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This isn’t what you tell me, but I think it’s what you’re trying to say. You never did talk to me much, even though I’m the one that’s supposed to be shy. You tell me you made a mistake, as though that is enough. As if that can undo your mistake and all the ones that happened as a consequence. Sometimes, I wish it could. I’ve waited a long time to hear you say that. And all those times that you didn’t, pushed me a little bit further in the right direction.

I would like to say yes to you right now. Hide away here in your house to avoid my own, abandon school in pursuit of you (because when have I ever really had you for my own?). I would like to go back and change the past. I can do things better this time around - I’ve changed more than either of us could have imagined. The trouble is, you haven’t.

You know my side of the story. I’ve told you over and over. This is your side. This is what you should be saying to yourself, if only you could. Sometimes I wonder if you’re crazier than I am, if you need buy levitra online, I do, because at least I let my emotions out, even if I do never let them go.

I wish I could have saved you.

Logic announces that even if true love does exist, I was too young to experience it. Past experience tells us that you didn’t really ever understand anything I tried to explain. You still don’t. A lot of things haven’t changed. The fact that you’re sorry only changes a little.

Being sorry doesn’t undo the past. Knowing you made a mistake doesn’t excuse your actions (the same goes for me too). Missing me doesn’t mean you truly want me back (remember how I tied you down? Remember how I asked you questions you didn’t want to think about the answer to? Remember any times when I wasn’t crying?).

But all those things do make the past a little easier to deal with.
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[19 Aug 2005|10:57am]

jacisaurusrex
[ mood | annoyed ]

So, I've never used a canvas board before.
How attrocious...

(says-'it's like I never knew you, like we never shared a bed')
How Kurt Halsey-wannabe of me, hmm?

I'll sell it in a hot second.

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[30 Jun 2005|10:25am]

jacisaurusrex
character sheet for new comicCollapse )
I have names for them all.
names (l-r) Jinx the cat, Regina, Stu, Janet, Jeremy, Sasha, Mae-Lin, Charlie, Podge the bird, and Hyde.


Come up with awesome background stories on them
(who came from where, social standings, who's dating who, favorite things, etc)
and the coolest ones are the ones I'll use.
(you can pick one or more characters to create a story about)
I'm just seeing if there's anything cool out there
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[27 Apr 2005|05:18am]

jacisaurusrex
like a lot of girls I know, I'm a big fan of attractive boys kissing



referenced from photo
used with permish

la la laCollapse )

and

drew this after I found out Mike was cheating on moi (last year).
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[12 Apr 2005|04:37pm]

jacisaurusrex
inviteCollapse )
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[08 Apr 2005|08:11pm]

jacisaurusrex
bored like what


eskimo kishes
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[06 Apr 2005|07:42pm]

jacisaurusrex
colored pencil loveCollapse )
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[04 Apr 2005|01:36pm]

jacisaurusrex
for _____colt45

cuteCollapse )
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[03 Apr 2005|01:27pm]

jacisaurusrex
Mooncalfe's (aka Ross) character Claire (right) and my extremely friendly character (left)

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paintings [03 Apr 2005|07:25am]

jacisaurusrex
[mood| artistic ]
[music | Bob Marley version - Hotel California ]

Cheap water color paintingsCollapse )




Im not a painter =(
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All the computerized art I have on my computer [03 Apr 2005|06:02am]

jacisaurusrex
All the computerized art I have on my computer
meaning using solely photoshop, paint, oekaki boards, etc.



more!Collapse )
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Hi ^_^ [03 Apr 2005|05:42am]

jacisaurusrex
[mood| excited ]
[music | The Pink Spiders - Chicago Overcoat ]

So. As promised.
A journal for my art.
For your viewing pleasure.
I hope this community
goes well and stuffs
I love you ♥!
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