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[21 Apr 2012|06:55pm]
juhfybxtybq
Originally posted by dotspiral at http://dotspiral.livejournal.com/155203.html moreCollapse )
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the crazy ex [06 Aug 2008|11:19am]

bast07
I've created a new community to discuss crazy ex's. Talking about it can be theraputic, and sometimes even funny! Please join, post, and enjoy.

The Crazy EX
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[28 Oct 2007|02:54pm]

spanbrin
Hey there!

Have you found yourself stuck in a place where you feel uncomfortable being YOU? Have you wanted to go to a place where you can be yourself, share stories with others like yourself, and just kick back for some fun?

Then this might be the site for you! It's a new forum community focusing on the LGBT side of things. It's a place for all kinds of members - Young, old, new to the internet, veterans to the LGBT community, tall, short, shy, outgoing, anyone you can think of!

Please take a moment to check us out. I promise you won't be disappointed - You'll want to keep coming back!

The Pink Line.
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[23 Dec 2006|08:28pm]
minerva_sorrow
[ mood | I need A Lover ]

Name: Francisca
Age: 17
State: Chile
How long have you been self injuring? 4
How do you self injure? Cutting, scratching, pulling my hair, bitting.
Are you trying to stop? I tried
Are you embarrassed about cutting? mmmm... I dunno... but I feel that there are some people who want me to feel that way.
Do you hide your cuts/scars? Yes
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? mmmm... wear long sleves when is really hot.
yu know why you started? I really dont know, I simply started doing it.
Have you ever been hospitalized? No
Have you ever needed stitches? yes, but I didnt tell anyone.
Are you on medication? I was
Are you in therapy/counseling? no, I was
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? yep, actually there are a lot people who have seen my scars.
ve you ever tried to commit suicide? no
at do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? cuts, I like to bleed.
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? ....wft....
 there anything else you want to say? ....

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hello [23 Oct 2006|06:26pm]
1finedayfaraway
Name: andrea
Age: 19
State: Canada
How long have you been self injuring? since i was 11
How do you self injure? I cut...?
Are you trying to stop? I have stopped and started several times
Are you embarrassed about cutting? Yes
Do you hide your cuts/scars? It's getting difficult
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? I cover them up and wear non-revealing clothing
Do you know why you started? because i wanted to feel pain that i was in control of, and particially masocistic
Have you ever been hospitalized? No
Have you ever needed stitches? No
Are you on medication? Yes
Are you in therapy/counseling? Not currently, but i've seen over 15 therapists
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? they think i stopped a long time ago.
Do you like looking at pictures? Why or why not? pictures of cutting? No, i'm trying to stop again
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No, that would be too easy.
What do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? can I say scabs?
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? I use the razors on the insides of pencil sharpeners
Is there anything else you want to say? I don't know if this is a good idea.
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[17 Aug 2006|08:26pm]

evil_jester00
[ mood | calm ]

Hey I'm Lee i posted wayyyy back down there *points down* under soul_effected i'm still around and just joined the community under this lj username. I'm here to help people who cut as i have done it and still do it on occasion yeah so feel free to add me or comment or whatever if u wanna listener or advice or n e thing. Also i'm a lesbian if anyone here needs to talk about anything like that.. jus tryin ta help :)
Name: Lee
Age: 21
State: (australia)
How long have you been self injuring? bout 8 yrs
How do you self injure? Cutting, stabbing, scratching.
Are you trying to stop? Getting there
Are you embarrassed about cutting? Yes
Do you hide your cuts/scars? Yes
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? i cut in secret places
Do you know why you started? i cant handle emotional pain but can handle physical.
Have you ever been hospitalized? No
Have you ever needed stitches? No
Are you on medication? No
Are you in therapy/counseling? no
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? only sum friends n  ex gf's
Do you like looking at pictures? Why or why not? I dunno..
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? no i never wanted that, only the pain.
What do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? cuts
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? My ex always told me that one day she would come home and find me on our bathroom floor....
Is there anything else you want to say? ....

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new [20 Jul 2006|07:18pm]

livingd3adgrrl
[ mood | uneasy ]

hey i just joined this thing like... 2 minutes ago. ive kinda been reading some entries to get to see what some of you are like. i am 14 years old, and i have been a cutter for 3 years now. i have been hospitalized for it 2 times, the first time being 8 months, the second time being 2 weeks. i am more than likely going to be sent into another ward sometime soon, for my third trip. yay me...
yesterday night i freaked out. i mean, yes i have been cutting again... but my whole wrist is fucked up. and ive been doing the cuts up and down, and deeper now.
its like... thats not really how i want to kill myself.. id rather OD or something like that...
but a maybe if an accident happened or something type of thing...
i dont know.
im lesbian.. well i guess bi leaning WAYYYYY towards the lesbian side. guys kinda confuse me. and ive had a lot of shit happen with guys.. and girls are just totally better. lol.
well... be my friend or something...
<3
-V-

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[01 Jul 2006|11:59am]

pass_the_peas
I cut so what.. people tell me that im crazy and ask me how i can do it.. Well its a little thing that i call Psychoticness. I do it because of all the bull shit that happened to me over the years.. im not really good at expressing my feelings and yeah they just get bottled up inside.. I could never commit suicide.. it would kill my mother.. Yesterday I cut. I let the blood drip into the shower and just drip i didnt even bother to stop it. I tried to OD last night but it never happened. Note to self.. choose stronger medication.
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Check this out! [04 May 2006|12:03am]

spanbrin
We recently launched a recovery forum for eating disorders and SI and want to invite members to come and join us. Our forum does not try and compete with this group in any way. We are a small group of friendly members willing to help each other and create some life long friendships. Please visit us at: http://www.psrecovery.com

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New [12 Feb 2006|07:48pm]

vintagexxpistol
I took this little thing from the entry down there but filled it out. Hope that's ok?!?

