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GRRRRRRRRR!!! Got home and weighed myself..128lbs. So that's ok. Not lost any. Not gained any..well technically have lost 5lbs since I started, but that's neither here nor there..anyway. Totally fucked up, here's what I ate Melon,Figs,1 pack of snack a jacks (124kcal), 2 packs of iced gems (108kcal each), Chocolate milk (200kcal), Chilli and mash potato (approx 5/600kcal), a scone (250kcal?) and some chocolate (200kcal?)..I don't know the exact cals in everything, but I tend to round up..anyway, that equals like 1700 maybe. How gross is that? I rode my horse for an hour, so that burnt bout 200..but STILL! I'm ganna go purge now...infact am purging everyday now and I fucking HATE it!!! This is the last time..I'll either end up getting caught or my dentist will find out or..ahh I don't wanna think about it. I'm so depressed right now :'(