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[18 Dec 2008|05:10pm]

shellfish_dimes
Title: For All Our Dirty Sins
Author: shellfish_dimes
Pairing: Jesse Lacey/Kevin Devine
Rating: R
Summary: What's the best way to get over being in love that you know will never be returned because he's a) your best friend or whatever and b) engaged? Sleep with someone else and leave the bed before the guilt starts to eat at you. Basically: Jesse fucks Kevin wishing it was John.
Notes: GOD I HOPE THIS COMMUNITY ISN'T AS DEAD AS IT APPEARS TO BE :(
The format's not quite prose-like, but still enough as not to be annoying.

( this fumble has become biblical. )
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Taking Back Sunday Chapter 15 (THE END) [16 Apr 2008|02:24pm]

dejectedmadness
[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] NC-17 because I am incapable of writing anything besides that and PG-13. R? What’s that.
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. .:10:. .:11:. .:12:. .:13:. .:14:. 15/15
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Jesse is the obsessive Morrissey fan who would know of this, which he (Moz) was quoted as saying about reuniting with The Smiths, “I would rather eat my own testicles than re-form The Smiths, and that’s saying something for a vegetarian.” Close to the end of this chapter, Jesse says something in that vein, and I thought it was terribly appropriate. However, this quote, from what I can tell, occurred later than this story takes place. Oh well; it’s my story, so I say it’s a-ok.

I would just like to take the opportunity with this, the last installment of Taking Back Sunday, to thank everyone who has followed the story throughout the year, or thereabouts, that I have spent working on it. Your support means everything. Thank you to those who have read a chapter, thank you to those who have read every chapter. Thanks for the comments, and thanks even if you didn’t comment. If you are reading this at all, thank you. Thanks especially to my lovely beta dimmingdivine, (whose betaed version of this chapter got lost in email for the last 4 months. Stoopid intArW3bs pwning my story.) I could not have done this without you, and to Gabe, whose insistence that she would quit the band if I didn’t get my ass in gear and finish up this bastard sometime soon. I hope you enjoy it.

I also want to reassure you that this will not be the last you see of me. I have one nine-chapter story to post, already completely written and mostly betaed after this one is completed, and hands full of short stories ready and waiting. I just didn’t want to post other things while this was still unfinished. I figured I would forget about it if I did that.

Anyway, that’s my bit. Thanks again to everyone. As always, comments are love. <3


( Chapter Fifteen )
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter Fourteen [07 Dec 2007|11:39am]

dejectedmadness
[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] PG-13 for this chapter, again.
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. .:10:. .:11:. .:12:. .:13:. 14/15
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Sorry this is taking so long. Only one chapter left and then you get bombarded with the 30 other stories I've written in the last YEAR while doing this one. The end. Screw long stories. They are hard.


( Chapter Fourteen )
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A Slow Descent (Jesse/John) [26 Nov 2007|08:21pm]

burnthegallows
Title: A Slow Decent
Fandom: Brand New, Straylight Run, Taking Back Sunday
(sort of... time frame is really before any of this)
Pairing: Jesse/John
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Slash fic. Language. The briefest of brief mentioning of sex.
Summary:

I used to ask myself all the time, ‘How can one define life?” Because living is not just breathing and moving or touching and talking. It’s more. But sometimes it can be less. I find that when struggling to define an abstract, it’s good to use opposites. As if the world really was that simple. As in ‘up,’ it’s the opposite of down. And death? It’s the opposite of birth. And white- it’s the opposite of black. But where does that leave all the gray? What is the opposite of life? Is it truly indifference? Or is it an emptiness so deep you cant explain it? It’s like love and hate. There is no difference between the two. Too bad I’m just realizing that now….

(Part One)

(Part Two)

This is a pretty old fic, that i wrote a while ago, but i never really bothered to share it, so i thought i finally would. It's a touch angsty, but i think that's probably implied with the ship. I guess i should mention that of course, none of this is real. i've taken extreme liberties with the characters and the situations. Anyway, I hope you enjoy!
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 13 [11 Aug 2007|11:54am]

dejectedmadness
[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] FINALLY NC-17 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact/boysecks!!!
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. .:10:. .:11:. .:12:. 13/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.


