that message loud and clear). You want to yell out coward! and worse during their vows (so everyone will know his lies) but you remain silent, even when the priest asks for any objections; it is his decision and you refuse to make it for him. You lose sight of him though nothing blocks your view (nothing but the tears burning your eyes) as you imagine a desperate wait! to replace the cold silence filling your heart.

I'm so happy~

Finished my last finals today. I think I failed Chem Lec but I'm pretty sure I was able to pass Psych. XDDDD I need to learn how to study long-term.

And now I have 3 weeks break! I'll be having dance lessons 4 times a week (M, W, F for two hours in the morning and then four hours on Saturday). Then I'll be studying Filipino and hopefully gain some kind of mastery. I can understand a whole lot more, but that's only really informal stuff and when I pay close attention. Can't even create a whole sentence yet. XP

Wish me luck?

Title: think before you speak
Length: part 13/?
Author: Ally
Rating: pg
Pairing: Siwon/Hankyung and others
Disclaimer: do not own them
Summary- Siwon is not treating Hankyung that great
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check


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Title: finally get things right
Author: Ally
Rating: pg
Pairing: YunJae
Disclaimer: do not own them
Summary- sequel to looking back and new beginning. Jaejoong raced to find Yunho
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check

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Title-canceled dates
Length-one-shot
Author- Ally
Rating-pg
Pairing Akame, Koyama/Shige, Shige/Jin
Disclaimer don't own them
Summary- Kame and Koyama think that Shige and Jin are cheating
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft word's check

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Okay. Maybe not.

BUT THE SUITE. HAS RED BALLOONS. EVERYWHERE.

It's awesome.

(Why the suite is full of red balloons is another story. But suffice to say, it is.)

(Yes dears, I am procrastinating on my personal essay. Have some love. ♥)

ERGH YESTERDAY I FINALLY GOT MY MIROTIC CDs. Last listener on the planet ftw! Ughhhhh so goooooood. Dear f-list, if you have written Mirotic reviews, please link me? I'm really curious to see my opinions compared to yours :)

And also, what's the best way to put up posters? I finally bought my first posters ever XDDDDDDD (both dbsk mirotic ones and shinee one) But I can't damage the walls in my residence here and I don't want to wreck my posters when I take them down in April when school's over. Suggestions plz.

Umm here's some bribes except not really - MSN ART YAY!

( not crack this time whaaaaaaaaaat? )

Erghhhhhh I'm so behind in everything fandom wise, my internet connection is so slow I can't even cap off the max downloading speed in Clubbox. YT takes forever to load too dshfksjhf I hate being out of the loop on everything.

I have a headache. I'm going to shower and then go into school and pull another all nighter finishing pojects. CRAP I'm out of watercolour paper ahdufhsdf fuck. I can't wait till reading week =(

PS. Why does Jaejoong always cover his legs? I mean, I could only assume it's perhaps due to some scars on his knee from his surgery? Buttttttt the others have very visible scars too and they don't hide them (well besides with makeup on their face but they have to do that =/) IDKKK GAAAH those pics from the new Happy Together where he's wearing those white leggings, and last time he just covered them with his robe, and you could only see a peek in the sauna... Anyways, I just think it's odd and kind of sad. I want to see him wearing nice cool shorts in the summer like 2U T.T

AND DAMMIT KEEP ME AWAY FROM ONLINE SHOPPING DHSGSKYUF NO FUNDS BUT PRETTY PRETTY CLOTHES *____* /wrist

omg..
im i the only one who saw this : http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=nxCdREjKfu0
and thought OMG IT'S YUNHO'S I-IS-AS-GAY-AS-JO-KWON DANCE (GAY AS IN HAPPY OF COURSE (; )

O.M.G. This is so adorable. Heechul watched Captain Planet. XD I think I love him even more.

I wrote two secretarians probably too polite emails. Just inquiring if they could guide me over to someone who's responsible for the booking of the rooms, for whatever purposes.

I have a tutorial every thursday, 18 o'clock sharp till approx. 19:40. That will kill me slowly, cause I came home at 10:10 today.
And tomorrow I have to get up at 6:30 again. Will be dead. I have yet to take care of so many things, start of the semester is always crazy.
What I want is a room for 20-30 people, exact amount not determined as of now, for 11-13 o'clock for the same day.

I don't know who's responsible for the rooms booking the rooms out and occupation. (hope you understand me, don't quite know which words to use).

I'd say the janitors, but then again... Ah hell. I'll find out. GO DUMB ME! At least I'm learning.

( One of the reasons why I am, and will be, so busy )

Chinese-fans rocks for subbing things so quickly.

I haven't got time to watch Sukira, and to get the radio shows. :(

The lack of updates in DBSK's official Japanese site worries me. I hope that they'll do some promotion soon, unlikely as it is judging from their schedule. Probably not until the single is released.


I can't imagine how they managed to live with a schedule like this. It's very scary.


Hai, school's a bitch as usual. Going to be real busy from this Sunday. And I only got 60/100 for my news story. :( At least, the project is progressing well.


Congratulations to SuzuKen!!! Intention debuted at no. 20 yesterday and rose to no 13. I shall listen to it before I sleep tonight.

(And ORZ, I feel weird commenting in suzu_ken with Changmin as my default icon.)

Title: Drowning Dreams
Author: Pandora/milena_1980
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: YooSu
Genre: Angst/Drama
Word count: 2,544
A/N: For mimei who requested YooSu and angst/darkfic/drama! with the prompt the world is a vampire, city lights; where do we draw the line?/the truth is here but yet you hide, chemical dance. I hope you like it, Mimei. Sorry I couldn't come up with something better :(
A/N2: Unbeta'ed


( I never asked for this )

Title: no one is perfect
Author: Ally
Rating: pg
Pairing: Henry/Hankyung. Henry/Dongahe(friendship)
Disclaimer: do not own them
Summary- Henry thinks that he is the weak link in the group
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check, tiny mention of eat disorder, angst, Henry putting himself down.

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Title: looking back and new beginning
Author: Ally
Rating: pg
Pairing: YunJae
Disclaimer: do not own them
Summary- sequel to perfect day. It is Jaejoong turn to think about the things leading up to the day
Warning-Unbetad, but i used Microsoft Word’s check


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I've been injured!

Hahahaa there's blood EVERYWHERE.