Name: Cat
Age: 16
State: ****
Email: Diamondgrave2004@yahoo.com
How long have you been self injuring? 2 years
How do you self injure? Cutting, carving into skin, burning
Are you trying to stop? Somewhat
Are you embarrassed about cutting? Yes
Do you hide your cuts/scars? Sometimes
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? Wear long sleeves, do it on places people can't see.
Do you know why you started? My parents divorced, i was molested, my dad died
Have you ever been hospitalized? No
Have you ever needed stitches? No
Are you on medication? Yes
Are you in therapy/counseling? Geez yes
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? some friends and my mom
Do you like looking at pictures? Why or why not? Yes, blood excites me to be honest
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No but i think about it, im too scared and plus that would hurt my family so bad
What do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? Both
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? .....
Once i cut so deep i bled for maybe an hour then used that blood to write things and draw things. I have a collection of razor-blades. I love seeing blood and cutting deep. Once i cut myself up so bad, on my sides ( rib area ) my stomach, my hands, arms, legs and i was so sore the next day, i still never stopped after goign through the after math pain.
Is there anything else you want to say? ....
I guess im just fucking crazy?!?
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[02 Feb 2006|11:32pm]

lovelesswings
I'm killing myself tonight.
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[02 Feb 2006|09:40pm]

poobmottoblleb
[ mood | calm ]

Name: Lis
Age: 21
State: Ks
Email: ummm....
How long have you been self injuring? Since middle school so about 8 years
How do you self injure? Cutting and sratching
Are you trying to stop? Trying yes...
Are you embarrassed about cutting? Very
Do you hide your cuts/scars? Yes
To what extents have you gone to hide your cuts/scars? I cut where most people wont see.
Do you know why you started? Things that happened in childhood, when my heart is broken, when I am betrayed, mostly when I cant handle the feelings
Have you ever been hospitalized? Nop
Have you ever needed stitches? No
Are you on medication? No
Are you in therapy/counseling? no
Do other family members, friends, others know about your self injury? Only a few of my friends, and my ex who found out on accident.
Do you like looking at pictures? Why or why not? I dunno..
Have you ever tried to commit suicide? No but the thought has crossed my mind sometimes. BUt I could never do it because of my mom, it would kill her.
What happened? n/a
What do you like better: cuts, scars, or both? cuts
Do you have an experience with self injuring you would like to share? .....
Is there anything else you want to say? ....

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[10 Jan 2006|08:24pm]

soul_keeper266
I updated my gallery of blood. (See link in below post)
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[07 Jan 2006|10:54pm]

soul_keeper266
[ mood | worried ]

How do you know when you need stitches???

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[04 Jan 2006|01:19am]

soul_keeper266
[ mood | nauseated ]

Just some scras and cuts.

http://photobucket.com/albums/d51/RottingVelvet/

sn: RottingVelvet
password: cutz

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once an addict always an addict [12 Dec 2005|02:13am]

bruisesandscars
i cut a little while ago........it's been so long.......

when my girlfriend found out she was a little less than supportive or helpful......

"if you cut i cut deeper" ...that's what she said to me...

isn't she supposed to love me and help me through this bullshit?
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[12 Dec 2005|12:34am]

bruisesandscars
i stood in the shower...with the water a little hotter than i could stand...it made my skin red...and i just stood there...until the water was freezing...and then i cried until i made my self sick...and i just sat there...on the side of the tub...with a razorblade in my hand...i just sat there and looked at it...
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[27 Nov 2005|05:29pm]

shipchan
[ mood | contemplative ]

Hi, My name is Puce, I'm 14 and started cutting at 12. At 1st I used a pencil eraser to make something like a burn and then went on to using the razors in pencil sharpeners (I'm an art student so I can get them for free). I cut alot, almost every week, sometimes to take care of my feelings, sometimes just to feel and make sure I can still bleed. Seeing blood makes me feel like I can do something, even if it is just cutting. I don't know any other gay people, I like girls, it makes me feel dirty to write that.

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Scared [15 Nov 2005|04:57pm]

_michele_
It's been a long time since I last cut, but things keep piling up and I don't know how much longer I can go. It feels like it HURTS not to hurt myself.
My friends couldn't possibly understand.
Everyone says, "I used to be depressed" or "I deal with depression"
but they have no clue what it feels like to try dealing with that by dragging a razor blade across your skin.



I met a girl down at the disco...Collapse )
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What Is so great about feel? [15 Nov 2005|03:25am]

brianshanelvr
[ mood | gloomy ]

I'M SO FUCKING MAD
I'M SO FUCKING SICK
I'M SO FUCKING LONELY
I'M SO FUCKING STUPID
I'M SO FUCKING UGLY
I'M SO FUCKING FAT
I'M SO FUCKING SAD
I'M SO FUCKING LAZY
I'M SO FUCKING DEPRESSED
I'M SO FUCKING WEIRD
I'M SO FUCKING OBSESSED
I'M SO FUCKING TIRED
and I don't know why.............

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