( Chapter Thirteen )
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Let's Break the Smoke Alarm (1/1) Jesse Lacey/Kevin Devine [22 Jul 2007|04:49pm]

ex_thickwith812
Let’s Break the Smoke Alarm.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jesse Lacey/Kevin Devine
Summary: It’s nine o’clock at the diner and Jesse is clarifying that blowjobs and making out in the back of broken down vans does not amount to dating. It amounts to, “I’m 28 and unmarried, please touch my dick.”
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything.
Warnings: None.
Author’s Notes: Alright, if anyone has ever heard Jesse Lacey talk about Kevin Devine, you just know they’re fucking.

Let’s break the smoke alarm.
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[15 Jun 2007|02:08pm]

xicedgreenteax
[ mood | groggy ]

Title: Algebra
Pairing: Jesse/John
Rating: PG (kissing and swearing)
Summary: Jesse comes over to help John with some homework..
Disclaimer: I own neither Jesse nor John. However much I'd like this story to be true, it is not.

AlgebraCollapse )

1 Died Young Save Yourself

Harequin - in both senses / Brian Lane is a medium. [jesse/brian] [28 May 2007|09:50pm]

ijustwishiwere
title: Harlequin - in both senses / Brian Lane is a medium.
fandom: Brand New (with some John Nolan thrown in)
pairing: Jesse/Brian, minor John/Brian, possible Jesse/John
rating: R (fuck, fuck, fuckity fuck.)
synopsis: "Brian has a secret—he's a medium, dedicated to helping spirits cross to the other side. Unfortunately, he's been so busy, he hasn't taken care of his own earthly needs. And it's been a long, long time. So when he meets recently deceased, but oh-so-sexy, Jesse Lacey, he's more than ready for a fling. Even if it is with a ghost! Jesse is no stranger to the pleasures of a man's body, and his death hasn't changed that. But he's never wanted anyone the way he wants Brian. So he's refusing to leave this world until he makes love to him. And if he has to break all the laws of heaven and earth to do it, he will. Again and again and again..."
author's note: Synopsis came from the back of a Harlequin Romance novel Sheesha (vixull) found in a library, though she changed the names and a few other things. She basically forced me to write this so blame her but not in an evil or malicious way because she's lovely. Dedicated to her, of course.
CRACK WARNING. AND, OF COURSE, IT'S AN AU.
word count: 2200w approx.

(Brian Lane is a medium and, no, I'm not about to continue this sentence with '-build drummer who plays with the band Brand New'. Brian Lane is a medium—noun not adjective—he communicates with the dead.)
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 12 [18 May 2007|06:13pm]

dejectedmadness
[ mood | drained ]

[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] FINALLY NC-17 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact/boysecks!!!
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. .:10:. .:11:. 12/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Note of awesome: Mavericks is where I first saw Viscera’s Recital and Social Code and the last place I ever saw Blue Skies at War. Just the awesomest damn bar in Ottawa. They always have the coolest people playing there. I don’t know if there is somewhere called Mavericks in Long Island, but we can pretend. We can’t pretend they are cooler than Ottawa-Mavericks because there is no such thing… except maybe Ottawa-Zaphod Beeblebrox. Too much coolness. Sorry.

And I figure it would probably be a good idea to extend an apology to everyone who has been following this story. I realize that it is hard to keep up with authors who abandon their work, and I just want to reassure everyone that I have no intention of doing anything of the sort. Between finishing my 4th of 5 years of an Aerospace Engineering degree, including exams and projects all due at once, starting a new job, and moving into a new house, things have been less than stable lately. However, things will hopefully become regular again soon. I have dedicated the rest of my day to writing the next chapter of this story in anticipation for seeing Brand New in concert in Montreal tomorrow night. Please don't give up on me or this story. I promise I will update more regularly from now on (for what it's worth).




( Chapter Twelve )

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vignettes / va: bar staff to rock star [jesse/vinnie] [13 May 2007|03:33pm]

ijustwishiwere
title: vignettes / vincent accardi: bar staff to rock star
fandom: Brand New
pairing: Jesse/Vinnie
rating: R (because I am a sailor)
synopsis: Vinnie is an underage bartender whose life changes when he falls in with a failed rock star. / A documentation of Vinnie and Jesse's relationship in a series of vignettes.
author's note: Wrote this last night. Not as read-over as usual because I have a history exam tomorrow and ouch just ouch.
word count: 2100w approx.


(It’s Gay Thursday at The Pineapple and Vincent Accardi’s just knocked off. At the age seventeen, he probably shouldn’t be doing bar work but the kid can mix a mean cocktail and he’s got a fake student I.D. so no-one’s really going to question it.)

that's a fake cut. this is x-posted. comments are ♥.
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Jesse gives good advice badly. [brian/vinnie] [18 Apr 2007|11:09pm]

ijustwishiwere
title: Jesse gives good advice badly.
fandom: Brand New
pairing: Vincent Accardi/Brian Lane
rating: PG-13
synopsis: Vinnie asks Jesse for love advice. Not such a good idea.
author's notes: Don't like this much but it's sort of fluffy and Brand New so it's got to deserve being posted, right? Been putting off posting it for a while.
word count: 500w approx.


(Smoking break, band practice, Sunday, and Vincent Accardi’s asking Jesse for love advice.)

fake cut to the fic journal. x-posted. comments would be lovely.
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crack drabble - Garrett is a sailor. [garrett/brian] [01 Apr 2007|05:53pm]

ijustwishiwere
title: Garrett is a sailor.
fandom & pairing: Brand New [garrett/brian]
rating: PG-13 (I think? MPAA ratings kill me.)
synopsis & notes: Based on a question from an old street team interview [found here] about whether the original vocalist was a sailor. (WTFINORITE.) Jesse gave a pretty standard answer but Brian said: "Garrett is a sailor. He still wears his uniform for me sometimes, late at night." Hence this drabble. Yes, this is crack, but sometimes I have to write crack.
word count: 100 words exact. Drabble.

(According to Brian, Garrett's a sailor.)

fake cut. there's another drabble in the same post but feel free to ignore it. i'm about to x-post so apologies in advance. comments are, as always, lovely.
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Your Name Here [19 Mar 2007|09:24pm]

moshimoshix3
[ mood | woo! ]

Title: Your Name Here
Author: Sai (moshimoshix3)
Fandom(s): Brand New/Straylight Run
Pairing(s): Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
Point of View: Third person, present tense, Jesse-centric.
Word Count: About 6,956
Rating: NC-17.
Summary: It’s been done before, but this is my take on the entire debacle surrounding “Seventy Times 7,” “There’s No ‘I’ in Team,” and “Your Name Here (Sunrise Highway).” Very angsty, but it has a happy ending =).

Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, don’t sue.

Notes: Dedicated to dejectedmadness, because she consistently fuels my Jesse/John obsession and this probably wouldn’t be here without our fangirling.

X-Posted: slashypunkboys; lacey_loves_jno; _brand_new_love; my fic journal.

( Go east on Sunrise Highway... )

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Hooker With A Penis [StandAlone] [07 Mar 2007|11:32am]

feeownah
Title: Hooker With A Penis
Band: Brand New / Taking Back Sunday
Author: feeownah  
Pairing: Jesse Lacey / Vinnie Accardi / Matt Rubano [Laccarno-haha!]
Rating: most definitely NC-17
Parts: 1/1
Summary: ummm, gay smut involving three menn pretty much sums it all up. [:
Author's Notes: This is for Sarah because she basically wanted an NC-17 involving these three men. Even though I was incredibly reluctant to share Jesse, I did end up making him a bit of a sex God of sorts, so I would say sorry, but I'm pretty sure he wouldn't. [: oh and I don't have a beta so my apologies. Constructive critisism / anything to let me know you've read is always welcome [:

"You're such a little slut!"
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 11 [24 Feb 2007|05:59pm]

dejectedmadness
[ mood | blah ]

[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] FINALLY NC-17 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact/boysecks!!!
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. .:10:. 11/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Oh such boy angst! I love emo Jesse! He’s so pretty. Poor, poor boys. I love them too much to watch them suffer for long.

Props to John for knowing Canadian Poetry. He quotes a line from a poem called The Canadian Authors Meet by F.R. Scott. His context is slightly different than what is meant by the poem, but it fit nicely.


( Chapter Eleven )

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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 10 [07 Feb 2007|10:08pm]

dejectedmadness
[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] FINALLY NC-17 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact/boysecks!!!
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. .:9:. 10/?

[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Sorry I have been somewhat absent from the posting-ness of this story. It's here now! Love me! And thanks to lovely beta moshimoshix3!

John is so lovely. We all love John.

And! Because Jesse is a dork, I LOSE AGAIN! Sorry to everyone who knows about the game. I swear, the stupid game pwns my life. It crops up everywhere.

I’ve also determined that Brian’s mouth is owned by Satan and is the hottest thing in existence. Jesse would agree.

This one is longer. Twenty pages in word. Seriously, what is with me and writing SO MUCH of the smutty goodness? I don’t know. I always manage to make it too long. Heh. Enjoy!


( Chapter Ten )
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[26 Jan 2007|02:31am]

jamaisvu__
Title: Sweet Avenue
Band(s): Brand New/Straylight Run/maybe Taking Back Sunday
Pairing(s): Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
Rating: Eventually NC-17
Summary: John Nolan’s apartment burned down, but he never expected an adventure like this.
Disclaimer: I don’t own them. (If I did, I’d be too busy picking Jesse’s brain to write this.) Don’t sue, I’m a poor college student.
Notes: Sorry to the person I promised this to, last week. Late is a state of mind.
This is actually the first fic of mine that I really like my concept for, and have semi-planned out. As usual, I’ll see where my “muse” (god, I hate that term, it’s so pretentious) takes me. This is unbetaed, so I apologize for errors.
Title and lyrics from Jets to Brazil.

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friends only, please comment here to be added, thanks.
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 9 [09 Jan 2007|09:53pm]

dejectedmadness
[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] Eventually NC-17. This chapter… PG-13 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact.
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. .:8:. 9/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

Ripped off QAF and Sorority Boys within two paragraphs! I rock!

This chapter took so bloody long to write! I am sorry. I had exams, and then when I went home for Christmas holidays I forgot to email myself the story and therefore needed to start writing something new to tide me over until I could get back home. But here it is, and it is a little bit long. It covers a lot of bases, though, so I think it’s worthy of being a bit late. Still sorry.

One more thing. Everything is now being archived at kristelflindall. I have all kinds of fics up there in a variety of fandoms. 30STM, Brand New, TBS, SLR, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Lord of the Rings, and a few other random ones. Check it out, leave me a message to say what you like and don't like. Thanks!


( Chapter Nine )
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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 8 [11 Dec 2006|01:34pm]

dejectedmadness
[ mood | restless ]

[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] Eventually NC-17. This chapter… PG-13 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact.
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:. .:4:. .:5:. .:6:. .:7:. 8/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

There is angst, sexual gratification (although the IMPORTANT clothes remain ON for the most part) and pretty boylove! I am falling a LITTLE bit in love with Jesse/Brian.

Also, due to Jesse’s choice of words at the end of this chapter, I LOSE! And everyone else who knows about the game? You all lose, too. I’m sorry.


( Chapter Eight )

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Taking Back Sunday -- Chapter 7 [10 Dec 2006|03:09pm]

dejectedmadness
[ mood | contemplative ]

[Title] Taking Back Sunday
[Author] dejectedmadness
[Rating] Eventually NC-17. This chapter… Hard R or Light NC-17 for boykissing/touching/sexual contact.
[Chapter Listing] .:1:. .:2:. .:3:..:4:..:5:. .:6:. 7/?
[Disclaimer] I am posting fanFICTION. Neither the characters nor the ideas belong to me, just the plot specific to this story. No profit is being made off of this fiction, it is being written solely for my entertainment and for the entertainment of others as warped as I am. Don't sue.
[Band/Pairing] Brand New/Straylight Run, Jesse Lacey/Brian Lane, Jesse Lacey/John Nolan
[Summary] Jesse makes a new friend about whom John is not particularly fond for reasons as yet only speculated upon.
[X-Posted] rockinthebed, slashypunkboys, _brand_new_love, lacey_loves_jno
[Author’s Notes] This isn’t intended to be particularly AU, although it is a high school fic, and it has some anachronistic tendencies.

There is angst, sexual gratification (although the IMPORTANT clothes remain ON for the most part) and pretty boylove! I am falling a LITTLE bit in love with Jesse/Brian.

Sorry it took a while, it's getting into exam season, so I don't have as much fic-writing time as I would like. The next chapter is written and needs to be betaed. It'll be up as soon as possible.



( Chapter Seven )

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